Just now to burn my time, im kinda selfloving, &
took loads of picture, Showing you all some ok ? ;D









Good nights dearies (:
Leave taggggs before leaving.

Medic SUCKS _|_

Puis* the disgusting medic is super yucky
Forget about it. Ytd i 12 dhen sleep worhs.
Im busying with fone thingy. ;DD
Wellwells, im really bored!

Wow, how good yea, i mop the floor & iron my clothes.
&& 2 more days to school reopens.
I`m superly waiting, Hohohohos.
Talking to baobei agains! ♥
wows we have alot gossiping to tell,
She saw JJ LIN that day ohmys Laughhhs *

Ehhs. My eyes is durh pain de ._.
LMAOS.

Ok tatas i go do other thing first x:

{Edited}
New gans *

Kelly My beloved smile smile ;DDD
Love her BIGBIGBIGESSSTTT LOVES.
mooooarks! *

Ers, my eyes is ok alr.
Use to it liaos Hohohohs.
Wells so fast im waiting for school reopen
Could you belivee? Laughhs x:

Hmms bored w. everything alr ._.
Nothing to do. Diaooos.
Hahahas, im chatting w. sky korkor now,
Laughhs* He is dammm funny de. ;DD
Huiyu to sky:
ni shi shuai de luhs !

Hello Dearest Dearies.

Chatting with baobei now,
She say Next year my gina will be alot
(Refering new sec one student)
Laughs x: She durh cuteeeeee canns?
Super luhs.

Wells, this morning went to 400 plus
with mama, go see doctor. && go buy medic
for my eyes. Cox durh Bu shu fu
Im preparing to see my dearies!
(waiting since 25Oct07 * )
Dont you all think time going superly
fast fasttt fasttttt ?
But its also good luhs :D

I Really enjoy talking to baobei!
I LOVE BAOBAO

Ok i later dhen update.
Currently addicted to Keely Ran Shi Kai - Chu Mo

Wells, i saw loads of sad faces this few weeks.
Guys is leaving girls. Wells i cant do anything
But just cheer all my sister ups.
{: SISTERS CHEEER UP!

Fact is something that we cant change,
If we tired to change, is against everything.
Wells, what we can do is, wish for miricals.
Sister, this is what i can say [':


我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候　
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红　
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后　
我承担不起你的承诺


{EDITED}
Hellos ! Im here to update agains.
Well im kinda bored. Just have a nice chat w. suki jie
Ohmys i superly miss my guild people,Esp aswl kor
He everytime make me laugh like crazy crazy /:
Miss maple ! but i quit le, wahahahas.

Ok luhs, now is 9.53PM im gona sleep early agains.
3DAYS TO SCHOOL REOPEN. *CLAPS*
takecare && good night my dearies.

2nd mth? Its bullshyts !
Hais, sorry i think that way.
Im just.. hais.
My dearest, you did everything, end up telling me is just
a joke? Hais, i tot i may get wat i wan.
But end up, the most hurting thing i ever get.
Well, Maybe i just think too much.
Yea its a joke, and im the fool in the joke.
I know you doesn`t feel good either.
But smiling infront you, while my heart really bleeding badly.
Those sweetest actions, x/3

I doesnt know what make you do that.
But it really hurting. I doesnt wana play anymore!
God! i dont wan to play anymore.
Im really tired & great in pain.
I cried so much, i doesnt get what i wan. God, please
tell me. So what im worried?
You one msg, i immidiatly go down which i never does
to any single one person before.
Its all myself taking forgranted.
Sorry for my stubborn sorry for my childish act
I wont be interupting your life anymore.

13days since you left me, i cant do anything, but seeing you go.
Hug me, kiss me & hold my hands is all joke,
dhen i must be looking v. fool in the joke rights?
28DEC2007 5.02Pm, i tot miricals will happen.
You know? Im just lying to myself.
I tot its fated that you din go for the course you wan.
i tot its fated i rush downto meet you,
Hais, its all a joke, my heart really
bleeding badly. Why is love fooling me?
27 dec, why you send me that msg?

Im a toy ? && 28 DEC you told me is a joke.
&& you send me this once :
" Another day goes by, here the reason y i love u,
you give alot to me, when i need some1 you will always
be there for me, when i need someone to pour out my
sorrows you will always listen to waht i have to say,
no matter what reason, i love you, words just cant decirbe how i love you"
Thats what you told me before. rmb? i guesss its forgetten alr.
Words just cant describe? Laughs another joke?


依然是朋友 x/3
I will not be onlin-ing for days sorry.

Blahhhs ! im talking shyt, dont care luhs
*COVER COVER * hmms, well, single is not bad also. (:
Fate bahhs (: laughhs* im gona sleep early today.
Maybe cutting short hair {:

Happy 2mth?
time fly fly flyy & fly !

Hmms, 4 more day to school reopen.
I'm looking superly forward. Maybe?
Laughs * && early in the bigbig morning
all thanks to Kh & Yq. thanks huhs,
Kh call me nvm, cox that day make him woke up so early
so its ok, Yq msg me say got big breakfirst -.-
Laughhhhs * Dhen he told me he cant sleep ._.

Hmms, nothing much ,Ytd talk to kh until 1.25 Laughs
dhen straight away sleep, cox i really damm damm super tired.
Nothing to update today! blahhhhs


Happy two mth, If we dint brk, what will we be doing now?
What will i recive? what will i do for you? Hais,
this qns keep repeating in my mind,
Promise? nahs~ i doesnt think about repaying anything back.
I doesn`t wan pity! Lovelovelove you know? hais.

Ytd you said you`ll hold on ur promise,
How long will you hold? one day? one mth? one year?
Hais, I dont know i dont really know!!

Loves just cant accpect what i wan, and i just cant accpect
what love wan. I never gona win love, Unless theres miricals.
Forget it, i doesnt wana believe fairy tales anymore!
Hais, cinderalla? Fcuking fake! Everything is just gng so wrong.
Whys why why? can you tell me why ?
Hais, My heart is bleeding dhen my hands does,
Last night, i so wanted to wish you happy ani from mouth
But i just cant cant cant!! You asked me to peii you go interview
today, how i really wish i can peii you.

But i doesnt wana say goodbye after meeting.
Its really pain, seeing you go, i cant do anything.
But saying bye. tc.
I hate this word word ! haihais. im pain pain painn!

HAPPY BDAY DANIA GRANDDAUGTHERRR
May ur wish come true ! LOVE YOUUU !(:

Ytd i enjoy talking on the from w twisttwist
Well, her ex stead seriously treat her v good.
Really jealous ):
She told me, she and her ex v sweet.
her ex wait for her after school. Be her teacher & so whatevers.
Super takecare of her reallys D: Feeling damm jealous
Cox all those things her ex did to her, never happen
to me before. Siannns D': hais, Good-Bye Readers.

when time gng through.
I cried the whole night. keep thinking and thinking.
But seriously what i get back is this.
seriously, i really think through it myself.
I doesn`t really know whys.
but im trying to understand you.

You say you`ll love me forevers.
You say you wont let me go no matter what happen
Even i like other guy, But now, i`ve got all this
I doesn`t wana help myself to forget this pain.
Cox it will be a scar in my heart forevers.
i`ll never regret. but i just wan you to know
you really hurt me badly

whatever i said is not impt. so i doesn`t wana talk to the air
anymore. im really great in pain.
My heart is bleeeding badly dhen my hand does.

Now is nine plus, i force myself to watch the huang jin lu
i doesnt feel nice, sorry im not refering anything.
maybe from the first esp, i dint watch thats why.

Hmms, Wells i have some great sister to thank
1st: Simin Darling
Thanks darling for being there whenever i need,
seriously i neglect you, you`ll never do the same thing back to me.
&& i realise my mistake forgive me sister.
Wells, Seriously you`re super impt to me.
No matter what im doing, the first sister came into my mind is you.
Thank-you ! I LOVE TAN SI MIN (:

2nd: Michelle Wifey
Thanks wifey for always being there for me.
You`re seriously impt to me! maybe i aint the
best sister you love, but its ok. atleast i know im loved !
Thanks wifey thanks superly muchh ! so many mistake has over
come! *PEACE PEACE !* wifey wifeyy thanks for everything!

3rd: Sharon Men
My forever menny, i would really deep in heart to say a
big thank you to you, Maybe you feel you din help me
when im sad, but at least i know, you`ll be my forever menny
rytes? Thanks my dearest, You`re the one i learn alot alot.
I love you like how i do last time really i swear a thousand!
I miss the talking w. you! meet out soon please D':

4th: Amelia FunFun
Thanks funfun for listening to my crapping/ nagging
in msn. Well well, my precious sister. You`re needed in my life.
Superly needed really, dont doubt my love ok ? (:
Wo ai ni forevers, thanks funfun !

