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9 January 2010

Last time, Past

" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself "



I don't know why, i'll have this kind of 'feelings'
feelings = angry + disappointed + disgusted..
Just feel very idiot, stupid plus dumb right now.

I don't know why beginning of the year, i have to accept this kind of treatment BUT
i know and believe that it can be avoid. But you didn't, i mean you people didn't.
Maybe you people don't find a need of telling me, but i also don't find a need of hiding from me.
Maybe you people don't mean to hide, but from what i see it's hiding.
As i feel really terrible, when something hiding from me.

I don't know why i keep finding reason to cover you people in my heart.
But i still can, i feel so cheated. I feel like an idiot, telling people "something"
and they was like " I know ahs, blahblahblah.. " seriously, i feel damn dumb.

& very sorry to say, I'm not going to believe anyone anymore.
This time round, keep whatever you people want from me,
and also, please don't ever tell me about you people stuff anymore.

because it was you people, that's why im such disappoint such angry and such disgusted.
Understand ?

I just wanna be a happy girl, that's all!


7 January 2010

It's getting near



Current: Having sore throat, running nose = no voice.

I don't know is it coincidence anot, but it seem like everytime when school holiday is over, when i return to school, i'll be either sick or damn sick. But just, i'll get sick. It's really feeling damn unhappy with it. This term, i need to have full attendence. As my result shows all.

Well well, my class have start with Advance hair colouring, meaning we are going to hands-on highlighting pratical work! Woots! My teacher actually used my hair as a demo on tuesday. Though the result wasn't obvious, and my friends claimed that it's not nice. But i can't find a reason hating it, cause it wasn't obvious at all. So.. no complains :D



No differents right? But if you see carefully, you can see a some golden-lish strand.
(back to topic) Yes, i not yet try any highlighting on any head for the moment. My teacher wants us to train on dolly before doing on real life models.

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two of my favourite mini group photo!




4 January 2010

School reopen ♥

It's a brand new term again! :)

I have been looking forward to see my new 'super' junior! As it's a new year again, new-comer is here to report. What i can say was .. nothing at all. Maybe i don't know them well. So might not judge them by look then. & I finally saw my guys & my joyce, i couldn't stop smiling and laughing when i saw them. AHA! Everything went good, and i also get my timetable for the term. I prefer the timetable alot more now then the previous two. As my lesson starts after 9 almost everyday, but it ends quite late but not after 7. Hopefully my favourite module is out, and also halehluya my lecturer will be a good one, as i never got taught by her before. So.. hope it will be a good one instead of me hating that module in the end. HAHA!

They become perming models for the day !




My lao pa look damn shuai in this photo ! :B







Lastly, not forgetting a group photo with my joyce and guys



They looked like damn unhappy, cause i forced them to take with me, when my other classmates are all going home. Haha

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& thanks Yazi & Korkor for the earing and perfum :)