Be my super lover ♥
{2days}

Today super tired , i woke up at 8 plus . dont know whys , got abit fever )': maybe
its becox i past two days keep ling yu . Ytd i 11 plus dhen sleep , dhen i flip and turn keep cant sleep , and the aircon super coold . And i 1 plus dhen fall a sleep . dhen 5 plus i woke up dhen 6 plus woke up again 7 plus woke up dhen GOT MSGGGGG :D and i half awake ;P i replied him and i feel abit cold and like got fever ): And i rest awhile .

Dhen wake up at 8 plus . Play comp alot thing must update >< Friendster makes me super boring alr x:


EH, I DONT LIKE YOU!
DONT EVEER JUGDE ME W/ YOUR EYES
W/O KNOWING ME ): I dont like you ahr


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRINA GREAT GRAND DAUGTHER
{ girl you're super missed ! }

Im super miss him (: Super , somehow , gona moody at about 5 plus ._.
Superly moody de lahr ! But let me tell you
IM THINKING OF YOU !
yesyes him not other people but him superly
i miss him ! D: SO MUCH haihaix .

A lil misses make me so happy & sad . Happy is becox i feel so xinfu
to miss him . Sad becox i cant meet him D: SUPER.. ahhhs! Just now i saw him two time , The first time he din saw me D: cox he msging me dhen The second time
i saw him a 2o1 the at first din saw me , in the end he saw me (:

And i went home , nearly kana car bang -.- Cox i abit giddy & sick . dhen din
see the car at first dhen i cross dhen i saw got car dhen i faster run ): Dhen
kana scolding by mama x: Hahahas not scold la only call me next time becareful .
My eyes like got problem like thats so blur blur ._.

IM SICK SICK SICK super sick , tmr Going new house again .
Ok gtgs cyar

IM XIN FU cans ? (:
{1 Day}

Im super super tired , but still woke up early . my head super pain , and later going new house agains -.- WASH HOUSE ! wthelllllls ! acturally ytd must wash but i went out x: dhen marmie help me clean my room & today i have wash the living room x: OHMYTIANNNNS ! WASH LIVING ROOM LEI ! alone ._.

Hmmx , V. fast my new house finish juang xiu liao , v. fast i moving in , v.fast i going genting , v. fast going chirsmas , v.fast going new year , v.fast IM GONA BE SEC 4 LIAOS D: . things goes superly fast . {: was thinking everything ytd . i also forget what i think le . My stupid didi today must go dental :P His teeth going have a hole x: Lols ~

Hmmx I SUPER MISS HIM REALLY LAHR ! ♥

Ytd MY SWEET DAR tell me that she wan to take picture , and im waiting for her to post in blog ! Hahahas ! HOR DAR ? x: Hhahahas ~

{Updated}

Im back from gaint . stupid whatever i say is no respected still ask for my comment for what ? must well dont ask me , dhen i say up to you all , u say i show atitude .
What u wan me to do ? Haihaix . i dont wan qurreal de leh D:

Today while going to gaint i think super lots . I fall deeper for him & i swear.
Super manys ! and acturally i going meet him D: but i go there for awhiles ! So din
get to meet him D: Im super sad lahr ~ Dhen went i come back i ling yu ): cox no umbrella .

And my head now is super pain D: Haihaix . Tmr must and comfrim plus chop going
wash house ! OHMYTIANNS ! D: & i super tired first time i got this type of feeling ,
Hmmmx ~ Im boring leis ): ahhh ! help me ! D: I so miss him

&& I super feel comfrim being with him (: and i wan shout loud loud I BELONGS
TO HIM ! && i so touched by his words , and those words i will keep in mind !.
My dear i promise you ! <3

JOANNE & HUIYU ♥
EMO PARTNER <3 FOREVERRS !

I miss your everything .

I super tired lah ! but i still wake up super early && i cant stop thinking of
everything gona happen , when i think of it . I feel like vomiting -.- Haihaix .
Later going out , Hope my sleepy can go aways ! ): I feel like going sch , if carry on like this i will sick de ! Zzzz !

I SUPER MISS CUTECUTE & HORNY MEIMEI LAHR ! SUPER MISS ! agrhs !
Sian sian sian sian sian ! OK LATER UPDATE :D

Im backback ! I came back liaos ! Just now go tm with dar , dhen mac alot ppl so we din eat go buy wallet for herself x: dhen we was like damm -.- L0LS COX the cashier guy give her the recipet and the change , dhen wan give her the card dhen she walk aways liaos . dhen he look at me i laugh i take le dhen i go tell dar LOLS ! dhen she laughing like crazy , dhen we go buy jacket x: SHE SAY SHE WAN BUY !! so {: Im waiting

dhen we went to simei peii her go buy belt the same as mine , DHEN I SAW ZHIQING AHMEIMEICUTECUTE ;DD SO HAPPY LAHR ! . dhen we buy le . dhen we go home , take 9 . dhen we like so cold in the bus ): dhen we stop at 2o1 , we walk walk , dhen i go 388 I SUPER WET ! D: cox i scare i will fall down dhen i wet until like hells ): And i call him and he come down with a towel ! SUPER SWEET LAHR ! But i told him i dont need .

Dhen we talk talk talk {: and .. 281007 05.00 PM {: <3 forevers i promise !
Really love you ! thanks for the concern u give me , the promise you say &
the hug u given me ! I super inlove ! and thanks for everything ! And you
really is who i love . i really wondering am i dream , (: But i know im not !
Thanks thanks ! LOVE YOUU , MY DEAR (:



SHARON & HUIYU

My girl , although i din mention u in my pass few post , cox im afaird you will feel im irratated D: So i dare not say much but my heart really misses you so much ! And those lil words that we said last time will never be earsed from my heart . One day i really hope i can hold you hand and walk in streets agains . Those LOUD LAUGHING & BIGGEST HUGS is always kept in my mind (: It will be the reason i smile & cry . My dear girl , just always rmb theres a girl tan hui yu is always here for you and she loves you alot !. So dont say thanks for the love i give you cox its yours , thats what i promise ! I love you my beloved sharonnn ! ♥

Its poisonous .

Hellooooooos ! im here to blog
(cox woke up early agains)

Hmmx Same time , but different date . I woke up superly early !
But im tired tired ! ytd's internet is super lagging -.-
I help meimei find blogskin until super pekcek cox keep hang.
Zzz end up i go sleep x: Hhahas . SUPER TIRED LAH! ahhs .
I going mad mad mad liaos . Anyone wan go bugis on 28 ?

SIAN LAH . ~~~~
ehhs ? i super miss cutecute & horny meimei ! I super miss them !
w/o them is always liek weekends , is super boring for me !
CUTECUTE & HORNY MEIMEI I SUPER MISS YOU GUYS!

Ohh yahr ! ytd i forget to thanks a person
I WAN TO TELL ZHIQING AHMEI.CUTECUTE
thanks for those listening to my craps in msn
and those cheering up , & i really super thank you !
and you're always the one who i share my tears and
u really super know what im thinking ! thanks my
lil girl ! ;DD I really love youuuus <3

im back from the fucking new house {: And nearly burst with tears
when i come back , u know what happen ? THEY PAINT MY ROOM UNTIL
LIKE SHIT -.- cox original , my room got a mirror . and they din
take out the mirror and paint they just paint like thats ! after
that i took out the mirror OBVIOUSLY GOT A YELLOW LINE THERES .
fuck mans }:

I nearly cry mans . super super super heart pain lahr D: And I took two pic
of the wall WILL UPDATE OK?! and how good the ppl painting skills !
give me a wall like shit ! x:

And nothing much much much ~ Haihaix . its boring alright ! tmr going bugis/tampines
with dar dar dar ! WAITING ! ( or should i say waiting for another thing ? ) x: No lahr both both waiting ! :D SEE YOU DARR !