5th: Sherri Cutecute
My dearest lil cutecute, thanks for giving me advise &
so whatevers. so many many things have gone through my lil
cutecute has really grown up, well next year will be my last year
Hope you`ll keep me in touch yea? Rmb to update me everyday.
or i`ll rottts (: Cutecute ahhhs! must takecare urself ok?
Now i know you started smoking, just dont smoke too much.
wells, i hope you`ll quit soon yea? (: Hmms, rmb to takecare urself!
I LOVE YOU SHERRI CHAN HUI YU !

6th: ALL MY GANNNNIES
Thanks for all the love, i really love you guys alot.!
dont leave me ! Keep me in touch (:
AI SI NI MENNNNN x3

Ok finish my thank-you speech
good nigh readers!

Laughs, i`m idiot or fool ?
Time go and go go go!

Hellos, firstly i wna say sorry to kh
For not ans-ring calls ytd & cant meet today.
Superly sorrrries ! DUI BU QI!
Sorry formaking him woke up so early in the big morning.

&& yesturday, i chat w chenweiyang on fone,
His voice sounds superly sleep, ZzZz
Alright & we end the chat.
My dearest cutiefair call me to ring her,
So i ring her, and she was crying D':
Do you know how heart pain am i?
Hais, cutiefair, if the whole world throws you aside.
I`ll be at ur side, dont worry (:

After that i ringed kh, & talk and talk & he qurreal-ed
w his mum ): sorrryy! Haishais. Hmms, andd
i went to bed, i`m really sleepy & tired.

Kinda boring today, Five days time sch will reopens.
Wells, hope everything will be fine (:


My precious, seriously i doesnt know whys.
Im trying to understand (: Thanks for ytd's msg,
acturally i wont really ask for much. Cox the msg
make me really happy (: It wont be a dream rytes?
I hope it wont, i doesnt wan the history to goes back.

If one day i aint alr, please kindly take good care of yourself.
Dont do anything make you yourself regret.
Wana do? Just do it ! Life doesnt need regret to exchanges things
I`ll support you for life (:

If i have a chance, i'd to meet you in next life,
& be forever yours.Wells tml is 28, hope i wont get
anything hurting, or i rather mad

I just get my contact lennes.
Hohohos. && is pretty cools !
I looking clearly now, well well,
I just now saw xu lao shi!
Ohmys ! she live just here niass x:
I saw her eating. dhen i keep looking at her.
dhen she turn and look at me, but doesn`t reconigse me
Ok dhen i continue looking at her. dhen she turn agains
i smile at her.
dhen she smile also. dhen i ask her staying here dhen she say
yeaa, today v. pretty hor. Laughs * She didnt see me
never wear spec.

Of cox looking diff luhs. -.-
Laughs* x: Okoks. nothing much
Off liaos tatas


When i realise time is going and sch is fast fast reopening.
I`m scare, cox you might fall for someone else alr.
The promise you made do you still rmb?
Fries everymorning. Bringing me to sch.?
Hais, well i guess is nolonger there alr.

People say promise are ment to break.
Wells, i`ll believe.
How i wish the fact doesnt make me believe
This promise, i guess you`ll make to other her
Alr hais.

New gans*
My Mimi Jeroldine (:
Love her for alwayyys x3

Why why why, why am i not loved by you anymore

ROWF! I'm durh bored.
My mama seems like doesn`t wna make contact for me.
Wells, ytd was superly badddd D:
cox i`m kinda mooody, Sorry kh !
Was talking on the fone w him last night
&& somehow i moody dhen din entertian him.
After that i feel kinda bad. Sorry sorry !

Ers, & Ytd i 2 oclock dhen went to bed. becox
i was thinking my sistership, r/l ship & blah so whatevers!
&& seriously i doesn't really know.


My dearest sister,
There will be someone which wanted to hurt you.
But theres also someone becox you sad & feel sad,
& i'm the one.

Wells, i might not be the dearest sister for you.
but i'll tried my superly best to find you back.
As i say, everyone in this world change,
There will super be a day, i cried && wan you back.
But the reality is, we ain't close sister like last time anymore.
People out there thinks, me & you is the close-est sister ever.
But acturally they doesn`t know what happen.

& Now you have ur own life, i doesn't wna snatch any of
your happiness. But just watch you from behind.
Maybe a few years later, We'll lost contact or whatever,
I`ll still here for youuu, Jiemei wo ai ni yi qian bei!

AINT TALKING ABOUT ANY ONE IN 7 TONGXIM

My dearest you,
Wells, its seems i'm just a soccer ball,
Kick anywhr you like, You just wont keep it to yourself.
In the match, you'll kick the ball to ur team mates.
And they'll never kick to you, cox they wan to score.
One day will you regret? I not saying anything but
just asking.

Anw, guess you stop reading my blog alr alytes?
All i can do is just, talking and writing rubbish to the air.
You say he's good for me, why dint you say, you`re good for me.
Wells, i think the feeling faded will never never gain back.
Maybe we are still young to have r/l
is just a sentences to comfort yourself, or even lying to
youself. In every mother's eyes, im superly bad girl.
Cox i make their son heartbreak & whatevers.
buut they doesn't really know who hurt who.
I'm not refering anyone.

Since i say so much doesn't use, dhen forget it!
My words ain't impt, dont ask for my advise !!

Its SUCKSUCKSUCKSUCKKKKKS . Ohmys luhs! haihais.

I just came back from doing contact.
Wooos is durh cools, x: && Tml will be collecting it.
Well well, er, Thanks all my sister for being there
when i really need ! Thanksyouuuuuuus <3

Well well, i`m just kinda boring seriously.
And my dearest please dont do anything, which i`m thinking now.
If it really like that, i`ll really heart break.
Hais i hope it wont be what i`m thinking.

& i just know something which make me superly fucked up.
The thing is kinda nonesence seriously, You know what?
My dad say i smoke. this is what i heard from my mum
Cox that night My mum went into the toilet and smoke.
after she came out i go in. & after i come out
my dad go in, he smell the crig smell, he come out
he tell my mum, i smoke. Fucks mans. This house
he and my mum smoke dhen say me everything mememe !
Scarly next time his shirt lost also say i steal de.

Durhs fucked up! x/3
Not i wan angry is like.. everything say me me me
why never say jk? I go toilet only
also kana suspect. Never ask properly say me.
Wthells Hais, i doesn`t knw how am i gng to spent my life
here ):

I couldnt sleep D':
Haihais, Wells, i rlly hope tml i can
do contact!. Hais*

FuckFuckFuckI miss him so badly D':
Really miss him! && I doesn`t know to make myself not to
Sighs* I rather scream cry & pain, than i goes crazy.
Sigh to make him feel relif. i have to smile &
act nothing is happening. Is have been 11days alr,
I`m slowly forgetten by him, i guess.
From lover to friends, Which i still love him.
I`m keep saying i`ll be strong and bullshits,
but now, i really know, people ain`t strong at times.
They are acturally weak like grass.

No one in this world is strong, & seriously i`m not strong at all.
Time heals ? what a joke, time doesn`t heals,
Cox time can`t really give people what they really wan.
Although i know i wrote this will be read by him.
But im just saying the truth, Yea, i admit i love you still.
I couldnt forget you & cant simply just treat you ask fren.
You can? I TOTALLY CANT!

Yes, Maybe you alr give me up. && i`m alr being forgetten.
But i just going so mad seriously.
I dare not look at you face to face no matter how
i wish to see you.
I`m not a actress, i doesn`t need to act my emotionals.
& seriously my heart really feel damm pains,
every night i`ll cried to sleep.
So sorry that i bluff you i`m ok, I need to have
so much job after the breaking up.
Infront of parents have to laugh & make them smile.
Infront of you and ur frens i have to act i`m brave & strong
Infront of my sister, i have to say im ok seriously.
Infront of the camera, i have to smile happily.
Seriously i`m tired of fake things !

Maybe you might not love me anymore, No! you doesnt love me anymroe.
So what should i do? Cried? Doesn`t help seriously.
Cut my hands? Its kinda stupid and silly
Continue acting its superly tired.

Wells, i just have to carry on my life yea? maybe next year?
or next next year? will we be like this agains?
I guess nnot, cox at that time, Your heart alr belongs to other
her, and the her will be ur precious dearest darlin.
Aint me anymore.

Think about it, its really heartbreaking, So what else can i do?
Say whats in my mind? Laughs * no one will listen, come on!
Even if theres someone will listen,
they might not help anything. Even if its you,
cox frankly you doesn`t care anymore.
The reality shows clearly, You doesn`t love me anymore.
Maybe you didnt have a person in ur heart yet, But
i guess i really dont have the breathe to gain you back.
Like last time? 3 mths ago? I just doesn`t know how do
i really overcome my pains & emo, Laughing non stop infront of
every single one.

