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30 September 2008

My hottest craps !

Yawns, it's 11.23
lets see how long i take to finish up this post.
(it might be a long one) hahahahah.

today i have my dinner with Huat gang, and xingan tagged along.
it's really a cool night ! i enjoy alot. As usual, shawn is entertaining me
so many stories to say, and joke around. Aw, how i wish there will be
this kind of outing every week .

camwhored, and finally huiqi want to take photo with me !
hahahas ! ok enough of my crapping.
I shall jump to photo ! :D






not much . Good night.
Fen kai yi hou By Dang Yu Zhe
i really hate to say your name. it remind me of every single thing.
& that really hurts me alot. Cant i just delete everything ?
i dont want to be like that too . But i cant .. ):

29 September 2008

im so so sad.

Can anyone tell me why ?!

why no one knows i did my best .
why no one knows when i say
" i think i will fail my maths paper " it's so pain.
Why no one knows?! What they know is just giving me
a look like as if i everytime failed my maths paper.
as if i dont give a damn for it .
Do you ever think i feel so terrible inside ?
I know i have not been studying since i was sec 2.
but can you just understand, this year im trying !
And trying very hard ! But what you all give me was
" oh really ? " do you know im really hurt ?
do you think i feel very happy when i fail my maths paper?
I supposed no one understand !

i really feel damn super aint tasty now.
i have no mood to do anything even studying !
i just feel like crying ): sigh .
its worst than worst.
it's really .. stupid.

Edit*

Hello, little kid.
just hope to point out some things that you might
not think before tagging .
First you dirty ip:220.255.7.138
and you think that i dont know you ?
oh please, you though that cbox administrators are fake ?
oh well, i think you tag without using brain yea?

your reader: good that you are sad.

good that i am sad ? Laughs, are you very happy with that?
oh well, what i can say is. You're so sick and tired being sad
thats why this is the joy of you laughing at people when
they are sad . And this tell me, you dont worth me a respect,
my dear (: Im kind of pity you .
Yes, i am sad, but you're even sad.
Why ? You're just jealous because of my sad !
oh-so-funny har ? hhahahas.

Thanks for you, my mood goes so high now !
Cause you're trying to a fool out of yourself.

Lastly, i think you should get a loser award.
hahahahhahahahahahaha

Fear ):

Just 3 hours away ...

28 September 2008

Disappointedd . IHY

Hottest hi hi hi stranger(s) !

Tomorrow will be my maths paper. Im so scare, yet so slient.
I dont know why, i dont feel like taking this paper.
i really feel like running away from this paper.
partly it may be own emtionals and stress.
im all messed up, im afaird at the very last minute
i couldn't make it through. God bless me please.

& ..
today i realise, im just a fool to you .
aint friend, but fool . ok, i just want to say
Shyt you. I can lead my life without you (:
me and your friendship seriously dont worth a love.
cause you dont even treat me as one ?
If i mistake you, than im sorry. But action shows that
you dont treat me as one. (: Well, just be it .

thousand of things i couldnt say out .
million of misses i kept inside
billion of love is unspoken .
i keep it as a shorten define love .
you will never know, i really miss youuu ):

27 September 2008

mood: full with wonders o.o

Hello hello hellooo !

today im so lonely at home ):
self study quite alot, quite nice too .
The whole afternoon of mine, is really peace & quiet.
dont use to it, but i think it's alright at times.

cant remember what i wanted to update.
hope tomorrow i can upload pictures .
and you might be shock who i study with .
HAHAHAHs ! :D I think it will be pretty cool
studying with them !

He He .


彩虹的出現 是在雨后的天晴
雖然 很燦爛 很美麗
但卻只是短暫的
我希望人生的每一天都能夠 看見 彩虹
就像天天都能看見太陽一樣
希望我們的彩虹 能夠再出現
希望我的那道彩虹是
永不消失的 彩虹


BYE :D
happy 8months, to myself.

26 September 2008

My graduation, 26092008

today is my graduation day .

I manage to see all my classmate today .
today is a enjoyable one.
I though that i will big cry or something.
but i didn't. I did cry, because miss heng .
i can't bear now , really .
I miss the school, though it sucks?
i miss my classmate though they are irritating at times?
i really miss everything !






When the graduating song played, i recall alot of things
and this thing, make me feel so bad but still nice.
At least i have all bad and good moments.
and i realise actually my classmate get along with NA
classes well, and im so happy to say it's great !

and everything come to the end,
it's end of my secondary school life.

Recall back, is just like a few weeks ago when i
came in secondary school. 4years, just fly like that.
wo she bu de .










(dingdongggggggggggggggggggg)

so much up and down, this is the result .
Thanks for every good and bad you given me.
it's nice, bitter & sour .
My beloved friends, all the best for the coming up paper.
I Love All Of You!



My dearest cutecute,
sorry that i have no time to write finish your card.
I just wish to tell you that i will be here for you anytime, anywhere.
no matter what happen. you will always be remember ! :D
Im really lucky to have such a sister like you !
you totally rocks my world upside down. :D
You fill my life with colours, like rainbow after every rains.
I really love you la cutecute !






Xingan,
i cant bear to leave your laughters really !
thanks for everything this one year down .
Thanks for being there when i need.
Thanks for bearing with my rubbish and everything
Im sorry for everything too.
You, rocks my life alot !
Without you my life is totally boring !
Thanks xingan ! :D





*wipe the tears away*