THAT DAY JK BUT DE ICECREAM ,SUPER NICE D:


And so hes my dad -.-


AND this is what i mean ! see fuck up rights ?!


This is living room de ! -.- zzz !


I super miss him ! And i really really really miss him ! SUPER LAHR D:
MY DEAR I REALLY MISS YOUUU ! <3

Emo came back to me . ♥
(Im sorry that i came to blog early agains , now is 20.45 . i wan post for tmr )

Wow so great i keep miss him non-stop ! And i dont know why .
My mind keep think what will happen tmr , tmr tmr && tmr Haihaix .


Now dhen i really realise we are in two
different world . Theres a gap between us ,
No matter how close , theres a gap means ,
theres is. How can i forget get you ? with
those smses. Like how you cant forget her .
My dear boy , i really miss you . ♥
Never minds ! Im happy after all . <3

DONT EVER CARE WHAT I WROTE K?
This really is my blog so i can write what i like
here . So fuck off if you dont care .
If U really care dhen im thankyous <3
Sorry for scaring you guys ,
But this few days im really really supper supper
TIRED , EMO & CONFUSE ! x/3

Im back back today is today i woke up early in the
morning 7 oclock sharp ! Cox i flip and turn couldnt
sleep so online and wows ! No people online -.-
Lols ~ And its was super boring when i alone sit
at the living room , looking
like an idiot . Cant believe that i woke up so early .

I wan thanks SIMIN DAR !
she ytd night , i msg her ask her sleep le mah
she told me haven & i ring her . told her alot things .
and she help me in everything ! thanks you my dear !
Thanks for helping out really ! i superly in love
with you ! thanks dar thank thanks ! I will be there
for you also !

I wan tell SHARON MEN !
my dear girl D: ytd acturally wanted to ring you
but scare that you , sleep alr . so dare not ring .
i really wish you're the first one to know my everything
But i couldnt find you , D: are u going MIA from me ?
}: I really miss you , really miss you so much so much
haihaix }: I dont know how far can we go ! But i will be
there for you anytime anyday ! Meet out soon <3 Just ring
me and i will be theres :D

I wan tell HIM !
thanks thanks thanks for those words you told me last night .
Touched by all those sentences u said . And its alr enough
I dont dare to ask for much . Just wan to love you like thats .
No people can replace those msg , laugher and scolding . I
really miss youuuu ! And im gona tell you every word came out
from my heart . Its true {: Believe me . <3

Im done with all those things i wan say {:
I love SHARON , SIMIN , ZHIQING & HIM :D

edited-

I wan tell SUVD CUTIEFAIR
my best cutiefair ! thanks for those listening me craping
in msn , and those lil words you said to me i will always rmb
And no ppl can replace cutie fair i promise !
you will be my one and only cutiefair NO CUTIEFAIR NUM 2
i dont care you must be mine mine mine ! :D I super love you
Meet out sooons


I wan tell MICHELLE CUTIEPIE
thank my dear for being there for me , cheering me up like my
sis thanks my dear ! im super love you ! and rmb you had to cheer
up also! i know u really feel bad . but u say you're alright !
my dear girl ! dont be sad k ? always believe theres miricales
although i dont understand what happen , but just cheer up k ?
Wo really ai ni ! <3 just ring me and i will be there LOVES <3

I wan tell SHERRI CUTECUTE
my beloved dearest superly loved chubby cutecute thanks for
those choice u help me ! I really know that w/o there will
be no huiyu in the world ! you taught me alot alot Thanks cutecute <3
i promise i will be teher for you no matter what . just one call
And i will listen to what you wan to shout , cry or say .
Happy or sad tell me , girl ! i love youuus

I wan tell JOANNE MEIMEI
my horny lil sis ! dont be horny too much x: You HORNY LAHR
dont spread to me k ? But i wan to say i really love you
My dear girl ! study well k ? i was worrying about you
dont know what will happen to you ! you this girl , sometime
can be super emo , sometime super horny like hells -.- Make
me also dont know what you're thinking . i everytime wonders
whats really contain in ur lil brain . And next year
i last year le ! MUST TAKE CARE YOURSELF WHEN EVER IM NOT ARROUND
please ! i love yous <3

Omgs I SAW MY MENNNIE ! I SAW HER ! I cant believe my eyes i i really saw
her coming down the bus ! Feel like hugging her , but.. The bus waiting for me
L0LS mennie ! i wan see you soon and soon i really super super super miss youuuuu
<3

A note to say ; a story to tell .

Love's happiness is always so short ,
But i din blame you , cox i know everything
is me myself dersever it , if you get to see
this please dont mention anything infront me please !
I really admit i love you alot , yet ytd i have to say
i dont like you so that you will feel better

Feel like hating you , but i cant . I dont know whys
i was crying like hells last night , looking back
at those msges , i dont believe everything happening now .
My dear boy , u really make me inlove & no guys making me
crying so badly . And i dont know what makes you say those
words to me but , i feel like believe is all real

But now god tell me is fake . Ytd i finally feel like accpecting ,
End up you telling me all this , i really super heart pain .
and no one really knows , Sorry my boy that i lie to you that i dont
love yous ! But im really dont know why i say all those words .
But i still have to thanks you for giving me those happy moments .
and i really cherish it alot <3 i promise you i will try to get over
you . Lastly , i really love youuus


Who will knows when im crying ? who will always be theres ?
Everything is always a dream (:

Im back with my report book , im quite happy with my result {: Hope next year can do better ar ! X: I BOUGHT KELLY'S ALBUM WOOOOS ! she is so pretty cans ?. Im boring feel like going MAI, agrhs should i ? haihaix . im superly emo emo emo ! Early in the morning so high with joanne -.- L0LS she keep singing the porn thingy , dhen me and jasyn keep laughing

Dhen bell rings , i hold my two lil girl's hands and tell them i miss them {: & I REALLY WILL MISS THEM MANS ! those silly staff we did , those loud laughing & those qurrealing . i will super miss , TIME FLYS SO FAST , today the last day liaos . and must prepare for the sec 4 life {:

Hmmx , and im superly high today , in class we watch the jian gui shi . haihaix , Im superly .. L0LS . and I HUGGED MY BAOBEIX MEI ZHIQING , i really superly thanks to her . Thanks for the concern ytd . meimei thanks ! ^^V loves <3

&& i took my report book went outside with dar eat , and nothing much lohr , dhen we went into the sch and walk out again dhen dar's mama came SUPERLY CUTE LAHR HER MAMA . and jolene's mother superly superly cute also ! omgs ~ and my mama came waited so long -.- Junkiat's teacher super long lahr ! Im sweating . x: and dhen we go go in and hear the teacher talk talk .

dhen went to TM dhen go pay bills , dhen go simei buy psp for waynnie , and dhen i go buy kelly's album dhen go buy clothes , i din buy ok ! X: and dhen wait waynnie & Mama smoke finish dhen we go NTUC and i buy alot cup noodles . x:

Dhen we go out dhen got two guy standing there , call us buy knife -.- L0LS and my bo liao mama buy from them . dhen we cab-ed home , and now i reach home is boring de lahr ! Yawns *

Emoing for lifes D: but i din regret falling in love in you . ! <3
Time just passes by , and those are really dream , now i woke up and
have to wipe my tears off and continue my life , I really miss those days
cans ? will they be return to me ? I really dont know what to do to make
myself feel better , and i really feel like dying .

So manys things happen but my choice is still you , But dont really make me
regret , be there for me cans ? I still miss those lil joke and i dont know
whys i misses that so much ! i still love you ? but why din i make a choice ?
and make myself regreting like hells .

No ! im not regret , i wan to be happy ! my dear boy , i will be there for you
alrights ? ♥ those lil time we spend together will never be erased .
And hope your life goes well & hope you can get her {: . Although i wan to know
who is the lucky girl , but i dont wan to ask , maybe it may really hurt me {:
But u promised those stuff dont u dare to forget

Or i will pull your ear , pinich your nose & bite you ! (: Im gona be strong .
DONT EVER WORRY FOR ME ! cox i will really be fine , if i wan to cry or even emo
will never show it outside but inside k ? (: AND I WONT LET YOU KNOW thats im
sad .

Im adicted to my blog song & SHAKALAKA BABY ! super nice lahr -.-

Should i or should i not ?

HIHIS!
early in the morning im damm touched by sharonMEN
so , i really fall inlove on her {: ( NOT LES )
so thanks mennie for those words , i appreciate all the
love from you !. ♥ mennie you're superly loved

Im super boring later going new house , Then nothing much loh.
My mind now is super messy x: Howhow ? Ytd i abit high , abit niax
All thanks to him , cutecute & meimei .
Im boring feel like changing blogskins x: Hhahaas see how bah.

Do abit changes in blog . {:


Love is a game , will you treat it as a
short game ? will it last ? This and
everything hurts me so much , I dont
know what to do to make myself not think so much
But i just wish you know how i feel .
Maybe i really think too much Haihaix .

Nearly qurreal with daddy , cox he call me give
idea , and i give end up he say this cant , this dont wan
Fucks , dhen call me say for what ? I call him
ownself think , i dont wan to get angry (: IM A GOOD GIRL K?
i dont like to show my daddy & mammy atitude .
I wan faster move in 388 D:
Tonight Dajiu moving over to granny house ,
i v. scare sia ! }:

Dont know why suddenly dont feel like staying at home .
Tomorrow daddy is going oversea , mama & dajiu dont know
will do what silly things liaos ! Im mad mans ! Haihaix .
Cox their actions seriously cut my hearts D: dont know
whys i really care for those adult which they dont even
act like one . Haihaix , Should i be moody ? I SHOULD NOT
cox i promise not to .

Maybe 10 more days i can move into 388 le , I feel more
hope hearing that cans ? I like super wan to move in
Now the workers are painting my house le . So happy !
Hmmx . i began to miss him agains ~ SO MISSS LUHS .

I miss sharon lil men <3

Love make people wonders .

You make me wonders of everythings !. For me , you're really the one i needed . Nothing can change my mind ^^V i really super love you cans ?.

Im back from east coast , when i reach there the first thing came to my mind is SHARON SHARON & STILL SHARON ! {: And during the time in bus , i feel myself getting emo D: so i think the postive way and i still like that haihaix

And rent bic. and cycle , i enjoy cans ? took super many pic . And i really feel i love my classmate so much so much ! ♥ Thanks GUYS , u all really rocks my life ! {:

OHMY YOU KNOW WHAT ?i feel myself lefting out sharon D: IM SORRY MENNIE ! seriously i keep wan to write but keep on forgeting ! im sorry ! i really misses you alot alot ! DAMM LOTS SUPERLY LOTS LOTS LOTS ,you're still and always the one i need ,
Online please D: i have alot things wana tell you ! }: Menn <3 i miss youuu


Should i be inlove ?
Why do i love you ?
Do i really love you ?
Do you love me ?
Why you make me inlove ?
Why i fall so deeply ?
Is my life ok w/o you ?
Am i going to be crazy w/o you ?

All this stuff keep on in my mind
I dont know what to do , but i really
Comfrim thats I really love/like you so much .
I Love You , Boy <3

I really care for you , and you made me happy today .

Hellos , today im v.v. happy {: becox of you ! && im gona tell that I REALLY SUPERLY LOVE YOUUUU ! acturally im quite emo this morning , but you make my day bright . Thanks !

Today i went to changi airport take airoplane {: no lahr kidding , go there like do maths like thats ! but its fun not like... no stress like that superly high lahr ! dhen took alot pictures x: see . dhen after sch slacked outside the coffee shop awhile with junyu & weiwen they make me laugh like crazy , until my stomach v. pain .

Dar come my house , wait for me to change dhen she peii me go 2o1 dhen go home , and i went to 388 . dhen nothing much lohr awhile jiu come back liaos cox there v. noisey & nothing to do . so we go 2o1 buy the light . Dhen we went home , i bought alice's present :D Hohohos ~

Photos coming up !.

SHE'S SUPERLY MY GIRLFRIEND LOVED <3


You love her ? so do i {:


Ayuni , arfat , aini & huiyu


Lil ladys love <3


i admit i do really love them


For 301 GIRLS ! <3


End {: no more ~ cox all those not really nice so dont wan update ! hohohos
I love you girls alright ? 301 rocks ok ?

SHARON MENNIE
i really misses you alot ! during my trip to airport,
im thinking of you all the way ! like i miss my sister over sea
like that my lil girl ! i really do misses youuuuuu <3


MR GOH ZHENG WEI ,
I SUPER SUPER MISS YOU ! DONT PAISEH ME TMR ! D: or i cry i tell you

Him
I really v. happy {: becox of your words , and i really super happy,
God ,If i tell you I fall deeper in him , will you blame me ?
Im xin fu cans ? {: Wo really love him ! <3

I Do really wan enjoy my life , with your smile .

Im high early in the morning , saw kellys poon new album its cool ! i wan buy!! YAYS ! hmmx . i wan to feel connect to everyone arround me when im not in sinagpore D: but i will try k ? X: WILL TRY TO ! ( hope can )

Sian sia ! 19 oct , shawn msg me -.- say he saw kelly poon 3 times D: I DAMM JEALOUS LAHR ! CHOU SHAWN ! x: and he show me the pic he with JJ lin x: OMG DAMM JEALOUS can ? x: He made me jealous like crazy >< And he ask me " JEALOUS BO ? " dhen i say " JEALOUS * " dhen he say " DUHH ! " -.- Lols ~

Sot bodoh ! x: BORED BORED BORED ! this year going genting sure Boring w/o shawn , ling , peng & mo surely SUPERLY BORED !

Nothing much to update :D
I MISS SHARON & HIM SUPERLY MUCH


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE SIS ! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
WISH YOU EVERY YEAR SO PRETTY, HAPPY & CRAZY !
WO AI NI

I know you're improtant dhen anyone .

Hellos !

(: Im going over to new house today the renewvation start today , hahahs ~ so.. i guess quite fast i moving in . 13 to 16 nov will not be in singapore going oversea :D i will miss all of you alright ? i will miss sharon and him moremoremore ! <3

Hmmx . the days pass its seem going back to normal like last time , the weather is cold , your msg is getting shorter , Time is going so slow ! haihai , i shall have to let it be like this cox i cant do anything much now

Sharon mennie ,
i seriously miss you , wondering will you run away ? what are you doing ? will you miss me ? and now , i gona tell you i really really misses you alot alot alot ! This few days i online but u din }: i really miss you ! i have to say this
MS SHARON , I MISS YOU LIKE FUCKING HELL MUCH !
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! DONT LEAVE ME ARIGHTS ?

Love is always up and down .

Im back , i shouldnt put high hope on him x: , and now i get what i dont really wished for , acturally like that also ok la {: only abit bit of disppointed . i wont lie to myself anymore ! i promise * right now i have to let it out and shout loud
" I REALLY LOVE HIM "

Seriously what do guys really think ? what their brains contains ? something different from women ? or maybe its the same ? only i dont understand ? HAI HAI i dont know dont know !

dont understand D: will he understand what im thinking ? i dont really think so , Lols . Nvms ! at least im happy of what u have now . {:


你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

i suddenly misses you alot my dear

Love is getting closer , but still having some emo .

HELL0S ! XD im super good in mood today ( dont say about the ikea thing which happen ) Hohohos ! exp for the ikea thinngy everything went so well ! Hahahas ! thats great rights ? ♥ tmr not going to sch , pon sch with sherri , no lahr kidding tmr going to do IC so never go sherri also din go gagagas !

