To him :

Since the day i met you .
I din regret at all after i found out that i fall for you
Just so slient , falling deeper and deeper .
Somtimes im happy that you dont know i love you .
Cause at least i can msg you and know your everything .
But sometimes feel like shouting out v. loud

And even i kept it in my heart until i cant breathe some times .
But i know life still have to go on .
Days goes by , one after one day ,
All things going so wrong , emo came back to me .
And i dont wan to ask for much , but keep it to myself .

Emo is a heartbreaker , when i know everything about you .
I couldnt cover my ears not to know any of your infromations ,
But to open my ears , eyes & heart to know everything .
Feel happy and sad , life is so much up and downs .

From 14 September 2007 i fall , and cant stop falling . Im sorry
to those people who i lied to . But i really feel im inlove .
ALthough its emo , but i do enjoy those days missing him alone ,
stuffering those sad stuff && overcome myself .
And i finally thinks i've grown up .

Till the day 24th October 2007 you told me you like me ,
I just cant believe my eyes and im just feel myself dreaming .
The guy i like love me ? Wows ! The feeling let me feel happy
& sad . Brings me abit of confusing . So sudden you told me
And i really cant believe my eyes .

But i always know its a dream , and i din hope really much hope,
To help myself just by saying : " Its also v. good to stay beside him just
like that " And finally i gona make my choice , you told me other things .
You told me you cant forget her , she is in ur mind for 2 years .
All this words its hurting , but im v. happy that you admit and telling me the
truth not playing with my feeling.

Words are always from mouth , i told you i dont like you as much like lover .
But my heart thinks other way . I cried & smile . i believe myself is alright . (:
And my heart is full of confuse , emo & sad . Think about it , Its still v. hurting
inside .

When you told me you feel heartpains for me , im really touched by you.
Those words its alr enough for me , do not dare to ask for much .
Cox this is only the way i love you , its fate alr . You told me you need
time to forget her , i dare not say i will wait , cox its a type of pain .
I understand how you feel when a person in ur mind which you cant let go.
Like how i cant forget you .

27th October 2007 , You told me you forget her , and fall for me .
Im super happy and abit of confuse , Is like so fast ? And i dont dare to believe
agains . But i know every word came out from your mouth , it have a reason.
For those love you given me , im superly thank you !

I wonder how long can we last . A week ? This is what my mind told me ,
but till 28thOctober2007 I really believe we can last longer dhen longer !
Cox our heart really its together . Lil love make up , BIG BIG LOVE .
My dear hubby , i wan to let you know how much i love you since , 14thSep07 (:
♥♥♥ Those feeling i just feel like writing out ! although its pain , but its worth !
I super love youu (:

The miss to you will always be there .
{4days}

HELLLOOOOOOOs ! im here to blog .
Miss me rights ? Kidding nah!

EH I DONT LIKE YOU !
x: dont care what i said cox I DONT LIKE .
Remeber dont judge with my look & apperances .
Cox im nnot those type of girl you think . You say you love me ?
fake concern ! i dont need any seriously ! Those sweet talks kindly
keep to yourself , gansship means alot to you ? BULL SHIT !
dont try to talk rubbish here , In front of me , you say ganship
is v. improtant to you , behind of me , you say gans is only a name
doesnt mean anything .

Eh ! please lahr ! If gans just only a name, kindly dont step one
you love people . i dont ever need you love ! Cox I DONT LIKE YOU.
i really admit i love you alot , but your friend came to tell me like that .
So? thats it , i dont need you and you dont need me . thats all !

Hmmx , this saturday must move house le , and i cannt play comp for 5 days
Wan see what i doing for the starting of nov ?

1stNOV - kitchen funiture come.
2ndNOV - Living room's funiture come.
3rdNOV - Clean funiture & move house
4thNOV to 5thNOV - Move house
6thNOV - Rooms funiture come
7thNOV to 8thNOV - Clean funiture
9thNOV - MOVE IN THE HOUSE (:
13 to 14NOV - oversea )':

I tired of all my friendship or even ganship , im just so afaird that im
only yi xiang qing yuan . Please my gans and friends dont make me hate youuus .
cox i dont wan to lost any of you all D: i cherish all of you ! <3 I love gans and friends .

MY HUBBY I SUPER MISS YOUUUUU <3

{Edited}
Im back from washing , meeting , eating , designing and sleeping x:
First i reach there is about , going 3 plus dhen nothing much . dhen keep
counting down to 6.00pm and I CAN MEET HIM LIAOS !. YAYS FOR MEET ! and i waited him about.. 5 mins ? dhen i saw his bag carried by a guy ! and and and i saw him walking towards me x: Hahahas , dhen he ask why im sitting here . x: ok dhen we talk talk go tmart buy the chicken rice for my father

Dhen he send me home && not long furniture come , dhen go home i planned for
my room x: Hahahhas ~ i like so dumb x: Lalalalas ! Nothing much nahrs , Hahahas !
I like so boring ! )':

PEOPLE ! dont kpo kpo dhen run aways huh ! must tagg me !
This morning 7 people viewed my blog and run aways D: i so sad cans ?
dont just view ! TAG ME ! ok ? <3

MuchLoved KH (:

IM SUPER XIN FU Cans ?
{3days}

Although im abit sick , cold and feeling not v. well . But i do really loves his super concern for me (: His words make me feel not so cold & sick .
Thanks my dear ! I really thanksyous for those msges you send me .
Although its only a few lines , but i means alot alot to me . My dear !
You make me superly inlove && please promise me no more sorry ):

Hmmx , i woke up quite.. early haahas . && nothing to do , so came to blog
later changing blog skins ! X: Bored with this liaos ! ^^V

Today is the last day of oct ! SAD MAN my bdae is gone so long liaos X:

Im home home home ! Today i super super tired ! Wash that idiot FLOOR make me super tired !!! acturally going to meet MY HUBBY KOK HAO , but D: haihaix ! so sad sia !
But now talking to him
TMR I DIE DIE MUST MEEET HIM ! ♥

I LOVE MY HUBBY (: