Waiting waiting finally, 28

It's finally 28th of September! This day is my bf POP day! :o

Can anyone tell me how fast time pass? 4months ago, I carried a very heavy heart sending him to 42 SAR, today I carry a heart with joy, cause it's his POP!! Though he still can't book out after his POP, but I'm really happy when i saw him. Cause I never get to see him for almost 3 weeks! How long is that? I forgot about it already, cause all i know is, he's booking out on the 1st of October ♥

Went to have lunch with Xin at around 1 plus, &she went back to work, and i went to walk around, Century square, Tampines mall, and Tampines 1 to burn my time off. And those people who work at SASA have quite a bad customer service that day, a lady was like forcing me to buy the new mascara!! Lol, I just walk out of the shop when she went finding the mascara! I hate it when promoters come towards us, and so obviously people is trying to ignore you but you die die also want them to see your presence. Irritating to the max.

After that I'm too tired walking, and realize the time was only three plus, and I'm meeting bf's family at 4.30pm. And so I went to find a place to sit down, get a drink, &re-write the letter I'm giving him. And that aunty on the counter attitude damn lousy! I don't know why she like to show attitude so much. Ohmygod.

They are forgiven after I went off, I still smiled at them. I swear i never show them black face.

Cause IT'S MY BF POP!! So they were lucky :)

Anyway, i went to meet bf's family and we went over to his camp. Whenever I saw the road sign writing of their camp, I'll be very very shag. But this time, when i saw that sign, i smiled! Cause that sign is telling me, "you're going to see your bf soon!" HAHA.

This is Lion company, but my bf was blocked by a guy.




I think this is Kaffir company? o.o



And this is Jaguar company, i think







I'm sitting at a very nice spot, and I can snap tiny head :D



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With his bunk mates.

Yea the whole POP ended at around 8.30pm. And have a talk with bf and went off :(
It's really irritating to see everyone happily carry their heavy bags and go back with their family or friends. &You have to see you bf staying back, can't go home. SIANZX DAO MAX.

But well, it's going fast, we have been waiting since 13September. So 2 or 3 days, doesn't matter anymore. ♥

I took two videos, one was they throw their caps, and one is the performers or whatever they called.

P/s: I know, even though we said it doesn't matter 2 or 3 days only, but.. actually we both felt really really shag, and we keep quiet not ranting, not mentioning, actually is a motivation for each other to hold on.

Nothing special without you

This suppose to be update on the 25th night.

It's another family bbq, this time I went alone, without bf. I went there once with my bf, which is father's day. And well, everything there, as usual boring and yes everything there make me miss my bf really lots. But well..

♥
Another gorgeous babe! :)

Whenever I look at these yachts , i will think, "How about celebrating my 21st on a yachts?" I think it'll be mad cool! :o

My father, BBQ Man for the day.

The mad cute Wayne! :D

Just end my day there. I'm mad mad mad tired

6more days

Be Right Back,
blogging tonight.
Stay tune! (L)

Enjoyable joy

Finally i get to update my blog. Decided not to online msn tonight, cause i wanna sleep early!! I'm super tired, fyi.

Anyway, this two days (Wednesday&Thursday) I'm a damn happy girl! I seriously have no words to describe the "happiness" in me! HA.

The first thing which make me so happy was this 3 digits.

Guess what? It's the most important thing in my life, and I'm so worrying about it lately. Yes, it's my attachment!! I just have to fill 320 hours and I will complete the whole process of my attachment. In the first place, we are told is 2 month attachment. I finally feel that our section head finally doing SOMETHING for our class! HA.

the second happy thing happen to me was,
It's a small world after all!!

It's bit inconvenience for me to type it out. But I'm really really happy! I enjoying my working days with her! &looking forward for more, and I WANNA WORK WITH BFF LAH. walao, i don't know will i have the chance before she go a not! :(

Yesterday & Today, I'm totally a happy girl! LOVE IT!