I do miss you really , those lil words you said to me
I always rmb in mind ! i promise and i swear *
till now i still cant forget the sence . I guess
i fall deeper inside x: Hahahas ! BLEAHS !
I love youuuuus <3


My birthday gone aways two day liaos ,
Tim goes so fast -.- Ohmy !

I fall deeper thanks boy <3

Hellos , i just came back from new house tmr still need to go D: Bored ! but ok lahr hahahs ! ^^ nothing to update ! MY BDAE IS OVER OMG i cant believe . x: Hahahas nvms next year x:

Vivian <3
PRETTYFAIR ! I LOVE YOU ALSO ! ^^V

Sherri
Cutecute you made me mature ! you made me made the right choice
Thanks cutecute ! i loveyou so . Thanks for the wishing ! ILOVEYOUUS

Kira
Thanks niuer ! ♥ wo ai ni !

Suvd
Thanks cutiefair ! I LOVE YOUUUUU <3

Yixian
Thanks buddy ! :D thanks for the day

Weixuan
Thanks dearie i love youuus

Zw
Thanks ! BOYFIREND <3

Sherri
Thanks cutecutes ! {:

Baobao
Thanks baobei !
I LOVEYOUUUUS <3

Mo
I going genting lehs !
BUT SHAWNNY CANT D:

Simin
Thanks Dar ! ILOVEYOUUUUUS ! <3

Vivian
Thanks pretty fair ! i loveyouuuus <3

ZhiQing
Thanks meimei ! i love youuu so deep !

Humaira
BAOBEIX thank thanks ! im alright now {:
And i wont cry the next time ( maybe ?) hahahrs
I LOVE YOU i saw you today today !

Albert
Thanks !!

Weiting
Thank thanks meii <3

Jolene
Thanks thanks ! <3 I LOVE YOUUUS

Sharon lil men
Thanks thanks mennie ! im sorry about ytd ! D:
im hundred sorry ! D: DUI BU QI ! i love yous <3

Weixuan
Dearie !! I LOVE YOUUUUUS <3
thanks thanks !

Alice
SIS SIS ! THANKS THANKS ! i love youu lahr
Ya 28 28 ! meetiie jie !! :D
LOVES <3

Thanks to those who wished me happy bdae !

10000 THANKS ! I LOVE YOU ALL

My 15teens bdae just gona end with tears . x/3

You all make me so heart broke ! hai hai .

im back back from meeting sharon , yixian , chunkee , huiyi , joey , joey's friend , simin , junyu , dengyuan , weihong & weiwen . thanks all of you ! ♥ i love you all ! <3

we went to eat first dhen i ate alot alot chilli ~ and i start to moody -.- hai hai , and dhen went to east coast meet simin sis , end up junyu calling me ask me to go meet him dhen i was alright , and slacked at east coast awhile and went to white sand , and junyu & company got taiji -.- when we reach dhen know LOLS ! dhen we walk walk dhen go back tampines .

And dhen we go take neoprint , and im damm fugly ! x: and nvms we meet junyu they all dhen they go smoke me and mennie went to the toilet D: i abit ... going to burst with tears liaos . but ... i ren. cox i dont wan my mennie to worry ! and have alot things kepted from her and im sorry my dearest ! D:

And we went out of the toilet i ran to first floor . and i hugged simin and i cried . hai hai , i really cant ren anymore . so i burst my tears out . and i keep wonder that am i right or wrong . hai hai , i told sis that my 15teen bdae is like .. nothing nothing and no meaning , no people really understand this feeling ! wondering next year next next year , my bdae iszi almost the same ? im sorry guys , for crying on my bdae !.

To mennie :
Im sorry , one thousand sorry ! i dont wan to cry infront of you becox i dont wan you to worry . and i dont wan you to be sad . i wan you to see my happy side not sad side . im sorry ! hai hai , Mennie i really need you and you're really improtant to me , what you told me at the traffic light Im thankful . Im v.v touched with you word ! Thanks mennie ! I LOVE YOUUUUS ! <3

To Him :
Im thanks for those words . i fall deeper now . Thanks !~

To him :
My dear dont make me worry again

To him :
You're my heart pain . I hate you by abitbit . haihai

Im sorry to weiwen , junyu , dengyuan , weihong & simin Sorry that you all came and i left , other time alrights ? <3
TODAY HUNDREDS OF SORRY TO EVERYONE !!!

Thanks joey's present ! <3 thanksthanks !
Thanks simin's present ! <3 thanksthanks !
THANKS HUNDREDS THANKS


happy birthday to myself
going to end my bdae soooons <3

Lost in words .

ytd i forget to write . To Simin DAR ,
My dear darling , dont be sad alr , i dont wan to see you like this ! a person left the world is never gona come back ! dont be like this , i know u miss your uncle but cheer up k ? Dont be like that le . i see le , my heart v. pain D: My dearest ! i believe your uncle dont wan to see you like that also ! Hai hai , i cant help much but to stay beside youuu {:Ok ? ring me if you need me ! i will be there

Ok im done ! Lalalaaaaa ~ today goin out !. IM BORED . dont promise things that you cant hold on! i hate liars ! FUCK ! if you dont wan buy fone for me ; dhen dont call me to sell my fone ! PLEASE IM FUCKING IRRATATED ! CB ! KNN IM A VERY VERY CHILDISH THINKING PERSON ! Why must believe them so much ? u know its impossible ! and u still believe !

and you , yourself crying like hell and no ppl is caring you ! WAKE UP LAH CHILDISH KID ! MONEY IS THEIRS ! YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY WHAT YOU WAN ! You only must listen to their thing ! the preparee for you ! but not what you wan ! why my parents cant listen to what i have to say ? nvms just one word im useless , CAN NOT WORK , CAN NOT GO OUT OFTEN ! notes : can not work is my dad dont let ! and he dont let me to waste money ! fuck ! why cant i work and buy everything i wan !

I simply hate them
Tmr birthday ? Lols i dont feel like celebrating seriously i dont have the moood .
but i wan to go out tmr ! i dont feel like STAYING AT THIS BLOODY HOUSE

I dont wan to hate my mum and dad . really ! im v.heart pain that they lie to me only . really ! D:

{: im alright liaos ! COXi got what i wan and i can have somehing cancel in my wishlist ! woohhos ! 6 more hrs to my 15teen D: im old !

My deep in heart words <3

To : SHARON & ALICE ♥

I know you both are stressing alot alot ! although i cant help much but im willing to be there for you two . cheer up ladys ! pleasee i dont wan to see you two sad , i promise both of you i will be there for you two no matter what ! just one call and i will be there !. <3 If you all fall i will pull u up and walk with you ! my precious two lady ! you two are so so so improtant to me !

I wan to be the first one to hear you happy , sad & stress ! Im willing to be the one who lend you my shoulders to cry & hug ! i cant help much but just doing all these ! Please lady ! cheer up ! i wan to make you two happy ! BE STRONG MY DEAR LADYS ! D: i willing to be the one who really care to share ur problems and every single thing ! i wan to know ! whats happening to you and i wan to know how happy & crazy you are today !

I love you two dammmmmmmmmmmmmm loads LOVE x1000000000000000000 ♥
MY TWO LADYS ! CHEER UP !

