Fear, worried and stress

No mood to update. Im so so sick and tired of this life of mine.
I have lots to tell. But i wish someone, just someone will understand.
I guess is i dont wish to say. I dont want to say too.! No matter how my future looks
like, I just hope that currently i'll be better.

Hope the first day of july my day will be better than today. It's more than i wish for.
I promise to do my best, i promise to give in more. Please let me live better,
please let my parents have lesser stress. I wish im not asking for much.

All i need now is cooling down. I really need some air to breathe. I want to blow those stress out.
I feel mad keeping them inside. Frankly no one can help. I swear, No one can help!
I hate being alone, i hate those stress, worried and fear. Remove them now ):

Im mad, im crazy. If you see my smile, than good for you. I wouldnt let you see my smile,
and also my tears. I will try my best to bring the normal me to you. Give me time.

For you to know, im not talking about those idiot relationships or those love here and there.
It's something that related to my family. Dont ask me, i dont wish to say.
God, set me and my family at ease please. I feel like shouting!

It's my problem, my family's mess. Wish everything will go back to normal !
those promise, will be kept.
I Love My Parents, And Junkiat

sunshine, come come!

Tomorrow is monday again! It's kinda tired to wake up early and come back
which big sun is out! D: Im so sick and tired of fanning myself and it seems like
no different. Idiotic! Hope tomorrow rains ;x Haha, but if it rain, i dont have PE );

Than better not rain! ;p Ok, its random i know! Im going to sleep already.
Wondering for what i update right? Somebody complains my Ugly ghost pictures will
'cos people to have night mare ;p Haha.

Ok, ive done my update~! Byebye!

http://enjoyable-jjoy.space.live.com = Express, Enjoy, Joy

Worst nightmare

Yesterday went Prawn-ing with 'HuatGang' and our parents of course. Okay the venue is at
a big big drain. I dont know where either. We reach first and we started to take light sticks to
take pictures and ...

In my whole life, i promise i'll just do this once, and it's the last time!
(Sorry if i scare you all ;p)
And we just go snap here and there this snap that snap
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Well, and we start prawn-ing. Jiaqi and family reached and we start to fool and huat around
I started to doubt that those prawns is eat-able anot. And we suppose to wait on top of the
drain but we are too curious and we went down... and..

Army came to spot check and we are not allow to Talk loudly, and that place is hot and stink.
Back to the topic, Ya, army came to spot check. Cos that place is not allow to entered.
So what we can do is just, Wait for those army to go. But they are clever too, they was like,
keep checking that drain that we are in. And everyone's handphone start to ring. And we was like

' Shhhhhh ! '

And Jessy jiejie, Yuhua jiejie and Ahboon korkor was outside, those army chase them out
of that place. So JessyJiejie went to ask that army whether what is he waiting for.
And why they can't stay at that place. So the army told her about why they cant stay at that place.
And jessy jiejie was like,

' Zhao Jiang la! I still got people down the drain, i call them up '

The army was like, ' Huh? Got people meh? '

Laugh till faint! And they call us up, and is like.. Very funny la. There's actually 3 people outside
the drain. But suddenly pop up 11 more people! Like one whole gang loh. Than we went off to the
drain infront ;p and well, the army is still finding the drain. I suppose that he is wondering that ..

' where is the drain that can contain so many people? '

He keep looking for the drain, at the same time we are laughing. Ok, they are also very ke lian
la. Dont say about them le. So we started our Bbq-ing ;p While waiting we crap alot alot! And we
was like crazy la!

And we finally decided to go changi eat. So we went to changi village for our.. Dinner?
reached that place we got scare by cats. Oh gosh, they are disgusting ! I swear ! ;p
And we saw ah guas -.- And we are laughing like siao!.

And everything end, we reach home at 1 I think. bath and sleep! ;p

We enjoyyyy ! x3

Byebye!

http://enjoyable-jjoy.spaces.live.com = Express, Enjoy, Joy

Do remember to relink me !
My links are all removed, call me to relink you up! Sorry about that!

Do remember to relink me !
My links are all removed, call me to relink you up! Sorry about that!

Tags replied,
Shawn: Laughs! Must open your eyes big big la! Prawn-ing later ;p
Ahwei: Fun hor? take water pour at me of course fun la! D: Badboy!
Zhiqing: Thats why! Saw you la! :D So qiao! Love you girl! x3

Understand, i'll forgive

My blog is changed abit here and there. But it's still the same old skin -.-

Oh whatever la! Im trying to improve my english using blog :] Do you think it will
work? But do tell me about my spelling mistake! ! I have to know what i should improve in,
i think it's vocabulary! -.- Im damn lousy in this! Ok, just hope that N level english paper one
will be like ...

"You're suppose to write a letter to tell your friend about your blog"

Oh please, i sure get a B ? Haha, but too bad la. It's never ever gonna be that topic!
Hope it's possible la! ;p Hoho, anyways, It's saturday, meaning? Enjoy right?
But ive to do my english vocabulary note book! Due to ive lost my previous one.
Gosh, 79words? -.- Im gonna be mad!

Ive to study my chinese too. I realise that my chinese is getting bad. Though i get high
marks on the last exam. But i still kinda worry. I actually put high hope in my chinese -.-
So i'll get very disappointed if my chinese get the marks that i dont want.

I spend the whole morning to use the Space live bloggin. It's kinda cool. And i decided to use
That twice a week? Maybe blogging something different from this. So every Saturday sunday,
i think i'll not be blogging there.

"http://enjoyable-jjoy.spaces.live.com" Do visit some day !
But note: I'll blog there twice a week only. :] Hopefully it will start from.. tomorrow?


Ok, ive to study now ! Good bye people !
Jiayou Hui! :]

tired day

Aint my problem, Understand?

Rawrs, tired tired! I dont know since the first day of school till now.
Im so tired. Is not that lack of sleeping, i doesnt know why/what im tired of.
Yesterday i went to see shawn's perfrom right? Im sorry that i didn't update the rest.
'Cos the whole show, plus waiting for shawn, im so tired and i sleep ;p

The whole thing yesterday was really great! Those band from other school, they are
really too good to be great! And it's like carrying the instrument and dance. Can you imagine?
And they look damn, no super duper profesional! Although i dont know what they are playing,
But those steps, and those dancer beside them, was really looking great.

So about shawn? He look like mature with white shirt and skinnies i think :]
And he look very good! Like gong gong de ^^V Over all, The show is nice!
Though it's just a preview :]

School was alright and fine. Nothing special but i think over all it's funny funny!
D&T teacher was like asking me this and that, About relationship. It seem like they love
gossipping people's life ;p Haha.! D&T A serious speaking, my d&t is not finish yet.
And ive to carry this heavy project of mine here and there, To school bring home. Like crazy!
But lucky the heavier one i put
in school. ^^V

English period aint fun at all, Miss heng's scolding is irritating, i swear. But what she
scold it's right, i admit. But something is like.. hurting? But i hope after this scolding, my
classmates, and me myself keep the promise between miss heng and us :].

Recess was fun! Guanleong sit the same table with us and make us laugh like crazy.
He keep saying he have no friend. (Jiajiade) Jiahan, duck and heihei came along :]
They are funny la! :]

CPA, we did work and play game. I about to blog, but bell rings. Kinda sian.
And went out to school, BBT shop again. Well, but awhile went home with xingan, huan choon, junkiat, aaron and .. i dont know how to spell his name. Okay, and we go home! Joke around,
But huan choon emo -.- First time sia! Ok, we tried to cheer him up.

Ok, ive nothing to update. So please open on eyes, close another eye (In Chinese)
My pictures are all at my dad's phone. Sorry about that!
And ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENG WEI BUDDY!

Note: He birthday bash me today -.- He should be the one lohr! So bad la him ):

Good bye! :D

Shut your mouth up ,will you?

I dont wanna love, understand?

Oh please, today is a fun day! I should say that im doing work good.
Maths, im following up and work is hopefully all done well! And Chinese, we did the last year N
Level exam paper. So it's easy too! :) Only some careless mistake.
I hope, I wish, I must, I need, i should, improve le D:

During our assbemly, i swear it's fun, but the hall is so stupidly hot hot hot!
I was like fanning myself the One hours there. As usual some show is up. And well,
Guanleong went up the stage! The people entertaining was like, " Any one wants to come up ?"
And everyone look at Guanleong. Haha, funny lah! I dont know how to say what they do on
stage. Just like wearing mask and act. Funny la Guanleong's reaction.

English.. nothing much. I just finish talking 3G with Mr Shawntok, He say i like Mo gui can?
In school who will be pretty huh?! Only he will be cute and handsome la!
He dont need to go school, it seems like everyone no school. Thanks to him, i looked like a
idiot talking on the phone. :) Ok, well i think i'll be going to watch him perfrom today? :)
Pictures will be back!

Back in school, today is great! Like no stress and more fun! :) Oh so great so great!
but i think i still must study hard! This 17 july i must pass up my A2 size presentation board
and my folio ): Im so so tired la! But anyway, i promise alot people to go out.
So i must work hard, and i can be free as i like. Go out, and have fun with friends !

Byebye ! I'll updating again later. Maybe delete this entry of mine. So please do come back! :D

SEE- YOU, kisshugmiss.

Say, Shout, Scream.

Trust or not, is not my business either.

Oh please, today is boring de lohr.
D&T making me mad mad maddd ! Yesterday night my work is like, Gone case.
I dont know what happen to me. Doing things yet heart, mind isn't there. You know i went
to put my Clear acrylic on a cloth with thinner -.- And my work is waving hands and say
Good bye! Oh please, i nearly cry lehs ! I went down stairs to buy another black spray paint
and some sand paper.

Im so so damn sorry to my parents. They help me when im so damn stupidly lost.
And they help-ed me to sand,spray and etc. So much things and i swear i'll remember it in
heart please. My parents are kind and nice. Thanks daddy, mummy :) Lovesx3

And well, yes first period is d&t and it's more than boring! Everyone was like busying with work.
Like idiot running up and down. For me, the clear acrylic ,ive redo and replace a new one already !
Oh please ,im so so happy *Jumps*

After that is Maths, ive to carry my d&t work all the way up to level 4 due to maths lesson.
After one period recess time ! Chat with dingdingdong! :D After that join-ed Xingan,
and xinganmama.