You might not feel that I'm happy cause I'm really really tired plus tonight my baby is not calling me. He's at east coast beach right now. No he's not flirting but having his route march there till tomorrow 7a.m! Madness :(

No good night call tonight.

p/s: A little gift, a big smile, a little note, bright someone day.
Thanks SY ♥

Birthday

(this is taken with my Samsung T550. It's really... blur. And you can see the noise level, CMI)

My old camera was Samsung T550 i think that camera work better with sunlight? And maybe flash? I still love that camera, cause they have the screen infront and you can see yourself. It's good for people who love to take picture of themselves. But... i still don't like it when it's not under sun light..

Comparing with my current camera, which is Sony Nex-5. Obviously it's better then Samsung, and also it capture awesome pictures. Well, there's nothing to compare about. I sometimes still wish, my nex-5 will have the duat-cam like samsung have.

&Next ranting,

For this whole month, you guys will be reading damn boring post, cause I planned not to go any where, no shopping, no enjoying out. Either work, school, or at home. I know it's very very boring. But who cares? I'm damn broke right now, and i need to save money, for ... no reason? I'm suppose to save money for my coming birthday chalet. But now i guess I'm not going to open one. Cause i think it's pointless? And also... my pocket don't allow me to too. Ya, I have no idea how people celebrate their birthday without a chalet with their friends? I'm not sure how either?

Like on my 16th birthday, was the most awesome birthday celebration i ever had?

This group of awesome hunks and babe actually came over my house and surprise me? Though I already know what's going on, But that scene when 10 over people walk in with my birthday cake. It really touching! I mean, I don't expect they will surprise me, and I just wanna have a simple dinner with them. Ya, enjoy that night hell lots!

For my 17th birthday which was last year, was really really horrible -.-
I don't wish to remember, but still that was the most MEMORABLE one. Damn, seriously i hate last year birthday so much. And that was also the birthday I put damn lot effort in. Spend like 1k for my birthday, and I doll up everything. &who knows, i look like a fool that night. Though the surprise Y gave was quite awesome one. But too bad, we're only bff. &ya, it's really horrible, with some nonsense and some irritating stuff. OHMY

Seriously, it's just the most f-up birthday i ever had. But that birthday was the one I remember so much!! Cause it's really really a bad day for me. (I never really write in detail actually that day there's alot of things were really... f-up. &it's over and i don't wish to bring them anymore)

And ohya! I even bought my birthday cake for myself!! It's really horrible lah, who will buy their birthday cake themselves sia? &The worst of all, that aunty still asked me,

"What do you wanna write on the cake?"

& i wrote this, MYSELF



"Happy 17th birthday, Huiyu"

Seriously, I cried 3 days for that!! It's damn pathetic, i totally look like a fool!! I seriously went speechless, and worst of all my brother told me this

"Jie, where got people buy their birthday cake for themselves de?"

=.=?!

I don't know should i laugh or should i cry seriously.. Silly brother of mine :)

So..
Just see what kind of birthday i will have this year? O.o If it's like last year, I swear I wouldn't celebrate my birthday anymore!! FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :(

but obviously i don't wish that will happen lah!

Whatever it's 20 over days before my birthday is here. I guess... I'm not gonna plan anything? Cause it's so pointless lah, i wish to have a chalet, but... nothing helps. &I have no idea, who will be free on that day. Cause bff, Junlong, Yvonne &Ervin is having attachment, and my brother and company are having Olevels. Mostly my gfs will like gone half. Guys friend? o.o I doubt they will like.. I don't know.

SCARLI is another f-up day for me. Well.. hope not.
&FYI, slowly i start to lost the feeling of celebrating my birthday. It's like nothing go on my way this year!! SIGH..

Anyway, I hate people treating my birthday as if is just a day! :@ Seriously..

I think birthday are important, that is the only day you count how long have you been living on earth, how long your mum born you, how long your father feed you. That's why i treat my love one's birthday important. obviously they have to appreciate lah, if not... !@#$%&*&(

♥

p/s: I'm not hinting anything I'm just ranting something i felt today, the whole day!!

Alike, or not.

In 8 minutes time is this baby of mine birthday!!
You might not know who is he, maybe some of you do? HAHA.

Isn't he cute?! Damn cute right?!

Ok i shall stop selling coffin (direct translate from chinese) He's my brother lah!
My real blood brother. Did i mention before? o.o

I think i did, i use to jealous over him when I was young and blog about him!! I super hate his intelligent, though it's a good thing. HAHA. He's a crazy boy, fyi. His brain is full with studies, book and stuff. Though he do play video games too. But no matter in whatever things he's damn good at it, but maybe not sports? He don't look like a sporty person. HA.

This was taken when i was primary school, i think is primary 4 or 5 at genting! &His eyes is bigger then me lah!!!! I realize we have same fringe too!! He just look so cute lor.

Do we look alike?! o.o

I always so curious on this question, and i keep expecting people to say "Ya you both look alike" But always always people say we don't look alike!!! I remember once I told my classmate that I don't have a brother, but a sister. And i even show then pictures. First i show them me and my brother, and ask them,

Me: "Do we look alike?"

Them: "No?! who is he?!"

Then i kept quiet. Next i show them my bff and my picture, and i told them

Me: "She's my sister"
Them: "You and your sister look alike sia"
Me: "Thank you, her name is Huixin"

&That time was like our profile name is "Huiyu" "Huixin" So.. people will believe right? LOL.

What do you guys think? We look alike? HAHAHAHAHA.
Actually we're real blood sister lah..

..........................

Okay stop making you guys confuse.
My brother is really my brother, my bff is my bff! :)

The main thing about this post is not about looking alike or not. But..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER. ♥
Wish you all the best for the upcoming 'O' levels. Though it'll be hard i guess..
But you sure can one lah, you this genius kid!
happy sweet 16th.

&&

It's also this @ClaireDamnGorgeous's birthday!!

Isn't she damn gorgeous?
I'm one of her stalker!! HAHAHA

but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS BABE!
wish you...... happy always!!
Cause i love the way you smile! (rihanna)
Ok whatever is it!!
Happy legal 18th! :>

p/s: I miss you.. 11 days to go?

Changes, personality, love

Hey guys,
my schedule is in a mess. Like, my school work, my part time jobs, accompany my family, some dating with my bf and girlfriends and time for myself. Everything is so messed up, I seriously need to manage my time.

Not sure why, i feel like i have no time. Like everything seem so rush. September not yet over, my October seem fully occupied already. By my school, part time job and also my bf. What about my awesome girls? :( I miss girls outing so much so much. It's really so long i go shopping with my bff and girlfriend. Time is really not enough at all.

And soon, October will wave goodbye and November will say hi, and yes officially I'm going to suffer in the two months of attachment and all the way till the end of December, I'm officially graduated from Simei ITE, how fast you tell me? My two years inside, after so many so many up and downs, everything is going to end SO SOON. which I'm very sad about it. Is like, I'M GOING TO GRADUATE!! Awww...

Not sure what's so happy about graduating -.-

..... sometimes you just have to accept it, even if you don't like? Cause this is life man.

The reason I don't want go to the end of this year is because of ATTACHMENT. I hate it so much, even though the pay is like... amazing then the others.

BUT OHwell.. actually I'm just worry. Worrying about my attachment will be a horrible one. I can't imagine the days when i have to like..

*Don't feel like imagining* roll eyes...

After I pick up my current part time job, something is getting lesser? It's my fear.

Actually I have fear towards a new environment, or maybe working? I don't know but I'll feel like damn scare of something when I start to work, worst come to worst, I'll feel damn breathless. Remember the first time I work was at, suntec popular book fair. I'm damn afraid of everything there, manager, working mate everything. Until I saw familiar faces there, i realize it's a joy to work there, but it's only last 10 days.

The second job was at YN and my fear come up again. I told myself to calm down that time but nothing works. My legs were so heavy to move for work. I feel damn shag everyday. &I extremely hate weekends, cause I'm working only on the Friday Saturday and Sunday. My legs hurts like mad, and daily I just like doing nothing there. &I feel damn damn useless. I tried all ways to make myself useful, i tried all ways to make things right. But nothing works, the whole environment don't work on me. So school reopen, i stop working there.

I remember when my 9 days ended, i was like "YAY MAN IT FINALLY ENDED". At that time I realize, i prefer studying more then anything else! School is great, school is awesome, everything feel so damn good in school. Really.. You can say I'm timid, I don't mind. Cause i admit i am. I don't like to work, what i don't like. Get me?

&The 3rd job, was at Houyu? I enjoyed that job a lot, everything there were just too fun, I was there, to work, to learn and to enjoy. Maybe also part of the reason was working with my classmates? I felt that everyday there, was awesome to the max! No words could describe.

And yes, this is my 4th time working. Maybe you can say I'm lucky or what. But i seriously regretted not working when i was like 13. I really regretted.

But well, i enjoy my part time job now. I really do, cause people there are easy to click with. They ain't like giving me a face, like i owe them something, you know. Well...

I seriously don't like doing things when i don't have confidence. Like YN? i know nothing about there, i don't know everything. Even the methods of how they wash hair is so different from what i learn in school. I have no confidence to do ANYTHING. No one there cheer me up, only one of babe there. She is awesome. I guess without her around, I'm really going mad.

Forget it, I'll face it like a man! (this is what bf always tell me) But well.. I believe i can do it, i believe god will guide me, bless me!

I'll be like this guy! If I'm strong enough I'll pull the two man and bang them together. If I'm not strong enough i'll be killed by the two man pulling the string around my neck. How does it sound? Cool isn't it? HA.

or this ?

"I MUST WIN!! I'M STRONG!! "

this is good

I know it's random to say this but when I'm looking at this picture.. I was thinking if one day my boyfriend turns into a macho man, and I make him damn mad over something. I think if he box me, I'll fly to somewhere. Maybe a meter away? HAHA, before he box me, I'll kick his ass first :o So, watch out baby!!



p/s: Some people deserve my trust, some people don't.

For the first time, i felt so useless

You have your ways to make me smile, you have your ways to surprise me, you have your ways to calm me down, you just have your ways. But towards you, i always don't have my way to make you smile, make your stress go off, etc. Perhaps, the one making you even stress up. I tried lots of ways to make you smile when you're down. But I just couldn't make it at all. I'll be even down when you're down. My mind is black and blank. I'm really really sorry.. As a girlfriend of yours, all i can do is just saying sorry.. sorry.. and sorry..

For the first time, i felt so useless.

It's beautiful, it's everything about you.

Happy birthday Junjie &Samuel in advance :D

I spend my Saturday and Sunday with boyf, at his friend's birthday chalet. I enjoy the two night there seriously. Just don't mention that bad coincidence happen there. It's a small world after all, Singapore is so small that banging onto someone, you use to know.. it's not surprising at all.







Well, the first night was Samuel 21st birthday celebration. Enjoyed a lot, i didn't have anything there cause I'm really full, but i keep drinking the mango sago. It's really nice man! Haha. &all his family left, and the guys start playing card games. I forgot what is the card game we played called. But it's really fun and entertaining.

Second night,
Second day of the chalet, boyf and i went there around evening time. &ya surprise him with a cake. Then i know, surprise don't have to be with big actions, with big plans. But just taking the cake out, and tell him "We bought this for you, happy birthday" The most important thing is, that person appreciate it. This is the best return for a surprise, don't you agree? &the guys have their dinner, i didn't ate anything again, cause I'm so full.












&They suggest to go cycling, and went to cycle around east coast. A sentence by Eugene

"what i have is a group of quality friends rather than quantity!"

Quote it, &I like this! :)









Tired night, but i enjoy myself. ♥

PS: Will blog if there's anything interesting happen :o