Wordy, book books

My mind is: Confuse x/3

My mood yesterday was like low low low, i cried whole night, wasting tissue the whole night! My dustbin is full with tissue paper. Reason: MiMi (secret) Okay, nothing much happen today, Morning as usual, meet darling, and that crazy lady, cher(like duhh) and chitchat there, I got my contact lens from Dingdong! :D Thanks dingdongdong, (huiyu)

So.. Im pinky today, but im not sampat at all! My day was like, raining day. Cry cry cry and cry. Actually i stopped, but i saw duck, i told him and i cried again. Saw guan leong, cried again. Okay, dont cry anymore pinky, *pat pat*

After that im better and im feeling great now. Im happy now! :] Dont worry yea? Xingan never come to school today. I dont really like thrusday. ):

(xingan, i cried because yesterday)

Starstarheartheart, Bird fly around(stare blank)

.....

Im tired this few days, i hope my day will be better. Maybe not alot, at least abit ? Haihais. Going study today. will try to update pictures :]

and Today im pinky wong wong! :D Dingdong should know why.

Fail to be fear.

Lesson as usual, books teacher test worksheet! (duh duh)
Im just trying to be funny la! dont care about me ;p Im kinda mad today (fear inside) i dont know why either. Forget it! :]

DnT did nothing cause other classmate havent finish their folio so cant start any studying. Hopefully, zhengwei is trying to be funny too. So im entertained! :] And well, yes so boring i spend 2 hours there. Math, recess! :] Didnt eat much, no appetite too. Saw xingan and her korkor, He nearly eat me up! He is scary D:

Maths again, i did my work! I think those work will help me during my exam . Hope i wouldnt make any mistake ? Hahahs.

Yesterday stay at home rot rot rot! nothing to do. play computer, off computer play computer again! x; Eat mummy's cooking so, i had my dinner at 4.30 ? And i play computer again. Seeing people's blog. and chatting with some funny people, Nicholas huang, kokhao, lesli :D And my head is like .. pain ? And i went to sleep at 8 plus.

Maybe i cried too much yesterday thats why ! I dont dare to cry so much le. That kind of feeling is lousy to max max!

Blahblahblahhhs! I dont know what to update siols! ;p

Go home than update pictures! I going to dismiss le! :]

Wo bu liao jie !

chances make me confuse

Cry with me, like a idiot fool (shit)

Today i spend my day in school crying. I though i able to control. As morning, i was acting fine(my acting sucks) i know cher and darling can see from my eyes. And well, i still think im fine. Pe, chinese was like alright ? recess was worst mood was like low low low low low. And told xingan about something, and i cried. Went to sit with guanleong, he is great please! He bought tissue for me, and i told him one packet it wouldnt be enough, he intend to buy another packet, but i told him im just kidding.

But i use more than 1 packet actually.

And well yes, i cried from 11.00 to 12.00 and i was like.. idiot fool . Nehhmind, my english work sheet is full with my tears imagine? I dont even know why i cried so much, where my tears come from. I was very down, and friends was like trying to be funny to make me laugh. Okay, they didnt fail :]

I wipe my tears away, and ready for rollerblading, smelly guards on and yea, under the big hot sunny basketball court. -.- Idiot, i guess im blacky black now.

After that, i went to bubble tea shop, saw Mr richard hide. x; Was telling guanleong about the tissue paper. Yes, duck was joking with us too. Went to coffee shop, and slack. Mr richard talk to me. -.- I was like... i dont know? Than he walk away, phew. And after that talking with guanleong, yue kai, simin, cher. Suddenly duck very angry walk towards us. And somehow.. something happen not really sure what happen but i can see from duck's eyes he is really angry.

Went home cause they have something to settle Hmms, mummy cook dinner today, it's much better now. :]

Sorry people for making you worried, im fine now :] Only one thing im still confuse. I'll try to figure out myself. thanks for being there

I wonder, i suppose. I doubt alot, which makes me stare into blank at times. I hope today, i wouldnt be dropping tears for you, family. I tried to bare with everything now, as i should be understand, aint i? Im not longer so unreasonable.

(i dont believe)

x/3

i cant stand it anymore. Those fear, confuse, mess is all coming back to me. I dont know what happen. Out of that sudden, im so confuse. Perhaps, im afaird. Afaird of everything that may happen. Since so long, i still able to feel, recall and etc. But.. i told myself, no one is gonna be perfect, and i wouldnt be the no one. I blame, why must this information get into my ear. Go right deep in my heart. i doesnt understand either. Detest love, what i said before. But now i guess nothing could stop me. What i can do is falling deeper each day, every single day. Even me myself could stop. Emotional come along, am i going to run? I perhaps everything. I suppose to go well and fine. Now? i end up like .. Idiot. Love is lie, a lie which im addicted to now. I cried many times, over little things. I try my best to get over, but so simply, i cant. Infront yes, im alright im fine. But whenever i mention him, i feel like crying. Big crying out. How i wish i have the power to smile always, be happy be cheerful. Who doesn't wish to have this power? But i need it more. Though my problem is like.. a peanut to people. but i couldnt take it ): I tried to think, It's doesnt matter at all, but i still hardly breathe. Finally realise actually i aint that special anymore, im forgotten long ago. No point for me to cry anymore, but i can't. I tried not to make my friends worried, but i always failed. what ever fact that come to me, why you doesnt know what i can do is, accept . At last, i know you doesnt love me, but what i can do is nothing. too late for saving, Am i suppose to let go? Though over all, there's no more reason for me to hold on. Give up or not. I suppose. i need a rest, im tired. Im confuse. Im afaird.

I still... do miss you

whisper in my dreams

Past few days i didn't update cause, im busying with something. My granny's brother's wife passed away. i dont know what should i call her but i go there to help everyday. Though it's kinda tired but im still okay with it.

Thrusday didn't attend school, cause it's the last day of her funeral. Teacher called and have to explain this and that, it's irritating i can say. Hopefully, the next day is friday i can go home early

Lesson as usual, teacher didn't attend school . Relief relief and relief. Nothing is suck than relief teachers does. I dont know why teachers can adsent themselves so many times, but for us. First time, call parents, no Mc? Detention. Second time, call parents, no Mc? Detention again. Third time, call parents, no Mc again ? you dont need to go school for the rest of your life. Hells right?

But for teacher they can adsent themselves so happily like nobody business. Yet, our prelims are coming. Expect us to do self revision? I think that teacher must be new comer. Student will do self revision? That must be book worm or something! Whatever la! i'm still gonna be bookworm for goodness sake!

(back to topic): Okay, so relief teachers har? they sucks! They can slack like nobody business and they stop us from going recess. Like .. sucks la! x;

Okay, as for your information, my prelims is on the 5th of August! So.. good huhs, one week left i suppose i doesnt have time to do anything -.-

(today)
Rot rot rot at home. Ive lots of things to do too! x; Washing my school shoes! im suppose to be outside with xinai now, daddy told me that today can go and get laptop. So i cancel it ): Sorry xinai! The actual day is, Sunday -.- Darling already set a timetable for me! We going to study next week! Remember ? My prelims is coming! :]

August is coming, September is coming, My month is coming! :D October!
Oh ya! saying this few months i miss my two sister, alice chaua mei chei and lai simin! I miss them too much mans! The last time we met was.. December? oh my god, gonna meet them soon! :D

Well well, (pause awhile)

....

Now adays my atitude sucks like hells huhs? I like to throw my anger on people -.- i guess ive some weird problems going on in my body or something. Or am i like mad? Some one slap me please ! cheyy kidding la! (not funny) I dont know what happen to me too! hmms, i guess really something wrong luhs!