Someone acturally told me,
Loves is just child`s play/game.
Ain`t true @ all, what for putting so much in?
End up? You know urself, cox now what you are gng through
is what everyone inlove`s ending.

Wells, maybe its truth, I`m too small to understand?
Laughs * Seriously so much relationship.
I fall deeper for you, cox u told me before,
I wont hurt you like how your ex does.
end up, you`re the one hurting me most
But so what? I`m forgotten alr.
Its really not stop, but ending
How i really wish it ain`t a ending
I really wan you back D:

Maybe school makes me happy ? I doesn`t wna resist w love.
Its really v v tired. sorry my boy
I`m still gona wait, but will be other way.
That will be the best for me and you

This is what i`m gona say, i think i can get to bed alr,
Takecares my readers good nights !

When will love come back? The next x'mas?
or the next 28 oct ?

My dearest readers,
Wells, i`ve edited my post for today.
Ytd i had a really bad headache. & WeiYang called me
I dint not ans sorriess ):

&& Later will be gng tm w. sister
I looking forward, Cox last year de today
I should be celebrating w siying,
Which i promise her last year.
Laughs* But this year, i think the promise
is alr being forgetten.

My dearest simin darling.
Thanks for the msg you send me ytd,
Seriously i dint not help you any ,really.
I just tried my best to make you feel loved.
&& At least you feel lonely ,There will be a
me in ur booklist. (: My silly darling ,who can ever
replace those mad laughing, heartwords & everything we did.
When we are together, we need not keep any emotional.

Thats why sistership really need ,so whenever
what happen, I`ll be here for you when you need me.
&& I`ll try my v best to help youuuu
Lastly, wo ai ni deeeepest !


Oh Pin up *
Ytd, Stupid yangyang & tangtang give me
a super duper big suprize!
which i know they are going me one suprize,
But i dint know was so big!
First they call aunty call me.
&& i was like weird weird.
Then got people press my door bell, &&
They cover the looking thing.
&& i open my door ! They BOO!
i kana shocks Laughs* & they
give me a thing, like ticket,
It write
" X'mas Gift, I OWE YOU!
yang & tang"
Laughs *

My dearest two big brother! You all ain`t kiddy alr
X: use this to bluff xiaomeimei huhs? Laughs *

My precious, i need your love.
I wan your everything! I love you not three or two days.
But is so many many days ! ♥ I doesn`t know what to say.
But i just love youuu ! x3
If i say i gona go my own way,
I guess its impossible, cox i really dont feel like
letting you go & forget you. I just wana love you like that.
This will always be the best for me.

I`m back from tm & tmart !
Laughs* Met dar at 12.30 @ 291 bus stop.
&& went to tm, Take neoprints. x3
&& Wassss niceeeeeeeeee :D
Well, and went to shop & go to tmart
bought pizza for lunch.
Eat& talk ! I ENJOY !
Thank-you sister {:
LovesLovesLovesss !

Pic *









Tatas readers ! X'mas is going to over soon ):
He will belong to other people soon

This is what you wan ?

My dearest readers,
im here to edit the update of today.
Wells, tonight i think might be v fun for people.
But for me sleeping at home is the best ! ♥
i`m so addicted to the song which is playing now.
&& Time flys, 9 more days to school reopening.
I think will be kinda boring seriously.
Cos next year must really work v superly duper hard
for n lvls. Maybe till that time will not be
using comp often. Haihais, think about it
I really dont feel like sch reopening.
Not becox N lvls But other thing.

Will santa come today? Will fairy tale alive?
I`ll wish hard tonight. ♥


I really wish that i can have you back this x'mas.
But i guess it`s impossible. sigh* will you belong
to other people after x'mas? Hais, i dont know ):
These day w.o you, my life is totally mess up.
No longer people will love , dotes &care for me.
If i wan you for x'mas, will santa give me?
Sorry for being selfish but i just wan you back
Sigh *
Ytd i doesn`t know what i ate, today keep
going toilet non stop.

这是爱吗? x/3
Loves, need two heart.
Forever? There wont be forever, i know.
When will love come agains ? Next x'mas?
Or Next year 28 Oct ?

Wells, Just came back from sharon men`s blog.
And i really realise that she`s dint not
stop the missing on me, maybe I`m just too sensitive alr.
Sorry mennie, i promise i wont be neglect people alr.
Sorry sisters whom i neglect before D':
Now 7 tongxim will never change. They`ll be in my heart for lifes.
I love my 7TONGXIM(s), xingans, dearie, Sister & Korkor
Are loved also !

Maybe i shall just go back to the v start of
Sep142007I love him for 103days

Well i`ve nothing to update today.

I think i`m not the one.

Hey ! i`m here to blog the time now is 12.12 Am sharp!
Hahahahhas ! I gu yi de bleahhs ! let see how it goes tmr bahs
Takecare my readers!


Hundred day is going to over, will it have hundred & one day?
When the day love come back to me, Will it be you?
Suddenly my mind having so much things to ask.
Buut i dont dare to cox, the true might be the lie.
Maybe its true? Idk, sorry. What i left is just, photos
& faded memories.

Tml is another day, YAO HAPPY :D

{edited}
Hello readerss ! ♥
Just recive aunty calls. She doesn`t need me to help le.
Cox only me alone, Tangtang & Yangyang going to malaysia today D;
Wthhhhhs ! Tangtang promise me to give me x'mas present
Yangyang alsooo ! x:


I really wish to know you better.
Although i know you from so long, feel like understand you alot.
But acturally i doesn`t. Dont know what your mind think
& dont know what you wana do.


&& Happy Birthday Joeyy niuer!
May you all wishes come truuee ! WO AI NI X3

I LOVE JING ZHEN SHUN (:
He rocks my life luhhs.

Love came once only.

Hey, People!
Well, HUO KAI use it on me thanks!
Ers, wells i know the ans alr. (: &&
I told myself, Its really time for me to go.
So acturally today i decided to love him for the last day.

To him
I love you 100days alr, Maybe will be still counting.
I doesn`t know. Now i finally know, When a person change.
Is that fast. Wells, just hope you all the best, & find the
her you wan (: Since 14sep'07 I`m always waiting I stand alone for
51 days & You`re w. me for 49 days. And today I`m forcing myself
to forget you. I promise. *

Sorry yangyang & tangtang korkor, ytd call me i din ans.
Cox i doesn`t wn to nag by you all, so i din pick up.
I`m ok alr (: Hahahs, later will call the two big pigg !
Ers, i`m going out alr, Takecare readers. ♥

You hurt me alot

{Editedddd.}
Ers, i just came back from bedok, bugis & tampines ! :D
I go pray Both my grandpa today. & my eyes is super tired & pain.!
Haihais, and i went to bedok take Mrt to bugis.
&& I saw my skinnes and i call mummy and buy & i try.
I look super short -.- plus fat
& i bought le, black! Ermms. and went to eat.
&& Go bugis street buy jk`s bag & I SAW YANGYANG KORKOR !!
Ohmys ! he scare me from behind ! Lols x:
And mama say " Wah zhang da le, Wo niu er jiu jiao gei ni le"
Lols ! dhen we keep laughinngg ! Diaooos.
&& He say he`s working there until tml, he wana fetch me tml
to aunty`s shopp ! yays ! *

&& we went back to tampines. i saw zheng wei. Damm
he diao me D': Awwwwwws ! && i go and see cd`s
Dont have what i wan. So i went home. && straight i go meet kh
And he is lateeeeeee x: Awhile only luhs hhahahs. Ers,
And slacked awhile & i went home. && now dhen sit down and
update ! faints * kh say i loook TALLLLLLL !
w. jeans x: So must wear jeans often Hohohos x:
bUT IM STILL SHORT LOLS ! *

Ok i go bath liaos, Later ahboon korkor coming fetch us
to changi eat dinner w. shawnnyy ! YAYS * highs*
Ok byes.

I`m back back back ! tml must have enough sleep !
and prepare for the brand new day tml!
Ers, Just have dinner w. shawn`s family & my family
DUHHHS ~ ~
&& We eat and laughhing non stop x:
drink the yucky beer ._. Me & shawn drink
OHMYS ! PUIS! *
&& go baibai. & joking singing non stopppp~ ~
And finally home sweet home ! Shows you picturess !






Good night my readers.
New gans*
X.Baobei, Andrea. (:
Loves <3

Perhaps, Love?

Wows time going superly fast,
Could you believe we`re going to sch reopens?
Laughs* Hmms, well i decided not to waste time!
I`m going to aunty shop & helppp !
Hohohos, w. big brother, He`s gona teach me something
He promise dee. Lolsss x:

Ers, this morning help mummy do house work !
Wooos, damm guaii ! && tml going pray grandpa,
Meet kh awhile pass him something, go somewhr &
dinner w. shawnny tok. (:
Ers, i think nothing much bahs, I`m going to chase,
DOU NIU YAO BU YAO ! My idol act de. yays! *

Nothing much later dhen update :D Tatas.

Its ridiculous! My dad calls me go & learn IT after my N lvls
D': I wna be hairstylist haihais. Helpps luhs
But it`s my dream, I`m gona go for my dream seriously (:
So i doesn`t need people`s comment.
I`ve nothing to update today hohohos.

Finally i bought my school shoes. Wells, I`m kinda bored.
YangYang ah kor ytd told me something
' You qing mei you qin qing hao '
And this word made me cried on the phone.
&& He keep telling me joke ._. Laughs*
He like daamie funny, && keep saying
'Mei nv, bu yao ku, Korkor sayang ni.'
Make me laugh to hellls ! Lols, Wells
acturally he ytd told me loads of things! &&
Was quite sleepy really! I like half awake talking to him
Lols! && Tml have to go out somemore. Zzz.
My eyes super like panda liaos. Thankshuh ! LOLS

&& starting from sunday i`ll be helping out @
aunty shop, She told me ' You come, your job is to
Look after the two bigg brother. & Play comp.
Throw ur job to yangyang & tangtang'
Wahahhas ! I like damm good luh. But i`m not getting pay
So its ok luhs hees !
YangYang kor & TangTang korkor you all die le wahahahah!
Tonight must sleep earlier cox marmie say she wont be waiting
for late people ._.
Tml have to go :
Pray grandpa(s)
Maybe bugis. & Pass kh something.
Go some whr & Dinner w. shawn`s family
Ohmys ! So busy huh, Acturally ok luhs hahahhas ! x:
Hees, Ok good night everyone

Perhaps, I doesn`t know.
Maybe i`m just being forgetten (:
But i`m ok ! Cox i know its always like that.
Now, i`m shall just be alone.
But please dont ever regret if i left, cox i
doesn`t wna see your eyes full of regrets. If
the one day come, I`ll give up automaticly.
Cox on the one day, I`m alr being forgetten.
I shall just step away, and go for my world.

Wells, I just have to be not being so childish,
Keep iratated you. I`m no longer lil girl anymore.
I shall decide everythhing myself.
Ever, i told before Lesli
Love can`t be holding too tight cox it may die fast.
Meaning? Fade fast. Leting go too much, The love will run aways.
Just middle will do (: && this is what im always finding,
Atleat i know you love me i`m enough alr.

To My big brother cousin.
Thanks for the advise, Seriously, from small till now,
You keep protecting me, But i din ever say a thankyou.
Thanksyou so much! Whenever theres you ard, there will be me.
I`ll not cut myself anymore. Wells, tonight really enjoy talking
to you on fone, Sorry that i shown my temper. && keep saying you`re wrong.
Sorry my brother, by the time i know, it`s alr too late. Cox he`s alr
gone far aways. && i`m forgortten by him.
Wells, i should pick up my feelings & bring him everywhr i goes.
Until a day i found a place to let him be.

In days, I feel myself its so right, But acturally i`m
really in a bigbig wrong. Somedays when we think back.
Maybe will be laughing at it. Cox it`s really foolish.
I really miss those day, although its foolish.
You told me, what sistership means, & i understand.
I know my mistake not to cherish everyone,
Now it`s alr too late also. Cox all my sister
has their life alr. No longer need me. So just stand aside &
send the best blessing to them.
&& My studies will be better next year i promise.

You told me " My lil precious, you`ve grown up i can`t stand
by you protect & dotes you for years right? So you`ve to do everything
Yourself! HuiYu Yao jiayous !"
This sentences make me so awake. I`m alr, Fifteen. No longer a kid .
Hais, sorry for being childish sister, brother & him.
I`ll know from my mistake alr.
I`ll change to a better i promise (:

Since that day, I`m dead
From today, I`m alive.
{Maybe cutting short hair Laughs *}

Maybe, its fate.

Hellooos !
Wo ren ming le
Hmms, today is kinda boring luhs.
Maybe going cousin house. haihais.
Hmms, nothing much (:
Takecare everyoneeee.

I have to do this becox i doesn`t know whys.
And me, myself have alr do everything prepare to know the fact
wells, Just hope you live wells & Your sad & unhappy give me.
My happiness i`ll give you! Just please dont go far.
Hmms, i`m crapping blah blah blahhhhhs !@#$%^&*(

Hey I`m back (: Hohohos, thanks to shawn huhs.
I`m so high luhhs, ok firstly, i doll up &&
went to his house, And I go there see him play comp.
Alright, and dhen went to eastpoint mall to tabao
Our lunch, KFC. When we reaching, somebody calls,
&& shawn call me ans.
Shawn: " zhao wo de shuo wrong num!"
Me : okok.
Phone calls *
Me: Hellos, ni zhao shui?
Dasmond Koh: Er, wo zhao shawn.
Me: You called the wrong num
Dasmond Koh: Er, ni shi shawn de friend huh?
Me: Ya,
Dasmond Koh: Ni jiao ta ting dian hua
Me: Ni deng yi xia ah.

I told shawn that person finding him,
and he say " just say wrong num"
dhen i say that person sounds like dasmond,
dhen he pick up the call,
REALLY IS DASMOND KOH ! OHMYSSS ! I LIKE SUPER HIGH LUHS.
imagin!! * Faints! *
&& we went home and eat & laugh
After that ling & peng came,
we started the "HORROR MOVIES"
end up become changing disc ._.

I heard guo hao`s voice also.
And ling, peng & mo went home left me bro shawn & shane.
Dhen craps alot, took 3 pictures x:
& SHAWN IS DISGUSTING ._. (he knows)



See what`s shawn is doing? Pitching the pig`s ear ._.

I look super ugly

Lols!

Hmms, i`m super high today, and good mood (: No longer sad yays !

To: Michelle wifey.
Are we diftting apart ? i hope we dont D:
I wan you you youuu <3
I still love you alrights ?
I`ll be here when you need me. Wo ai ni wifey

To: Amelia Funfun
Please rmb what i`ve told you,
Keep to secret i doesn`t wan ppl to know.
I`m always here for you ok ? funfun wo ai ni hundreds luhs !
You`re so impt to me seriously wo ai ni for always


YAYS THIS SAT GOING TO HAVE DINNER W. SHAWN`S FAMILY.

Just now was chatting w. daddy(yiqin)
I told him alot of things about me.
&& I really feel so happily telling him the
start till the end. Maybe i`m just bluff that i`m fine.
But i rlly feeling superly happy (':
Hahahas, dar comming le, tml dhen update liaos tatas.

Perhaps, you doesn`t know. x/3

I`m early post for tml (:
Cox i dont know & dont have things to do.
thats why came to blog. Chatting w. changrong now (:
He`s damm funny luhs. Laughs*
Hmms, tml dar coming my house,
Me, jk & parents bring granny to tmart walk walk in the morning? I think.
Lols, ehhhhs? Nothing to update really
Coming up events :

22nd Meeting korkor & company.
23rd Staying @ home (:
24th Joey`s niuer bdae
25th X'mas, @ home (:
26th @ home
27th @ home, dad going back chiana
28th @ home, emo. ( LAUGHS* )
29th @ home
30th @ home
31st @ home
1st Have a good sleep & new life begin
{Good bye 07 D:}
2nd SCH REOPENNNS ! & NEW LIFE!

&& carry on (: Meeting funfun out during sch days.!
Michelle wifey , meet out soon !
I hope to meet sharon mennie also. (:
Lovess <3 takecare everyone have a nice sleep .
everything i did becox i love you
我一直都在你身后等待, 等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐, 你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都, 好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待, 等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界, 渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热, 我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见, 我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖.

{Edited♥}
Wooos, i smell good (:
cox i just come out from baths x:
Smell le mahhhh? Hohohos.
Hmms, i`m going downstairs, maybe in the afternoon
Dar coming (:
Later dhen update

I just hear a song call 水落石出
Lols, its kinda curel this song ._.
i din really notice whenever i listen but when
i look into the lyric ohmys! super bad.
LAUGHS * Nothing to update alr (:
Later i wana snap snap w. Dar
i still miss you badly today din even recive a msg
Hais

{EDITED}
What i`ve been through, is a test for me.
Believe in Miracle? I don`t believe,
Cox everything is in me & ur hands (:

Hellos, i finally know what to do seriously,
&& I`m fine alr (: yays ! Hmms, & ytd i was quite
stupid to cut my self w. pen knifes.
But i will never do it alr, cox it`s stupiid ! :D
Hmms, I changed back my blogskin. Lols, quite a lame
luhs (: && later going to meet huixin xingan !
&& at the same time will go and find simin jie & alice sister.
Hmms, i`m gona tell them alot of things !

Hope today`s result was good.
Prayys * I`m recovering & v. good shawn tok,
keep telling me he took picture w. jeannette aw D:
I so sad luhs ! Jealouus *
oK I GTGS SEE YOUU !


Wo bu hui wang ji ni.
I know in the end i might not get what i wan,
but i wna try. Cox i believe fate (:
My dearest bestfriend, love you for always. <3

Boos, i`m back luhs. I saw alice, huixin, may & magdeline :D
&& Lesli, Edwin, Wei Cong, Deng Yuan & chinkiat :D
Wooos ! so cool luhs! I`m damm scare for them cans D:
I went off early thats why cant see daddy )':
Nvmmmms ,next year see until sian luhs ! Hahahas.
And alice sweetie sister, sent me to bus stop.
Lols, and hugg-ed her went to gaint (:

&& My sisters, brings me good news, daddy also.
Hahahas, && suddenly lesli ring-ed me and say thank-you.
I was like huhhhhh ? Lols! X:
Hmms, today bought pants & belt (: And nothing much.
My wei doesn`t pain anymore, I`m on diet nehs,
I fat liaos D: Today i just eat a stick of nuggets & 2 hotdogs :D
I`m full until now, Greattt ! ♥

I regret so much luhs, using penknife to cut myself ytd D:
I really really trutly promise, i wont do it agains.!
(: No worries yeaaa? WO ZHANG DA LEE WAHAHAHA!
Ehhs, nothing much alr. (: tatas.
I`m lying to myself seriously

{edited}

I couldn`t help myself, seeing your back views.
I just have to pretend not to see you.
Hais, i can`t help myself turning back and look at you
i can`t help to look up ur house, i can`t help!
hais, i have to be happy infront of you.
Whys, cox i doesn`t wan you to be sad seriously.
the way i express my feeling is to write in blog,
guess you will not be here to see anymore bahs.
Hais, I doesn`t know whys. every morning when i look
into the mirror, i saw my stupid eyes looking so dumbly.
Hais, my dearest i still love you like i always did.


Happy 16th birthday Kok Hao (:
Nothing to update sorry readers.
My wei is superly pain. ohmys luhs, can anyone tell me whys?
Maybe tml peii-ing huixin xingans go take her result D:
Wish everyone super good luck tml especially him
Prays*


I will never gona let go. 3mths, How do you expect me to
let go? Hais, Should i say i`m stubborn or stupid(?)
I doesn`t know, but i`ll wait. Cox only this will not make
myself regret. I`m trying v. hard to forget, but i can`t.
Maybe i doesn`t wan at all. Hais, I`m always like thats .
forever like thats. x/3 I feel super moody seriously.
I doesn`t know whys. I`m not the girl you`re finding ?
I blame-ed myself, not telling you how much i need you.
But crying non stop. My dearest i doesn`t wan you to leave me
Just stay by me, please hais, x/3 I`m heart breaks.
Yes, you have the right to love who you wan. But did you ever
rmb taht what you told me? No matter what happens you will
never never let me go. But now, hais.

I`m alone, standing here. In your mouth i`m a good girl
Yea, i`m a good girl. so? I doesn`t have ur love. i doesn`t
good anymores. I really can`t imagin my life, w.o your everything.
I`m not the me now seriously, you help me find back myself.
Now you have to go, I have to be alone agains. I guess this is
what fate is. Hais, i doesn`t really believe. everyday sitting infront
of the computer, standing infront the mirror, sitting on the floor
listening to mp3s & cried. I doesn`t know why i have to do all this.
Usally, i should be happily updating my blog, talking on the phone
& watching tvs. But now i have to do everything that i
dont really do. Since i have move into my new house.
You`re always in my life. i have alr use to it. Maybe habit can change
But my heart doesn`t wna change, and seriously i`m so heart break.
what if i rlly cried till blind, will it be better ?
I doesn`t know why! hais.

Sick w. those fake laughing. Which i doesn`t wan to.
Whys i have to do thats D': Hais. I`m also human,
I`m a girl, i need people to care you know? I`m not robot.
Hais. I`m tireddddd )': My dearest boy, You`re always kept inside
my heart until the day you turns back to me.
I love you not 3 or 2 days, but 3 mths & 3 days.
I still need your concern you know! hais.

I`m superly sick.

Oh my helpssss D:
I can`t stop thinking about what happen hais.
I doesn`t know whats the reason for me to carry on like
this but, i have to. cox its always like that.
I doesn`t know what can make me smile infront of you,
laugh & crazy. It`s really pain. Hais.

How i wish it`s doesn`t end, How i wish we never started at first,
How i wish i love you secretly, How i wish i don`t tell you i love you.
How i wish i`m gone in this world, How i wish i could able to stay beside you agains

Hais, I doesn`t know why, i miss him him him him him.
Yes you ! hais,

It`s stop? or ending?

Just came to update for today,
Hmms, later going out w. simin,
i doesn`t wna stay @ home, or i`ll drop tears agains.
Hais, Huiyu cheer up bahhs !

Alrights nothing much to update.
My wei super pain luhs, doesn`t know whys.


My dearest, i just hope to call you again hubby.
But i know it`s doesn`t can anymore.
But it`s alright, it seems goes back to 3mths back.
It`s also ok, but i promise you i`ll be here for you
anytime you need me, use me or whatever its ok.
Bored can sms me also, need someone to talk,
can also call me down and meet. or whatevers.

Hais, sorry for ytd words i know it make you heart
break alot. But you must always think, your heart break
doesn`t less dhen mine. Never minds, you`ll nvr know.
You know ytd, i called junyu. he told me to give up.
cox you brk is for both of our good. But i told him,
i will wait no matter what. && he saids
"Are you willing to wait for him & every night think
of him, you will cry? " I told him " Yes, i`m willing to."
But who knows how long can i wait? Months ? Year? Ytd
sky told me de things, i keep thinking its isn`t fair to me.
Yea, you is for my own good, thats why you broke up.

But me? i didn`t even breathe a word, yet i have to accpect
this fucking fact. I doesn`t know what to make you
so wanted to brk, but i always believe our heart is always
together. Cox you made me believe that.
No matter what i wait, wait till that day im tired,
Like wat i did last time, People saids i`m stupid,
Yes, i am. I doesn`t wna let you go, Cox seriously i can`t
For what i`ve promise, i will keep. For my studies, will
be working hard next year.
Good bye my dearest, takecare urself.
I miss you, in my heart

I bought my bag for school & pencil case. (:
Dar plan to go escape, any one wana join?
I`ll drag people to go! So don`t say no !
I`m just acting happy
thats all i can do for you, my dearest
Thanks Sky Korkor, Simin Dar, Michelle Wifey, HuiYi jie, Huixin xingans,
Rongrong, & Amelia Funfun. Thanks for asking me to cheer up &
words thats make me crys like hells, But still a big thanksyou (:
Atleast i`m not alone when i need people.
Big credits to : SKY KORKOR. Telling me v. lame jokes &
Da dao li. Thanks kor (:

I`m gona be strong, i`m gona be alone (:
I won`t need people`s advise, cox they doesn`t know
what i`m thinking. Cox their not me.

nothing to update today sorry peoples.


You doesn`t need to feel heartbreak, cox you alr made me heart break.
This is ur choice , no one force you .
I cried so much, so much tears flowing, But the choice is
still the same, it will never gona change, I`ve prepare to know
the fact tonight. Although i feel like running away from
this problem and fact, but i still can`t dhen thats it really.
Cox no matter how i do, the fact is the fact, no more changing.

Hais, promise and meant to break.

I`m back at blogging (:
Nothing to update, sorry readers.
Happy bdae Cher Precious Baby
Grow up le, dont so childish liao la x:

One laugh, cover all sadness
I love him for 3mths
Since 14 Sep 07
How long can i still love him?

I`m back (:
Ohmys luhs, i doesn`t bought anything buy a mp3
ear fones. Hmms, && i went to shawn`s house.
Dammm luhs, he is getting taller! Zhang da le hors.
Hmms, and he began singing, ohmy luhs, so miss his voice cans?
Dhen he show me those css stuff. ohmys luhs
like so jealous luhhhhhhhhs.

&& dhen he open the box that put the jiang bei
Dhen jk say is guan cai ._.
And dhen Jiu Mu say next week will be me,
I don`t even dare luhhs.
dhen Jessy jiejie call shawn teach me train me,
i dhen don`t wan i dont even dare mans.!
Lols, and went home, (:

Thanks huh shawn tok make me so jealous huhs.
Thanks huhs, you say wana take photo w. jay de huhs!
Lols.

Thanks shawn huhs, for showing that picture.
Make me so thinking about it now huhs. -.-
You know shawn & his friend went into old changi hospital
and talk a shot @ the corridoor.
Shawn`s blogg You all see and
zoom in ._. dammie ohmysss. zzz X: look @ the white wall,
@ the v. back.
Ohmys D: scary.
Hmms, andd i gona show you guys something

LAUGH OUT LOUD *
No luhs, just feel so nice luhs. hmms,

Hubby,
I feel myself doesn`t needed anymores,
I doesn`t know whys.


Seriously i doesn`t wana know why i feel tired.
seriously i have lots of words to say but, its so upspoken out.
seriously i`m badly injure in my heart.
I cried, ytd & today. my eyes looking superly stupid.
I`m tired of everything, i don`t know whys, i keep
tolerate people, i don`t know whys, what thing
i`m not happy w. i did not wan to say,
keep using blog to tell people. Hais, I`m dammy
dumb.

I`m so tired, god god please save me, i`m gona break down alr,
i feel so weak, i`m gona fall sick agains. Hais, i doesn`t wana known why
seriously.

Oh wells, i just love to be dotes so much.
Miss-ed the lil joke my big brother cousin crack
Like been so long since we last met.
About, a year? yea. going a year.
doesn`t know how he goes alr. Do he still rmb me?
One year ago, i doesn`t use make ups & eyeliners.
Just a pair a spec, shirt & jean skirt.

I still always rmb that he is like so dotes me,
whenever my mums nags @ me, i`m angry he always have
the way to make me laughs. && forget the irratatedd(s)
&& Always like big brother taking care of a xiao meimei.
Brings me to play grounds push me high on swings.
Oh wells, just so miss (:

I`m just missing my big brother cousin. Not THAT I LIKE HIM ._.
i miss my hubby even more luhs.
So miss him cans. he don`t know doing what?
should be sleeping bahhs? He seems tired nehhs, (:

I miss hubby,
becox the miss, i love him
becox the love, i`m together w. him
becox of together, i found back myself.
So much becox, becox i love you. (:
Wells, i like so miss the days walk pass hubby`s classroom,
waiting for him to say hi! like dammie long, also don`t have even
one D: but i say hi to him Once.
And he shown me a idiot angry face D: make me once so scare of him.
&& the days he pass by my class, and my friends telling me he is walking pass.
turn back is only backviews.
When the v. first time he wanted to say hi,
i turn away, cox i did not know seriously.
&& he put down his hands & walk aways.

My friend was saying: what a waste
Everytime walk pass their class to catch attention(s)
But always don`t have. && goes sighhhh *
I cried, i smile & im crazy over him
Everyday wonder wonder wonder.
& Waiting to goes to sch every day.
Cox i`m able to see him.
Backview is also wanted ♥

i miss you seriously so much

Say Hi to all dearest(s)
{47days}
{19days to sch reopen}

Pretty fast huhs, going sch reopens alr. (:
I`m counting down yeas?. Going to buy bags for sch.
Anyone wan accompany? I thinik mostly will go w. simin Dar.
Hmms, ytd night i was thinking of something until i can`t sleep
about 2? dhen i slept awhile, 3 going 4 i woke up and play psp.
until 6 i went back to sleep. and 8 plus hubby ring-ed me :P
Today going to his chalet, wooos (:

My hello kitty`s keychain`s diamond, drop alot D:
I`m dammie tiredddd ):
Haihaiss. I`m boreddd.!

to gans:
Sorry for those can`t meeting out. Cox my time is abit of
full. )': Will meet you all out during sch days ring me if
you all is freee (: Wo ai ni men. x3

Hey i gtg see you all agains (:

{Edited}
Hellos. I`m back from Hubby`s chalet
Hmms, first my sweet hubby fetch me w. a "HELLO KITTY`S CAR"
he say de. x: it was cab luhs. dhen reach-ed there,
saw simin, lesli, edwin & sky lying down there like dammie tired
Dhen they woke up && went to wild wild wet (:

Hubby,
I`m not angry reallys,
don`t blame urself, i`m alright (:
I love you for evers.

Hubby was like damm tired, dhen he do magic ._.
dhen i see. dhen he went to sleep OINKS*
Lice sister & company came back andd went to bath,
hubby went w. them also, dhen i was alone in the room
Helping them to pack the bedd. Like dammie good X:
&& Sky Ah kor do magic give me see. x: Like so nice luhs.
You know everytime my big cousin will do those cards magic for me.
&& that big brother cousin totally looks like him x:
Hahahs, everytime bluff me de lohr, make me like so blur.

And i zilian-ed w. alice & simin sister.
Dhen saw hubby`s mama x: I like so scare ):
&& not awhile i went home, and while waiting for bus.
I saw sherri cutecutteee!, Well not really v. suprize luhs.
cox Huixin xingan told me x: && I SAW HUIXIN XINGANs hohohos.
Bored luhs. dhen i went to tmart alone, go buy makeup stuffs
and a hello kitty`s container :P
Anyway, Thanks Alice Sister, Lesli & Sky Ah kor

Some pictures to upload (:








Theres still alot more @ alice sis fone, wait for her to send me :D
Will upload soons
I love ALICE SISTERRRRR (:

Well done w. my day, tonight must sleep well.
I`ve panda`s eyes alr ): tml going either 2o1 or tampies mall w. mums
Hope is tmall, Or i see the water bottle, i`m angry agains hais.
Hmms, Ok i miss all of you.


Thanks alice sister for lending me ur ears to listen
what i`ve to say i love youuu <3

Thanks michelle wifey c.pie thanks for being there
& hear my craps. Thanks my dearest, i promise you de *
Wo ai ni <3

My dearest,
You`re always so impt to me.
Like how i say to you in msn,
No replacement no changes.
If i`m replaced, i wont really mind.
cox i just need to know you love me thats all
i wan from you. sister, you`re simply so impt impt.
No people can take you aways from me.
I can give you my everything seriously (:
Wo ai ni for always and forevers. x3
Ni shi yong yuan wo de.


Sister,
its seem so long when we last met in bus.
It`s like 3 mths ago ? I din hear your voice & laughing
for dammie 3 months. I was feeling that we`re gonee alr.
Sister, you told me sister doesn`t need to meet everydays.
don`t need to say hi everydays, Ain`t close sister will
always be sister. Yea, i learn this from you.
I didn`t forget (: And sorry for neglecting you.
Cox i know you live well. Now we are still sister my dear.
I never forget you (: a promise doesn`t mend to break k?
Loves <3

{46days}
{20days to sch reopens}
F. angry.
cbbbbbbbb knnnn luhs

I just came back from 2o1;
cb-ing piss off. x/3

DAMMIE UNFAIR LUHS. I`M FUCKING ANGRY NOW, no mood to update.
later dhen i update.

{edited}
Just now is pissed off. but now it`s ok alr.
I`m childish. Now i don`t really give a damm on them alr.
cox i`m no longer impt && that daddy`s the cute lil daugther.

To my dad & mum:
I didnt give a blame on you all.
I just have to blame myself being too expensive.
I`m sorry for being so spendid.
I know you all cant give me what i wan.
But at least be fair. i`m sorry for being like this.
don`t blame me, cox you all force me to.

Haihais. have been so long since i last cried.
I just now saw yixian buddy && company.
Woooos, like dammie cool luhs. they one gang
walk pass. dhen ky staring and me and smile.
I was thinking, who is this i know de ahr?
dhen i saw yixian. he also staring and smiling.
Like dammie scary canns? Zzz. Oh well finally say buddy
buddy :D

Hmms, && i went and walk nothing else. I saw,
hello kitty`s keybboard, mouse, tea pot, rice cooker,
wallet, watch && waterbottle Oh mys luhs, i wan all,
but ke xi don`t have charmmy kitty. i bought charmmy kitty`s
home slippers X:like dammie cute. && went home, i cried.
Sorry hubby for scaring you. I didn`t really mean it.
Thanks hubby & lesli, for telling me everything.

Wells, i`m quite ok alr. seriously just dammie hurt inside. x/3
Nvms, Oh yeas To my readers,
My blog is well viewed @ internet explore
Sorry if you`re using firefox, every word color will be
grey, i think? Lols.
Will fix it for my readers (:
Go fix my blog le, tatass.

{edited}
I`m fix ok alr, a big thankyou to cherr. :P
So giving a better view? if no, please tag and tell me thanks.

Hubby`s chalet starting todayyy :D
But so ke xi i can`t go, hahas.
Don`t say le or i even angry.
Currently is 06:21 Pm. i wan go sleeeep D:
nothing to do. tatas.

{45days}
{21days to sch reopens.}

Heyyys, i`m back agains.
Hahahas, went to meet hubby early
in the big big morning (: && He`s latteeee x:
Everytime dou shi i reach first!
Hmms, and i give him his bdae bigbig present
which money cant buy hohohos.
\: slack slack && peii him
go Lesli`s house, dammie funny x:
I keep laughing and staring. help hubby to whack him.
Hohohohs what a nice day huhs. Raining non stop.

