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31 August 2007

♥. HEYS i posting timee ! {:

♥. today is teacher's day ! so wish all teacher IN THE WORLD a very happy teachers day {: && i wan thanks all teacher who teach me before XIN GU LE ! {: although i ABIT naughty in school but i still respect you all de ! hohohohos X=

♥. alright ytd when out with dar bought teachers day present ohh well im bored lahr ! hahahrs ! but still bought some special de for miss heng && xu lao shi ~ hmmx . cox they rocks lahr ! hohohos ~ lalalas ~ THE WALKK SUCKS canns ?. kao make me sweat like hells ~ >< hate sweatinqq ! arghs ~

♥. && dhen miss henqq like super huper today omqs ! x= hahahrs ! hmmx . ohh wells IM BOREDD YAWNS!

♥. just came back from courts ._. everyday see furniture omqqs!hahahrs~ andd dhen when to gaint andd we three bought alot thingqs cost about 100 plus >< omqqs! im just boredd ! I SUPER MISS DEAR ! when just now coming back home. i keep looking at the lan which everytime dear will be . but theres no one >< omqqs! i miss him lahr !!!


omqs ! cool right ! COPYRIGTHED ! bleahhs


omqqs ! cool lahr ! wind blows ! ~~~~ FLYS *

30 August 2007


-im in sch nows !
im just so disappoint in myself that
i cant help you girls but to stand
aside andd see u girls like thats ~
as i say i hope girls cann get back like last time !
to me you three is equals in my heart
the love i give is same !
acturally its just somethinqq going on .
becox of hate . causes u all to be like this ~

I LOVE SHERRI JOANNE & BRINA ! <333333333333333333333333333 *
girl dont be like that anymores !


i just wan to be happy ! {:


♥. back to postinqqs ~ ohhs well what i wan to say is that . i dont think u dont know how i feel . imagin one day i dont show u my fone ~ will u be sad ? or even angry ? is not i petty . cox its just a very simple reaction . i know u're easy jealous so am i ? i dont show u my fone what will u be thinking ? sure got hide somethinq from me right ? andd why dont u think i will think this way to0s ? as i say last time im a girl i need some 安全感 but the way u wan ur fone back ~ is like... hiding somethinqqs from me . if u say that i dont trust u . dhen i dont know what to say cox this is not trust or dont trust i trust u 99% but theres always 1% i dont trust you . i dont know what happen to us . to do some explain this morning ! recess junyu wanted to ask cher somethinq so he sit down . andd he was asking what happen to me ~ andd so i ans him . thats all ! andd u seem like saying im happily talking to him in ur blog ! andd why din u write i walk aways ? dhen cann i also say u happily making pauline during english ? cann i say u happily talking to girls ? && i din blame you i just wan to let u know ur action deeply hurt me .

♥. ok dhen now back to my posting today nothing much lesson is borinqqs ! andd tmr is teacher's day ! hmmx . went to tampines mall with simin acturally with mum but she dont wan go . hmmx tmr going to see furniture . with way , mum &jk hmmx . nothing much bahr .






i dont know whats to do ; just so lost
just feel myself uslesss cant settle any problems
thats i face . sherri's they all de friendship problem
me andd dear de relationship my exams ! IM DAMM BLOODY TIRED !!
agrhhs !
♥. today go to sch BORINGS ! x= alrights see how boring it is ~

♥. FIRST PERIOD ; READING omqqs ! im boredd ! X=

♥. SECOND PERIOD ; English . WORK SHEET AGAINS ! omqqs }: iim irratated by all this work ! so ii do my DNT x=

♥. MT , diaos ~ im boredd lahrs ! ll0ls !

♥. damms MATHS }: im reallys boredd ! andd u know what im doing DNT dhen suddenly baobao come to my side andd say byebye ! dhen she kiss me ! omqqs ! ._. andd mr izac saw ! dhen he was saying "cher becareful of her " ._. LAMES !

♥. && DNT ! wooos ! but today is boredd cox teacher revise those chap from 1 till 9 damms ! borinqq lahr ! but i din play attention just draw my thinqqs hahahrs !

♥. after sch cher come my hus dhen we went to sch infront dhen walk to 2o1 dhen saw jessy jiejie ! dhen i called her i say " XIN MA ! u at 2o1 ahr ? " dhen she say ya how u know ? dhen i talk with her awhile dhen hanggs the photo dhen ii took bus to find dear , andd ii say beibei . but she dinn saw me . nvms ~ L0Ls ~ hmmx andd dhen nothing lohr

♥. dhen peii dear go find his friends . dhen he go lan && play dota ii peii him awhile andd i go le . boooos ~ i dont know whats they playing o_o hahahrs ! but i only know they very ji donqq X= hahahrs !

♥. I LOVE DEAR MUCH MUCH MUCH ! <3333333333333 * nothing cann ever replace youu kays ?






elaine | joanna | joey | zi ling | ella , AIAIs NEVER REPLACE !
<333333333333 * 290807 .
girls , ILOVEYOU ALLs !

29 August 2007

♥. QUITE FUN

♥. Not bad lluh only abit boringgs ~

♥. first period its english . andd im boredd u know ! x= super ! hmmmx . nothing much din do work sheet just at there talkk craps xD

♥. dhen recess with veron , emily && sherri ! brina siting next table {:

♥. && maths ~ omqq ! its boring de lahr ! acturally wanted to start studying but the topic make me feel like sleeping ! oinks *

♥. MT ? ll0ls ! borings lahr ! craps around laughs*

♥. DnT , omqq ! its super funs ? llols ! ii was drawing somethinqq dhen used up my whole period && MY PIGGY'GONGGx dear was sleeping soundly . && im boredd . hees ~

♥. me & him qurreal-ed agains . dont know whys always ! everyweek de today sure qurreal ii dont know whys ! iszi my fault ? i really dont know ! i just feel so bad now ! nvms no one understandds .

♥. i know i have a bad atitude i know sometime im too much im sorry . i din mean it
im sorry soRRY SORRY !

♥. ohh yahs ~ today michael mak say i never study de still cann get highest for DNT & Chinese . omqq ! i also cant believe canns ? zzz ~ takecarees guys !

♥. bye guys ~

28 August 2007

♥. LOVE TODAY

♥. i tot today might be boredd but acturally not really ! ^^ hahahrs .~
hmmx . today maths started new chap. hahahrs ! hmmx im just boredd lar !

♥. lalalals ! AFTER SCH YAYS ! weees ! go homes ! hahahrs ~ eat le ! FRIED CHICKEN WINGS . yummys ! ;PP

♥.update later hahars

27 August 2007

♥. HIGH & LOW

♥. ytd shawn win ! yays ! he got the champ ! OMG thanks god thanks the ppl who voted for him ! iim really high like crazy ytd ! but ii also know that ytd he dont have confident to sing ! andd until the last song he got a bit phews ~ like that omqq !