Ok, got to go, good bye people!
Love and misssssss!

i can't forget the eyes you use to look at me. This few months, weeks, days, im rather pain. i cried for nothing at night, i miss you like crazy. I hope those phone rings, those messages was you. I really praying hard it's you. i couldn't get you out from my mind, im afaird to forget everything. though i promise to forget.

i like/love .

Im so tired of everything. I dont wish i'll miss you, i dont wish im needed or not. I dont even care. (I shouldn't) I know ive to give up. I know when phone rings it wouldn't be you, it wouldnt, it never will! I understand. But i doesn't even know for what reason i missing you so much, falling so madly, or even need to so damn much! At least for now, i know i doesn't need you, cause i can live by myself. i can't force my mind stop missing, stop falling, stop stop stop! Ive to stop! i know. no one really understand whenever i close my eyes, everything seems never leave at all. I believe i trust. I tried to share my problems. but everyone have theirs. They are very stress too, they can't add in more of my riddculous stuff.

What now? Im holding this riddculous stuff myself, and i tried really hard to get over everything. Sorry, i aint me anymore, you can flip the whole world to look for the other me, but i can't really go back. I use to my everything now, i use to the me which dont smile, i use to the me that i doesnt even know myself. Im not trying to act blur. But as what friends see, this two days, i can throw my temper to anyone, or even keep forget/dont know what to do. I lost my attention on everything. No matter how hard i try, i still dont get what am i doing, thinking, and what i really need for myself. I dont even know what's the best for me. I lost everything i no longer so confident. I no longer think that myself is good, im lousy in ways, i allow and admit everything that happen. I dont know. I can't put blame on people, i cant make myself to cry. I dont wish either. I dont know what happen. At least im confuse in some things: Love. For now i want the old me. God save me.

Maybe this is the way, the reason i forget.
I love him, maybe alittle, him

fall into ai again.

Smiley smile smile.
Rotting at homey, go no where.

HM! This two days my breakfast, dinner and lunch is steamboat! I simply so inlove with soup ! :D It's nice okay! and i think that if we dont finish up those food, mummy will goes. Hey, why not tomorrow we have steam boat again! Actually ain't that bad la! at least i dont have to eat those food downstairs, again and again! ): Next time, i must marry to a guy which know how to cook! So i can eat house cooking Yay-ness! ^^V Or i marry a chef? Hahas, no la, kidding! .



Yesterday my family gathering was like, super duper fun! Since so long, my house so Ri Nao. As all of us was like laughing, smiling all the way! From 6 to 10 Can you imagine? And my house was like noisey! And those adults already planned holidays on December ! Im so so happy la! Hongkong you know? But not confirm. Praying that, plan will go on ! And i shall pull xingan to go! :D Her mickey house lives there! And of course hope she can and huan choon can too! So we four can go like insane?



(back to topic):
Though im tired, i still have to entertain that shawnny tok tok! I was playing comp, he was like, shaking my chair, or let me wear the ear thingy And the whole gathering end about, 10 plus ? I went to bath, help mama to wash those plates and bowl. And i went to sleep! When i wake up today, i found out that actually today is sunday -.- It's kind of irritating to know that it's last day of the weekend. More week ends please please! 2 more weeks and prelims is coming. It's totally like sucks? More homework, more studies! and more more more test, exam )':



Oh ya, this coming wednesday is my Mother tongue oral! Yayness.! I dislike english but not chinese! I may not do good, but at least i love chinese more than everything! Tomorrow school again! Lesson i hope will be alright! :) I Love My Bestie Friendy Friend (Xingan & Co.)

Roars! Good bye :D

I want you :)

SHAWN!
you rocks!

I hate, 180708

Irritating friday i ever had !
(i cried for riddiculous stuff)

I dont wish to hide, after reading you might feel
angry, or whatever but i still have to write.

First, i think people is kinda look down on me, due to my result
pass few years. And seriously, im look down on you too. I dont
feel any shameless to show people my result, at least,
I did my part, my best my everything.

People will change, im learning yet you doesn't give me a
chance. I seriously think that this kind aint friend. Friend
is not judging by look, studies or wearing. If you're that kind,
You're heartless.

Since sec one, i only heard Bad comment about me. I mean
from my classmates. I swear no good one, only some some abit abit.
Some even give me names, so you think i feel good? I dont even
good. People calling you big head, or dumb, or stupid, will you
like? I bet no one will like.

Ask yourself, if one day people call you this kind of names,
what will you do, angry right? Dont try to be funny la!
Your act is immature!

Some people will even say that i everything dont know, i everything
scare or whatever, do you think i want? People like you will only
comment people, than what about yourself?

You're ever a dumb before! Dont try to say no.
If you are clever since you born, you will talk since you're a baby.
Dont try to say everything, shutup.

I admit that my english is bad, i admit that i cause alot trouble,
i admit everything. But you? What you people are, you ever dare
to admit? You ever dare to admit you're a dumb?

You never! You keep thinking that you're clever, you're good in everything.
But in a fact, you're lying to yourself.

Yea, maybe you might be clever in somethings, but not everything!
What i can say is, im dumb, but im learning.

I cause more trouble, yes! I dont know everything. So you know everything?
Before saying me, please ask yourself whether you understand or you
know what/how to do it anot! Dont try to step one you will help and stuff.

I might not help much, but i did put in effort.

Words wouldn't help people to do things. Dont step a handsome, dont
step a mature. in a fact, you're still childish like kid!

As what i see, i still prefer my buddy! He didn't complain anything,
or even give me names, he'll never laugh at me. If he do,
he'll apologise for what he did. (zw)


Shut up, huiyu bu xi huan ni!
(Not michael.)

For you to know, huiyu doesn't like keeping things in heart.

Buddy, blame me.

The fact is, im scared, fear and worried.
My fault seriously ): Blame on me, buddy!

I rather you go angry, better than you smile and tell
me it's ok. ): I can say that i just feel very bad the whole
afternoon! Buddy, please blame me ):

As this happen twice already ):

Lastly so sorry ! I wish something i can do to help
you . D: Please do tell me if there is.

At least at the bottom of my heart, im so sorry
and feeling bad, i never blame no one, but myself.
Im in the wrong, blame me buddy ):

Thoughts/Life

(Thoughts):
What really contain in people's mind, they can really be such vicious.
As what they do, they say, it might be lies. But we choose to believe.

But after days, weeks, years, things changed even words changed.

They deny what they said before, they deny it off.
They seriously think that it helps, but seriously, they are just Loser.

They shout, cause they're fear, worried that things will goes wrong.
Faces, will show everything. No one is wearing mask.

Love, family, friendship, will never put abit more trust on each other.
Doubt more, at times.

But they never think that one will get hurted. Though one didn't really
express, but silently breaking down. Ruin family, friendship, and love.

at that time, polite discussion turn to a violet brawl. It doesnt sacred anymore.

First, one say: it's okay i will help you (polite)
Second, one say: I feel wretched after your discussion.
Same person, not the same words, action.

Being detest, feeling good?'

Doesn't understand, Just on that moment, everything was gone, forgotten.

(Lifeblogging):
School as usual, lesson, books and worksheet.
At home, doing folio. Not planning any events.
I lost interest in having fun, but working hard.

Ive changed.. Changed till a kind, i dont even know who am i now.
But heart is still the same like it should be. I wish i can ...
I cried, i shout, i worried, but things will never do better for me.

I think it's all, One's thinking.

Reason of not blogging:

You must be wondering, i ever mention that playing Rubik's cube is crazy or something.
But after learning, i think it's fun! It really use my brain to think and solve it.
Actually it may look very irritating with those formal or something, but seriously
it's fun! ( learn with your friend and it works )

Like what i mention before, my brother is playing 3x3 ,then 4x4 and now 5x5 right?
(Actually i wonder his brain isit 50x50!) Okay, and of course i learn from him. As
huanchoon tag along. So they both teach me! Using 1 and a half day, i able to
remember the formal, and solve it! :D

For your information, Rubik's cube aint just those plain colours, you can actually stick
those stickers yourself! Meaning? For people who stay in tampines, you can actually
go to Centry Square, last floor to buy the totally white one, and paste your
sticker on it. Like?



Some thing like this. For hello kitty's lover, dont you think you'll solve something
like that? Or even you'll get a hellokitty's face when you complete?
Awww, i want this Rubik's cube too.!

For those people who doesnt like hellokitty, you can paste whatever stick on it!
All you need to do is, Cut the Rubik's cube square shape and paste on it! And you've
made a Rubik's cube which people can't buy.

Sounds pretty good right? Try it! :]

People who like dice or labels or something?
you can paste all, everything you like!





Or even some people love their own face right? Actually you can paste your own
photo, on the rubik's cube. You can try it know!

Eg:

Cool right? You can see your face when you complete. It's kinda good actually.
Like facing the mirror!

Mirror, did i just say mirror? Hahas, i went for a search for mirror rubik's cube.
It do have this kind of rubik's cube in world.
Web:http://www.flickr.com/photos/arkworld/2262671783



Even monkey wants to learn, what about you? Get your's now now ! :D

But but , please dont throw your rubik's cube aside if you dont know how to solve it.
....



Cause huiyu gonna .... tell you the web! :D
This web, you can find the formal, or even video teaching you.
If you still dont get it, you can go to youtube to search!
Website: http://www.cubestation.co.uk
For more information :]

Actually you dont have to buy a expensive one, I mean like, if you know how to solve,
than you go get one. It's better for yourself! :D You can get a cheap Rubik's cube,
at bookshop downstairs of your house! The cheapest i can find is,
1DOLLAR /+
So do get yours alright? Promise me ! :D

Update tomorrow okay? :] Love you people, Oh ya, i remove my
tagboard due to no one tagging, And please do comment if theres important.

Note: People do support my dingdong's blog shop. She is selling contact lens!
Very cheap, thus it's sealed and safe! Do get yours now!
http://www.magnify-ed.blogspot.com

Boring, emotional, Confuse.

Okay, shawn is at my house now, And he is shaking my chair -.-
So yea, as you can see my blogskin is changed abit here and there again.
I actually asked shawn, what song is nice. But he told me blog better not
put songs.

So people, i think of what song to put than i'll put! :]

Okay, He wants to blog! He is forcing to eat -.- his "HAND MADE" Pancake pizza.
believe? lolllll.

Huihuis: cherished.loves@hotmail.com :)
- :] you're in my list now ! Love you.

940: nahh thats not the reason (: buts its really a fact we drifted ): but whatever it
is iloveyou still as much as before :D
- thanks dearest. As i text you that night alright? Everything will be alright.

Junkiat:RELINK ME www.mr-lonely-me.blogspot.com
- Relink me le ma? x: I'll relink you soon, loves.

PRIS: Gentleman . Relink me
- Alright lady, i'll link you soon okay! Love and miss you like hell lots.

daddy yiqin: linked
- Thanks daddy! ;]

Sidah: Huiyu. I link eu already. www.missinglittlegerl-sunshine.blogspot.com
- I'll link you real soon okays? See you in school, sweetie.

ah wei: hahahahaha... today tio toto liao sat and sun tio 4D liao ^^..is i tag la..if
not who sia
- Ghost? Or someone jiajia put zhengwei's name and tag! I can check ip de hor! x:
Hahahs, kidding la deyy!.

♥ BABYSTEPHANIE ;: thsweetestlove-x.blogspot.com
- I'll link you soon sweet! :]

ck: wa u good lorhs! chg link bo tell wo~ @*&#(*!
- Not my fault, never update yourself :D

Olive: X.candy, how come know shawn? Haha (:
- My x.candy, he is my cousin! :] Hahas, it's a kind of complicated.
But something like relative . But like cousin la! Hahs.

JIAQI :DD: escape is calling me xd hahas(:
- Yeayea! Calling my name, your name, huiqi's, yangyang's, huanchoon's junkiat's
shawn's and shane's name! :D Huat ah!


okokay.. bye

Short day, it could be a short entry.

Today, i realise that i look like fat -.- Though people keep telling me, it's
just nice, Just nice, JUST NICE! but i still think im fat ! ): Diet is coming up next.
Control me people, if you help me, i'll thank you alot! If you dont, i'll detest you x:
No lah, kidding. I'm kind okay, Ahem! -.-

Okay, today d&t Mr zahid keep making me ): Every d&t lesson he must, and he need
to disiao me! His hobby huhhh! Finally my d&t is done, just left with folio! :D

And english, Gosh. Miss heng is angry again. I dont know what fire is she blowing.
Aiyah, if im her, i also will angry ;p Hahahs, craps.

Well, during recess time, i told xinganfu my secret, (Xingan knows:Itchy hands)
Shh, xinganfu, xingan, dingdong, xinganmama, laughing partner and darling.
Shhhh dont say okay? :D Love you people ! Love love!

After school, should be in BBTS right? But today, xingan never come, junkiat,
huanchoon and glaen never come ): Than go home lohr! :D So home sweet home.

Short right?

Pictures:




I found that, i getting more and more.....

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Inlove with orange colour. But not.. candys.

But i still love pink la :D

Disappointing, disgracing. Huiyu Detest Liars ):

My printer is making me piss off. Seriously, i can't even know why the hell the ink
dont come out, it look likes, fading colours. Those touch till water and it will goes,
Like ... Bu Chen Mo Yang la. Ohgod, im seriously so angry.

Cher pangseh me lohr ): I want cry le! No lah, kidding! ;p
She didn't come. So ? i spend the whole day doing nothing :D Afternoon
went to tampines mall order 5x5 Rubik cube. As you know my brother
is like sampat or something? i think next will be like, 6x6 than 7x7 than 8x8 and 9x9
.. so on and on.

I bought my keychain, like finally? And my so called "Handphone strip" Due to
my hellokitty one, is lost -.- Im like so sad la! I can't even imagine know?

Cause i was holding it 1 min before it lost. And i turn back, The strip is gone.
Like pain la! ): I want to buy back the same one but.. No more le! Can someone
help me find the same strip, and tell me where can i find, or buy ?

Friend(s) you suck. I hate you mans.

And well,

huiyu said,
If you have proof and you think it's them, Please do point out them and call them out,
You can do whatever you want. But not insult the rest of those innocent
Classmate/Schoolmate of yours and mine! As we are human too.
I hope you'll understand this. And yes, maybe your money,
your friend's phone as i heard from people, They might be stolen by my classmate.

Being fair seriously, i wouldn't side my classamate if he/she did that, I will rather,
help you people to talk back. But teacher is still investigating. So i hope,
we ain't insult by you express, and im sure, i wouldn't insult you guys at the back too.

Find the true, and we are still school mate thats all i want. Agree?

Good bye, peoples photo upload tomorrow sorry. ):

Contact lens.

Yes, today im talking about my contact lens, Do anyone realise my eyes look different since,
23rd of june? I guess no one ): I actually changed my contact lens to the black one.

*Black contact lens is to make the inner of your eyes, the black one? look bigger and round.

But mine dont look obvious ): I think it's because my eyes is already very big, like what people
told me. ): And seriously i dont like at all! ): I want those contact lens to be obvious.

And i spend the bloody 50 dollar on a NOT SO OBVIOUS contact lens ): sigh sigh.
I like other people eyes, than mine ! People wear this contact lens their eyes will like,
Black more than white. I mean, you still able to see the white part, But the black more.

But mine ...



)':

Now your turn to open your eyes big and look clearly ! Cant see right ? D: Im so sad now!
So people, big eyes aint good also ! I want my round eyes , please please pleaseeee!