Came home, doll up, set off to changi.
&& went to a place which i from small i was there.
Hohohohos, went to eat w/ daddy & his friend.
of cox my brother. ♥
After that slacked awhile, took 59 home.
And while coming back i really think alot (:

&& DADD`S FRIEND KEEP SAYING I`M GOING TO MARRY &
MY DAD GOING TO BE AH GONG -.- SAY THAT I GO CHANGI
SURE LIE UP V. LONG & SAY MY EYES SO BIG. TOT I`M MALAY
-.- like dammie zhuang zhang lohr.
Dhen tony unlce say never say thank-you
and i say thank-you. diaooos. they all like ti-ko-pek.
So ... agrhhhs.

Hubby,
No matter what you did wrongly i`ll always forgive.
cox i really love you. please don`t ask me wheather
i`m angry or not (: Cox i just need to know
you love me thats all i wan from you (:
My dearest, I love you deeplys.

Changed blog songgs *
Tags reply.

Anon
Hellos, its from a web, but forgetten which web alr.
sorry.

HuiYi
Aws, ya lohr. i din see you online nehhs.
Nvms i wait k ? (: I miss sister !

Sharon
Silly men, you`re not forgetten (:
Im always here for you as you need.
You can come look for me at my house,
cox this few weeks can`t able to go out (:
My dearest, lovesyou.

KH <3
Of cox you must cherish, 3 days nehhs D:
Hmms, my dearest hubby ahhhhs.
WO AI NI (:

I don`t really understand seriously,
i`m nothing anyways (:
But i swear a thousands onces i`m gone,
you will never find me back.
Although its pain, but better dhen being a fool.
Love me anot, i doesn`t wana comfrim.
Maybe you just treat love as a game,
But i`m not clever as you.
I cry , i sad & i heartbreaks.
but doesn`t seems to catch ur attention.
Why why whys, why the love is no longer there,
I`m asking myself so many times.

I doesn`t have my ans yet.
As like what i`ve say, im not clever as you.


Anyways thanks hubby for the lolipop & That cute lil
creatures. (: WO AI NIS QIAN BIANNNS (:

{44days}
{22days to sch reopen}

Hellos. I`m here to blog agains.
Kinda bored with my blog songgs.
Ohmys so fast is gona sch reopens
Superr nicee ^^V.
Sad is i can`t go hubby`s chalet ):
Hmms, just found a game in psp,
although it`s quite lame but fun
/: Talking craps, nothihng to update seriously
Rainning agains and again and agains.
Ohmyyys. I haven finish doing my things
yet tml need to give hubby D:
HELLPPS nvms i go chiongchiongchiong.

Byebyes ♥
S.Lover, x3 Hubby, Wifey C.Pie & Charmmy kitty.

{43days}
{23days to sch reopens}

Hellos, I`m back in blogging.
F.stupid My hand is damm pain. )':
My finger ohmys luhs.
Hmms, today hubby is back back back :D
I like so happy luhs, I must add oil on my
work liaos. Aiyos.


b.friend, x3
Oh i miss you like damm load.s
Every night waiting for you calls.
And this early morning, waiting you to
send me a msg, so that i know you`re safe
in singapore alr.
My dearest, don`t you dare to leave me agains ):
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU ! ♥

Today shane && jessy jiejie came back
from cursie liaos, Guess shawn wont be boring
le bahhs, wahahahahs.
Ok, I`m done w/ my posting.
Mama bought me mac for lunch, so xinfu (:
I go eat && JIAYOUS FOR MY WORK BAHS.
takecares guys


Wifey C.Pie,
Thanks-you for always being there when i really
need a person to share my pains. You`re just like,
no matter how i neglect you, you still being there
to listen my crapy. /: It`s so much thank-you cant
able to say finish. Sister, once agains, i`m sorry
that i hurt-ed you last time. Although you did not
say but i know what i`ve done is hurting. ♥

Since 07102007 you was always listening to my pain.
Cox i suffering alot, emo Cox my b.friend. && you did
not say i`m iratating but concern me && cheer me up.
Seriously, i feel so much sorry for you.
But my dearest, believe me i wont neglect you anymore.
But to concern && stand by you. Please please don`t push me
aways. Ytd i told you alots of stuff rights?
Let it be our promise ! Dont ever keep unhappy && secrets insdie.
Cox i doesn`t wan us to have gap.

My sweeetest, Promise you i`ll be ur sister for always.


Hubby b.friend,
Thanks for the promise you made today.
But acturally i really know how much you love me alr.
Rmb that night when we talk on fone, with those past stuff?
It`s always the best talking about the past, Cox at least
i really know how you feel for me last time ♥

&& i love you it`s will be always truth, please believe me.
Cox this is the result && i ans, i so hard working and striking for it.
Those emo & pains, is not wasted. Cox i get my ans.
My dearest, thanks for understand everything thats in me,
You did not dont care about me, but concern && care every single day
No matter you were in malaysia, you will still give me calls, &&
call you bestfriend to ring me up && remind me to have breakfirst , lunch
&& dinner. And so finally you`re backkk (:
I so miss the days talking w/ you on fonne . You will always be minne!

Edited
USLESSS using it on me please, thank-yous.
F.irratated. Plann-ed what a good lie,
end up, he say dont go, if i go he will go check.
F.OHMYTIAN luhs. Like damm sucks canns ?!
Doesn`t know mannns. I freaking no moood.
Understand me by abit cans? cant you have a bit of
teenage heart, if no you cant. I`m gona tell you,
You`re ever a teenage too. I bet that you`re much more
naugthy dhen me.

made a gans
X.cutecute ♥
Roubing (:

S.Lover, x3 KokHao Hubby, Michelle Wifey C.Pie && CharmmyKitty (:

{42days}
{24days to sch reopens}

Hellos ! I`m here to update agains.
Just ate tuna bread. :D
Ytd had ChickenWings for dinner, (:
Had porriage for lunch. I did eat regularly ohhs.
Howhowhows hubby?
Ytd he call me wohrs. (': awhile nia luhs. Cox
he using his daddy`s fone. Hmms, later going bugis
w/ simin, buying something for special someone. :D
Shawn tok Sorry for pahsehhh you ! x:
Acturally going escape w/ him, but dhen i can`t.

Sorrrrrry X: I also feel like peii-ing him. ♥

Okoks, i got to run liaos. Meeting simin @ 12.30 Pm


b.friend x3
为什么我如此想你 ♥ I just like superly misses you
damm super loads. Ytd i cried, and i doesn`t know
whys. I really misses you alot. My dearest, You`re
superly improtant to me, i know.!
How`s are you there? Tml you`re back in singapore alr (:
I wan you back back back.
Doesn`t wan you to go anymore. I miss you nehhs,
Did you enojy yourself?
imisshubby

Edited
Hellos, I`m back from bugis :D
I bought some great stuff!
Andd couple lil miss tee w/ siminDar
LIL MISS FUN :D
I`m gona get lil miss sunshine soooon D:
Hmms, and black skinnnies, i promisee *
I saw ZHIQING AHMEI.CUTECUTE :D
&& we went back to tampines.
Ontheway home, I SAW SHERRI CUTECUTE
Is like Ohmyyyyyyy , so miss her luhhhs (:
Dhen hugged her, before going. && byebyes.
And lesli call me to eat x: Lols, and hang-ed the fone

Went to tmart and buy thingggs and went to 2o1 to
peii simin cut hair, && i think i saw pretty fair vivian
dhen went home, My legg is painn ):
Hmmms, i noon stop missing b.friend so much luhs.
So miss himmmm (: Ok i go do my work liaos tatas.

Wells i`m hurt,
I doesn`t wana know anymore!!!! )':

b.friend x3
Must takecare yourself w/o my lil smses,
although it`s just malaysia, but theres always
still dangerous stuff dhat we doesn`t know.
so so do really takecare, rmb to drink more water.
The weather there, will not always like singapore.
Will be wet and dry sometimes. Takcare yourself
for always. Do enjoy alrights?. W/ sky & alice w/ you,
It`s always a better. I sounds lowso.
But all i say is truth alrights?
I`m missin you alr )':


It`s Charmmy Kitty Days agains.
Heres my second post of today,
Cox i starts to miss my b.friend
so wondering whats he is doing,
Still not v. use to the days not msging him.
But his good friend Lesli, told me time flyyyys :D

Wells, singapore is like raining this few days.
And mosqito is more and more. ):
(Go away) Just packed my Blogger`s link.
Wows so many dead links, and i delete them aways.
Notice: Dead links will be removed & unknown will not be linked up
So feel like going sch luhs, i wana see my lady and getlemen luhs
I like so miss them canns?
I missing the days sitting @ the carparks talking w/ sherri cutecute &
joanne emoparnter. Shouting & loud laughing.
And waiting My lover to walk into the sch (b.friend)
And walk behind him, run arross him.
Hugg simin to cry & crazy w/ alice sister.