You taught me a song of love

Hai, u made me feel deeper
I hate hate hate it D:
Im back from buying everything and i go see my new house . & im boredd . nothing much lohr , hai hai , my bdae so many ppl is busy D: huixin XINGAN cant , simin SIS maybe cant , Changrong cant , Simin Dar maybe cant , zw maybe cant D: , Alice SIS cant , hai hai ! NG YIXIAN & COMPANY BETTER COME ! D: or i will be alone on my bdae }:

Hai hai , Im so so so so sad sad ! x: I dont like my dad around in singapore ! Hai hai SIGHS * but i know theres someone will go {: SHARON MENNIE ! *

Nothing to update today , im abit bored with my skin . feel like changing , but lazy blehs ! tmr going out . hohohos ~ but with mama & papa =.= tuesday going out

From the first im a fool to you , this break my heart x/3

Heys im back , and my leggy is pains D: cox i walk alot we went to dont know where to see television all these . dhen saw alot ... lalalas ~ x: hahahrs . nothing much lohr. dhen i told mama what she giving me on my bdae . dhen she say tissue paper -.- zzz .

At first abit disappointed lahr ! hohoos ~ but dhen in the end i say arbo you buy one shirt , one pants / skirt and a pair of shoes . dhen she say ok . dhen i see alot shop dont the skirt i wan D: I WAN RED CARDIGANS .

Hmmx and i bought what i wan but no shoes . cox din saw any shoes for me , hahahs . so nvms also lahr ^^ I wan meet sharon mennie ! i miss her so much . Bored bored .
Yawns !. The love love love love is fool x:

People who inlove is always a fool . Hai hai i finally know im a fool x: Bleahhs ! Hohohos !. bleah bleah bleah ~

是你决定我的伤心 ♥


Sharon Men <3
No one can replace you ,
and you will be the first one
who i tell my problems !
i hope and im willing
to be the first one also !
My dearest I LOVE YOU

If theres love , the life will be prefect .

Hai haix . alice jie cant meet me on 16oct D: and maybe changrong also cant, if he cant ah kor maybe dont wan go D: Hai hai . so.. lesser ppl going le D: hai hai , and today dar told me about her unlce thing & she scare she cant celebrate my bdae with me , and he fone rang , her mother told her that her uncle pass aways . hai hai , her eyes full with tears and she went home

i alone sit there , msged joanne & ask her got come sch she say dont have . in the end i saw cutecute siting beside me Lols x: dhen we two like.. x: lols ! and dhen we talk talk talk until 6.22 x: nearly late ! if we sit another 3 mins . sure late liaos -.- Hahahas .

Dhen we was like keep laughing while we walking to sch x: Hees . ok dhen i went to sit down & din saw zw D: and i was like ... -.- omg ! dhen ok nvms dhen finally he came Hohohos . and nothing nothing and 10.30 go hall . watch high school musicals so nice lahr x: hahahrs ~

Haihai i came back from sch and mama and daddy have something wrong D: and i know they really qurreal , nothing nothing nothing MY PASSPORT DE PHOTO DAMM KUKU x: Hohohos & that will be my IC de photo x: omgs ! damm like kuku ! @!#@$%^&*

Bleahhhhhs ~ IMISSMENNIE ! IMISSHER and really miss her dammmmmmm lot ! WO AI MENNIE OK? loves ! <3

When u feel the pain , dhen you know what im thinking

Im back from sch
Hohohos ! {: Quite high today
I've got back my CPA paper , total i get 77 {: Im ok with this result ! woohoos ! alright alright slept awhile in CPA b'cause of the stupid volume make me wake up X: and plus ZW BOYFRIEND keep making me ! see how good X:

And nothing nothing ! And im back from sch ! I MISS SHARON SHARON SHARON !.

MENNIE !
dont get sad please D: i dont wan you to be sad .
Theres something which wanted to make you sad ,
but theres also someone who because your sad & feel sad .
I cant do anything but hug you tight and hope you're alright D:
My dearest , i will be there for you no matter what .
As what i said in the letter , no matter im been replaced
or not . i will be there means will be there ! dont worry k ?
CHEER UP MENNIE <3 imy imy imy

DAR !
CHEER UP K ? ur unlce will be alright !
dont worry ! i will be there for you !
SO GIRL BE STRONG <3

ytds photo {:

ZwBOYFRIEND <3
Bleahhhhs

Weixuan DEARIE <3
thanks dearie ! iloveyouus

Serene LOVELY LADY <3
U so cute lahr ^^ LOVE YOU MORE

Sherri CUTECUTE <3
You so cute lahr ! omgs !
make me laugh like crazy every morning x:
ILOVEYOUUUUUUS

HuixinXINGAN <3
IMISSYOUUS ! The day w/o u in sch , its borings D:
Hai hai ! i missyouuuu D:

Alice Jie <3
I love you also also
I MISS YOUUUU SO MUCH DAMM MUCH

Sharon lil men <3
I MISS YOUUUU !
I LOVE YOUUUU !
I DOTES YOUUU !
I NEED YOUUUS !
neve be replaced

Yixian BESTIE BUDDY <3
yahr what u gona give me ? x:
kidding lahr HAHAA tc

BRENNA GGD <3
Aws. GREATGRANDDAUGTHER IS THE PERSON I DOTES
MOST ! i love you k ? thanks for tagging
YOU MORE BEST LAHR ! ^^V

i will never forget what mennie tell me ytd in the toilet
she told me theres 99 hearts in the box , cause the num. 100 heart
is her :D so sweet lahr !

Dhen when i going home she hugged me and say she super super love me !
Im thank-you for all the love she given me ! she is the girlfriend im looking for
and she will never be replaced ! I swear *

And so many things happen ytd , i hope she can really cheer up & be strong .
Mennie i know the feeling you going through now , so be strong girl ! I will be there ( although i say dont know how many hundreds time ) x: I love mennie forever alrights ? GOU GOU SHOU *

When Its gone means gone , but theres alway possible to save it back.

Im back back back ! Hohohos !
Miss me ? Heees ! dont miss cox im here just kidding
Hohohos

Hmmx . today go back to sch with a BIG BIG BIG SMILE IN MY FACE . cox i miss everyone ! Hahahas . and dhen Have many many shots with my classmates , show you guys after i collect every one .

And My english is GOOD GOOD im so so so Happys :D and my chinese although abit dissapointed but im happy also ! ^^V and DNT I PASS ! omg i cant belive but just pass by half mark Hohohos so is 25.5 over 50 Hahahas .

Hmmmx . and dhen nothing much lahr Dhen went home early ! 12.30 ^^V and go home bath and meet yixian & wayne . after that wait for sharonMENNIE , we meet her at 495 . after that we tot she wan meet us at her hus there de busstop . but tell us wrong

so we walk to her house there de bus stop , dhen never saw her there , nvms we sit down there dhen saw her walking. Hahas . And my MENNIE GIVE ME A VERY VERY SWEET PRESENT <3 i promise i will keep it Carefuly THANKS MENNIIE . and we went to Small mac meet michael Hubby .

Dhen waited for siminDAR , and ChunkeeKUKU came . and we went to sake , but dar go peii jolenee they all but nvms ! ^^V (Dar dont keep it in heart k ? its alright my silly dar <3) and dhen we have alot with michael hubby in sake damm FUNNY LAHR ! but sharon mennie not mooody hai haix (My dear mennie <3 dont be sad k ? i dont wan to see you cry my dear ! ILOVEYOUUUS) .

And we went out and saw YIXIAN BESTIE BUDDY , Chunkee kuku & wayne . dhen they go off . so left me , mennie & hubby . dhen we go simei buy contact. dhen went back to tm . NEOPRINT WITH MENNIE ( but mic at there disturb D: ) aw. bleahhhs ! andd dhen the neoprint is nicenicenice ! thanks mic for the sake . i enjoy my day !

After that we go arcade x: so FUNNY LAHR WE PLAY THE THINGY . we play until like lil children and dammmm huper X: everyone is looking at us X: And while we going back i saw SIMIN SIS ! omg i feel so... i nearly cry but i din :D cox big girls dont cry ok ? X: And we went hope thanks mennie for sending me till the road ! <3 ILOVEYOUUUUUS


SHARON MEENIE ! <3
Thanks so much , u will never be replaced i promise
no ppl can replace you ! i promise !
finally i told you what i kept in heart so loong
which the big secret i always wanted to tell you (:
and finally you understand why i do this choice!
so mennie , i promised you today
u will always be the first one which i share my
happy , sad & stress . i promise & i swear !
BIG BIG LOVE TO YOUUUU

I enjoy my silly day today :D LOVES <3

This and everything cause me crazy .

Hai hai , a bad news for you guys ; im not going to open bbq . cox my mum ! Hai , i really dont wan to blame her , but SHE SHOULD TELL ME IN THE FIRST PLACE , why must she give me fake hope ? if she straight away say no , im not so angry ! but alr for so many days ! FUCK MANS ! x/3

Im damm heart pain seriously , my own parent dont wan to celebrate for me . so? i helping to celebrate my day MYSELF ! what kind of bdae ? i hope can straight away jumps to 17 seriously now , i dont feel like celebrating ! Is no longer the exticting there . Im damm heartpain x/3

Mum , I know you're worry me . and i say thanks . but at least make me know early ? now and today father is coming back , yet you say all this . i really dont know what u parents is thinking . i was like always alone to do anything . my mum and dad will always beside disagree . Im really hurt with your words .

Other parents can understand their children but not my parent ! althought About the sec 2 thing u din blame me . but i know ur heart is always looking down on me becox of that thing .seriously im not regreting doing that thing , cox i know what myself is thinking ( this thing joey , huiyi & simin knows ) Im no longer the lil girl which my daddy and mammy dotes & love . no longer ! Im always alone .any desision i made always dont dare to tell you , which i really wan to share with you .

Everyone thoughs im always smiling and laughing , but behind theres always other things . so mom i really need your understanding & love . i wan u always beside me !

Im hurt x/3
我宁可记得所有伤心 ♥

Hai hai , father is coming back D: hope my days will be better . When im small i always think my father is the best , but right now ? i love my friends more dhen my father , i seriously dont dare to admit this . Look over all those baby photos , i admit my father do really dotes me alot alot ! but now .. i dont know the dotes is still there anot .

Thanks dar , thanks for the concern for me ! you always there for me when ever im sad . Thanks thanks so much ! ♥ Thanks mennie ! thanks thanks ! thanks so much 1000 of thanks ! right now im feelling alrights {:

I love my life now {: Seriously although dont have my mum understanding , but i still have to live on . and i like to be like that , life is always going up and down . so.. I just have to face the fact ? {: i still have my darling friends ?
i hope so

New gans ! *
Boyfriend - ZhengWei ( boy de fren -.- )
BESTIE buddy - Yixian
LaoGong - Michael

THEY ALL BRINGS ME FUNNN ! <3

Hmmmx . ohh yeas ? a few more mins daddy gona come home hai hai ! hope the time stop here ? NONO must fly ! tmr :D im waiting for tmr ! so time fly please hohohos . Tmr meeting SHARON MENNIE , yes is what im waiting :D TMR SOMEONE WILL BANKRUPT hees ! (sharon & me knows ) x: hahahrs IM SUPER BORING !

YAYs ! meeting michelle cutiepie so soon lahr {: weees ! I MISS CUTIEFAIR D: . IMISS SHARON MENNIE EVEN MORE :D and that will not be changed {:

Happy bdae Eleanor

Dont tell lies , or i'll hate you {:

Im back from my last paper ! its easy and very relacs :D so happily came back hohohos ! No stress im so happy ! Early in the morning SHERRI CUTECUTE make me so high like crazy . keep laughing none stop . cox she say she wans to be the first women who step into the sun ! LMAOS ! dhen she say when u look into the sun u will saw a black thinggy there LOLS ! dhen she say dhen the sun shines down u will saw a persons head . ( talking about herself -.- ) LOLS damm cute lahr ! making me laugh like crazy ppl stop laughing i at there laugh like crayz x:

During the exams something bad , MR WONG SH he say i cheat during exam . cox i keep using my finger to tap on the table ._. he say i telling ppl ans ._. ( as if i so free -.- ) and i say " U sot iszi ? " dhen he go aways . when cher collecting the paper , she collected mine liao i tap my table agains , he look at me and the person beside me -.- CRAZY RIGHT ?!@#$@&(*

Nvms :D And im missing SHARON SHARON SHARON D: I miss SHARON VOICES , HER HANDS & HER EVERYTHING please time fly fly fly ! D:

after recess is CPA paper 2 , i was scare at first but end up i know how to do :D i so happy lluhs ! dhen i do finish keep talking x: dhen mr wong say i talking to myself D: , dhen i say " i like to talk to myself can not mehs ? " he at there laugh x: dhenn.... 11.30 HURRAYS ! EXAMS IS OVER OVER OVER {: im so happy lahr

我努力想起你苦也没关系 ♥

TO : SHARON MEENIe ,
silly , u will never be replaced . and no ppl can replaced you alright ? i will not run aways but stand here and walk with you ! My dear girl , IM INLOVE WITH YOUUU <3

TO : HIM ,
I feel myself useless dont understand just abit of things like thats . The love u given me , sometimes alot ? abit ? or none . Iszi becox of other things ? Hai haix dont let me fly , pull me down right beside you . My whole body is weak . Dont make me feel tired cox i dont wan to forget you . If really need to use pain to exchange the misses on you , im willing to . i really miss you D:

Hai haix . raining agains D:
notes * Im free after 14 , ask me out if you wan .
But must see weather im free anot D: SORRY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOBAO.BAOBEI

Bleahs im simply bored bored bored , i found out somethings that i dont hope to . But its fact already , so i cant do anything but to accpect the fact . hai hai . I WAN EAT CAKE CAKE D:

FUCK FUCK ! im damm fucked up , i wan new fone u say wait , ok i wait . now u say wait dad come back ok , i wait . now u say dad dont know wan buy for you anot ! cb ! treating me as a fool ? BBQ , u say dad come back dhen ask , ok i wait . Now you say scare got dengue i know u is care for me , but in the first place you should have tell me ! why everytime just so last mintue !.

I grown up ! cant i just celebrate my bdae my way ?. CAN I ? I CANT ! . u ownself dont wan celebrate for me . My Friend wan to celebrate for me u this cant that cant ! i really dont know what i can do ! seriously mum , u hurt me ! more dhen everyone hurt me !.

Why cant MY OWN BLOODY PARENTS KNOW WHAT IM THINKING !. why i cry for what they have done ? NO ONE WILL PITY YOU TAN HUI YU ! ok right now ! IM DAMM REGRET TO TAKE MOM DAMM FONE !. dad will call me use this fone ! FUCK FUCK ! !@#$%^&*(

PPL SAY U HAVE EVERYTHING . YA I ADMIT I HAVE EVERYTHING I WAN ! BUT , I DONT HAVE THE PARENTS UNDERSTANDING ! SERIOUSLY THIS IS WHAT I NEED !.

damm shag now ~

No matter what happens as long as
two persons are in love ,
they should be firm about being together

Im boring yahr ? Hhahas .I miss Sharon Mennie , so much so much ! do something to my blog . I use up the whole night doing , the background pic can see two person inside ? Lalalas its boring day for me .

NEW GANS *
michelle & huiyu - CutiePie & SweetiePie
candy & huiyu - Wifey & Hubby
I love all of youu ! so loved ipromise !

Weeees ! i love sharon menni , suvd cutiefair , clarie funfair , michelle cutiepie & alotalot ! but i love sharonMENNIE MORE :D im sorry to all gans that i love her more dhen all of you but i love everysingle one ok ? :D I PROMISE ! *

Suddenly i miss him abitbit, Dont know whys . I dont wan to forgot you . Although you brings me pain but im still very happy seriously . Im not gona forget the pain & happy u given to me . Im thankful , although its pain more dhen happy but im still very happy seriously .

All i wish is just you stay beside me , never leave me . Cox i cant afford to lost you . No matter what happen i will be there i promise ! No one will replace you , im very comfrim thats i will love you till thats day i feel tired . Dhen i will give up . I really hope you know how i feel }:

ONE THOUSAND SORRY that i fall in love with you . im sorry ! I dont wan it to happen also but i.. still hai haix I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! I wan to hug you to cry , to laugh & to smile ! I wan you to hold my hands to sleep , to walk on streets .

用祝福和感激勇敢失去你 ♥

there's really someone who wants to make you sad in this world , there's also someone who will feel sad because of your saddness . Because of your some words , i felt much more relieved . And i really hope whatevers happens you will always tell me " i will be there " . Dont say you love me , if your hearts dont . Dont say you miss me , if your mind dont . Dont say you care me , if your hands dont wan to . Cause if i know i will be sad . It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same hoping they will never change .

cause what we had can't be replaced don't let our memories fade away keep me in your heart for always . You made me believe that I can do almost anything stood right by me through the tears through everything .


I miss SHARON SHARON SHARON . All i wan is SHARON SHARON ! D: I MISS YOU I MISS YOU .
I MISS SHARON MENNIE ! <3

SHARON SHARON SHARON SHARON is my life ♥

i was really a fool ,
i thought that i was needed all these while ,
but it seems that i've taken everything for granted

Today was really boring D: help Mama do house work and she show me atitude. dont know whys sia diaos . just finish watching my er zhuo qu zhi wen . so touching until i cried . D: too touching liao lahr , aws.

This morning was talking with sharon mennie , and i really knows i need her . no matter im being replaced by anyone in her heart i will still love her as much like now , i always beside her & guide her though every single thing . and i promise ! i swear ! i will be there for her anytime !

单恋好心苦 ♥

Not saying about all my ex {:

Im weak , My whole body made up of paper , && I NEED YOUR KISSES , HUGGIES & MISSES .
I wan to hear your heartbeat , your words & SMSes . I wan hold your hands walk in the streets , laughing at moives && share my sad/happywith you .

No matter what happen if you're there , i will never never be afraid . show me light , concern && how much u love me . i wan be the devil's angel , beside you every time . I wan be with you at all time everyday writing love letter to my dearest youuuuuus <3 I wan know everything about you .

You know whats ?. He treat me totally diffirent nows, sometimes treat me cold & sometimes warm until im scared D: whys ? Or am i thinking too much ? even though you're at the other side of the door ,but i could still feel that you're by my side
i feel thats its a good way . Im gona finish my show - the devil beside you . Suddenly i like to watch those show now adays D: becox ?

becox of who ? Im not sure seriously . Im waiting for him , I ADMIT ! I ADMIT I MISS HIM , I ADMIT I LOVE HIM , IM ADMIT WHEN HE ONLine im happy & I ADMIT EVERYTHING !. Oh my , i dont wan to hurt anyone right now ! i hope those ppl who love me , im sorry to hurt you and love him . Im sorrys !

Im gona be happy always no more sadness cox i promise mennie <3 and i wont break it any more ! she is the one who always be side me , accompany me & make me smile & laugh . b'cause of her , i smile , i learn & i miss ! she made me learn alot alot ! thanks mennie ! iloveyou so muchhhs !

♥. Bites Of Love

Just came back from simei ,
Start from my exam today .
Alrights i really prepare to fail my maths badly ,
i tolda mama also ! and she laugh . x: hope she wont be shock
after she saw my report book, Hahahas

And today paper is more difficult dhen ytd's paper .
but i left lesser blanks , about 22 marks of blanks . Heees
x: Thanks dar and precious baby for teaching me maths pass few days .
although end up failing in my report card but at least i learn something from
both of youuus ! <3

Just now go bugis with dar , meet her in bus and theres when our laugther start x:
& no nothing much lahr . dhen we went to tm . see the zinc baggy how much . and we went to bugis at about 1 plus , when to eat , and go bugis street and the zinc baggy is much more expensive dhen tm de . so we went to find my carnigges . and i bought a blue one . cox the grey one is werid >< and i have black de liaos . omgs

and green is striking and red is nice , but tooo bright so i bought the blue one .
dhen we went back to tampines at about.. 2 plus ? and we go tm walk walk walk . end up 3 plus . we went to simei , && once we step in we saw someone >< so we just hack ccare and walk , din buy anything end up 4 NIA ! dhen we go kfc slack wondering whr to go and we talk talk until 4.30 dhen we walk one round and its five so we went back homes . while waiting for bus i saw qiaonan pri de student my junior lehhs ! x: && we start laughing

DAR: huhs ? what xue mei ?
HUIYU: nehhs ! that one , behind
DAR: orh ! llols ur last time unifrom like dhat de ahr ?
HUIYU: yahr but skirt shorter
both laughing *
DAR: why never give ur xue mei sit ?
dhat girl walk to a side *
HUIYU: nehh i move liaos HAHA*
DAR: but she run aways LOLS
dhat lil girl keep shaking her legs cox got house fly
DAR: see she wait until very bu nai fan
HUIYU: no lahr cox got house fly
LMAOs we at there keep laughing ! cox her shaking very funny
LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH DAMM PAIN

that lil girl start to see wheather got bus anot
HUIYU: she like the home run that girl waiting for her bro to take shoes . LMAO
DAR: laughing non stop
DAR: there her bro come liao
HUIYU: bus come liaos
DAR: laughing *
HUIYU: That fat boy is her bro ? ( cox that guy running ) LOLS
DAR: Yah !
when we go up the bus we keep laughing LOLS
and saw a aunty very style , her age about 60 plus she wore a tube dress , long hair tied a side , big sun glasses & a bag wows ! so cool rights ? :D

New GANS *
CUTIE FAIR SUVD&HUIYU
love you always always :D

to sharon mennie
Anyone would love to have a sweet heart just like you , but you're mine ! and im not giving you up {: LOVES <3 i miss youuuus



FUCK FUCK ! im damm shaqq nows ! and i dont know whys i miss him ! i admit i do . i dont wan to fall seriously ! i dont know whys ! although i say i dont love him much , just abit ; but i still miss him and afaird that day he left . Im so ... i dont know whys & what to do . just feeling like crying , screaming & hugging! i need alll these ! i need helps , just hope someone can help me
im jealous , im so jealous feel like writing his name out here ! maybe this and everything is what me myself causes out , cox he dont like me at all .

And i wan him to know , but afaird of avoid . Boy , seriously i feel like msging you nows . but i cant do thats . cox i know im irratated to you . So i dont wan to cause any irratating stuff for you just standing a side to watch . i dont wan to falls ! I DONT WAN TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU UNDERSTANDS ? but.. i still cant !! hai hai im still falling . pull me up !! HELPS ! }:

♥. Let me be your women

I'm totally no moody nows omgs ! so good luck today huhs ?
exam is so "EASY" its difficult ! omgs !
so difficult ! ytd i study all din come out
must well dont study in the first place f3.
Hohohos . but nvms i already prepare to fail maths D:

and i left alot blanks plus together about 30 marks }: so xin tong lahr D:

Tmr going bugis with DAR :D Wooos !
going buy her sis de bdae present .
From 6 to 11 i dont have handphones contact me by msn :D
its totally unconformable lohr !
with handphones my life can totally go and die
Hohohos ? Tmr maths paper two izac say will be easy
dhen lets see how it goes ! wishh me good luck

today ended paper at 9.33 >< dhen went home
and my stomach very pain i saw my sis today :D
SO happy went i hugged her i feel like crying ,
but i din . she told me not to cry THANKS SIS !
i din see ALICE sis }:


No one really understands me !
and even my GOOD BUDDY now everyone say im changing !
YAHR i do admit i change !
BUT JUST BY ABIT RIGHTS ?
why ppl can have bad mood yet i cant ? just tell me !
IM FUCKING irratated & im just piisss ! After all these
things , PLEASE LAHR im really seriously very tired and
dont judge me if you dont understand me ! right now
i say anything also no usE !

