Just now, i nearly drop my tears. But simin, she keep making me laugh. Wells, i know that she doesnt wan me to cry. Thanks darling :) Hais, im so scare of going home, i dont feel like going home. I just pray hard that new year will pass fast! x/3 Hais. I dont feel like celebrating new year. Cox its mean nothing to me, Other family will feel happy becox they can gather arround. For me, New year is just a normal day.
I know im not a good daughter. I cant able to express my feeling to my mum. How i wish i can die now. Im great in painn x/3 what i know is just cry cry cry. I dont know what can i do. Sorry my dearest mum ):

Im back.today i lied that i have extra class, but in a fact i was all the way with hubby. I told him alot of things :) &&& I LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE !
Thanks hubby for being there, alot you dint do anything to make me not to feel sad, but i just love the look which you dont know what to do :) I Love Yous
Went home with a very tired && sian look, my dad scolds me. Zz. forget it(!)
Hais, today sorry to, Zheng Wei (Most) Micheal(Most) Chunkee Jianpu Bennerd, Sherri, brina, alicia, joanne, huixin, simin, wanyan, && charmie, i cried and cried today. Morning i cried about.. 2 period plusplus, the last three period my water tap dint stop. && Sorry zhengwei and michael, Sorry for crying agains )': Wells im quite ok alr :') Thanks people(!) Esp, Brina && Alicia :)
Do this look like home? If you think it is, dhen _|_
I hate you, dad.