♥. ytd when ben & shawn stand on stage ii was like my tears is in eyes le ! ii dont even dare to see the television haiix . ke xi cant have two boys champ. }: hmmx . KEELY IS THE GIRLS CHAMP ! how nice ? {: SHE ROCKs OK ? andd shawn ! he rocks to0s !

♥. anyways i have been missing dear ALOT ! omqq ! }: alot damm loads !.

♥. updated later . going meet out tan's family

♥. whatevers ppl say bahrs ! iim just so tired ! BEING MYSELF ALSO GOT WRONG ; i changed ppl also got comment . haix ii really dont know !

♥. ur words really hurt me . if ppl dont understand me nvms . how cann u dont understand me ? im really hurt ! now iim just dont know what to do . reallys . dont feel like going sch tmrs .

♥. just end my today dhenn BYES !

25 August 2007

♥. IM JUST SO BOREDD

♥. omqqs ! at home everyday is damm scary andd borinqq although ii like to stay at way's hus . but ii dont wan this type of feelinqqs . omqqs }:

♥. haix today shawn's competition le ! VOTE K GUYS !? please kindly vote for him cox ur VOTING STANDS 70% so please vote !! {: thanks ii really dont wan to see him got eliminated haiix !

♥. hmmx iim missinqq my dear deeply ! i guess he must be sleeping! ._. the piggy ! hahahrs ! im just afraid of EVERYTHING nowS ! cox ytd !!! damm scary haix . i dont wan to live here anymores ! just hope cann move out fast !!

♥. later goinqq out withh mum & cousins . get back to update before 7.30 (:


RMB TO WATCH TONIGHTs GRAND FINALS
&& remember to vote for shawnny !
he rocks ok ?
1900 112 7701
OR SMS M1 71199
rmb to vote oks ?



♥. im missing him deeply !

♥. hey girl , if you hate me dhen just say it to my face dont nidd to turn a circles . like what ii say we are facing each other everyday also will be bored right ? just thats u dont know how to control ur fucking temper made me feel like leavinq you alone . do u ever think ? when ever u pahhseh me . did i say anything ? just watevers lluhs ! iim tired of friendship .

♥. maybe you are trying to change or accpect my bloody atiude . but i just dont like people like thats . you just think what u have done . if i did the same to you will u be happy ? no right ? dhen what for you do it to me . && always rmb ii dont have a cca . andd my fren is just a few of yous . so maybe sometimes or maybe some of parts think for me bahr .
i guess you know who iim saying

♥. im fucking irratated >< ii dont wan to stay at home !! andd u know what ? all my clothes andd whatever is in my uncle's room how do ii go in andd take ! agrhs !!
♥. Quite Fun ?

♥. hahahrs ! today pe very sian ! play the hand ball zzz. i dont wan to play de but miss chin say MUST play ._. after that miss chin put us with siying . DIAOS ! was like walaooos ehhs . zzz

♥. after that teacher put me andd cher with micheal . dhen siying siew khim with dear . dhen dear say that he wan join our group dhen miss chin say can not dhen micheal say they two couple must be toqether ._.

♥. dhen we start our game . dhen miss chin is helping the both group dhenn micheal with siying they all la . dhen we was like not HUPER ._. totally is like .... zzz walk throw walk . lames !

♥. dhen siew khim keep stick to siying andd they two was standing together all the way . ._. dhen micheal totally is AGRHS ! llols !

♥. dhen micheal very angry keep saying they are retarded l0ls ! ._.

♥. hmmx after that during recess we talk about our past GOSH is abit lame ! ll0ls !

♥. during maths we sweep the floor ! {:

♥. english comp lab ! hahahrs ! yays ! hmmx dhen went home .

♥. omqq iim damm scare nows !. haix cox my uncle . he is very scary ! full body with tatoo andd he was like shag shag like thats . omqq ! }: im damm scare ! haix . cant keep that he is a drug addict-er . andd marmie gives him moneys ! im damm weird dont marmie think that he will take those money go && buy those stuff . ><

♥. im damm scare staying in this hus . now dhen i know whys ii dont dare to stay at home already ! haix . i nidd someone to talk to me !! }:

♥. dear call me not to cry . but my tears just cant control & iim really scare really !! i din feel like this before . omqq iim damm scare !!



♥. i just nidd abit more protect && loved feel .
but theres none . maybe its abit . but ii just dont feel
im sorry . ii really love yous ! ii trust yous ! but ur action
just show me u doesnt care me anymores . i love you baby .

♥. please vote for SHAWN ! in the grands final on 25thAug07
his voting num is 1900 112 7701 or sms M1 to 71199
this is the last round andd ii really hope he cann go in !
please vote for him !!
{repeat} ur voting stands 70 % andd its 3hrs30mins competition . please
VOTE FOR HIM !!
{just praying hard tmr }: }
im worry ! haix !
please vote dont let him got eliminated on the last round
SO PLEASE ! vote for hims }:

24 August 2007

♥. Quite ok... ._.

♥. walaooos! today damm boredd lahr the lesson make me wana sleepppp ._.

♥. plus today abit moody also dont know whys ! ._. ohh yeas ! dear's dogg bite the wallet ii gave him >.< omqq ! acturally im quite heart pain {: but nvm hahahrs ! cox its just an object ! hees !

♥. OMG !! u knoows the photobucket is u under dont know wdahhs }: sadd sia ! I NEED TO UP LOAD PIC!! agrhs !

♥. maybe changingg bloggskins

23 August 2007

♥. FUN DAY

♥. hahahrs ! FAST FORWARD {paiseh ahr ! MY DAY is borinqq hahars }

♥. aiyoos ! today de lesson very borinqq ! later going sake && going to buy CSS2 de cd {: yays ! weeees !

♥. wooos ! iim boredd !

♥. chou dear ytd he told me that he forgot our ani X= aiyooos ! but nvmm ii din blame himms {: ILOVEYOOS

♥. update later

UPDATED

♥. i just came back from a very funny outing with dear , way , mic && jk . xDD super funny ! we went to sake ! WALAOOOS ! today ii know that michael super know how to eat ! eat so many ! DAMM MANYS ! omqq !

♥. && me , way andd jk eat abit niass ! dhen dear && michael eat super manys ! escially MICHAEL omqq !

♥. andd he is damm funny cann ? cox he was eatinqq the bean . ._. dhen u must press dhen the thinqq cann come out . he was pressing andd wanted TO SHOT THE SAKE SERVE us de . dhen we was like ._. dhen he keep say eh open ur mouth ._. the ppl keep smiling andd laughing ! diaos ! althoug its abit paisehh but dhenn its very funn sia ! hahahrs !

♥. ii really enjoy my day everyday with dear ! reallys ! iim happy ! {: thanks dear
hmmx after that we went to arcade ! ll0ls ! ._. quite borinqqs ! hees ~

♥. iim boredd ! ii bought the disc le ! SUPER NICE ! ii mean the sonqq shawn sinqq hahahrs ! like his revival de ! {: weeees ! ILOVEMY DISC BUT I LOVE DEAR MORE ! hahahrs ! xDD

copy cats just fcuk off i hate u mans ! just go&dies u sucks !

♥. ILOVE DEAR LOADS ! go to friendster le BYES !

22 August 2007

♥. Happy ANI.

♥. today is me && dear de ani ! im happy cox finally one month . ^^ hmmx . today is abit boredd lahrs ~ llols ~ its look like monday ._.

♥. just fast forward everythinqq ! DNT ii was so HANDWORKING canns ? do work sia ! ._. lame shit ! L0Ls ~

♥. ehhs ! ii pass my chinese just hope to do it better ! ._.

♥. dhenn straight aways after school i went home && go meet dear . {got bath of cox} is like... DAMM HOT ! the wheather today is hot hot hot!. im just like sweating like helllls ~~ LALALAs xDD

♥. ohh yeas ! ii qave dear the ani thinqq X= sorry dear ! just do it half way && i give up ! im sorry !

♥. hmmx after thats peii dear go find his fren . i was like damm paiseh ~ ll0ls !
SKIP SKIP SKIP !

♥. DEAR ;
if you wan to smoke canns .
but try to smoke lesser kays ?
ii dont really like u to smoke
as u know . so try ur best to quit kays ?
ILOVEYOOOS ! && you're the one i need !


♥. rmb to vote for shawn on the 25th of aug
as ii repeat UR VOTING IS REALLY VERY VERY IMPROTANT !
its stand 7o% , cox just the last time put in loads
of vote canns ? RMB TO VOTEEE ! !
im sorry ii not sure the voting num {: check out more details or information go to http://channelu.com.sg/css2






♥. LOVE DEAR MANYS && LOADS ! WO AI TA !
&& CHERISH ur love one , this is what ii learn todays {:

20 August 2007

♥. Nothing ?

♥. sometime if u really do somethinqq dui bu qi wo . do u ever feel quitly ? or not ? or u think u should do it ? haix sorry for my anyhows think .but iim also a girl i need some safty to0s , but ur action hurt me deeply .do u ever ever think for me ?or im just a play doll to me ? or even just a girl u wan to take revage ? i really dont know what am i in ur heart .ii cant see myself in ur eyes , maybe whatever i do its means nothing . maybe is i think to0s much or what . just say out what ii wan thinkinqq last nite . ii waiting for ur call the whole night but not one . maybe ii cann understand cox u do not have a fone . my tears was flowin like hells . becox ii cant able to find u . so i started to anyhow thinks . till ii fall a sleep .

♥. haix this is what ii was thinkinqq last night . hmmx . also dont know whys . so just write it out bahr ~ {:

♥. iim just so boredd lahrs ! FRIENDSTER borinqqs ~ ._. lalalas .~

♥. update later ...

♥. haix suddenly feel like calling ppl to stop smoking ! really bad for health what for smoke to spoilt ur whole body ? god given u a health body yet u dont cherish ! llols ~ think for urself or one day u really regret dhen its to0s late .

♥. just always rmb , if one day u wanted to quit smoking yet u cant . who will be the one who suffer ? u right ? dhen what for bec0x of yi shi de cong dong ? just quit bahr if u're still young , if you're alright very old . dhen i think u should not blame anyone but urself .

♥. now i was thinking very open le . reallys . ii hope he will quit smoking for me . reallys . hope he will . im waiting for the day he tell me that i quit-ed smoking . really wish .

♥. now what have i done wrong again ? im just so tired . ii... really dont know how to explain . im sorry dear . really . ii dont know how to explain && i just ... i really trust u ! really ! haiix . nvm . no matter what ii say also no lonqqer got use . im sorry .

♥. updated

♥. Ilove dear more && more ! andd u know what ? jasmine meimei is damm sweet canns ? {: IM LUCKY TO HAVE A MEIMEI LIKE HER A DEAR LIKE HIM A JIE LIKE HUIYI {: weeees ! hmmx . im boredd !

♥. lalalas ~ ytd was msging jessy jiejie say that before shawn's prefromers . we go eat . but dhen she say that shawn is busy this few days . real busy ! no time to slack also ! llols ! ~ X=

♥. && ii told her after his competition :P hahhars ! YAYS ! so nice mans ! cann go eat seafoods with thems agains ^^ weees

♥. 就是拉不到你的手 虽然和你面对面 却看不到我的脸 感觉到你不安的视线

like wdhells ?
do ii still need to carry on ?

18 August 2007

♥. BORED

♥. walaos . maybe no ticket for me andd company to go campus . >< omqqq !!! but acturally shawn haven take ticket lluhs . so not sure . hope cann go lohr }:

♥. to add up ytd . ii wan to tell u girls that iim not kpo in u all de thinqq is that ii hope that u all cann be best friends cox u all really suits to be together {:

♥. haix just hope shawn cann get in top 2 ii really wish theres 2 guys champions . }: but ii still support shawn {: no offen to benjamin's supporters . hmmx ii love keely yahr ? she rocks babys ! ^^ she is really super prettya just hope to see her perfroms }:

♥. see hows its goes ~ feel like going out && meet dear

♥. just meet-ed dear {: weees ! phews ~ acturally ii wana eat donut }: no more le ~ sigh* borings ~ sorry dear that ii din peii u go find yixian andd his girlfrewn . u know the reason nahrs . {: THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING !

♥. ii really need hims . {: rreally in love with hims . ! && need him by side . weees ! {:


wdhells ?

17 August 2007

♥. HAPPY / SAD ?
lets just cut short everythinqq . {:

♥. ii came back from sch andd bath & i went to tm with MUM .

SCH TIMES

♥. first period is PE , havinq abit qurreal with cher JUST BECOX I DONT WAN TO PLAY BADMINTON . ok dhen today we took heigh andd weight . my weight is 48kg }: ii wan back my 46 !! agrhs !~ nvm ii will jiayous ~ hmmx . andd dhen my heigh no changes {: 157 hees ~

♥. recess have-ed recess with VERONniuer & EMILYchann {: having fun with them just like no stress ? HAHAs {:

♥. CPA damm cold cox raining heavily outside {: hmmx iim just so borinqq canns ? && i finish my CPA's work very fast :P hahars .

♥. MATHS i hate most ! omg ! my test i got 0/20 :P hahahrs . acturally abit disppointed lluhs . but nvm ii just prepare to fail in my end of year examination for maths :P ( must admit that ii wrote down notes for maths )

♥. ENGLISH , do CA2 exam . damm difficult ! omqq ! everyone dont even know how to do >< is like , everyone is rasing up hands && ask qns . o_o imagin? L0Ls ~ but ii think cann atleast cann get 10marks . :P

♥. HUIYI JIE IS MIA-ING ? omqq nono . is i mia in her bloqq }: sorry jie ! CHEER UP KAYS ? i will always be there for you andd always ! rmb my hp is a hotline for u {: but only open for 15 hrs X= ILOVEYOOOS

TAMPINES MALL

♥. omqq ii just like spend 10 mins to draw my eyeliner ? >< so fast ! first time BREAK RECORD ! hahas ! hmmx . ii went to tm , with mum alone ? -.- so werid lols !~ alright dhen after tat we went to have our lunch . && ii found ii have been a lonqq lonqq time din eat duck noodle . so we eat duck noodle .