I dont like ppl saying me change and
why cant i have ABIT SECRETS ? must
i tell everyone my things ? im fucking fucking
tired ! please lahr ! dont make me go crazy
im tired enough seriously .

Dont make me fly in the air , pull me down
and hold me beside you . My dear Friends ,
dont make feel irratated please }: im seriously
so afaird to get hurt agains . no ppl can replace ur warm concern D:

Those happy moments you all given to me , i cherish <3
IM EVIL , i admit ! D: If you LOVE ME i will love you i promise !
seriously i love my mennie so much




:D i draw de


My pen ! growing so mans X:


all this cause me mad D:


2 years still counting :D


SEE THIS IS SIMIN DAR


THIS IS ME



* all this photo is this few days we go study take de :D


MS SHARON IS SO LOVED LOVED ! <3 BIGBIGBIGEST HUGS *

你从来都不知道我到底在想什么

Im early post for tmr and nows i just wanna
tell every one in EAST VIEW I KNOW
espcially sherri cutecute although its early
but i still gona say

i will never never foregt you guys
cox you guys make me wrote a nice , exciting
and wonderful pages in my dairy . {:
i will miss you all . ALL MY PRETTY LADYS IN EAST VIEW
wo ai ni mens ! <3

ok tmr dhen update TMRS de X:
a early happy bdae to PEARLINE

Im back from the idiot fucking dnt paper make me
feel like vomit blood ! AGRHS
its FUCKING BLOOD DIFFICULT LAHR
dhen mr lee call us study de DIN COME OUT AT ALL !
all the qns we din even see before all the tools and whatever
is totally stranger to us DAMM !~@#$%!@#$%^&
dhen after the exam i saw mr lee dhen i told him he give us de
paper one also din come out ! FUCK }: i saw the paper
feel like fainting -.- dammm bloody difficult seriously X:

Im more relacs now no more FUCK :D i miss my mennie ! <3
ohh yeas ! later going out study -.- maths FAINTS * im gona mad .
nvm jiayous for the last time :D today is my last day studying !
oh wells wish me good luck for tmr

MENNIE ;
nvr replaced from my heart forever , heard thats ?
my deep i heart having a person and thats yous . no
one gona take out you from my heart .
cox you're so needed and loveddd ! NO ONE IS TO SNATCH
SHARON MENNIE hear thats ? :D
i simply need you andd YOU'RE SO LOVE & MISSED <3
WOAINI!.

CUTECUTE ;
girl ! you're so sweet that when i readed your blog i cried
the few sentences means every single thing to me . and i will never
forget you as my CUTESTCUTECUTE ! no one can take you away from me !
no one ! andd dont forget me ! D: or i will sad ok ? LOVES <3

You never know how much i missed you

Back from the examms today , the paper is easy NANAS so happy lahr !
At least i understand one subject ahahas!.
I carry a very high hope for my chinese .

The Both paper are really easy .
We went home when veron they all having recess }:
They so poor thing , exam until 12 plus !
Then i went home at 9.50 like thats .
I reached home about ... 10 ?
I told mama that , the paper is easy :D hohohs !
Happy lahr todays

Going study for DNT X: abit scare scare Hahahas
Give me strength ! :D

Sometime i wonder weather ,
U know what im thinking anot .
But its seem like.. you dont know ?
Or u act as if you dont know ?
Alrights nvms i just wan to stay like thats
No more steps . just here thats enough for me
And im satisfied already .
Im really very tired
Dont wan to move anymores .
Love me or hate you , you urself decide .

Just Went back from studying ,
omgs its crazy :D so fun luhs !
we was like crazy girls like thats laughing non stop X:
and we was.. ABIT studying hohohos . <3
Anyways today is me and dar de
2 YEAR ANI cool bahr .
Hahahahs ~ Loves <3 ytd im happy also :D
today my moood is really very very very happy

to SIMINdar
Darlinggg ! :D im gald & happy when ever im sad
you're always there to ask and concern ,
and you're always the first one to know what im thinking .
seriously you're needed . Everytime i feel
my self lefting you out , im very sorry ! }:
BUT I LOVE DAR <3 :D happy ani !

to Him :
you spoilt all my mood ! and now i dont
even have mood to do anything !
right now i feel like scolding people right now !
and i told you thats not ur fault is me myself
wanted to stay single . no one can ever change my mind .
and its FINAL ! now everything i explain to you very clearly ,
acturally wanted to tell u all these after exams ,
but now i have to say everything out .
we can remains as fren . but you dont treat me as a fren
love is not like u thinks . its a game . once you lose
everything will be gone lose is just like tired !
tired no one can stop it ! and feeling do u can control ?
its not that i have inlove with other guy . but its just
i wan stay single i just wan you to understand this
why u just cant understand ? IM VERY VERY TIREDDDD

suddenly i dont know whys im crying . and no one really
understand canns ? I NEED SHARON MENNIE }: acturally i should not
cry cox i promise Alot ppl le ! But i broke the promise }:
Im just so... AGRHS Help helps ! sigh sigh *


i miss sharon mennie }: <3
MY BELOVED SHARON <3

The lil text i miss

Hell0s im back from the exams , its quite easy lahr {: atleast better dhen those worksheet i dont know how to do hees ! hmmx . during exam keep making zheng wei x: cox he take my luqid go lend ppl -.- hahars ~ dhen recess same as sherri , joanne, jasyn & alicia Hahahas :D

dhen we like crazy ppl -.- dhen cher forget her english format the last one . dhen she very pekcek Lols ! X: hmmmx . nothing nothing lohr . dhen after sch went to meet SIMIN JIE AND ALICE JIE ! i miss them }: and dhen pass them a lil note for : alice , simin , kok hao , chang rong , yuchi , evon & dominic Hohohos ! huixin & yiqin de early in the morning i give them le :D I MISS THEM }: my jiejie de warm hugggs so nice ! :P

Im missing mennie super super load and loads ! }: just hope time cann FLYYYYY * :D Lalalas me and micheal during recess break talk about where we gona go on 10oct Heeess ! :D weeees ! LOVES LOVES LOVES <3 ok lahr i going maple chiong le ! TAKECAREES !



MS SHARON IS SO LOVED

Just shot a bullet in to my heart

im deeply missing mennie super muchs ! :D so many things happen just she is the one i need ! so much loved . hmmx early in the morning MICHEAL nugded me in msn & call me to play maple . so i peii him play . dhen i add dania in maple , and yixian added me ! and we start talking cork in maple -.- and sis told me something

* hey girl u know whats ? acturally everything is you yourself acting not us . the show is just u one person dont u find it lames ? Lmao. right now i dont even wan to give a damm any more . cox its ur problem yet u dont wan listen to ppl in the first places. now u made everyone hates you. im sorry girl thats i have to left you alone *

{: I have nothing to say about this matter . hmmx . just finish playing friendster omgs ! got the stupid virus agains -.- zzz . lalalalas ~ Later have cake to eats :D so happys ! hmmx going over aunty house for dinner . Mama say 4 plus dhen go >< So late sia ! Hahahas i wan to see the lil cute baby , with small eyes , leggs , hands & body ! SUPER CUTE ! :D miss her alr . hees !

Tmr exam le }: Abit scare will fail ! or no more new hp . acturally no lahr if i fail also got hp :D so no worrys ! JUST CHIONG huiyus :D

to my mennie :
I really need you seriously .
cant imagin without you how my life
is gona goes . So my lil mennie ! dont leave me
the lil promise we made will never break
the lil things we do will never forget !
so girl you're really seriously needed ! {: