Terrible life,

Things going so wrong now. I totally left speechless.
(not that i want write full name, but just that i'm afraid you doesn't know it's you)

To JLJJ:
I totally can't stand now! Though you might know i'm saying about you pass few days, or you might not know. But now yes i'm telling you now. I don't like the way you present yourself. Like you're copying my things like talking and stuff. I couldn't bear with people who are learning what i do, or copying me. I just don't like it. It's so simple. Not that i'm zhen dui you. But i just don't like it. You can flip back my history, in secondary school, when i was with cher, i also dislike people copying me. I will react like what i react pass few days. It's not a matter of who iszit. Maybe you don't feel that you're copying or something, but to me you're copying and living in my shadow. I don't like people saying " You tied the same hair with JJ ley." or whatever shit people come telling me. I just hate it alot. Please, STOP LIVING IN MY SHADOW. maybe from the moment i blogged this out, you might be very unhappy with me or something. But before you feel unhappy, put yourself in my shoes. What if someone in our class copied your talking, your hairstyle , your everything. What will you think? Disgusting right? So do i? I'm a human, i need some rights for myself. I don't like people whatever things is same as me. That's is also the reason why i changed my wallet, the way i tied my hair the way i talk, so stop whatever things you're doing! Maybe you can buy the same things as me, cause it's not limited eidtion for me, so just stop the way you tied your hair, the way you talk. To me it's really feeling very disgusting. & I JUST DONT LIKE IT. Hope you understand what i mean seriously -.- You can scold me in blog or whatever shit you want to express yourself. but i prefer you to open your blog and let me see what you blogged!

P/S: Repeat, maybe you dont feel it. but i feel it. If you want us to be as normal do something to it then.

And To LWSF:
Not that i'm a mad girl throwing my anger today at the middle of the mall. I know you're not in a mood so you want to find someone to talk to. But did you think that what you said, what kind of replys you want me to give? Or you think that this whole world only you not in a mood? You think that i'm very good in mood? I'm not in a mood also! I hang your calls, not replying your message is i really feel very angry by those reply you give. Like you said when you talk to me like talking to the wall, is that you didn't see how i treat others, sometimes i was like this to others too. cause i seriously don't know how to reply. So i kept quiet. And you was like reacting like super sacarstic, and do you know how 'pek cek' i am? You doesn't even know it. I know you're not in mood, i can understand that, but i wasn't in mood too. And you just send me that kind of message " what with you again. Did i scold or shout at you?" I know you didn't scold me or shout at me. But i just feel that i wasn't human when i'm with you. Maybe you didn't realise actually since the starting of monday i wasn't very good in mood already. (continue in typical-her.blogspot.com) I don't know how to react man. Forget it.

I derserve all this? F*ck man.

Terrible feeling,

Recently i saw quite a number of familiar faces in Tampines mall or tampines one. Well, important thing was, i didn't have the stranger feeling towards them. Instead of that, i happen to be like last time or even closer then last time. I'm really gald to have this kind of feeling. And i miss you guys alot (L) i wish time will give me turn back when i wish to.

Well happen quite a number of things this few days, making me really piss off. I don't know why i'm so angry when things got this way. But i'm really so angry. I'm sorry if you don't like what i said or what. But this is how i react when people treat me like this. You can blame me for not conforting you. But i seriously don't want to. Cause i know you'll know what i'm saying about. Maybe i used the wrong way let things work. But i don't know why i always treat this kind of matter negative. So just blame that you choose the wrong person to be his/her shadow.

And, i've to deeply apologise to daniel and sisi. I'm so sorry saying i'll upload and upload but till today then i upload. I'm so sorry here's the picture :)

And hopefully, i'm still in a mood like ... angry or something. I somehow over react things. But i just don't like people living in my shadow. & i simply hate it alot. Whatever iszit. I just gonna see how things goes, or see how that person works. Well, i go play mahjong le bye!

Changes in between,

*no peace*

My this true friend of mine, is good enough to be her friend actually :) but well, the important thing is, this act cute girl. She totally is a two headed snake. Infront of people she don't like acting as if she like him/her alot. By this i can give her one 'bianbian' :D And she is really that timid that doesn't have the guts to say it onto people's face, that one i give her two 'bianbian' :) I, Tan Hui Yu swear i wouldn't talk to this girl anymore. I don't wish to mention her name cause i totally give 3 'bianbian' to her i guess she has no face to face people anymore! Bye smelly girl! HAHAHAHS!

anyway, school was alright. Just getting lazier on HCT pratical :( My favourite teacher yet not the subject i love. Tsk tsk, i shall buck up more ya? Hahahs, my 2nd phase test is coming up *bite fingers* I guess i gonna start practising more on my HCT. Well, let's jump to after school, went over to tampines mall to meet cher. Went to CS to have prata, ohmy i'm super full. I'm growing fatter ._. sh*t. Anyway, ya went home with lu taking bus39. That's all for today i guess. :)

Ohya one more thing to cover, to this miao, one sentence for you : lik what lu said, Jia huo is always jia huo :) I don't like people living in my shadow yaw? Teehees, over sensitive thinking that it's you, i've nothing to say :)

P/S: this world got alot 'huai ren'

Well, I (L) My Friends, i don't love those who are not my friend but act like one uh!
Hahahhas, bye bye *wave*