mood didn't get any better

The pain is those pain which can't able to decribe.
My mood is improve 10%, where is the 90% goes? They have fly away & dont know fly till which bangala island. My mood today is, bang, bang, boom! If friends doesn't have misunderstood, will every one be in peace? Sometime, how i wish jealousy won't kills. What happen now, yesterday, pass few days, weeks & years, it's all in sudden. It's can't able to control things & stuff for running towards us. If couples, don't have misunderstood, will everyone last long? It's fated to let things goes this way. It's so sudden i stead with junyu & suddenly ran out someone & break us up, & it's so fated to stead back with chunkee, & suddenly run out a kokhao, which make me fall inlove & me & ck broke up, It's so fated me & kokhao stead-ed, living in the same block. & it's so fated, me & him brk & i stead with augustine lee. It's all fated. So people, dont doubt happiness, sadnesss & some angers. 'cause it's fated. This is what i've learn today, but ii'm still in a bad time now. I can't save myself from falling into bad mood or stuff like this. 'cause I CAN'T HELP. Wells today's lesson going fine (: So don't worry people. i'm still 10 % good in mood. i'll find back my 90% which fly to bangala's island.

Pictures pin-ed up *




Below is during school lesson & i know i look freaking ugly.



No more, i'll updte moreee next time (:
love readers.








































What i can say is, ii've done my best &
I'm great in pain. Anti, friendship.
AUGUSTINE LEE IS WHO I MISS, I TRUST & I LOVE.
http://secrets-x3.blogspot.com

maths sucks.

Hellos. It's me updating everyone now, Lets start at my morning's lesson. Today's during CPA, my ears are going crazy, without noise & music can die you know? After that is PE, i walked three rounds. & nothing much. We have curry noodles at recess time, after recess is stupid star lesson, make me sweat like crazyy ! x/3 Humphs. After that is a subject called, maths sucks (: hohs. Okays now still having maths sucks, Hohs. okoks, takecare my readers ! Drink more water & play more, cause this month's sun was great. (: Okays i have to go already. I'll miss you people !


























WIFEY MISS HUBBY (:
& girl, dont have to feel sorry, 'cause im okay.
http://secrets-x3.blogspot.com

D&T SUCK

345POST. it's me me me, here updating blog agains. You know i found out that i really love blogging that much, update everything, everyday. Wells, today's reading rights, i found this page about .. Blogging! Ohmys, that girl was really cool, although she not that pretty, but her blogg viewers hit to, 1million plus. Can you imagin ? Lols' & she will update everyday & she taught people how to make their blogger intresting & stuff. The most improtant thing is, Everything that display at your blog, MUST BE TRUTH (:

Okays, my lessons today was superly great, 'cause theres no maths ^^V But D&T causing me mad already, But finally end yea? My very good teacher extend the time longer so that we have time to finish. Thanks so much luhs! & i accompany my boyfriend after school & I went back to school to have my D&T workshop agains, 4.16 ? we dismiss ourself & i went out accompany him agains. But over all, IM VERY SUPERLY TIRED ): i dont know whys. Okays thats all for today.



































Although it's a repeating actions, words & things, but with you everythings seem diffierent for me. I just wish to hold you tight & never let go, i mean i can't let go. When i breathe with you beside everything will be so right. Everyday i want to fall in love with you, wish to see you everyday ! Whenever im awake, first comes to my mind, it will sure be you & I Love You. I won't be loving you less one day, cause i'll regret. Accompany you through out every single things in your life. I promise & i swear, i hope i am as important as you're in my heart.
LASTLY, HAPPY 1ST MONTH; MY HUBBY.

YAYS* IM SO SO HAPPY/SAD.

Today was super duper slacking. I sleep during english lesson, I first time sleep in class, 'cause im really tired & lesson was great But i'm super blur today, i tot today was wednesday, So i bring my D&T folio to school. Okays
Skip skip skip
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After school, rush home baths & changed, Went to tmart to accompany YuYuan & Bryan for lunch. & of course with cher, Laughs' okays. Than eat & chat, finally bought my handphone cover ! I took bus back to Eastview & waited for my boyfriend. Lols' Okays, finally saw his smiling face standing infront of me & I accompany him to coffee shop, he eat, i see. We went to tampines mall to get xingans & cutecute's birthday present, Hohohos, & we walk arround slack arround & he send me home,
Thats all, but over all funnn ! Thanks people. But i'm really super tired, until my eyes look super weak today & thanks to bryan, i sweat alot =.=

&& My precious, baobei dearest, darling,
I know you going through bad times now, & i know how you really feel, cause this feeling was happen to me once. But anything please be strong, i don't wish to see your tears once agains dropping agains, It's my first time seeing you crying at adam khoo's workshop. I did lend you my shoulders to cry, but my dear girl, i really so heart pain seeing you cry agains. I don't know what should i do to help you in this matter. But always remember i'll be here for you when you need me, There No secrets between us ahs! Although i don't wish to see you cry, but, im willing to lend you my shoulder to cry (: Need me please call me, I'll be here for you alright ? Do any choice which you won't feel regret, huiyu will be here for you & support whatever choice you make ! Don't do silly things huhs, cause i really do love you my sister (: JIAYOUUUUS <3 cheer up !




