{edit}

its thursday again. And so nice that tomorrow is friday!
And i can sleep like nobody business! So happy la! :D But i must do homework.
Oh well, im having CPA now.

I am chatting with cher about, dream walking -.- I just dream walk last week.
It's scary please! I dont even know what im doing. Lucky my windows are locked.
Or i'll like jump down or something, Choy choy choy ! Puis ahs! X:

Okay, today, did last year prelims paper.(Chinese) And hopefully -.- I get 16,
Yea, i aint happy at all! The first two page i get all correct. At the last page,
seriously keep wrong lohr! ): Walaooooooooooooooo! Jiet la!

After that is maths, i did like nothing? Mr wong today is slacking like crazy.
Hmms, dont mention that anymore. And, after recess assembly, band perform.
Wows, nice siols! :D:D

Okay, i dont know what to update! Later cher coming my house do D&T woos!
good ! :D:D I've pictures to update do stay tune people! :D

OKAY BYE! :D

Xingan ,xingan ,xingannnnn !

My day was lousy with those riddiculous thing. Seriously.
Lesson was great. But i rather mr wong, use text book to teach us -.-
I dont find a need using computer, which people will go other website.

But it's good at times. Or else we'll be like, Nerds x;

Huiyu:
They can just suspect people whoever they like. And in their eyes, NT ain't human.
Ya, how did you know that we ain't human? Ops, got caught .

First, you put high expectation on us, that our stealing skills was great! Wow? =O
You know how we make ourself transprent to seek into your class. Ops, how do you know?
Oh, i see. You found any footsteps again? Or do you find any finger prints on the window?
Or you forget to lock your classroom door?

Second, Do you think is a need to spot check our bag, without a single proof?
do you think that we NT, need to let you people to insult?
Oh please, we didn't take, we dont even need to do any explaining.!

And yea, you might say that we are guitly or something. But what if we allow spot checks,
yet, you found nothing? And you've already spoilt our reputation. At that time, we dont even
want an apologise! So think before insulting, complaining, or whatever.

Not threating, But seriously, Ask yourself, before you do anything.

For you to know for me to say. It's written clearly :]
Not trying to say it's unreasonable. But do have proof before talking.
If you have, we allow spot checks, but if you didn't found what belongs to you.
Than what you think you should do ? :] Smart with brain, not words.

End.

Okay, i think that ive enough of my blogging for today. Doing my d&t
today! Good bye people!

My d&t project is in the hospital now): Do visit it some day! D:

i want, i wish, i hope, i pray.
Who/when/what/why/where, how?

Stupid

First, Super f.up. Super! I can tell you SUPER, DUPER!

I dont even know what the hell i did you know? I was wondering, simultaneously.
I dont know what the hell im thinking, i dont know why i must, and i need!
It's I can say this and that when ever i want !. -.- Idiot. (Dingdong knows)
Huiyu:Xingan, i want to tell you soon!

I feel like digging out your f.ing eyes! Seriously! -.-

Second, Really sorry people for relinking me! And the reason is i dislike, bad comment.
And thankyou sweetie(s) for relinking me! Love you all lots

Okay, enough.

Well, today my heart was like, scare scare de. Want know why? Ask my heart.
I bet that it doesn't know either. Even me myself doesn't know (Craps) Well,
PE, english and rollerblading is all my lesson today!

As for you to know what i did in all this three lesson. Pe, i played badminton.
Playing with cher, it's so tired! Know why? Cause her hands are long, she can aim
far -.- And ive to chase the thing here and there (She sure say: Thanks huh)
Ok, For english, had my spelling. And i get full marks. Reward:Lolipop.

Okay, Fear, worried. Know why? Cos today im having english, N level oral (forgotten?)
Well, rollerblading i finally box that trainer who keep disturb me! His name is:Allan?
If i didn't spell it wrong. And well, what i can say is, He Is A Bad Guy!

Roars, 20mins and my Oral comes. Telling you something, my whole body smells,
Really.... nice -.- So? I went to toilet and wash my face, clean myself up! Thanks,
darling for accompanying me! So sweet of her yea? Accompany me to toilet.
(Thanks darling)

And well, yea? i went to BBTS and slack awhile i go in for oral. The hall was like...

SLIENTS! -.-

Bring us to a scary stage! And it's like Wthells!? When nearly reach my turn, I swear
my heart is like jumping out! what i can say is, Im scared :/ Yea, im so scared! I
dont know why either! And i just chiong lohr. Who knows? I keep Er er er ! Stupid er.
And i hate that word, Arabic! @!#$^%*(& Idiot! If i fail my oral, Sure because of
this two thing! -.- The rest was like going smoothly.

Went home, and i was like... Going insane? I feel bad after i reach home, telling
mummy about the oral. I guess i'll just a.. border line or a F ? ): Pray not a F.

Okay, im tired ! I want to sleep.

Two pictures, :]

My Stupid, Itchy hands (Slap them please) D:
i hate this feeling. I suppose to... But why my itchy hands do this to me!
Jiettt !

I MISS MY SISTER D':

Actually not that bad.

Without you

Yawns, im so so tired! ): I spend the whole morning accompany mummy,
end up doing nothing there . Even didn't had breakfast ):

Okay, went to newton. For you to know, we took Bus 19 to Tampines interchange.
and, took MRT to CityHall, and change MRT and take to Newton.
Ohmygodness, though is a big morning but still alot people in the MRT D:
Ive to stand with my killing heels! Damn f.pain ):

I saw a guy. He look damn cool. And he is Tantan de, and like .. Very strong and fit.
He is handsome and cute ! :D Really ! :) And well, nothing much. No shuaige see.
And reached Newton about 30mins, and we can go home le -.-

I dont know what the hell we do there. And we fetch a cab and went home -.-
In the cab, gosh . For you to know, i can't take car/bus too long or i'll like,
Car sick. Okay, and yea, i feel like vomitting.

And i still have to entertain my "boring" aunty. Im so so sick -.-
Damn it. Finally i can get down the idiot cab. And i went to bought my
Breakfast/lunch. Ok. Im irritated by those people at my house downstairs!

Dont feel like mentioning! Pictures took this morning.





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Happy youth day people ! :D

Ciao!

Yawning day

Wow, i have a nice sleep yesterday! And now i look ... Sleepy -.-
I dont know why? i dont look refresh lehs! Whatever lah! I still yawn like
nobody's business la! ):

I dont know what i can do to make my yawning away? Sleep 15 hours?
Okay, tonight im gonna sleep 15hours! ;x Yawn yawn yawn! *

Okay, for now, i dont know what im gonna update! My mummy call me
prepare now, yet i sitting infront of the computer typing this and that ;p
This few days, alot people seems like sad sad ): I hope this world will have
abit more happiness, abit more cheerful, more and more laughters! I want
this world be happy, and no matter where i goes, what people i saw, will be
smiling, now frowning.

Yawns* i'll update somemore later okay? :] Love you guys!

*Stop yawning, stop stop yawning *

If i say, you might not understand,
if i say, you'll think it's riddiculous,
if i say, i will....

Do i? or not?

People, i promise to let you guys see pictures right?
Sorry for the late entry. Cos im damn tired. Morning went to Street 11 for breakfirst.
And afternoon went to gaint with mummy.




As you know, gaint have some cute stuff which i like alot. And finally i bought my FBT :D A top, and some other things that can be use at home. And well, tomorrow
morning still have to go out with mummy. ): Im damn tired la!

I need sleeping more than everything now . I lack of sleeping now adays.
Keep yawning non stop -.-




Yea, now is 7.00 :] Good bye, beloved x3

i hope things gonna be the same.
Things i know that will changed, i hope it wouldn't
I believe, i trust . Our sistership is forever always x3