♥. after eating we went to pay up bills && everythinqq i wan mum to buy 2 piecs of banga-sheets . X= about 3bucks plus . awws ~ }: hmmx && dhen we went to watsons marmie was looking for her make ups . dhen ii went to pick a eyeliner && call her buy X=

♥. andd dhen we went to shop & save to buy 4-D >< andd dhen we went to A shop sell clips andd stuff ~ dhen ii was asking marmie to buy clip for me X= andd dhen she bought it for me ! THANKS MUM !

♥. andd we went to this fashion to buy clothes for 25thJULYo7 . so we choose very lonqq andd ii saw what ii wan andd ii bought {: just like ... omqq ! HAHAHRS ! like finally bought clothes like that >< hees . dhen we went to interchange to go home dhen is like... I JUST CANT BELIEVE MY EYES ! u know what ii saw ? CAMPUS MAG. omqq ! is like wdhells ! so nice !~ omqq . dhen ii bought it ! so cute la !! omq ! {:
so happy mans !

♥. DEAR ;
i just miss yooos like hells canns ?
haix just wish that u cann stay
beside me for just awhile
ILOVEYOOS SO MUCH SO MUCH !
{: mooooarks !

♥. girls ,
just make ur friendship even stronqqer kays ?
maybe somethinqq has happen between u girls .
but just sit down andd hear what each other got
to explain . andd ii know sometimes its really
other ppl fault, make u dont feel like talking
to that person , but just stand at ppl's view .
not happy jiu say come out . if really dont wan talk
dhen just forever dont talk . this is what friendship means
wan jiu forever , dont wan jiu say BYES !
thats alls . maybe try to understand ppl more .
just hope u girls will be alright like last time {:
ii really hope to see u girls
holding hands andd walk together again !

hope my words helps . just think what is wrong andd right
before u lost something very improtant to yoos .
iloveyou girls .




sister ship ?
tmr is changing bloggskins
♥. IM REALLY HAPPY TODAY

♥. today iim happy ! super ! canns ? {:
first period ;
CPA omqq ~ -.= iim blur with it ! L0Ls X= suddenly lookinqq so blur in the comp dream waver omqq totally dont know what to do WDAEVERS ! blahs ~ hmmx . u know what ? acturally is ii din come on that day so thats whys ii dont know >.< omq is like wdfucks ? L0Ls .

♥. dhen recess , talk to veron they all damm funny lahrs ~ HAHARS ! im in love with verons canns ? {: hahahrs ~ hmmx . nothing much just go bookshop buy unifrom >.<

♥. ohhs third period is maths ; i hate it mans ~ but we went to comp lab . hahahs ! do project . >.< do nothinqq lohr nearly NEARLY qurreal with hims . :P hahahrs

♥. dhen after tat is assbemly . omqq ! is boring de la !~ cox that thinqq we watch bef0re during.... i think is sec3 or 2 tat time got see before le . hmmx >.<

♥. english we was busy doinqq the teacher voting .. something like tat dhen is like ... we almost whole class write miss heng . but say really de she is really really a very good teacher . cox she is paitent in us . no matter how many times we made her crys , she still choose to teach us . u know got one time . we even make fun of her ,

♥. cox she told us she dont wan to teach us anymores dhen those malay guys was like "YAYS " o_o omqq ~ although she seems fine but i know her heart really pain from sec 2 until now de teacher leis ! omqq ! sure got abit sad right ? even she told us about her own living . make us learn our lesson really . ii wana thnk her . although she wont be seeing my bloqq HAHAHS ! >,<

♥. hmmx dhen nothing to do after sch so i went home dear peii me go home . dhen go le . dhen ii go home change and baths , i went downstairs to find them {: yays ! acturally is ii miss my dear lahrs ! hahahrs {: wo ai dear ! hmmx . nothing much today but ii happy ! {:

♥. uploadinq some pictures {:




my hands
draw during maths lesson




me andd cher's hands {:




LIGHTER nice right ?
purple ; dear
yellow ; heikel
blue ; zahier
red ; daaim .




damm nice lahr !




purple de ! so nice {:






♥. SHAWN,
rmb to jiayous huhs ?
final le ! JUST MAKE EVERYONE ENJOY
i'll vote for you kays ?
must jiayous ! {:
take good care of ur self ahr
KAMBATEHs


♥. DEAR ,
i love yous so much so much lahs !
no matter what iim always there for yous
rmb to take care urself kays ?
i know theres some qurreal between us ,
but end up we will settle right ?
ii just hope today will stop for us .
ii just simply love today .
acturally ii wanted to peii u awhile more .
but u say u wan to go home xD
so nvmm lohr ! next time ! ^^
ILOVEYOOOS !




♥. wdhells ?

16 August 2007

BAD DAY FoR ME


♥. haix really a bad day for me . early in the morning my leqq bleed like hells ! wdhells ? nvms ~ ii went to sch andd blah blah blah ~ dhen veron crys ! omqq ~ end up simling {:

♥. VERON NIUER
no matter what i'll be there for u kays ? although ii dont know what happen today morning . but must have somethinqq make u drop ur tears . just be strong kays ? {: MARMIE LOVE YOOOS !

♥. {fast forward}
mother tongue . dhen do listeninqq
end up....

♥. MISS C COME IN >< omqq ~ dhen ii faster tie hair andd pull down my skirt . o_o hmmx . andd dhen we sweep the floor arrange the tables ! make nice nice ~ cox she call us to do so HAHAH . hmmx so our class FOR TODAY is clean ! {: thnks to miss C llols !

♥. hmmx ii qurreal with him again ! haix . ii really dont know what to do . maybe today its my fault really my fault . but dear just stand at the view iim standinqq . see what iim looking to0s . its really hurt like u keep somethinqqs from me yet im just like a BLUR DUMB !. u cann say i dont trust yous but do u think before my view ? iim also dthinkinqq other ways . nvms ~ just no one will understand how ii feel just now !

♥. im just so upset now . damm depress . haix . ohh yahrs ! THNKS JASMINE MEIMEI ! thnk mei ! thnks for the concern ! really thankyous ok ? ILOVEYOOOS ! sorry brina , sherri ,veron ,emily && cher ii dont have ticket for you all on the 25th . iim so sorry really sorry 100000000x of sorry !





was like wdhells ?

15 August 2007

♥. first ii really wan to say iim tired of livin' on today iim quite disppointed in my maths test ii din even DO ONE QNS ! iim sorry for all those ppl who put hope on me . but i'll try my best to study well . haiix .

♥. haix . ii qurreal with dear }: ii also dont know whys . ii dont feel myself nidded . nvms ~ iim thinkinqq out of box . ii really dont wan to ask for much .

♥. to DEAR
if you wan to let qo my hands , please let qo . iim tired of those days we qurreal one month 30 days we will have 25 days qurrealin . iim so tired , maybe its over lil' lil' things ~ but ii really have enough ii just hope u cann understand maybe today im keep talking to zw they all u jealous . for this its my fault ii know . but ... nvms ~ ii just wana say if you wan to let qo my hands dont scare to hurt me just tell me bahr . maybe its better for yous .

♥. allright . ii just came back from sch andd its borinqq day for me ohhs ytd SHAWN GOT IN ! andd that idiotic marus is finally OUT ! haix but ii also dont know whys iim not happy . andd ACTURALLY II SHOULD be happy u know ! cox this is what ii wan ! haix . ytd keely got the highest ! congraz !

♥. iim just so tired until wan to sleep forever ! SOMEONE HELP ME ? haiix . iim hopeless ! duuhs !

♥. CHEN HUI YU ! u writing for who see ! also no ppl even care about u ! GO SLEEP LA ! ><

♥. ii really feel like CRYIN OUT DAMM LOUD LA ! agrhs ! im so tired really very tired !! damms ! IM .... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ii damm feel damm what la !! agrhs !!!


was like wdhells ?

14 August 2007

♥. HELL0S HELL0S !
w0ws ! iim damm boredd de la . hahaahrs u know what my report come out le ! IM RECOVER {: my blood goes back to 170% le ! heeees ! weeeeeeeees ! no more taking blood ! ^^ yays ! hmmx .

♥. ytd change blogskin ! damm cool la ! X= cox iim findinqq boring at home so change blogskin update more ! hohohos ! hmmx . tmr have to go back to sch le . see how its goes bahr ! iim really tired to face the same ppls . >.< ♥. ytd took some pic ! but forqet to take bdae boy de pic }: sorry ! harahhrs

this is his bdae jelly cute right ?
like cake hor . but its not like de ><


cup with plaster !
the plaster is ii go chou xue
dhen i take out stick there de ><


♥. update later heees!



♥.She Is Like Wdhells ?


------------------------------

♥. suddenly ii feel so much so much things !
ii found out whats love , friendship andd family's love
all this cant be replaced cox we nidd all theses !

♥. Love is like the blue sky , so blue andd some time its smooth
sometime its been cover up by dark clouds . cant see the smoothness
anymores !. sometime love is just like candies & chocolate ,
theres alot alot of taste . sweet , hot , bitter & sour . everyone taste
the love candy bef0re

♥. Friendship are just like something we nidd everyday . comb ? water ?
or what ever things which is improtant in life . cox once we dont have friendship
whr are the LOVE CARE & FUN COME from ? we cant make out our self .
so everyone sure have a bestest FRIEND by side .

♥. Family's Love its always nidd . no family's love is totally no life
cox family is our most improtant things in life .
family are just like sun side by stars ! they're always together
never sperate . unless they are dead . worlds changes
but no one can ever changes family's LOVE

phews ! finally say out what ii wanted to say
so do rmb all theses ! {:

I LOVE DEAR
I LOVE FAMILY
I LOVE GAN GANS !

13 August 2007

♥. HEY !
today going take blood again }: OUCHS !* haven take ii scare le ! haiix . hoping everything will be fine ii hope my blood got back the normal standard . cox first time i take is 100 % its not enogh dhen take again 103 % omq !! cox must gain 50 more % to recover . damms ~ dhen today must go take if like only 106% ii have to go again ! DAMMS !!! kaos la ! like my blood free de ? ii wonderinqq whr they took my blood to . >< scarli they go donate ! hahahrs ! no la kiddin . hmmx . sianns ~ the time qettin closer . goinq to go ........... aHHHHhhhhh !!

♥. I HATE TODAY

♥. HELL0S HELL0S !
iim back from the bloo0oo00oo0oo0o0ody place hahahahhars ! acturally ok la . today de not so pain . I LOVE THE DOCTOR TODAY hees ! so goodd . hees acturally iim very scare dhen hor the doc say just one min . dhen go in very fast jiu take come out le!. ahhahars ! IMAGIN acturlly im very scare in the end ii so happy . means the chou xue not very pain worhs ! haahhrs ! bleahs!!!!

♥. lalalals ~ tmr ii CAN NOT GO SCH ! fc*k up ! if tmr de result can not still must go take blood again ! }: haix .! AND U KNOW WHAT II cant take PE !!!!! omqqq ! hahahrs acturally not very wrost la ! hahahrs ! . hmmx just now go see ahr mahr ! she say me , jk andd mumm all like become skinny liaos ! X= weees ! . iim happy mans ! ii bec0x skiinny liaos ! and !!! my BLOOD GOING FINISH AHR ! KEEP TAKE TAKE TAKE ! X= just now ii was jokin with marmie , ii told her dont know the doctor iszi take my blood qo sell ! X= hahahrs no la ! iim just JOKING lalalalalas ~ ok lluhs
nothinq to update le !
see how boring is tmr !

♥. alright today is eelun de bdae they gona celebrate ! yays ! hmmx . tmr got shawns competition haiix hope he wont be eliminated ! }:

♥. HEYS ! RMB TO VOTE FOR SHAWN TMR !
tmr he is M1
{repeat} YOUR VOTIN IS VERY IMPROTANT !
ITS STANDS 70% SO RMB TO VOTTTeEEEEe !!!
1900 112 7701
OR SMS M1 TO 71199
UR VOTE REALLY VERY VERY IMPROTANT
&& U KNOW IT CANN MEAN EVERYTHING ?
SO if you dont wan to see him been
eliminated , PLEASE KINDLY , vote vote vote !!!!!

♥. SHAWN,
u must jiayous tmr ! although i have not much
confident . but ii really hope u cann just do ur best
dont stress up !. just make everyone enjoy ok ?
rmb to drink more water ahr !
TAKECARE GOOD CARE OF URSELF !!!


♥. DEAR,
ii love you so much mans ! just scare one day u will left me
our distance is getting very far le ! haiix . just hope u will
know how much ii love , nidd andd care for u !
just one word " ILOVEYOUUUUUUS !!! "
no one cann replace ok ? {: muacks !




wdfuuuck ?

11 August 2007

♥. LAME FREAK LA !
I SO SUAY TIO dangi haiix .

♥. anyways ii just back from TAMPINES ST 11 BLK 107 good doc >.< cox i go take out blood today AGAIN }: first , THE DOCTOR MISS SHOT ! omg . at the same place on the wednesday . zzz . second time MISS SHOT AGAIN ! NOT SAME PLACE BUT SAME HAND ! ... >.< 3rd time . take my blood from the front u know the place whr we go hospital dhen they put the needle infront ? THERE ! KAOS ! DAMM PAIN LA ! DHEN my hands was so like ...

♥. haiix just hope the result is what ii wish . ii dont wan to go in hospital }: haiix iim scare mans !!! argsh ! ILOVE DEAR i miss him mans !



wdhells ?

9 August 2007

♥. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERY SINGLE ONE OF SINGAPOREAN !! {:
HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE !!

♥. ilove singapore so much ! hohohohos ~

♥. hmmx today ii woke up early andd for 1 one day ii din update ytd went to sch . was borin cann ? acturally not really la . cox iim cold andd not feelin well so tats why ii think iis boring hahahrs ! hmmx anyways . ytd went to see doc andd go CHUO XUE ! kaos damm pain de lahr ! hmmx hope the report come out on monday its ok . }: hmmx . iim bored yeas ! acturally wanted to go out with dear today but dhen ii sick . haiix . IM SORRY MY DEAR REALLY SORRY ! hope by tonight my fever will ok . }:


♥. MY BLOODY BLOOD ! ):


♥. I LOVE DEAR SO MUCH !!!
SO MUCH UNTIL NO ONE CAN HELP !

8 August 2007

♥. heys ! today diin go sch .
cox my whole body so pain mans !
hmmx ok get to main topic

♥. HEY girl
u know what ? its a good thinqq that you're clever && pretty ~ so what ? meaning you can copy my stuff ? && so what if you're my ganns ? L0Ls ~ its none of my bus. alright ! ii cant tahan u this type of ppl DHEN JUST FUCK OFF .

♥. hees ! relac* hmmmx dont ask me is who cox ii really dont wan to make any changes . hmmx iim bored mans ! YTD SHAWN GOT IN !! omqqq ~~ :DDDD so happy !! hmmx but ke xi zijie && joanna out . joanna crys }: so ke lian ! but ii know joanna is a very very good singer ! hope she got a bright FUTURE ! {: zijie ytd was cool cox he dinn cry but he put a big smile in his face ! hmmx but javin cried for him . is a pity lluhs . huixian cried to0s ! haiix so ke lian ! hope this week can pass more later . cox next monday have to eliminated 2 more ppl haiix ! just hope last 2 guys will be benjamin && shawn . andd for girls ! ii hope will be keely && huixian }: JIAYOUS PPL ! {:

6 August 2007

♥. HEYS ! ;
iim back! hahahrs ! iim still having fever worhs ! hahars ~ but ok lahrs ! {: hmmx ohh yahr ii go sch andd my head very pain hmmx .

♥. 1sT PERIOD ; is PE ! ii dinn bring }: ii lend from VERONniuer but dhen ii din use ~ >< SORRY NIUER !! hmmx andd dhen RECESS . ii eat a BAO && no more }:

♥. 2nd PERIOD ; MATHS ! ii sleep awhile ! >.< nothin' much l0hr ! sleep && sleep hahahrs

♥. 3rd PERIOD ; ENGLISH ! go comp lab . hahahrs ! && go look arround css2 web site . hmmx .

♥. 4tH PERIOD ; CPA ! }: siann I WAS SLEEPIN AGAIN ! my blood all is stuck }: CRYS *so painn ~

♥. 5TH PERIOD ; LIBRAY go there hear the teacher TALK ABOUT BGR hahars ! iim so borin ' hmmx .

♥. YAYS ! Dismiss cann go home le ! i went to tm . hees ! && dhenn we do nothing l0hr go minitoons andd dhen go POUPULAR hahahrs ! guess what ? I SAW YUYANG ! my ou xiang sia!! OMG ! iim damm high andd he walk beside me ! omq~~~ SO HIGH ! hahhars! when ii saw him ii pull simin ii say " YUYANG YUYANG !! " X= dhen hahahrs ii was SO HIGH !! he is damm handsome lluh !

♥. hmmx iim back home now ~ haiix WAYNNIE TOK BEE TI CHANGE FONE AGAIN !!!!! omqq ! she change to the fone same as QUEENY ! }: hmmx ii maybe changin too ): hope is the fone ii wan {:

♥. HEYHEY !
TODAY SHAWNNY GOT PREFROMERS !
1900 112 7704
OR SMS M4
UR VOTIN IS DAMM IMPROTANT
{REPEAT} UR VOTING STANDS 70%
SO RMB TO VOTE !!!
HOPE HE WONT BE
ELIMINATED TONIGHT
}: IIM WORRY TONIGHT ! SIGH *


SHAWNNY TOK

6ST JULY 07

SONG : 恋爱ING

VOTIN' NUM

1900 112 7704

OR

SMS M4 TO 71199

MUST VOTE !!

♥. SHAWN;
ni yao jiayous !
just do your best !
make everyone ENJOY
tonight!! rmb to jiayous ahr !
WO DING NI


♥. DEAR;
dear . our story never ends kays ?
wo ai ni lluhs stay with me
forever and ever kays ?
wo ai ni lluhs!!
wo miss you !
u're forever mine !!

5 August 2007

♥. HEYS !
im early today cox ii cant able to sleep well last night cox my fever up to 39.2 }x lucky MY MUM helpin me change the cloth all the way through night ! I LOVE YOU MUM !! {: hmmx . ytd went to bedok 85 to eat . && ii was like all the way so cold ! AND ACTURALLY SHOULD BE HOT ! waynnie , jk , mummy && gan ma all sweatin' andd i was so cold ! omqq ! -.= hmmx . din eat anything much ll0hr ! just eat one chicken wing ~ one stick of satay . andd a piec of cucumber .-.= L0Ls ~ jk andd waynnie go cut hair andd we nidd to wait anndd iim DAMM COLD MANS ! nvm ~ in bus WOOS ! EVEN COLD ! omqq !! andd dhen went to 2o1 andd go buy shoes wallet omqq ii cant tahan le ! like goin to faith sia ! -.=

♥. dhen they went to shop & save ii dinn went in cox COLD ! arghs ! hmmx . dhen they very slow ! ii was sitiing outside so cold ! -.= hmmx dhen go home ! reach home ii took my temomiter out to see how high is my fever andd it was 39.2 andd ii took medic andd sleep . ii hate myself fallin' sick haiix . hope my self will get well soon && my comp TIO VIRUS ! damms ! hate it mans ! -.= haven fix ok ~ IF I SEND YOU ANY FILE IN MSN PLEASE KINDLY DONT ACCPECT -.=

♥. SHAWN ! monday 6th AUGUST 07
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OR SMS M4 TO 71199
RMB TO VOTE
{REPEAT} YOUR VOTE IS KINDLY SO IMPROTANT TO HIM
ITS STANDS 70 % JUST RMB TO VOTE !!
IF HE DO WELL ON HIS PERFROMERS .
DHEN HE SHOULD NOT BE ELIMINATED !
SO PLEASE VOTE AS MUCH AS YOU ALL CANNS ! thnk yous !

♥. iim worry on monday haiix . hope he wont be eliminated !
SHAWN NI YAO JIAYOUS !

♥. LASTLY , ilovedear so many ! x100000000000000

♥. HEY !
(updated)
iim worry tat tmr ii cant able to go sch ! }: haiix . howhows ? but ii really miss dear worhs ! but i'd TRY MY BEST TO GO SCH ! {: iim bored iim bored ! haiix . hope tmr ii cann go to sch && hope tat SHAWN TMR WILL GET IN ! please god !! i will send the bless to him hopin that he will get in ! shawn ni yao jiayous ! (tmr iim geting worry agains }: )

♥. ohh yahr tmr qoinqq tm BUY SOMETHING FOR .... shh srecret ! DEAR DONT ASK ME AHR ! && DONT THINK FAR FAR SOMEDAY you will know whats goin on ! {:
ILOVEDEAR !

♥.rmb to vote for shawn !
1900 112 7704
SMS M4 TO 71199
{REPEAT}
UR VOTING IS VERY IMPROTANT
IT STANDS 70 %
SO PLEASE KINDLY VOTE
IF YOU DONT WAN TO SEE
HIM GOT ELIMINATED !
♥. ohh gosh ii think ytd ii slept too much andd now ii having a fever , nose block , && headache . now feel like sleepin again . >.< haiix . iim tired ! gosh ! ~ haiix . dont know what to do nows .

♥. thanks HUIYI jie . thanks alot alot alot . }:

♥. my head iis so pain now . ii go rest lle . cya guys !

♥. ANYWAYS .
today is mummy's bdae . {:
wish her happy forever andd always so health andd active ^^
ILOVEYOU MAMRMIE !

♥. M4 Shawn sings恋爱ING (五月天)
rmb to vote for him !!
{repeat} UR VOTE TO HIM
IS VERY VERY VERY IMPROTANT
if u dont wana see him been Eliminated!
KINDLY VOTE !!! please !
ur votin cann mean everything .
so kindly VOTE !!!
1900 112 7704
or SMS M4 TO 71199
vote on monday night
voting hotline will be on from
8pm to 10 pm
so rmb to vote !!!

♥. iim damm tired ! but ii cant sleep or will get even worst ! haiix . ii dont know what to do nows ! whole body DAMM PAIN ! my fever 38.6 haiix . took my medic le . haiix . iim damm tired nows !! arghs ! cann anyone anyone save me ? haiix ii dont wan sick !!! SICK SHOOS ! IIM DAMM HOT NOWS ! AGRHS ! going market with marmie . go find ah ma cox she not feelin well && wann marmie go down market help hers . haiix . now whole family is sick ! hows ! sianns ~ bye guys ! going bath le .
should ii buy what ii wanted to buy in the first place ?
should ii ? haiix .

♥. just wann to h0ld you on && never let go . haiix

3 August 2007

first period is PE ; iim sweat ! }: hmmx. andd dhen recess eat hhaha with veron , emily andd sherri they all talk talk ! hmmx andd dhen CPA stay in class do nothing ! hahahrs ! YAYS ! go simei ite le ! hees !

hmmx haven qo jiu abit qurreal with dear le . haiix . hmmx at bus ii think alot . have ii done something wronqq ? hmmx . reach there we like DUMMB ASS CANN ? walaoos ! damms so like MOUTIAN TORTISE LIKE TAT >.< hmmx . iim borinqq haiix . hmmx . borinqq lluhs ! but iim high . ii also dont know whys ? hmmx . but the PPL who so call " ENTERTAIN " us de very fun ! X= hhmmx dhenn 12 plus jiu cann go lerh . me andd dear qurreal . haiix ii dont know what ii done wronqq . peii fren got wrong ? haiix ii dont know lluhs !. cher went to simei east point . }: iim borinqq ~ dhenn ii went home , while im in the bus ! ii wrote something :

iim just so tiredd to explain whys ii shownn youu atitude . cox you wan me to choose between you or my fren . why cant you just understand me abit ? ii nidd frewn but ii niid you also . ii dont wann to explain anymores . just wish that you cann understand me . at least know how ii feel bahhs . its tired to tell you && you say sorry again . ii guess you say u're tiredd of sayin' sorry to0s right ? do have ii really make a choice between frens && love ? must ii ? lets give each other cool down abit . ii guess this is the best way for us understand what we are thinkin bahr . did ii really do anythin wronqq ?

haiix ii dont know know what happen to us . just hope tat we shall go back to those happy moment ! haiix ii think is impossible bah . just hope it can be better .

iim boredd andd goin' crazy ! DIN SAW JIE }: ii tot cann saw her in simei ite worhs ! sadded ! BORING DAY {:

sometime not only qurreal , dont u think ?
sometime ii feel bad , do u know ?
sometime ii just wann u to love me more , do you feel it ?
sometime ii just wann u to understand me , did you ?
sometime ii am sadd andd no one ever care , are you beside me ?
alot sometimes . but no one just notice it .
been though so many things ,
but u dont know how much changes ii changed .
maybe you dont found any but inside ii changed alot .
iim no lonqqer that lil' qirl sometime,
ii really willin to change for you.
ii just wish-ed you cann understand how ii feel .
stand at the side whr ii am standin
look from my view . no one really understand
whys ! ii must ren friends de anger andd ur anger
so what ii am ? im not the person tat u all cann vent anger on .
but you all takin' forgranted . iim so tiredd .
for nothing ii always the one kana .
still have to act so happy infront of other ppl .
andd say tat you treat me how nice && nice .
whys ? i really dont know whys myself sayin all this .
iim really really very tired !!
haiix . i dont know what to do really .
if i dont peii my fren what ppl will say me ?
" GOT STEAD LE , DONT WAN FREN LIAO "
if i dont peii u what ppl will say me ?
" GOT FREN DONT WAN STEAD "
so ? WHAT am i ? a doll ? cann spread into 2 ?
ii really dont know what ppl's mind thinkin' when u meet
this problem dhen you'll know ! ii dont know how
to explain ! iim just so tired !! haix !
I HATE MY LIFE NOW !
FCUKIN HATE !