' Xin I Love Augustine Lee, i so miss you already
Thanks for everything today ,
3 more hourss... (:
Xinai, Xingan & Darling Loved.

Ahhhhs, homework sucks.

A SIMPLE UPDATE

due to my stupid d&t folio.
I've to rush my work, have to hand up this week
Ohmys, i didnt notice. Thanks siying for reminding me.
A quick refresh of what i've done today.
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Chinese, fine.
English, fine.
Pe, fine.
Recess, fine.
English, fine.
& maths, NOT FINE AT ALL.
My teacher lock us in the room, don't let us go out
until we hand up all our work, But GOD BLESS US,
suddenly black out dhen we can't be able to print out the work
he wants, & have a good scolding by him & went home.
Wells, im studying. Guai rights? thank-yous ahhs !
LAUGHS' okays i got to run le

I gona miss my msn alot alot alot ):
X.DONUTTT ! MY REFLECTION RMB AHHHS! <3 (:
Hhehs

Earthling help me ): I'm gona mad already.
Ahhh ! tonight will be choining my D&T project i hope tomorrow can finish
So i can playyy ! <3 Hurhurss~ hellpppp !


















I Love My Boyfriend, ♥
Augustine lee teck sheng.

please dont drop your tears, baby.

Learn from mistake.

I want to say a big big sorry to my boyfriend; augustine lee.
'Cause i didnt know why he'll call me at the middle of the night.
I though he really can't get to sleep, But i didn't know that something
happen to him. I'm really sorry, my dearest.
When i saw his blog, than i really know why he can't get to sleep.
Lots of things is troubling him. I'm deeply sorry, boyfriend.
I didn't know thats whys i didn't wake up, i should have wake up & accompany you.
I'm so so so sorry. Please please please, tell me what happen next time
or i'll feel guilty x( this feeling ain't tasty.

&& this happen to me once, & you told me to ask my mum
what happen, Now this problem came back to you, so you must
do the same way you know? I don't know how to help you, But
i'm willing to let you hug me tightly till i can't breathe.
I'm willing to exchange those pain with my smile. I won't want
to see the smile on your face disappear, i dont wannt!
Sorry for yesterday, 'cause me myself having some mood swings.
& didnt message you. I'm really sorry for those non stop thinking
rubbish )x sorry for my selfish.
I'm so sorry, augustine lee teck sheng )':






























& I miss & love augustine lee alot alot alot.
Anyway, people, if you have a blogshop please leave
the url @ my tagboard. Those people i know only,
Unknown i'll not care. sorryyy ):

A little heart words.

Whats true friendship?
By telling each other i love you everyday?
I guess not, always in my heart, true friend
they will help each other, be there when each other need.
Not because to benefit what, but using a pure sincerity heart,
to care, love, joy, & crys with you.

It's difficult, but it depends.
'Cause some friends express care from other way.
But please treat people as bestfriend before that person treat you as one.

Wells, i found something very nice from huiyi jie's blog,
(Copy right from huiyi jie)

If a girl cries infront of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except infront of the person who she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego

Guys,
if a girl cries because of you please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If a girl cries because of you please dont give up ,
maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry right infront of you, when she cry because of you,
Look into her eyes, can you see & feel the pain & hurt she's feeling?

Think..

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
Infront of you, & because of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not because she want sympathy or pity,
She cry, because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt & agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it, if a girl cry her heart out to you, & all because of you,
It's time to look back on what you have done, only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Cause one day..
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say " im sorry".

I copy it, 'cause i do admite everything it's true.
& To add up, doesn't mean girls, dont cry infront of you means
she doesnt love you, some pains, some hurt is you guys don't really
understand & know. So please dont hurt girls anymore. Cause the pain is
totally hopeless. (': hope people will know.

Make me smile & happy.

the picture above is the adam khoo's workshop trainer.
Only part of them lahs (:
I'm super boring, & yesterday i can't get to sleep i took out something
to read, & finally i fall asleep.
& this morning i have a bad head-ache, tsktsk.
Im waiting to get my shawl from yanyan daugther
&& waiting for their blogshop selling more stuff :]
I just found out a sucks thing, which is, me & boyfriend's
ani' is on the wednesday, & i having a workshop ):
Like sucks luhs.

Edited,
I just went out with parents,
we went to changi beach & go there & have our dinner.
Wells, everythings is totally fun (:
Nothing much to update, i miss augustine lee so much so much
superly much much much (:


















I miss augustine lee. ♥
I just need people to understand
why i laugh, why i cry, why i smile, why i do this & thats.
I dont have to explain everything to let everyone know.
I can't imagin if one day i disappear, & no one can find me,
what will comes to your mind? will you know what happen to me?
will you know where i go? I just need people to understand is it so
difficult? Hais.

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Earthlings ahhs,
what i'm containing in my mind, brain & heart.
My mind containing alot of rubbish thinking.
Yesterday, the last day of workshop is like ohmygod cans?
From that workshop, that moment, i feel that i tot i understands
my classmate alot, but acturaly i know nothing.
I cry alot, but cher & simin cry (DAMM LOTS) Laughs'
i first time, seeing my darling cry infront of me you know?
The pain i can't say how much. just very very pain ):
Okays i've nothing to update, today i went to heihei's house.
:] So nothing much <3 Takecare readers.

































&If i have a choice, i'll think carefully
'cause i won't want myself to regret :]

love is just strong & strong

Earthlings,
Im here to update 'cause i'll be havig workshop till 9pm ):
So i couldn't update if my brother is asleep.
Okays, i just want my sisters to know i love them & miss them
I want my hubby to know
You're impt, you're loved & missed :]


























augustine lee is mine mine minee & mine!

im just a blank note, which people dont know.

edited :]
Hello, im back to update, wells, today's workshop is
FLOODING WATER. Every of my classmate cry!
The part is totally, can not take it!
its its its its sooo, dammm haiis. dont say le.
I've alot alot of things to tell my parents <3

Mum & Dad,
I've alot things to say to you all, but everything
is not important than I Love You, big hugs * :]
I really do love my mummy & dad. I understand the pain, & everyting!
I believe :] sorry dad for always defining tht im right & you're wrong
forgive me .

Parents are 1st,
Augustine lee is 2nd,
& Sister are 3rd
:] I Love everyone arround me :]
I know the purpose for me to live on, study hard & everything
Choices have consequences :] So i choice & i face it myself.
Huiyu will be strong, strong & stronggg !
So don't worry, im okayyy ! hehs, 'cause i'm recoving from yesterday's
post. so don't worry ^^V

tag reply
Alice,
I miss you !! <3
LiJin,
Xinnai :] I Miss you also canns ? <3
Huixin,
Xingannns ! :] thanks for the not forgeting me.
'cause you can't forget me, i know you love me alot.
So you must know i love you alot also ^^V
Amelia,
Funfunn <3 hehs, i miss you luhs
today i dismiss late thats why :]
Mimi(:,
Hehs, okays, if i'm online okays?
this few days i'm having workshop in school
thats why very late than reach home &&
Alot emotional came out toos. :]
I Love Mimi <3
Baobao,
Hehs, Baobei ahhs! I Love you luhhs !
Miyoki,
Hhes, i love small small !
940,
Hehs, yays * im going to see you alsoo!
okays no problem i'll ring you okays?
Love youuuus <3
LiJin,
Xinai ahhs! i want meet you alsoooo <3
Passerby
Ni zui jing hai hao ma by S.H.E :]
爱LIN,
Peanut butterr! hehes? go for there for what worhs?
i have cross coutry nehhs x:
Aly,
I'v bought from you alreadyy :] hehs
Cher,
You take care yourself nahhs ! i'm okay de.
Laughs' hehes :]
Lijin,
I'm okay my dear, willing to smile for you :]
Hehs, if you smile too okays? Lijin is alright
huiyu will be fine ^^V
MISSYIYI,
Okays you're relinked ^^V
Mo
No luhhs not pretty lah any how laughs'
BABYSTEPHANIE,
Sweetie !! okays thankyouhhhs <3 hehs.
SEE YOU SOOON <3
HuiYu,
Okays you're relinked ^^V <3 loves.


























&Augustine lee, i really damm love you.
super super, i want you to know how impt are you
in my heart. :] 'cause it's really that impt like how
is in your mind now. Yes, is that impt :]

Its a love competition.

Edited,
Im here just to update my feeling :]
Im okay & im really fine, so dont have to worrys.
In school while having the adam khoo workshop, it makes me from good mood till bad mood. &&I DOESNT KNOW WHY. really dont know what happen @ that moment.
I just know i were mood swing~
&Hubby, i didn't mean to be like this sorry ):
Im really sorry. I don't know what happen you know ?
I just dont know why i so feel like hugging you tightly,
But i just don't know how, how i wish i can keep my emotionals.
I met a really funny man, called leroy.
He told me about the past ain't futher & thingy,
Some how i regret somethings
I really regret. I don't know why why why ):
The feeling seriously sucks plus untasty. It's making me puke.
It's like really sucks, at that point of time, my heart is full of
regret, pain & mood swings. I can't imagin how sucks is the feelig.
I mean like i realy don't know whys i just feel that way,
which i doesn't feel it last time you know?
The feeling is really seriouly bloody suck suck suckkkk x/3
No one will understand how pain am i, calling me not to be upset,
sorry i'm gona to tell you, i can't. I mean i can't !
It's a pain, a scar, a forever guilty in my heart.
I'm not blaming that persons, but im just gona put the blame on myself.
I just feel so f.up cans? Hais, people i just can't imagin how i cheer up.

How am i going to joke with my cutecute, emopartner, greatgranddaugther & alot more.
& of 'cause my hubby & darling i dont know how!
I HATE THIS FEELING, I MEAN I REALLY REALLY HATE IT!
Wells, i learn alot things now :] Thanks for the workshop which make me awake.
Love My Readers





























.. but augustine lee more :]
You know how pain am i? you know im crying badly?
Do you really really know? i dare not tell simin anything, how i feel.
Ive no one to share, but my blog. but im sad, who cares?
i doesn't know whats the point of writing so much crap today.
My heart really really pain.

too bad, im so inlove already, no more turning back.

Earthlings,
In school is boring, using computers is no longer my intrest.
My intrest now is, BUY MORE CLOTHESS! <3
Laughs' People, i would be only able to go out at march.
So book me earlierrr!&im booked on the march holiday.
X.donutt <3 &Lijin xinai i want to see your pretty face soon :]
I'm really bored lahs, Music can't stop, or i'll fall a sleep.
Books, test & teachers is totally b.o.r.e.d!
Just had my chinese listening test. I think it's ok bahhs?
&My english test is SUCKS ! sure fail de )': But i think have 20% will pass.
Okays, later going out with girlfriend(s)

edited,
Hellos, im back backk!
I bought something something. ♥
Me & darling know what's going on,
But i hope the thing in my mind won't happen.
Wells wells, Hubby house is damm.. CLEAN & GREEN :]
His room is Like.. My brother's room shape, niceee.
Okays, than i left his house @ 5 with darling & we went to tampines mall.
Wells, it's really a small world i saw my dad, mum & brother.
So we walk together & all these. Okays nothing much.
& darling i didn't able to get any dress ):
Nights ! ♥
Muacks readers.






















It's a believe between me & you,
Don't choose to give up this believe at the middle
of the competition, 'cause you haven know who's the winner.
This ain't a basketball match, But a love competition.
I don't wish to lose to you, so i'll work double hard to win!
I believe you will too, my love.
You'll never be replace, 'cause you're one & only.
& Always the one & only. <3
Only one i love & i love one only. :]
Augustine Lee Teck Sheng, <3

I Miss him ):

Till today i finally realise acturally i love hubby more
than my mind thinks. Or even more than his mind,
your mind & everyone's mind.
I mean ,i really miss him.
Hubby, 12 more hours.
It will be fast or slow?
I wish it's fast cox i so want to see you )':

I love hubby, so much so much.
I mean ,realy that much until i don't know how much.
But i know it's more than the love in your mind, my mind& his mind.
I can't imagin i fall so so so deep :]
It's always like that.

I won't doubt the love you give me.
& i'll tell myself not to, 'cause i really trust you :]
I do love you my dear, it's all in a sudden.
Don't doubt, 'cause love ain't game/questions in the exam paper.
It's always no right or wrong. 'cause the true is, i love you <3
No one ever try to snatch you aways, or she'll regret.

I'll never leave, 'cause all i need it's you :]
People out there, i've found mine true love.
AUGUSTINE LEE I LOVE YOU ^^






















I miss some great people,
Alice, Simin, Simin, Evon, Michelle,
Baobao, Sherri, Brina & Joanne.
Wells, lastly not forget my two lovely lady,
LiJin XinAi & Hui Xin Xingans <3

i really miss augustine lee

I Do Love Hubby.
I can't believe that i really miss you that much.
I can't imagin, I keep wanting to call you, listen to your voice.
Hubby, you're important remember? I'll try all my best to keep the
smile on your face. Like, yesterday about tht thing, i'm worrys.
I know i can't be sad or what 'cause you need my smile.
I'm really sorry that i can't accompany you today & tomorrow.
My dearest, you're really loved loved! <3
&Hubby, please please please takecare yourself. I won't care what you doing,
I just want you to take good care of yourself! okays? Wifey Love You

Edited
I just had a movie with my parents, we went to watch the ah long pte?
I pull them out, i tell them not to stay at home
So i treat them to watch moviee :] Nice right?'
Laughs' The show it' damm funny, seriously worth to watch luhs.
So didn't waste my money, && my dad give me 50 bucks to buy clothes.
Like damm nice luhs, thanks dad. He told me to dress myself up.
Hahahs Well he also intend not to work oversea
already. He's going to work in singapore. So i think my family will get
better? /: It's kinda funny
















I do really miss him, badly.

I had a happy valentine day

Earthlings, yesterday i did enjoy my valentine/friendship day.
Simin is kinda high.
We celebrating by playing bus, How?
We took 28 all the way to toa payoh & took MRT home.
Wells, over all its really great & fun
& I realise alot of things.
Hubby, thanks for everything yesterday.
Although din't go anywhere, But i still enjoy myself alot.
Thanks for the ringg :] I do love it alot !
THANKYOUHHS♥
Yesterday im kissed by my sisters, JOANNE, SHERRI, JASNYN, BRINA & BAOBAO
Love you girllls ! <3

Books, teachers & lessons causing me boring @ all times.
They never fail to keep my ears quiet.
I know their jobs are really difficult, But sorry i have no choice.
But after all, i enjoy my day still.
I'm ringing hubby, but he neevr ans.
Ring, ring & ring.

When time is there, where will love be?
far away, or fly away? I guess non of them
Cause it will be DISAPPEAR.
Seriously, my heart always have a love,
that will always be augustine lee teck sheng.
I swear & promise, Ain't joke or game.
Everything it's true, don't doubt anything when you're in my blog.
Cause it will always be true. i won't tell lies.
DONT BELIEVE THAN ITS YOUR CHOICE.
I DON'T EVEN CARE YOU BELIEVE OR DOUBT ANOT.
Cause seriously non of my problem :]
This is just to make things clear.

Btw,
Happy birthday, Wenwen lover
Hope you'll always be happy, cox you look prettier
when you smile :] I ♥ Lover.

Tags reply
Mo : Hehs :D Thankyouuus ^^V
HY : happy valentine/friendship day jiejie <3 love youS !
Queeny : Ohmys? queeny tag my blog :D Hahahahs :) Love youhs
Miyoki: smallsmallll ! <3 you make me so inlove alsooo :) Love youh
爱LIN: Happy valentine/friendship dayyy :) <3 love youhs
x3Elysia: Baobao happy valentinne dayy :) Love youhhhhhs !
Jesslyn: silly its okay, hehs. it's the same you come and tag me and wish me back.
im doing kinda well i think :) youu ? i super super duper miss you alsoo :]
Happy valentine/friendship day.



















I wish to go over sea nehhs, i go ever place that i didnt go before.
I want to explore every single place,
I WANT TO GO GO GO!

&I'm missing hubby badly ):

mood never get any better.

HAPPY VALENTINE/FRIENDSHIP DAY

Wells, i'm updating becox my post seems getting shorter day by day.
So today i'll update (:
Okays, i'm going to school today & i guess everything will be alrights.
& i'll be coming back home change, bath & doll up to meet hubby :)
&& we'll see where we want to go.
Hms, I'm bored. I rang hubby lots of time but no people ans.
I guess he is tired, than i stop calling bahs
Btw..
Happy Birthday, Chen Wei Yang :)


















I do love augustine lee ♥ :]

hais, sometime i hope people will understand me.

IM NOT IN A GOOD MOOOD ! _|_
THIS FEELING TOTALLY SUCKS LIKE HELLS !











Tomorrow is valentine/friendship day i've alot alot things to do.

I really miss hubby )':

Today i totally no mood to study.
&& today schools, nothing special happen.
So i guess i have nothing to update during school.
&later going out, maybe luhs. okays, i stop here.
* I'll update later

Is like phewssss

Earthlings, im here to update.
Today school goes fine :) Get back chinese paper.
Wells, skip to after school, I'm reall damm tired until i want to faint.
Okays, than hubby accompany me go home, I change bath & doll up & went to 445 bubbletea shop with darling to find heihei. Wells, Just so nice that dad & mum saw hubby waiting downstairs for me. && like Laugh Out Loud?

Than after that we slack & have lunch & we went to Mr goh house,
Me, hubby, darling , heihei & siying.
&& his house like full of people. Saw serene, jiahui & joanna :)
Took picture ~ ~ ~ ~ than about 5 plus? We took bus 38 to tampines mall.
Than took bus home, i reach home about 8? than din't get scolding!
*twisttwist* Hehs, okay i miss hubby


















Who dare to snatch i slap!
Hubby is always loved, = augustine lee teck sheng.

HUBBY DAYY !

I'm meeting hubby :D
3 Days i din't saw him already, i really misses him.
The feeling ain't tasty, my hubby WO MISS NI (!)