Walking to sch w/ Simin Darling, Loud laughing & lil Gossiping.
Eating curry puffs w/ cher & darling.
A bottle of ice mountian & On-ing loud songs.
Slacking @ the void decks where we always does.
Aws luhs, those moment just do a thousands, million & billion times.
will not gona be boring! S.I.S.T.E.R i miss all of you ):

Ohh, I promise to do well in my N lvl, I promise my b.friend
(: Andd next year can not play play liaos ^^V.
Listening to songs now, wows luhs, like so many nice songggs.
Hohohohs. (:
Chatting w/ wifey c.pie now,
Aws she like so sweeet (: Loveslovesloves.

Btw, to the bloody lame kid.
Hms, well in what way you see before i watch tv?
If i really copy so? iszi your problem?
You bu shuang what? And i don`t even watch tv shows,
dont come people blog to say so much,
Only make yourself ps nia.


S.Lover ,Yu # bang, b.friend, WifeyC.Pie, CharmmyKitty

Charmmy Kitty is a white persian cat that Papa gave to Hello Kitty as a gift. She is well-mannered, quiet, and listens to whatever Hello Kitty says. She loves objects that are bright and sparkly! Charmmy Kitty wears a lace-lined ribbon on her left ear, and a necklace which holds the key to Hello Kitty’s jewelry box.

{41days}
{25days to sch reopens}
Hellos, just feel like updating everything
about Charmmy Kitty.
Oh well, I know something that i really feel bad,
But this is what i wished right?
Lols, dhen be it alrights. Fine(:
Nothing much luhs. Tml i guess not going anywhere.
I wan wan a charmmy kitty big in size pleasee ):

I should have found out this charmmy kitty when i was
in genting. Or i sure can buy something of charmmy kitty

You doesn`t have to ask me what i wrote,
cox i doesn`t wana say (: Not any about hubby or other guys
Hahahahs
I swearrrr (: Hmmms , i love hubby , michelle & charmmy kitty
endleesssssss :D

Btw, Happy 2mth Michelle Wifey C.Pie ♥
Wo ai ni endlesss ok? believe me!
please please dont replace me cox
i doesn`t wana lost you. I swear deeply in heart.
My dearest, WO REALLY AI NIII x3

Candy Wifey
Happy ani wifey, Thanks for always being there
for me and those concern, Wifey i really love you
dont leaveeee me ! (:

Edited
Hellos, today hubby is going to malaysia ):
I`ll miss him horhorhor (:
I swearrrrs ^^V So hubby, your job is
to takecare urself && MISS ME
wahahahaahhs
Cox i will miss youuu
I will eat k? ♥ i miss youuu.

wows, how good is my dad,
He made breadfirst for me.
Hohohohs.
Later dhen i update agains.

S.Lover, Loves Hubby , WifeyC.PIE & Charmmy kitty. ♥

Unspoken Love;
{40Days}
{26Days to sch reopens}

Hellos, I`m early post for today,
Tml trying v. hard to meet hubby.
Hopes tml i can ): Haihais,
Hmms, nothing much luhs,
Just post for shuang de.

Hubby,
No one can replace you i promise, cox you`re the ans
i`ve been hardworking for. So i won`t give you up,
I promise & i swear, What you dream of will never gona happen.
Cox it will not. Let me be ur Super.Lover
Hubby, i REALLY super love you. It`s always a promise,
My hubby i love you.

Edited
wondering whats charmmy kitty ?

She is charmmy kitty (:
She`s mine don`t snatch
You can not ai lian her i tell you !
Woooos so nice nahhs.

Hmmms, nothing much
Hope can meet hubby today.
Raining so heavily sia D:
Haihaihais
TODAY HUBBY DISTURB ME WAKE UP
Hohohohohs x:

I have been tagged by cher ng rui xue. (:

Favourites:
Colour: Red, Purple, White , Black & Pink
Food: Fries :D
Movie: No?
Sport: Cycling ?
Day: Monday :D
Cream: o.0?

Current:
Mood: Happy Cox Charmmy Kitty :D
Clothes:Shirt and shorts
Desktop: CHARMMY KITTY :D
Time:11:40
Surrouding: Beds, & tables.
Annoyance: People snatchhing my charmmy kitty D:
First best Friend: Tan simin <3 will be forevers
Move: ??
Crush: Kok hao
Music: Now playing :D

Last:
Drink: Plain water
Crush: Kokhao
Car ride: 4Dec2007, Coming back from praying grandpa
CD Played: Random Cd :D
Have you ever date one of your best friend? : ?
broken the law: No, diaos.
been arrested: No la, crazy
Been on tv: No of cox.
Kissed someone you don know: No, Crazy

Randoms:
4things you have done today:
- Eat
- Drink water
- Play comp
& sms

3 things you hear right now:
Mum music -.-
Jk saying wo yao wan
Msn`s deng deng deng

5 people to tag:
Tan Simin (:
Michelle
Suvd
Huiyi
Huixin
& those people who wan to do. (:


Hellos I`m back,
Just now when to meet hubby :D
Andd slackkk-ed went to meet Lesli & A pretty lady (:
Like so sudden i feel she is dammm familar,
And Lesli show us her name, && I know she`s a girl
i added in friendster before ;P Damm cute luhs.
Like meiyee lohrs. Todays weather is dammy cold.
Aws, Charmmy kitty is super cute :D
Alrights nothing to update .
Takecaresssssss

S.Lover, <3
Hubby, WifeyC.Pie & CharmmyKitty Is So Loved ♥

F.irratated.
{39days}
{27days to sch reopens}

WTHHH can? they qurreal and i`ve to stand in the med.
Hais, i dont wan them qurreal.
I`m lucky dhen anyone i swear !
&& i know really. hais, god please ):
I know my mistake i know everything !
i realise now. I swear will not spend
so much money && will be a good girl from now
onwards!. i beg you to stop those nonesence qurrealing.
Hais, their 14th years aniversiry gone like this.
I`m super heartbreaks.

Maybe this life of mine, is gona be like thats.
I have relationship, i doesn`t did well in friendship.
Now my r/l ship is going fine & i able to
think through about my friendship, my family has
problems. Whys? i don`t dare to ask for much.
But just hope everything will be peace.

Anyway i`m early post for tml. (:
so happy ani Suvd cutiefair!
I really wish we can meet out.
i wana see your pretty face.
i wan to hug you! <3
Pretty, you`re missed and loved .

Edited
Hellos, I woke up late today.
Cox raining, It`s so nice to sleep luhs.
Aws, I miss home cooking ):
Hais daddy and mamrie is still qurrealing.

Haihais, Changed blog song.
F.Mans, waste alot, cox v. lag.
Ohmys luhs, i keep want to show atitude.
Arghs ._. I go play psp le.

Its seems like they are ok alr (:


Edited
Theres something wrong on my body ._.
Doesn`t know what happen.
Keep going toilet today, and it`s diffirent color.
LAUGH OUT LOUD, guess it`s alright bahs.
Alrights, Im attached to wifey cutiepie michelle
@ 05122007 05:13 PM
And i`m Ng kok hao`s wifey (:
Hahahas, simply love them luhs.

I really feeling v. different like something is going so wrong
in my body, Whys huhs ? Haihais.
Nvms nahhhs, Awwws hubby is going to malaysia le.
(: Hope time can faster flyyy ! dhen he can
come back fast haahhas. :D

I love my dearest, hubby & wifey michelle

Made 4 new gans.
Fang ni , Darling
Jotina, Superwomen
Melissa, x.Lover
Venice, x.Keai

endless love i promsie ,
It not gona end (:

Love makes me wonder. ♥
{38days}
{28days to sch reopens}

Hellos. I`m back from praying grandpa.
Wells, My dad && mum qurreal its really
sucks . Hais, I`m gona be the one kanas agains.
Idiotic!
Haihais, i no mood blog le byebyes.

btws, happy 14th year aniversiry to mum and dad.

Yucks, Puke, Faints *
eeee erxin luhs x:
Hahahahs, i`m saying about somethings i saw.
._. superly erxin ok? x:
I`m not gona say what!
Hahahahahs
And STOP BEING DISGUSTING LA, BAI TUO.

Hmmms, I`m gona pull cher out soon ._.
Like so many years din see her. Zzz.
Heard dhat girl?!
And I gona meet,
huixin, alice, simin, simin, sherri,
joanne, suvd, brina, veron, michlle & alot g.friend.
Hohohos
of cox my hubby. i wana meet him ^^V.

Thanks hubby for the super love,
that wanted to buy a psp for me.
I thankful, hubby i really love you.
Believe me ok? ♥ WO AI NI YIBEIZI.
RMB WHAT YOU PROMISE ME k ?
:D I LOVE YOU FOFEVERS <3