Maths all the way, till 12.30. My lesson was really boring. And my maths was like, just do a few
question and you're done. Hopefully, i can still able to follow up :D

And now im using comp. Awwwwwws, it's so boring. Me and cher is gossiping .
Haha, like this change and that change. Obviously everyone has changed! Only cher la!
She is still skinny and tall. Got la, Become more black. Haha.

Ok, im crapping lah deyy! Yawns, go home ive photo to upload. :)

Stay tune!

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Damn it, i just came back from school. And i met the ah meng ah? He is damn scary lohr!
Somemore Charmaine and Cutecute keep learn the way he laugh. Than he stand behind me
keep laughing. Laugh out loud. It's like.. -.- I very scare loh. I call junkiat faster go home!
I admit im very scare to see him. Or even get near him.

Well, today nothing special is going on :) So im looking forward for tomorrow's lesson !
Oh School school ! Im lovin' it!

GOOD BYE !

- Silly bum. Shut up :)

Lesson as usual. But kinda tired today. Due to some Ladies problem, Da Yi Ma obviously.
Ok, first period is Chinese. It's kinda boring, but those joking is funny! :D
After that is PE. Im so so so guai today! I wore full Pe attire. And Mr. Karha is happy ! :D
We do 10 crunches, 10 push up and run three round, around the carpark.

And well, it's so so tired. I play badminton after that. I rest awhile. And i saw michael doing
pull-up. Oh please, he is so fit de loh. I guess every guy who are skinny, and weak wish to have
a body like him! :) Ok, i shall stop praising him :p

After that it's english. The weather is so hot, and it's making me tired plus tired
equals more and more tired! I did abit of my english work. And 10.30 Is my recess.
Nothing much happen. After recess is english all the way! Until 12.30. Me and cher was like,
Do work ,do work and than play, joke ,enjoy all the way! :p It can't help la!
Books seriously too boring, and well after that is SEP. Wondering what is that ?
it's Sports Education Program. But it gonna start next week. So we slacked more than work.

About Sports Education Program, we will be doing more sports? I think.
We gonna learn roller blading next week. Im so happy la! But i scare that i'll fall down or something? Is oh my godness de paiseh and pain lah! ;p

Going to do my english soon! Ok, bye people ! Loves!

Pictures taken yesterday.

BYE BYE ! :D

It's time to sleep again ! Tell you guys a secret, yesterday i flip and turn till 11.30 -.-

From 8plus to 11.30 im awake. and i woke up at 2am. and i finally slept soundly, my alarm ring.
And it's 5.30Am. -.- Ohmygod.!

I must quickly get use to school life :]
Or i gonna be mad! Gastric is still killing me! D:
God, please let this little sickness of mine gone far far away cansxsxs?

Ive put back my tagboard :D No more commenting. Sorry for troubling you guys. Do tag often! :)

Okay, im going to bed soon !

G.O.O.D-N.I.G.H.T

School rocks!

Ouh, my gastric is so so damn stupid pain ): Is not that i didn't eat.
I got eat loh, but eat two meals per day. Yet it's giving me pain! I dont feel like eating any
pain killer ): I think it doesnt even work at all! Ok, stop complaining about my gastric.

Today is first day of school, as i say in the morning post. We started lesson on the
first day of school. I know it's so so ridiculous. At the same time, i'll also think it's good.
:D My teachers are nagging non stop.!Repeating ,reminding and reminding us one time after the other
that N Levels is coming. Oh please, of course we know! And how to improve or learn when we only heard
naggings ,repeating and reminding ? :) Just hope that i can ban teacher from saying this
sentence again. As for you to know, it's irritating ! D:

Maths practice today, oh please do you agree that maths suck at times?
But i still able to understand la! :) Thats great right? Cpa, english and PE was awesome :)
Just hope this kind of feeling will stay here for me for always.

I Love monday mans! So damn loving! 'Cos our recess is same as, Huanchoon and Junkiat.
Good right? :D Im so so happy now.

After school, me and cher went to bubble tea shop and Chitchat with duck and Jiahan :D
After awhile, xingan came out of school. Charmaine and company went to a place, dont know where
to look for Guanleong, duck and co. So me and junkiat went home :) Mummy cooked porriage and
Ahma cooked some dishes for us ! :D Thanks mummy and Ahma.

My gastric is still very pain ): I need get some rest more than anything now. After resting, im gonnna finish my maths
paper. Good bye readers! :)

Mummy was nagging me ! ): She call me to go to bed.
But i dont dont feel sleepy at all! I wish our school starts late ! ):

Ok, i'll get some sleep ! ): Good night people!

Love and miss! :D

Please agree with me that he is cute and handsome.

Huiyu, You Can Do It ! Keep up the good work!
Last day to enjoy before, teachers, books, exams, and stress comes.
People, Enjoy yourself please! After holiday, do remember to study well ! :D

Aws, im so so so sleepy ! I got woke up by some door opening sound.
I think is junkiat keep opening my door and close it -.- I wonder what is he up to.
And i got shocked by mammy, she came into my room and look for some thing .
I thought that she closed the door already. I turn back, i saw her standing infront of me.
Scary siols ! I gonna shock ! i though i saw something that im not suppose to see -.- Zzz.