Ok i did spent a nice day with my hubby :]
&& What i always worried, happen-ed all thanks to someone, i bet she know who is she.
Okays, me and hubby went to pasir ris park. && The wind is damm cold.
Talk alot :] Thanks hubby for the warm hug, I did feel that i'm needed ^^V
&& i went home , i'm damm happy now. ^^V Thanks mammy i do love you alott! <3




&& my dear readers, my blog ain't for your tea time biscuit. Ain't a topic you can tell people. AIN'T A GOSSIPING TOPIC AT THE MARKET ! STOP TELLING YOUR MUM & DAD WHAT HAPPEN TO ME =.= Stop your nonesence people.

To that passerby,
I HONG? I FLIRT? IT DOESN'T LINK TO YOUR LIFE.
PLEASE DON'T SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG WITH THOSE LAME SPAMMING SKILLS.
IT'S WASTING MY TIME EXPLAINNING THOSE THINGS FOR YOU TO KNOW.
LILLTE KID, LISTEN UP,
WHATEVER YOU SAY IT WON'T AFFECT MY LIFE, A BITBIT.
I REPEAT IT WON'T AFFECT MY LIFE.
I TELL YOU THIS BECOX I WAN TO TELL PEOPLE HOW SHAMEFULL ARE YOU :]
& DON'T HIDE BEHIND COMPUTER SCREENS TO SPAM PEOPLE :]

IT'S JUST A BRAINLESS ACT

MY STEAD LIKE YOU? A SPAMMER LIKE YOU?
YOU THINK I'LL BELIVE ? A SPAMMER LIKE YOU ?
LOLS.
I TELL YOU THIS BICH, BEAR IN MIND
WHATEVER YOU SPAM TODAY IT WONT AFFECT ME & AUGUSTINE LEE TECK SHENG'S RELATIONSHIP.
NOT A TINY WINNY BIT, TOO BAD .
I TRUST HIM TODAY, TOMORROW, ALWAYS & FOREVERS.

SO PLEASE TRY HARDER TO SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG, TSKTSK/

&& YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT TO COMMENT MY SISTERS.
HOW THEY LOOK DOESN'T EVEN LINK TO YOUR LIFE.
GET SOME LIFE PEOPLE. PLEASE DON'T EVER COMMENT PEOPLE WITH
YOUR ONE PAIRS OF EYES. THEY DOESN'T OWE YOU LIFES :)

TRY HARDER NEXT TIME, MAYBE THE NEXT TIME YOUR SPAMMING
SKILLS IMPROVE I'LL SHOW YOU TWO THUMBS UP!
Please please please THINK BEFORE SPAMMING BITCH :]

HAPPY SPAMMING. I'LL LEAVE THE TAGS THERE TO LET PEOPLE
SEE HOW SHAMEFUL SPAMMING :]

shot of love, <3

My dearest hubby , i bet you really feel bad now. I don't know what can i do to make you smile & laugh , when i'm not beside you . My dearest hubby , i doesn't know what happen by reading those few lines in ur blog . But mostly it's your mum? My dear boy , if you feel bad than please don't make the same mistake agains . && Hubby , Please please don't go against your mum by not going home alrights ? :'] I hope you'll understand a mother's heart all she do it's because she love , care & worry you . Try to understand sometimes okays ? && Hubby i really do wish i can stay by you , no matter happy, sad or angry . Wifey's phone will be 24hrs/7 for you , ring me if you need me please , i won't care whether im sleeping or whatevers just give me a call ok? You promised before you won't keep things rights ? I'm willing to be your listening ears . Lastly I Love Augustine Lee Teck Sheng ^^V
I Miss Hubbbyyy ):



MY TODAY OVER ALL IS G-R-E-A-T ^^V

SHE IS REALLY DAMM PRETTY PLUS CUTE , i swearr (!)



Im tired.waiting for hubby's calls :) Byebyes ~

STUPID MOOD SWING (!) I HATE YOU, MOOD SWING ):

HUBBY IS TOTALLY LOVED

A serious speaking,New year is rather bored (!)
It's totally nothing special , only family gathering arrounds .
kids getting red packet thats all . It's rather bored .
Yesterday went to granny's house , && Those aunties & unlce i've been seeing them
almost every week , && they can like so drama telling me you've grown up & things like got boyfriend or something . LOLs , i found that it's damm drama , wells , to let them feel better i'll just smile & ans them like guaii Lols . =x Just words , CHINESE NEW YEAR IS BORED . :]

Yesterday about evening ? Darling simin , come over my house to bainian .
I accompany her to wait for heihei . && I can really feel , acturally few words can't tell that how much you need that person . But from darling's eyes , i can see the word " Xin Fu " && i can feel she really really need heihei . I din't lie , This is what i really can feel from her heart . Darling & Heihei Must last longg :)
For my dearest hubby, i know the improtant of yours in my heart . I can't imagin if one day you really leave me . I still got to say, You`re needed in huiyu's life & Always so loved & missed ^^V I mean, augustine lee teck sheng is needed in my life (!)

Ok byebyes readers :]
Tatas /
















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Deeply inlove with, Augustie Lee Teck Sheng. <3

I say im so inlove(!)

Today's to granny house, was not really bored luhs.
Wells, Eat, drink & gamble. I din't gamble huhs, i only join the fun :)
I guess everyone is enjoying nows, i shall take a good nap .
Sinc yesterday i din't get to sleep well /: Cox of some reason.
Wells, Good night everyone :)
My HongBao money will buy me a digital camera, I promise ! *

Wells, i miss augustine lee teck sheng, really miss.
I can't stop.

my love ain't a gamble coin.

I don't know whys , Im damm heartpain nows, x/3
I doesn't understand what myself wants. (Refering friendships)
In the yesterday's afternoon,
i've a really nice talk wih brina.
Okays, I've to admit that she is even understanding than i does.
No matter i treat that friend 100% good,
That person doesn't know that , so whats the point(?)
Seriously my dear girl , Im tired of teasing you smile & laugh all time.
I shall have a very nice rest .
Wells, maybe i just tot that you'll be here always, But i doesn't know, you doesn't treat me as friend .
I admit & i'm really sorry, I can't say that i do love you ,
But i just don't know how to take away those hate in my heart. People always tot, we are good friends. But in the fact, we are just dolls to each other. I couldn't believe i don't understand you at all, Not even a bit.. Okay, fine it's my fault. Wells, i said, sorry(!)
What else you want me to do? Im a human you know? Ain't a clown. From today onwards, I just want to wash my hands off about those sistership, cox seriously it's really bringing me a big heartpain x/3

Im afaird you'll leave me alone.
Im scare you'll tell me you have to go. Which i doesn't wan this to happen.
Maybe im senetive, Hais. But i just don't know what to do.
When i saw relationship turns this way. But i can tell you, I don't wish to lost you,
Augustine lee teck sheng. x/3


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I LOVE AUGUSTINE LEE I REPEAT, I REALLY DO LOVE HIM(!)






















Its for tomorrow. May not be updating :)
Happy new year anyway.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE(!)

Tonight (!) Everyone will be happily gathering at a table
& eating steamboat (!)
I hope after today, for ..
Student, Studies Tasty Than Sweets/Chocolates
Adults, Business Will Earn More Than Peanuts
Couples, Love Stick Like Pinapple Tarts.
&& Teeage, Life Will Be ColourFull Than Your New Year Clothes (!)
WO ZHU FU NI MEN <3
I having a ain't tasty feeling,
I SHOUT : I MISS HUBBBY ! Hurhurs~
Today school not very fun , Should be happy rights?
But end up , seeing my teacher scolding my friend.
Which i don't like this kind of feeling ,
End up i just four words to make mr goh smile (!)
Xiao Kou Chang Kai, Laughing non stop, Hubby say de. x:
Hmmms, hope this word will be useful everytime.
Im noticing that alot people viewed my blog but din't tag ):
I so feel like removing tagboard liaos
Bored having one.


Btw, i saw Peanut butter Xuelin ♥ Hurhurs~
She is OH-SO-CUTE CANNS?



















Hubby, how i wish i can stick to you everyday.
How i wish no bell rings in my school timetable (!)
How i wish augustine lee de lesson will be 24hrs/7
I really misses you already

when you hug me tight, i feel that im needed(!)

Today in school , im mooody.
I can't able imagin im so stupid (!)
Been through so much nagging stuff from friends ,
I still choose to go back to the same old place .
I choose to believe a faker , which i know he/she is a faker (!)
I don't know whys i so dumb , I mean Im dumb (!)
I really dont know what happen to myself .
Friend ain't faithful , I can't believe myself so dumb that i believe that faker agains )': I just think im stupid (!)
Stop judging that im a girl which kind, forgiving & forget x/3
Wo Tao Yan Ni Men x/3 Please mind to be honest to me , I don't wish to feel the pain of beening lie-ed )':
Todays lessons, book & teachers is the same (!)
Wells, my english lil test pass, Like happy luhs.
But not very good lohr,Nvmmms jiayouuus (!)
Maths test i guess it will be a F x: Laughs' Cox i forget le (!)
Ok nvmms , chinese test was great, really great :)
&&Btw imagin , that i call hubby wake up from 12.30 to 1.30
dhen he pick up my call(s)
I called 90 times leiis ): Dhen oh-so-finally he pick up my call.
&& slack-ed at bubbletea shop, dhen moved to a block.
Me, Hubby, Darling & HeiHei. ♥
Hais, i gona miss hubby alot, i cant get to see him for 4 days (!)
This feeling ain't tasty, really ain't tasty (!)
I Swear, && I repeat, its ain't tasty ):
Tomorrow is rather bored , cox mostly no one is coming.
Wells , lets see how it goes (!)











When you hug me tight i can feel that im needed :')

I really really miss him.

School goes as usual, teachers, books, homework & homework
School is getting bored liaos, Books, test & homework causing me mad(!)
I swear, i don't like the feeling which need to memorise this & thats.
Tomorrow having maths test /: I haven study.
Cox currently having a very bad headache, x/3
Tomorrow will be accompanying hubby :)
The feeling really aint tasty, when i cant get to see him.
JumpJumpJump(!) i really misses him so much(!)
I really do like & miss those piano playing.
I remember theres once a year, during ChineseNewYear, Cousin(s)
was hanging arround the piano & say whats this & this, etc.
Like funny luh, blahhs~ its 7.37 now, yet im here craping.
Lols, tomorrow i have a maths test, CryCryCrys(!) Whatevers, Wish me good luck
thans, i wonder what hubby is doing, playing pool(?) I Miss Him(!)


















& Hubby, i promise, promise & promise(!)
I love you, you & you. I scream the love love love(!)
Augustine Lee Teck Sheng, You`re loved, loved & lovedd (!)

Am i really being missed (?)

Today going out with hubby,
But he is still sleeping, Haiyos(!)
Oks, i run first
Btw, happy 5 mths sharon menn :)
I do really misses you(!) Dont forget me, you`re the reason i smile
Rmb this girl, you`re needed

Hurhurs~ im back, Went to t3 with hubby.
Laughs we like dont know whr to go. Dhen decided to go back to tampines mall.
Walk walk walk ~~ Although its slacking, but i do enjoy, cox i know alot of things(!)
&& To hubby, dont worry cox that will never happen :) I do really love you(!)
Tsktsk, im sleeping ): tml got school nehhs, Mr kahar come back liaos. No longer "la bi xiao xin" Hais, sians * Sian 2.4 is coming up next ):

If you think you`re pain, dhen what about those days waited for you? I still have to treat you as friend, meeting you everyday. What am i? Aint you think you`re selfish? I doesnt know how you get to see this or not. But i just wana say YOU ARE SELFISH (!) first come and ask me for stead without forgeting her, 2nd break with me with those kind of stupid reason. 3rd you kiss , hug & hold myt hands & say its a joke, 4ths say that you rather people pain dhen you pain, i doesnt know who are you refering to the others if its me, dhen you`re totally selfish(!) i doesnt feel ANY BETTER WHEN I HAVE TO TREAT YOU AS FRIEND AFTER THAT FUCKING BREAKING UP. ANDD I HAVE TO ACCPECT THAT IDIOT FACT && I HAVE TO WAIT LIKE AN IDIOT. PUTTING IN HOPE & HOPE. what am i? IM A HUMAN! STOP YOUR SELFISH ACT. IM REALLY VERYVERY VERY PAIN(!) )': I REALY HATE YOU!















I♥MYBOYFRIEND

am i doing what i think(?) I doubt so.

Yesterday i slept at Ten going Eleven
&& I woke up at Four this morning.
I super t-i-r-e-d, I just have a nap.
Suddenly, Rings* Hubby`s call. I pick up,
He say " Hello What are you doiing? " && Like that i jiu wake up le.
Tml going out with himmm, im waitingg. <3
My Blog become very pink. Laughs * Cox i begin loving pink color(!)
Love My husband, Augustine :)

Song Intro : 罗志祥 - 我不会唱歌 ♥
Korkor sang this song before(!) Laughs X:
&& Now is my blog song :)









Miss me(!) ♥
I miss You, Augustine Lee Teck Shengg <3

Define that Loved -x3

Earthlings, Im back to update.
Nothingg much :) But the last three period, i cried agains. x/3
But i do stop until the last period, cox i know meeting hubby. Later he know,
But horrrs, i still cried. dhen i tot of looking dar`s heihei, so that he can make me dhen i laugh. But lols i still cried. Ok dhen i stop liaooos :) Dhen hubby ask me, why today your eyes weird weird de. Lollls Bei Zau :x Dhen he accompany me home. dhenn nothng much liaos, Daddy & mammy is peace peace liaos :) && i know why they qurreal, Such a lame reason! -.-
OhMys, my gans is getting more and more Laughs !
Btw, A early happy aniversiry, 2years 4mths sistership(!) Simin Darling, i guess she forget le :) Haha. Love you sister.!

I saw cutecute`s blog, Touchh-ed canns? Sorry that i cried infront of you, cutecute x/3 which i dont wanto cry infront of you de llohrs(!) Like xiasuayy~ The whole table is sec 2 de, watching a sec 4 big girl crying && telling her not to cry. Like xiaohaizi cans? Lols (!) XiaSuay~~~~ Lols but stil have to thanks cutecute <3 :) With cutecute arround, Huiyu will be laughing non-stop my girl ^^V




I Miss Augustine Lee Teck Sheng ♥
I Love Augustine Hubby :)