2 August 2007

today ii in sch iim boring canns ? anyways
SIMIN DAR !
get well soon I MISS YOU MANS ! }:

hmmx iim super boring yea ? hmmx first period CPA ; u know im bored ? andd THAT IDIOT FCUKING MR WONG KEEP AIM ME ! duhhs ! hmmx . nvm lalalas . dhen recess dinn eat anything bec0x cher dont wan eat }: sadded ~ hmmx nvms ! hhahars ! dhen after tat MATHS ! go the stupid ITRL 1 but ok lahrs! wont so bored && hot hees ! hmmx . after tat is assblembly ! hahahs ! ME ANDD CHER GO HIDE just bec0x wan sit behind stupid right ? ll0ls ! X= hmmx . dhen go back for english ii got do works leis! I DO MIND MAP ! hahahr ! cox about relationship mahr ~ bleahs ! hahars ~

. anyways tmr im going SIMEI ITE if cher's bro is not wrong X= ahahhrs !
hmmx nothing much l0hr! but tmr still got lesson ! SIAN ! 10 PLUS DHEN GO LEI ! WALAOS ! !@#$%^& hees ~ nvm {:

. huiyi jie !
jie ! iim gald tat u andd him ok le ! rmb to last lonqq kays ? cox iim waiting to drink xi jiu ! X= hahahrs ! HOPE JIE IS HAPPY AT ALL TIMES ! {:

alright update some photo later hees ! ohh yahr !
THNKS BRINA GREAT GRAND DAUGTHER FOR THE WEB ! iloveyous !

dear thnks for peii-ing me for 1 hours andd 30mins ! hees ! ILOVEYOUS !mooarks !


ii draw for dearr de {:


dearr draw de {: ii force hiim to draw de X=


dear still wriite copyright saw ? :P


urizam [dont know how to spell] hahah X=


iim so boring now . damms borred ! haiix .! iim missin him alot alot alot ! hmmx . see how its goes tmr sians ~ HAVE TO GO ITE YET GOT PE ! nonesences ! :P ahahahrs ! IM GALD THAT RONG RONG HAS OVER COME congraz rong ! u will find a better guy ! {: hmmx . duuhs ! booreddd !! }: !
today dinn go sch . iim really goin die le ! my stomach very pain l0hr ! haiix .

UPDATE LATER;

UPDATEED
ii just cut my finger nails }: sad regret cuttin it ! haiix . hmmx . afternoon played audition with jk . L0Ls ~ cox boring mahr ~ hmmx . iim damm tired sia ! today must sleep early so tat ii wont be tired tmr {: andd got the JING SHEN peii dear {: hahahrs .~ hmmx iim borin'

PEOPLE ! acturally sometime if you are kind ppl will love you even more ! thanks jie for the comment {:
" Friends shld understand each other , interms of the character & style they do things , they doesnt need to always stick tgt like glue , & good frens understand that stead come first in some situation , but will know that you will always be there for them as a shoulder . & frens dont nid to have things or do things the same things , each got their own life to carry on . (: "
this is what jie told me now ii understand whats friendship is to me .

Relationship , is hard to understand really . some time ii wonder why there is qurreal & jealous ?. its bec0x the relationship must have some agure-ment so tat it will be strong ? but whys ? ii dont really understand . & the things always goes the same . uu see , every single ONE who have bfgf relationship before will met this problem . one of them will give out alot but the other one dont . it cos the person giving out very very tired until wanted to give up ;

& the one not giving out dont wan he/she to left . why ? the person not giving out why must he/she do tats ? its selfish ? LOVE ? or habbit ? or they really very happy to see ppl like tat ? haix its confusing world ! ii dont know whys alot ppl is like tat .~ && they dont know they hurt ppl so much

DEAR ;
im sorry treating you bad last time .
im sorry }: WO ZHI DAO CUO LE . }:
now & always i promise you
i will use my full heart to love you
till that day u lost feeling on me ok ?
wo ai nis !


SHAWN ;
just hack care wat ppl say
just proff them wrong kays ?
{: JIAYOUS FOR NEXT ROUND
恋爱-ing ! {:
rmb ahr ! try your best
dont stress up !

1 August 2007

hees ! ytd ii do enjoy canns ? ytd ii go there andd im scare andd worry }x saw ZHI YANG KHIM :P hees ~ andd dhen i was high high high ! all the way canns ? hmmx . andd iim sorry dear ii left-ed you out }x andd we qurreal ! haiix .hmmx andd ytd shawn got through although ytd he din did so well but at least he tried his best ! so shawn ni yao jiayous oks ?

heys im back alright now ii just wana say something bef0re ii post what happen today

acturally sometimes things cant take forgranted cox ppl will hate u even more . so why dont u lost abit andd let ppl gain abitbit ? whys ppl are always so "JI JIAO" andd theres always this problem in friendship andd relationship . now, what ii wann to say is " sometime give out abit so that people will feel better " .

andd below de all these is what ii wrote during maths lesson

Sometime ii just wann to find a someone to understand how ii feel inside . but it seem like no one . please if you dont care , dhen just dont act as if you care cox im tired of u all . bec0x theres no hope yet uu qqave me empty promises must well just fcuk off .

For those ppl who cares iim thankful if iim cold to uu dhen im really sorry }x . sometime ii wonder whats friendship && sista-ship to all the people arround me . just the dolls who pei lai pei qu ? or is really treasue andd love each other andd dont feel like leaving each other ? ii have alot qns in mind but ii dont know why ii dont dare to ask . && i also dont know how to ask .

Should friends understand each other ?
Must friends ALWAYS toqether ?
Must friends everythinq be the same ?

my mind alot why to ask . maybe its whats arround me make me feel so curious {: but guys ! i will always be there for you all no matter what the earth changes but it wont change my heart ! I LOVE YOU GUYS ! <3*

okoks my time now :} hmmx now im boredd again ~ ok
1st period ; ENG its boring but ii was sleepin' X= cox iim tired :{ dhen suddenly feel like going home cox i feel myself like so... feelin not very well . hmmx nvm dhen ii continue sleepin'

2nd period ; RECESS ! ii really very very tiredd . even eat also lazy -.= GONA DIE ! -.= dhen ii bought a bowl of porriaqe . dhen ii eat until half i tell cher , " ii should go take a straw to drink the porriaqe " she stare blur ! L0Ls X= but BUT ! I DIN H0HRS ! X= hmmx . dhen sherri && brina came sit down with veron we at there talk talk . nothing much ! hahahrs first time sit until bell rinqqs hees ~

3rd period {I HATE MOST } maths ; im tired ! ii sleep awhile andd listeninq to mp4 andd think about alot alot things friendship relationship blah blah {ii like to anyhow think} im boredd canns ? haiix .

4th period MT ; im boredd so ii sweep-ed the floor . quaii mahrs ? hahahrs ! no lluhs . iim boredd so sweep l0hr ! iim not tat free . >.< hmmx ii sweep until nvery clean acturally wanted to clear all the news paper under all table but the dustbin full le }x sadd . so ii din ! hahahrs ~ but my classmate is all doin' mt listeninq ; dhen ii dinn do X= so badds ~ hmmx . but teacher call me stay back after sch to do }x sianns ~ haiix .

5th period ; DNT boredd lluhs . hmmx ii did nothing again ? ii just talk talk with dear l0hrs . L0Ls ~ cox nothing do mahr dhen me andd him keep disiao ppl X= sorry! hmmx nothing much ~

6th period ; dear pei me go home . ;DD my school day end-ed ! yays !

DEAR'
uu promisee me no more qurreal le ok?
ii will try to RANG && REN . ok ?
just promise me that no matter ;
what happen you donnt be sadd kays ?
iloveyooos !


SHAWN'
ni yao jiayous !
dont give up kays !
anyways , CONGRAZ TAT U'RE IN !
make everyone enjoy next monday ok ?
takecares !