I admit that im super irritated by somethings easily today. I dont even know why!
Just get piss off, irritated and something like .. Very very very Fan.
I dont know what im fan-ing about . Just whatever ok. I hope my mood will improve in the afternoon.

Oh ya, yesterday Huanchoon came to my house. We play Psp bomberman :D
Its like so fun! We was screaming, shouting, jeer-ing and yay-ing. Woo, it's rocks so much!

Ok, tomorrow i'll take alot pictures in school !
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BYE BYE :D

Love Like Rainbow

Hello hello hello ! Hows everyone's day?
Hope everything is fine, best, great!

Oh finally it's saturday. And two more days, we are back in school.
Aint it fast ? One month holiday just coming to the end already . Aws,
everyone must be Boo-ing for school reopen. But i actually kinda Looking forward :D
'Cos it's aint really that bad when school reopen. Homeworks, projects, exam are making it bad.
But craps with friends, Basketball with buddies, Recess with xingan and co. ,After school slack at bubble
tea shop joke around, its totally cant be compared ! <3

Oh i am going to pack up my wardrobe and bags ! My desk is half way done! :D
And well, ive to say that, my room is way better than before ! Im so so happy please!
Oh, yesterday i dream of something bad, and stupid! Dont bother to mention it!.

People, i just wish to intro you guys a book, Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul III.
It's more stories of Life, love and learning. it's worth to buy ! :D You can find this book
in Popular. I forgot how much i bought. You can check out the price in Popular near by :D
Hope you all will like, and enjoy!

And...
If you really do understand ,than its so great for you!Congrats that you are able to
" U.N.D.E.R.S.T.A.N.D "

Ok, dont ask me what am i talking. Just talking rubbish craps :)

Yups! my post today is short ! I guess that i'll just update more when school reopen! :D
Stay tune! Muacks readers.

{Updated}

My Evil Twins Sister

Just now i was packing my room and i found alot of things that i should
throw away. Example, Love letter. I feel that it seem like idiot last time.
Promise, swearing, falling inlove so madly, whatever and ever, end up also still single alone.
Haha, i know im a idiot or fool. Whatever lah! Yes, i threw them all away and my room look clean and tidy!
Well, other than those idiot letter, i also threw my Magazine away )':

I'm kinda Se Bu De, but Still have to throw for the sake of clean and tidy right?
and lucky, its worth those throwing ;p Or i will go to the big big rubbish bin to find back. no lah,Joking! :D
i calculate the amount of those Magazine, It cost me about, 120Bucks (Round off) . It's totally ridiculous.
i throw away my money, no i mean my parents money! ): i throw about, $67.50 . Jiet lohr.

Good bye )':

Other than that, i vacuum my room. If you able to step into my room, you'll feel, BlingBling* !
I also pack all my dvds, vcds, and cds together :D It looks better than before. I actually spend
alot money on dvds, vcds and cds too! But lucky they do last ! :D And i love them so much!

Tomorrow i'll be packing my wardrobe, desk and my bags! Ive alot of things in my room, like,
books, bags, magazine and key chains all hanging around my wardrobe, desk or even my living room.
Tsktsk, have to keep some clean clean in this little house of mine :D

Oh one more thing i must add up ! If you add me up in friendster. Please do intro-ing yourself.
Sorry that i wouldnt start first 'cos it's kinda difficult for me to find your profile and leave a comment.
Ive to apologize for that ): So please be kind and give me a comment, i maybe replying late.

As for my d&t finishing, im working real hard at home :D I sand, and spray! It's fun! :D
For my folio, thanks god for allowing me to enjoy ! My folio will be handing up late.
I mean the whole d&t students 'cos we are adding pages in! And yea, we might be a little stress. But
after those hard work, buddies, you can see it's worthing it ! :D

Ok, im done of crapping and updating!
Enjoy the last three days ! :D

Mood: Too good to be nice ! :D
Listening to songs, and im getting high by listening to them.
Intro: 咕叽咕叽;Sun Yan Zi ,日不落;Cai Yi Ling
Try to download them or even play them in http://imeem.com

Im tagged by, Huiwen My Daughter :D

Survey Instruction :D Remove 1 Question from the quiz below && replace it with your own .
Tag 8 ppl && list them down at the end of the post , Notify them in their tagboard (:
That they have been Tagged <3

1 . How long will you wait for someone you love ?
- It depends. See how long will he come back and my other prince will appear.

2 . What do you hope for now ?
- My family problem is gone, and everyone is happy.

3 .What is the last thing you say/do if tomorrow is the end of the world ?
- I'll say: I Love My Family ! I'll do: Hug and kiss them all around :)

4 .Do you hate your friends sometime ?
- It depends? :D Im not so petty la!

5 . What your favorite Color ?
- Hot pink, Baby pink, Black, White, Red. :)

6 .Do you believe in see rainbow after the rain ?
- I do believe at times. :)

7 . What are you listening now ?
- My Blog song

8 . What is your desired age for maried ?
- 23Y-O to 28Y-O

9 . Are you happy with your life now ?
- Of course ! Im super happy with my life now.

10 . What if your crush ask you out ?
- I will not go! :) Due to a little promise to myself

11 .What will you do if your crush know you had a crush on them ?
- I might not be happening to me now till my N level is over?
But i believe i'll be happy?

12 . What feeling do you hate most ?
- Scare, worried and lost those self confident.

13 .You're currently in?
- My Room :D

14 .What are you looking forward to the outcome weeks ?
- Going to school ? Im not sure ;p

15 .The most importance thing in your life ?
- Family members, and myself :)

16 .Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
- Family, xingan and xinai !

17.Do you find life meaningless ?
- No of course

18. What if you believe that there is " True Love " ?
- It depends, it might not happen to me, but on others :)

19. What if you lose someone importance ?
- I'll still go on with my life without him/her.

20 .What can you change if you can turn back time ?
- Study well, get good results.

Tagged Peoples (:
Xingan, Huixin
Xinai, Lijin
Wifey, Michelle
XinganMama, Charmaine
Sister, Hui Yi
Ding Dong, Pinky
X.cutecute, Roubingg.

I maybe updating later? Stay tune! :D

dumb look

Yesterday i did a test on
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"How Addicted to Blogging am I?"

At first i saw this was like
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"I think i will get 100%?"

Because i really do love blogging as you people know. But the result is very..
i mean kinda disappointing not 100% :( but the result is also kinda good, 91%
At least it can still proves how much i love blogging. Oh yes yes, actually i dont really
stick to blogging anymore. I can able to leave my computer on standby, and just watch
television, or do other stuffs.

After the genting trip, i dont really stick to blog or should i say, A need to blog.
Actually i dont really need to, I think my readers will like
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"Huh, this again, that again, wah sian!"

I suppose that because me myself have been reading my post, after publishing it.
When ever im using computer, i'll open a window of my blog and leave it there. Maybe it's a habit already.

Will you want to know How Addicted to Blogging You Are? :)
Click the image below!

91%

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

Change topic: Today is thursday, i suppose that everyone will be like
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"Oh no, she gonna complain she is bored again, she is gonna say her mood ain't good.
Or even those weird language we dont even understand"

Well, not really. ive something better to do than staring into blank and daydream right?
I help to do some house cleaning today. Due to my mummy's body aching,
i have to help her so that her aches will not increase :D How sweet i am? Cheyy, kidding la!

Hmms, but over all i still have to say, Im Bored!
I use computer, other than blog blog blog, im still blog-ing. And anyway, my new laptop
will be coming on the 21stJuly. I believe it will goes very fast right?

Home is so quiet without daddy's voice ,jokes and laughing.
Hmmmmmms, at times, i still miss him.

Aws, i miss the stupid school of mine! Although it's stupid, but i love it's stupid-ness :D
craps, Ok, i miss all my classmates and schoolmates. I miss those english, chinese, maths,
cpa but not d&t i see till sian lah! Well well, enough of that . It's so silly to say missing school :D

Well well, ive nothing much to update already ! Love you people ! :D:D

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BYE BYE :D

(i know i look like dumb, shut up ok)

身命很短

想到就去做

毫不犹豫的向前奔跑。

得到，又不是这样愿意的。

卻

別無選擇

想怎樣

又能怎樣

結果

不是我們想要的

就算变了

答案：我一点都不想承认。

why/what/who/when

I know how to lead my own life.

For my friends who changed link and wants me to relink, please leave a comment
at the bottom of every entry ! :) Sorry to trouble you .

Days was rather ok, yesterday my dad and mum was like qurrealing? Not sure about what.
But i suppose everything is ok already? Hmms, mood is not very good. Dont know about what
also -.- LameAss.

Tell me what i am good at, tell me what is my passion, Tell me tell me.!
Actually im kinda Kia-Shu(In hokkien), ive already saw those courses i want to go in ITE.
A serious speaking, im proud to say i'll be going into ITE next year :] Shut and no comment
about this.

Well, Digital Media Design is the course i wish to go in ! Career Opportunities,
Destop publishing artist, Digital media designer, Graphics Designer and last, Web Designer
Oh! i wish to be a web designer! ;p But one bad thing is, Simei ITE dont seem to have this
course i want :( . Only, Bedok Campus and Ang Mo Kio Campus. How sad ! I wish im in Simei ITE.

Should i? or should i not? :( Whatever! Hope there's more time for me to think :).

Update later ok?
Loves, with hugs.


♥Xingan: Xingan! why cant sleep? Sorry for not onlining.
Blog post more okay? This is the way i get to update myself!

ZHIQING:D : Sister, imy too! School going reopens :D

VInCenT: Haha, Haihao la! :] i never use friendster le.
Boring la! ;p

很累，缺睡不着。
好多的问题想问，却没办法开口。
心里隐藏了很多事，好闷阿。

其是想一想，我和你们大家都太幸福了。
但我又在烦恼什么呢？

在写这段话的时候，不知不觉的觉得，
喜怒哀乐。

我不会因此倒下。加油吧彗玉

Eyes is my life!

i dont know how to start with my blog.
I just randomly start it, ok !

Well, i went back to school this morning. And i finally finish my d&t project. Congratz me lehh!
I just left my finishing ! :D Im so so happy and so proud of myself! :D

I feel more more relief! Just blow a huge breathe out! :] now all i left is folio !
I just have to buck up. Less than one week school is reopening and ive to chase back all my results.
So i have to work much more harder !

online become more and more lesser. Sorry girlfriends/boyfriends.
Im too lazy to online, too lazy to explain why did i send those Urls and im too lazy to online
talk, chat ,explain ,replied ,being Sarcastic or even act as if im busy.
Well, if you know me, you may call or message me, If there's important :D

Yesterday i feel abit like,
Worried, scare and i dont even know what im worried or scare about.
I think im insane yesterday. I can't sleep the whole night. I flip and turn, i feel that
there's something very important in my heart have not done yet. What is it ? Hmms, Wonders*

Teach me how to play, a instrument, Teach me how to design, Teach me dancing
I wish to be talented ! :] Maybe it may be impossible. But i feel to give a try.
I maybe taking up lesson for learning somethings that i never tried before!
Support me! Anyone want to join me ? Hahas.

Ok la! Good bye people ! Miss me me ! :D

Good bye !

Wish daddy all the best for his work today.
Muacks him all around!

Actually i should wake up at 9.30 to do house cleaning.
I set my alarm leh! But im really so tired and i went to sleep till 10.30
i think. I woke up, and vacuum the floor and bought breakfirst/lunch for
family :D Im ohmymama so happy today!

Three things spoilt my mood, first Germaine won the female champ.
Yesterday her perfromers are, kinda good. The indian dance help her to
earn marks. But ShiQian's performed was way too good than her.
Maybe ShiQian dont deserve to win the female champ. I perfer Liang Yi than
Germaine. Although i dislike LiangYi, but at least her performing skills are
better than Germaine la! As everyones predict is, ShiQian female champ,
YuanShuai Male champ and over all champion. But end up came out that stupid
result make people feel like jeering for Germaine.

But well, it's all fact. Forget about it.! Just wish ShiQian all the best! And Yuan Shuai
Jiayou bah! As Germaine, No Comment!.

Second thing is, Photobucket make me goes crazy mad mad!
I cant resize the picture i want. And is like ,angry la! Thats why you see my picture so
tiny there! -.- Hate it mans!

Third, I went downstairs to buy breakfirst/lunch. And that aunty selling noodles is
damn sucks attitude. ! I told her what i want to order. And she like

Huh huh huhhhhh ?!

and the person beside her can even hear what i want to order. Obviously is her fault right?
She went to tell the unlce that i speak like tiny mouse. So i have to say loudly for the whole
coffee shop people to know that im ordering lah. and the unlce said,

"I can hear what she say"

Blow those anger man! Attitude beh! My black circles is all out now! :/ it's kinda sad
that ive to put more make up when i goes out. Tomorrow i'll be going back school.
God, please let me finish my d&t, my folio is half way done! So please let me finish
and enjoy the last week of my holiday ! Prays*

Yesterday night while im watching U Are The One, daddy accompany me too, we was
jeering and yay-ing. Woo kinda cool har, my dad is nice ! He fried some chicken wings for
me and my brother! And we three are like, This one out la, This one sure win de.
Haha, lucky have them, or i'll be jeering and yay-ing myself X:

Ok, i have to continue my d&t folio! Takecare and good bye people
Loves And Huggies!

PS: Tag me people ! :D

我已經選擇了：
我不愛了

Shut up!

Such a nice bright sunny day, i bet everyone is having fun without me D:
But its ok, i dont have time either. Today busying taking care of two little kid of my BiaoJie.
Hmms, it sounds like weird weird deh. Like mostly those Aunties job beh?

Haha, but mixing around with kids, at times they may make us feel very irritating,
those Ahh here and there, crying and screaming. Frankly, they are pure and honest.
At least they wont tell lies or carry any motive, isn't it sounds great?

But today i dont enjoy ): It's more more more hard work than i think.
But i didn't give up. I started to play their toys :x i know im lame leh.
But dont you think its so fun? ;p Ok, i know im lame!

"FU QING JIE KUAI LE! "

Do you people ever think that, animals celebrate those special anniversary with us?
maybe they do celebrate father/mother's day too? Haha, Paiseh, Random one :D
Well well, father's day ain't weird but i say it too weird-ly. Haha, But its very meaningful to every single
daddy in this little earth, yes yes? What you prepared for you daddy? Im dont know what to give him too.
Hmms, it maybe very disappointing if i dont give him any ! ):

" Few more hours time ... "

U Are The One is coming up in a few hours time. It's sounds fast, but it's long long away!
As for this competition i guess it make like this year goes fast?
From the start of this year, Audition1, 2 and 3 finally they get to stand on the stage they wish.
but now, they have to leave the stage they dont wish to. Aw, meibanfa la. Love is always cruel.

I went to tampines mall to sign up a laptop. Well people please read those paragraphs below.
Especially TAN Jun Kiat

Starhub have this promotion ,you sign a two year contact and they gives you a FREE LAPTOP.
and it's also state clearly, It have limit date! And well, yes my dad went to sign up this contact.
Is not for ME ! its because they think it's worth! And i told them i want, and they agree!
IS NOT THAT I REQUEST TO BUY! UNDERSTAND ?!

And well ,my brother said
"I dont want a laptop, i want a PS3"

Wait a minute, can anyone tell me how much is ONE BLOODY PS3?
The cheapest i guess it's SIX HUNDRED SINGAPORE DOLLAR!
Claps* how clever is him. I told him to think carefully due to my family problem.
Obviously we aint rich right?! Cant he just think for this family,
AND FOR THE SAKE OF PLAYING, HE CAN HACK CARE?!

i shown him atitude yet he can just happily smiling, ______ !@#$%^&*

I hate those people who are, selfish ,mind thinking is all just playing childish kids !
You are way too much!USE YOUR HEAD AND THINK!
Seriously that is your parents ! not only my parents!
You dont care if they dont have any money how,
you dont care whether they have the money to live anot?!
You are hopeless! so what if you are express? so what if your studies is good.
You Never Ever Use YOUR BLOODY BRAIN TO THINK!
dont doubt, this is my brother TAN JUN KIAT!
See it, how kind is he? So what if you are my Blood brother?
You never think for your own family! You dont even care or give a damn in
this family! You just care for your friend, And those IDIOTIC GAMES!

You use your brain to think! If we are rich, than fine with it, Just go buy whatever
you want and wish. But now, You understand the state more than everyone who
are looking at us! You yourself ,stand infront of Mum and Dad, you see them,
loving and dotes you alot? I hope you dont try to take advantage. As a son ,you should
be more understanding than i does. Why your brain cant think like how your other
friend does? How i wish i can give you a tight slap on your face!

As your sister, trust me! i will do it someday! Know your limits la dey.
I hope one day, my brother will grow up without touching those games,
but with a bag full with worksheets and books. I dont mind if people laugh at
his nerd look, i dont mind if people take him to compare with me. Im fine with it.
'Cos, its better than he is turning the way round.

And My dearest brother, you think i love scolding you, disturbing you,
or make you paiseh? You think i like? I just wish we are close like other sister
and brother does.

Bye people, im doing great. Maybe..

受伤了，想开了.
学着独立的我又能怎样.
失败让我好不甘心.
我把自己的爱，给党掉了.
希望自己会明白,
但勤以放弃这不是我

Beware, Words more than pictures!
(sorry for that)

Ok, im so tired. Just splash me a cup of cold water let me more awake abit. :D Kidding la! I still can open my eyes, big big! Well, my eyes have black cricles already ): Tonight cant watch tv until so late le! Hais.

Well, tomorrow is U ARE THE ONE, and It's fathers day, anyone have any idea how to accompany your daddy celebrating? Aws, so sad that my family not planning any dinner or what to celebrate. Due to my aunty's unlce passed away, i think. And we have to help to look after Eexuan and Eelun. But people ...

"Did you think of what i/you can give our dad?"

Aws, that make me head ache huh! ): but i think i shall give him like what i give my mum on mother's day! :D Isn't it great?! but i though that this special day must have cakes or something? Ahhhs, im going mad!

About the show, U ARE THE ONE ....

Of course i wish that shi qian will win la! :D Hoho! I will go high up up tomorrow!

Ive nothing to update ! ): Sorry readers!

Good bye ! :D

隔着一道门，
想开，却无能为力.
想跑，想看，想你，想死了.
也许，我真的累了.
对爱，对你和她
有一个人，一定会受伤.
那个人，是我你她.

PS: Abit abit of missing. I guess you're going kinda good.
PS: i dont like d&t ): This subject suck sucks!

:D Love keep me stronger!

Whats the time now?

It's 1.44 A.m! Im so happily blogging right now! My eyes are big like gold fish!

PS: I'll try to get some sleep! Good night, i mean morning ! ;p

Subject: What if i stop blogging?

I must be insane? Actually not really la. I think i'll still go on with my life without blogging, or touching the computer. Maybe i can spend more time on studying? I find myself, feel like studying this whole boring week. Maybe tomorrow or next week or next month i wont be blogging?

Nah, impossible.

I think i wont be spending my time whole day studying la! i mean like, i will spend about, 4 or 5 hours time studying and 3 to 4 hours time using computer? and my day wouldnt be like so boring like now?

"I think this maybe happening .. maybe next next next next next year!"

But sometime i think its possible leh ! Haha, i hope it's possible la! =D

As for those pictures, i think im too too too self-loving. I cant even tahan myself too. My family was like ..

"Take picture again? not sian meh?"

Actually taking picture is not like showing people how pretty/handsome you are. Is trying to keep a memory of how good looking, or some thing that you dont wish to forget. Is not a hobby or what okay :D

A boring day is killing me! People are calling me out for shopping or movie, but im just so lazy to go.! I hope school can reopen fast! I want to go for PE, English and Mother tongue.! Oh i miss all those idiotic subject! :D

Saying about school reopen, dont you people think it's fast? Two more weeks we will be back in school again! Wow, time is going very fast. It seem like yesterday i was taking my report book and Have the stupid PTC ;p It's fast and i like it :D

I guess ive blog long enough :D People, Good bye!

世界，很忙 人也忙了起来。
很伤感，很慌神，被冷落.
变得不这么好看.
失去了自信，笑容.
但不称抱怨什么.
对 爱 与 恨 事 事 难 料

PS: Count down, 2 more days to U Are The One
PS: Father's day on sunday, dont forget about it alright?

在心的最深处 ...
很以外的有他
很聪明，很可爱，
给人忠实有一点点的意外
也许对别人，
他并不这么样
但对我，他是独一无二
珍惜他吧，
要幸福哦
祝福， 总会来得比较好吧.
也许对爱这样比较好


Woos, hello im back here.
now i wonder what push me love blogging so much?
and the numbers of viewes are lesser ): and my tags are getting lesser.
How i wish theres a lots of passerby and tag me!
i'll be so happily blogging for the rest of my life.
Joking la, i still love blogging Even if i know no one is viewing ;p

im so boring! I guess i repeat this for about 3 days?
And i cant tahan myself also. Nagging nagging non stop, like aunty.



Yesterday xingan came to my house, I swear i never stop laughing. ;p
she is rocking my world upside down yea? (i love her :D)
And after that we joke, and Haha, Mimi. We chitchat alot of things.!
oh please, i enjoy those laughing and talking with her!



and we ate this jelly that the KFC family feast give de.
Laugh, i swear we keep laughing non stop.
Cause this jelly is super, funny at the same time, disgusting.
'Cos theres some fruit in the jelly. And it look so weird la ;p

Im suppose to say that, this week is boring week.
'Cos obviously ive nothing better to do, other than going to school for d&t projects right?
Laugh, i wouldn't spend my time burning there doing nothing )':
forgive me teacher. i'll be back in school on 17June.

Today i totally no mood to do everything, anything.
I feel that im so lost? i dont even know why.
Maybe some family problems may be coming up? im not too sure.
But i dont know why i feel bad and sorry.



if i say, i tried my best already? I believe no one will ever believe.
But no fear, i'll continue and keep up my hardworking.
Prove to everyone that, those everyone are wrong.
Huiyu will be even stronger, somedays.

Maybe just this someday, you'll find me different from last time.
People, im so so sorry that ive nothing to update today.

PS: your life is going greatly, so am i suppose to do that too?
or am i suppose to emo, cry, and sad over you again and again.
Dont remind me of you anymore. ):

PS: dont ask me if im alright or not, obviously im not ):
But i hope im gonna be fine tomorrow.

Bad news, bad day.

Devise to give up, wager that i'll forget you. but not, my hands is flipping me back. Can someone save me? Love is vicious. Im so weak infront of him.

Forget it, im too weak for love. too stupid to love.

Some time i dont really understand guys (all times i mean) you know there's this guy, he is always asking me stupid question. Like those question im suppose to know, but actually theres no need for me to know.

Do you guys know what i mean? Like example, Will my girlfriend like this this this or this? How am i suppose to know? Its his girlfriends brain not mine ! oh gosh! Some guys dont really understand like how girls dont understand them. Oh im crapping, whatever!

So.. I just have to ignore this guy and block him -.- Im so sad no one come and concern me (kidding) Yet yet yet huh, i have to entertain him, concern him tell him what to do. Shity shit shit! ): What a bad guy yea? dont really understand girls, still want to have girlfriend. ohmygod! ]

Anyway, dont get shocked by the first paragraph of my post. 'cos im really fine?

Haha, actually on the 15th June i wanted to go mediacrop to see U Are The One, and shawn have 10 tickets. But im really lazy la! Though i can see Yuan shuai and ShiQian. And heard that Liang Yi's voice is totally different from tv. Haha.

Note: Vote for Tang Shi Qian ! :D

I spend the whole morning making my blog. but the result that came out . It seems like the same ? Haha, im burning my own time.

Our xingan family's outing is postpone ): To 21st (not confirm yet) it's kinda sad seriously D: Jiet la!

Mammy have something wrong again ): Sigh, im so worry now. Hope she is okay and fine ): God, please i wish she is okay ):

i want to be a happy girl.

So... what am i suppose to update today. I was staying at home the whole day, yes im rotting ! Lazy taking pictures of myself and its also very obviously im not that bored till taking a camera shotting here and there around my house.

I'll still keep my day busy. like, blogging, watching dvds and clean up my room! and some how, some how i found this box, contain with alot of my baby photos and i pick some and scan it out and update it! 'cos some of them, i find it very funny. you might see the changes between

:D:D:D:D I look super drama.

Haha, well maybe other girls out there have more concern than i do. maybe they
have what i always asked for. Maybe they have the happy i wished for long ago. And maybe, i have the freedom that they never have it before. I believe i can live happier, maybe alone, maybe with friends. its so difficult to say. Trust trust believe. it's more easier talking than doing. But i will just give it a try ! :]
Maybe sometimes i also know it's a Unrequited love.

yea, my update today is this short, Forgive me alright?

Song of the day: 遇到 By 王蓝茵

Over all today is still a very boring day, i will want to update later :]