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31 May 2008

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Hellos! I just came back from bugis.
My head is damn stupid pain ,dont know what happen leyys.
Okay nehhmindd. i still can blog.
just now i went out with my brother and his friend ,huanchoon.
I Love Them! Being with them is so so so fun!
and well, i bought 4 tees. ohmygod, isn't it too much?
(sorry for spending ): ) Huanchoon bought a piano belt.
is ohmytian de nice please! Im so inlove with it :D

we went to cityplaza too ,but nothing catch our interest.
So bought nothing . walk the whole day, legs are really pain.
Once again ,heels is killing me.
we went to Macdonald ,oh please, those people aint thoughtful at all.
they finish their food ,sit there slacking.
im really angry ,i stared at them for minutes please.
they know im staring but they still sit there. Like what the hell lah.
finally i got my place ,they dare not look anymore. this kind of people are selfish.

i mean like ,if theres not people waiting for seats . of cause you can sit down there,
like nobody business. but theres so many people waiting for the seats you know.
Bang shot them! Agrhs!

one more things ,you know i saw a guy touching his girlfriend breast like no people is
looking. I feel so disgusting la . I never say its wrong la ,but at least do this when no
people around, or lesser people. But the bus is full with people and they talk very loudly
likethe whole bus is theirs :/ and they are sitting at the back seat. and infront of them,
there's still people. and beside them too. ohmygod, they are too open mans!
im not trying to say what la. This is what i feel lohr.

Disgusting !

People, my derrick hoh is backk !
He is so cute so handsome please ,but too bad he is mine mine mine!
I Love Derrick Hoh.


nothing much to update will update more tomorrow :D
Love You People!

Sing with me, Do do do ra ra mi mi do !

dont say you miss me, dont put any thinking in your mind.
i promise i will wait no matter when i will get my answer.
but i swear i wouldnt let you know, just promise me wait for me to be back.
i promise i will miss you during my high rides, duration of the trip there.
when i aint around, please dont keep whisper her(s) your little secrets.
you know i will get jealous easily. although i have no prepared anything to move
your little heart, but i swear my heart is fully there ,always.
My Mr.Troublesome boyfriend ,please dont try to act blur and get away.
i'd promise youre the one ,and you will be the one :]
i've made my mind set ,it's you! till now, nothing is gonna change anything !

cover your mouth* dont say anything, you dont have to say anything.
i just need to know your heart and what ive done is all worth it.
trust me, if the answer aint what i want ,i'll still wait.
one day ,i'll tell you how i feel face to face. :]
Trust me ,i want to tell you how much i love you ,hugging you tight tight!
when ever you look at me ,my heart will jump ten hundred, million billion times.
hold my breathe back ,i will love you :]

and to my dearest ,dont worry. i aint attached yet.
if you want to know ,you can ask me who am i referring i'll tell you,
if i trust you lots! :] This is really important to me.
a serious speaking ,this is the very first time i want this him so much.
some things i must make it clear, (Im not not not attached)

today, the last day of the nasty mayy ! :D
Happy happy, come come to me. i'll kiss you all around.
yesterday i sleep around 11 plus plus, and i woke up at a very stupid time,
2.30 am m m m m m. Stupid right? now adays i keep woke up at those
weird and nasty time. Okay, and i went back to sleep, as i force myself to sleep.
finally i fall asleep dont know what time is it. And i woke up at, 4 Am sharp!
I swear i'm damn super tired. i went back to sleep again, until 8.19Am, stupid time):

Chen wei yang is so so so bad please! shall not talk about his bad things,
later he come and kill me :D
Later going bugis and city plazaa ! :] accompany huanchoon to buy his stuff :D

to cher ng rui xue,
i treat everyone fair, only huixin. i think you know this.
if i really treat you as dog ,i wouldn't care about your feeling
and write whatever i want. Wouldn't tell you my secret.
Don't say until i'm really nasty please.

seriously i never draw a line between huixin and co.
cause i think every friend of mine is too important, only for huixin ain't the same.
friend is part of me ,i think you know this.
After my last bestie friendship is gone,
i think you know towards my friendship, i dare not put in much effort.
Among all my friends you're the one who understand me most.
you know my attitude ,what i like and dont like.
If i really treat you different, than siying? how i treat her?
Please, is obviously different than i treat you.

I admit, im kinda angry when i read your blog. Seriously ,you doesnt think
before saying things out. You cant just look at how i treat you, you must also see
how i treat others. maybe sometime i really dont like you this and that,
maybe because of 4 years friendship bahs?






Song Of The Day : 幸福就好 By 棒棒堂

Everything seems to be must towards me.
im so damn tired. I'm not robot.
why didi's things is so 理所当然 why i must work hard for my everything.
didi's one word, mummy think it's so important.
He ask for hundred dollars mummy give, i ask me 30dollars it seems like
asking for thousand! Why can anyone tell me why?
I keep telling myself, mummy is fair, is fair. But it obviously is not fair at all.
whenever didi wake up, he do nothing he have breakfast. Me?
I have to buy it myself! like wthell please! i dont want to hurt any of my family.
I keep it to myself. I cried once yesterday, today its still the same.
im really tired . ): But i still love my mummy

I really do.




30 May 2008

Stick out your tongue and say, Bleahh!

i have enough enough oh my goodness!
you know in this world. this cute little world is ruin by this subject called,
Design And Technology
all thanks to this subject, my hands is full with cuts now.
but lucky it doesn't cause me to lost a little finger of mine ( Hahahahhas)
No funny at all. Stupid teacher off off off, off his head la! and now what?

I do it myself! And no one accompany me, but thanks to my two hero of the day,
ZhengWei And Chunnie(Chunkee) yea? I think is for the sake of me, they come
to school on 9A.m Thanks alot! *Pat!
and for the sake of me, chen huiyu, Chunnie didn't sleep ;p ! Thanks buddy

and well, my project is handed to Mr.teo teo. Although he is very super naggy,
but at least, i can feel relief and hand my project to him, and
go for my holiday! Next friday will be going back again.
For? Project of cause, i'm not gonna run away. Just face it mans.!

and congrats me congrats me me me !
tell me, i can rest already! Tell me june will not gonna go fast.
okay, i know i'm nagging. Don't remind me of my bads.
currently i'm so happy with my gadgets with new earphone on it.
I'm a very expensive girl right? My fault la! But changing to better.

After my project, i walk to bus stop, saw xingan and xingan mama!
took bus home with xinganmama ! hohos, i love xingan please!
Xingan, tomorrow i'll be going bugis and city plaza, want come?
If want, text me okay ?


and now i'm blogging, chatting on msn.
over all, i'm so damn tired :'[

I start to miss .. lala.
{KuaiShuoNiAiWo,ShuoNiYiZhiZaiDengWoFaXianErYi}





Song Of The Day : Baby Baby Tell Me - Cindy Wang

29 May 2008

{I will whisper in your dream my big big secret. i promise, you will know}

seriously today ain't my day! Mood is damn stupid dehs lousy.
D': I'm going to cry mans! Even my favourite teacher disturb me,
i feel like shouting and cry after doing that. I really don't know what happen to me.
today i did like nothing in the d&t workshop. I totally don't know what to do.
My teacher repeat and repeat, again and again i doesn't seem to understand abit.
okay, whatever la! I'm feeling bad after that, cause my Handphone's earphone gone.
I forgot where i put it, and i don't know did i keep into my bag anot.

Seriously, i'm very angry. Blaming myself being so careless.
shown attitude to my friends and myself. mummy said, go buy a new one dehs.
although it make me feel better, but i'm still very angry i doesn't know what makes
me lost my temper, showing a black face of mine in bus. (i feel like shouting loud!)

Please, just tell me i'm crazy! i'm expensive! This few days, i'm so heart pain when
seeing money goes to those cashiers, and making them so happy, i still have to
say thank you. ohmygod. i really don't know why i become like this.
and i bought my earphone, the original one for 38bucks )': It's kinda pain.
Like people pinching me real hard!

and my daddy promise that he will buy a mp3 earphone for me. And that cost about,
15 dollars, just because there's some crystal on top of it. Oh please, i felt so sorry
for spending my mummy and dad's money for my phone and mp4 players.
i felt bad seriously, i took out 50 dollar to return them. i don't want to spend their
moneys on my own gadgets! sigh, actually that 50 bucks, i wanting to get a camera
myself. It's still saving in progress la :'] but it's okay, at least i feel very relief :]

tomorrow i better finish up my d&t or i shall just kill myself mans!
please, let me finish tomorrow! ): I don't want to wake up so early everyday anymore!
I'm so tired. i can't have any good sleep this few days! I'm tired! Roars!

Today is my complain day, i complain so much, piss off so much!
I have to control my temper ): or i look scary hais.

I saw my x.donut! :]

Song of the day : 别爱我 By Xu Ruo Xuan




{RainbowWouldn'tComeOutOften, LoveToo.}

28 May 2008

{Edit}
Please don't smile, cause it's not better than mine :D

oh please, i'm so hungry now.
and i just notice that i only eat one meal today.
my stomach seems to have some weird sounds coming out.
Awws, i'm so hungry.! Roars.
The whole morning i went to school, i just ate a packet of potato chips,
2 can of green tea and a cup of bubble tea. i went home, and went out to have
my lunch, i ate a plate of chicken rice. after that i came back home and now
i am complaining that i'm hungry! D:

I'm complaining i'm so hungry yet Mr Chen Wei Yang is laughing.
and now call me go drink milk, at least he got heart la!
I though that his heart is eaten by shark :D

People if you able to buy a meal for me, and send it to my house
i will love you to max max! But nah, i'm just kidding.
I'm going to bed already good night :D

Hello Hello Hello ! :D

im bang bang bang de tired! My hands is so so so pain.
Legs are so damn soft. But i just have to work hard for everything cause
it's worth after all ! i love the result out out :D

my brother is officially chao ah beng now! .
His hair is totally Gold in colour! Chaoahbeng la!
early in the big big sunny morning, i went to school, for ?
My d&t project of course, and tomorrow i'm going back to finish it up.
Chiong chiong chionggg ! ~
today i enjoy alot, cause slacking makes my day, and about awhile i went home :D
im almost finish with my project work, leave about 2/4, isn't good to hear that ?!

my brother is so cute please, nagging non stop, saying why he become Chaoahbeng.
But oh please, he is offically Chaoahbeng already, so words can't change :D
Junkiat is Chaoahbeng Chaoahbeng Chaoahbeng ! ~
i saw xingan today, and i have lots to tell her . I swear i miss her like crazy mans!

xingan, i have alot of things to tell you, and my big big secret i want to share.
promise me to online soon okay? I want to see you before i go genting
and when i come back! i don't want us to drift so xingan xingan, Keep in touch!

Btw, happy anniversary xinganmama, Last longg!
Tomorrow is xinganfuhan and xingan's turn! :]

okay, huiyu love you guys lots alot okay?
and tell you a little secret of mine, i miss school and my buddies alot ! :D

Songs to intro : 明天我不会依然爱你 by Chen Shi Wei.





Some pictures, my face is red is not because i'm shy is because the sun or something?
i don't really know la! :x Hhahas. by the way, that guy in the picture ain't my boyfriend,
is my brother ! :D don't mistake it yea?

Enjoy ~

27 May 2008


will you love me till the next sun rise? will you?

Oh please, i have no idea what to update.
seriously, i'm so so sorry. I type and re-type it again, again and again.
i don't know what to update, and my brother is giving stress manxsxs!

super taoyans please, D:
well, now i'm just currently, mood swings + high + happily smile.
bored bored bored bored ~ !
Those little things can make my mood goes better,
or can anyone just jump to be and hug me tightly give me cry everything out ?
My Lai Simin jiejie ! I miss your tight hugs and your pretty face please please!

Promised not to cry, ops,! kidding lah! i'm not going to cry anymore.
some events is coming up and i've been waiting waiting.
As you guys know some thing which make me happy ain't just shopping stuffs
i like and those little creatures i love. Is because of something else.
Hopefully i'm .... la la la ~ !

don't ask me what, until i'm really confirm than i shall just say and shout it loud loud!
is nothing to do with my life, and i'm not gonna change my life now now now!
I'm so inlove with my life now, everyday is enjoying enjoying enjoying!

ohwell, i just wish i have a wishing note now ! i want so many things! *not love.
I promised to be happy, i promised to smile. Happily living everyday.
Prince, appear one day, but not so fast. I want to explore everything and enjoy my single
life now!

guess what i want, i wish, and i love! :D I bet you people will be shock about the answer :D
no right or wrong, keep guessing.

xingan family's blog is updated :D Go take alook ! (members only :D)



26 May 2008

Bingoooooooooooooo

I don't know what to update, but just update something okay? :D
i'm so so damn happy, although i lost something, but now i get back something.
Now i feel i'm no longer alone. i know there's still so much people is beside me.
thanks my darlings, you all rocks my world up and down.
hopefully, i ain't just going to be happy, i'm gonna be very very super happy.
I believe i can live better than last time, in my future, there will be love,
full with colours. and now, i just gonna enjoy my secondary life.
No one can take it away from me.

this morning, i told mummy i have weird attitudes, and she say, my attitude like
my daddy, stubborn like my mummy. loll ! my brother is anything anything those type, arghs! i just gonna, change change changeee! :D
Yesterday did you guys watch the show donation for the people, in the earth quick ?
i cried and cried whenever they mention those sence,
and they tried to bare the pain, which walls falls on them, pressing them on the bottom of the floor, and blood just on those walls, seeing their own fingers, legs, hands and body begin to rotten. or even have to take saw and cut their own legs and hands away to keep themselves alive.

and there's a young mother, because of her child,
she use her arms to support her baby,
doesn't want him to die, and she kneel down on the floor to cover and
protect her baby. when those people found the mother dead body, they also found a phone in the baby cloths, writing, " 宝贝如果你还活着,一定要记得妈妈爱你“
this mother is really great, or i should say, mother are all the same.
I believe if the same thing happen to us, our mother will do the same thing too.
so unselfish, pure, kind and always think for kids forever!
mother is always so great forever. No one can replace this kind of love.

we can still able to hear our mother saying they love us,
we can also able to say we love our mother. but to the baby?
what he can see is just his mother saying the love from phone,
can you see how lucky we are? please, hug your mother tight saying you love her,
she is the one who never complain when you neglect her,
never blame if you shout at her, she is the one who wipe your tears away,
willing to give you the most warmest hug in the world.
no one can replace this kind of love, even your boyfriend/girlfriend, trust me.

Once it's too late, you will regret. ! Remember this.

read this news, my tears roll down from cheeks.
If i can, i will try my best to protect my mother too.
I don't want anything to Disfigure her pretty face, her skin and everything!
it's more pain than cutting my skin down ):

I shall end here. going out now, byebye :']

Song for the day : 消失的彩虹 By Zhuo Wen Xuan

25 May 2008

Hello hello hellooooooooooo ! :D

because of those sad songs make me so happy !
i know i'm weird, but i love being weird. it's my hobby or something?

yesterday i went to escape and blah blah, thanks to shawn, we are really boring in
Ehub, and my clip drop into the water . Don't doubt, it's everyone's idol,
Shawn tok Xuan Zhen he is trying to be funny huh ? hahahss :D

Well, can anyone buy me a camera? Hhahas, time going fast right? June is coming,
followed by july, august, September and my birthday October! meaning, my N level is
coming up too. It sounds kinda stress right? but okay la! i'm not really that stress cause,
now is holiday! Tell me enjoy holiday, school reopen than work hard,

i'll feel more better :D

Although my holiday is here, but projects just ruin them, i still have to go back to school
for my d&t projects, and it's making me so tiring . facing that few teachers,
i'm going to die, i just hope time can go faster than fast. ):
but at the same time, i shall just enjoy my holiday with family and friends!
so homework is gonna throw one side, which i've already doing that!
I bet everyone is doing it now ! so not only me :D

Without realising, the time now is, 1.00Pm so late already, i've to run already!
Enjoy the pictures coming up !






Song of the day : 越爱越难过 by Wu Ke Qun :D
It's so nice nice nice !

24 May 2008

nightmare, now wake up

yesterday the ptc, i guess it goes quite good, my teacher praise me alot :D
Saying i'm a good girl, quiet sometimes, do my work when it's the right time,
slacking, talkactive, making teacher smile & laugh
maths have shown a great improvement :D this is most important de la!
Hohohos, and well, congrats michael mark, my bestie buddy get 2nd in class,
and give a clap to myself i've got 4th in class. Yesyes, i'm proud of it :)

people, i ain' t those girls you see in your eyes, i cried not because wanting to
gain a bit of pity. it's because i can't bear those pain, understand?!
and now i'm facing this kind of situation, i can't control my emotional at time.
i've been laughing, smiling and fooling around for so long please, now it's all gone
in a sudden. now i'm weak, i'm stress and i'm a idiot who falls for a heartbreaker!
even i'm down, my friends tried their best to keep me hyper, maybe it doesn't help, but believe me, i will act as if it's really help,
i doesn't wish to see them wasting time in me.!

and some people can just use this chance to be a Hypocrite. don't you feel it's rubbish,
nonsense and everything you think? and they are so sweet please,
sweetie listen up, just leave me alone, mind your own business cause i find it very
irritating to listen to your stories. which ain't interesting at all!

to someone: Thank you so much, to get all this from you, can you see i'm so please now?
haha, i ain't gonna hang around you typing paragraph and paragraph for you to understand.
Now the thing, you have to understand is, You don't have to understand anything from now onwards. i had enough. maybe i'm too weak towards this relationship,
too kind towards those love. so i decided to make my decision and the decision is
for you to know, you are a heartbreaker :)

my little dude, maybe you deserve better but the very best, so you should be honour that i'm not like other girls who message their guy saying she is heartbreaking, crying over their guys and begging them not to leave.
i'm not like what you think. maybe my words is too straight forward, not trying to say that, you're not a good guy, just to say thanks for those things you given to me!

but let me make it clear, we ain't enemy at all. :) we can still be friend as usual
(if you want) over all, it still end with a big thankyou!.
i finally learn, which kind of person need to give up, which kind of person doesn't worth my adore. seeing me improving and going so greatly,
those big credits mostly is yours.

Anyway, last long :)

Songs to intro : The Way I Love You by Ashanti
i found this song in imeem, it's nice :D

xinai, thanks alot alot :) love you lots!

23 May 2008

Je ne suis pas votre jouet, je jure que je veux vous oublier!
(don't understand than just leave it alone)

i'm feeling much more much more better than yesterday. you know why?
Cause some things change my mood.
I shouldn't let some people laughing at my pain, and act as if they really care.
well, now i'm gonna say .. i'm damn okay!

I want to be the one who hit you down, i said this before. don't worry, i wouldn't do anything to you
or even her. for the sake of myself, I will stand up, fight till the end. i already overcome those
idiotic feeling when i dream till you holding her hands, if now you and her really stands infront of me,
holding each other's hands, i will just walk away. like what yangyang say, is none of my business
anymore! There's other better guy out there, maybe comparing to you, they ain't very good,
but at least i know there's still someone! wells, now you should be more relief after reading right?
Now you are out of my world, living happily, thats your problem ain't mine!
But thanks for teaching me which kind of people, i have to forget.

Chen Wei Yang, thanks for listening to me nagging and nagging, make me laugh,
scold me at the right time. and hopefully, now i've jump out. Thanks alot!
Thanks everyone too :) love you people alright? so much so much much!

and today is 23rd, my day to collect my report book. i will be having ptc later at 3.30pm.
morning i don't have to go school and i sleep till 7 going 8 ? Xingan msged me ask me got go school anot.
and i woke up, bought breakfast for my family and now using comp.

yesterday my day wasn't good, i cried six period my eyes is looking like never sleep for days.!
i played basketball awhile, recess, than forget what happen and than maths i think? or cpa? i don't know la.
than i cried cried cried than i slacked awhile and i go back home.

ohya, to update something, my trip to genting right, will not be going with shawn already.
Jiet la, due to some reason. and now maybe only four of us going. Jiet, any one want follow ?
:x Hahhas.

and and now my holiday is coming in a few hours time, i have my hair dye yesterday!
hohohos :D See you people during holidayy ! <3

Update somemore later

22 May 2008

stop, i don't want to be a idiot hanging around you anymore.
Boy, i want to love you, i will love you, but please stop doing anything that will hurt me deeply.
I couldn't take it anymore. Just secretly move out from my heart, walk away quietly.
maybe i will find you some day, but for now, i'm really tired.

I tried hard, i tried less, i tried alot of times, but when i saw you in dream holding her hands,
i woke up and cry and cry, i couldn't take it. i know you do love her, i know i'm no longer important to you, but please, care for my feeling, it's hurting it's pain.

I'm not asking for any pity, but i just wish you can really understand how i really feel.
me and you is not one or two day, it's the 96 days. 3mth and 4days.
you expect me to forget everything? i can feel the pain, i feel the un-tasty taste.
do you have this kind of feel before?

i don't know why, i told myself, not to think not to listen, not to ask, but me myself,
keep thinking until my dream every night having you in there, not just you. Is you with her.
Ain't this hurting? i wouldn't blame, complain or saying myself is pity.

right now, i just know tears never gonna stop for anything!
friends, you guys told me stop thinking, move on with life, but when this really happen to you,
trust me, you will feel the same way. I know you people is for my good. But understand why
i cry, why i mention him, why i say i want him.

It's really really pain if i keep my pain inside. which i can't say, can't do anything, just keep inside,
and act as if im really happy. Trust me, it's more than the pain in my heart, is more than everything!

When i cry, what i told myself is, he will never gonna come back, i know i should give him up,
i know i should go on with life, i know i shouldn't cry, and break down.but just trust me, i can't .!
everything i say, is not that i'm gonna do. I'm going to give up, but i can't ! i will not be a idiot hanging
around you, i can't! it's more than pain, more than hurting, more than i'm neglected by everyone!

Words is easy to say, but its doesn't even work!
yes, i'm not like strong like you think, i'm not everything that you can see!
comparing to other people, i'm fake, i'm loser, i'm weak!

imagine, when you are down, there's someone who always be there, and there's always be
some one who hug you tight in his chest, someone who always bring you home, and to school,
some one who message you everyday, people if this thing is gone in a sudden, what will you do?
I guess you will rather go mad! It's more than everything now! i'm not joking. Don't say you understand!
cause you doesn't understand at all.

i promise to forget you, i swear. Just give me time! i want to forget. I don't want to be pain anymore.!
I want to be back the girl who is so irritating, so hyper, running around like mad, jumpping up and down.
Fall and climb up again!

believe me people, just some more time, you will see my tears disappear on my faces.

Sorry friends for crying infront of you people. sorry if i scare you.

I cried hard today!

放弃是因为爱得太深
爱得太深才对自己没把握
要用放弃作赌注。
输了,是因为对方不够爱你。

21 May 2008

What is all about?

Sorry readers, i don't have photo to upload due to the hot weather today, i'm sweating like mad.
not really in mood for that also ! ): cause pissing off by something today! I doesn't know what either.
not just today, is the whole month of may. hate it mans ): Busy with this and that, my whole body
is attacked by some aching and whatever, which me myself doesn't even concern about it.
i'm not joking, until now i doesn't seem to understand people around me, or even him!

actually i able to tell myself what i want, and what i should have.
now, i doesn't seem to making every single working!
Isn't it bad? I guess after all, is all lies, and some excuse.

I know i shouldn't cry over things like that, but i can't.
yes, i'm weak, i'm petty, i'm chang qi. Whatever okay, i don't want to care so much already!
I need some break and rest ! ): I'm too tired.

I hate emoooo ): I don't want to be emo please, hyper up up up please!

iszi really my job to make you peple laugh, smile and entertain you people?
Am i suppose to be talking non stop than it's me? is not what you guys think actually.
seriously i making myself looking like a fool.

I look active, i look hyper, but actually i'm a old lady in heart.
i just let my happiness fly, i let my happiness fly. Do you really understand?
i don't allow myself to have any regret, so i'm so in a mess. I doesn't wish to get out still.
Stupid or dumb ? messy life is so complicating to explain. i doesn't want to say it anymore

Don't come and ask me what happen, obviously is a little mad, a little crazy, one
big big cut in heart. I'm being attacked by some idiotic misses. I'm not gonna say in detail.
I hope you people know what i blogged today.

I didn't know what i did today, is all studying, playing, listening, singing and jumping around.
other that that, i think nothing much i really do already cause' lesson are really bored.
nothing special happen to let me blog

what is all my lesson about?
D&T, D&T, D&T, D&T, English, Recess, Cpa, Cpa, Cpa.
for d&t i'm working on my project, like duhh. you know why girls doesn't like this subject?
Let me tell you, it's because you have to use saw and those tools, which might cut yourself
and obviously girls doesn't like to have cuts or scar on hands right?

and for you people to know, i'm being forced to take this subject.
okay whatever la. my english and recess was slacking like crazy!
for cpa, we are watching step up 2? i think. Lols. i don't have interest in this show at all.
due to some pissing off, plus abit of mood swing, it's enough for me already.

Sorry people i didn't get to take any picture just now. i just say what happen and you people imagine okay?

Today i meet xinai at interchange mac, and i saw lesli kor and alice jie we are gossiping,
at the same time they are trying to learn some china people talking. Making me laughing like mad.
After awhile, xinai came with her friend. and we went to tmall, they wanted to settle their lunch. so i accompany them.

after eating when to toilet and blah blah blah la.
After those blah blah, we went to take mrt to meet chen jun qi yea?
i meet him at 4.30, but he wake up at 4.30 good huh? and he say he take cab.
and he reached downtown faster than us.
We went to buy cake, to give buddy a good birthday bash! :D Yays* i love birthday bash,
but i hate people birthday bash me ):

so i went to his chalet, and i saw, his stead, and Celestine ;pp Hohoos, okays. They are so pretty please.
i start my birthday bashing, i chase him around and finally, i make him sit down and he do it himself.
I so good please, i got give him discount okay? :D :D okay i done with my job and decided to go home.
While cleaning up, they start cake fight -.- throwing here and there Laughs! ;p
I went home bath and went out again.

But i just go for awhile and i came back, cause the dish is way too sucky ): whatever okay?
I just have my dinner.

Over all i enjoyed so much! Those chitchatting with xinai totally rocks mans!
Xinai promise to meet out soon! x3
Oh ya, you know what? my xinai is super pretty pleaseee ! Love her lot man :) Hhahas.

Okays of course i wouldn't forget my xingan la,
Xingan, coaching is xingu, but wei le result, it's worth okay? So jiayou !
Love you lotsssssssss! <3

20 May 2008

Books, teacher, marker, pencil, ruler, pen and highlight!
Class, take out your books and, Throw on the floor ! :D Cause holiday is coming!
study at the right time ! Hohohos

Teacher is bringing laptop here and there, in and out the class let students watch movies.
laughs, must well give us early holiday! Xingan, and co. having coaching ):
Until six leh, teachers must be mad! Pushing them to stressing line.
Jiayou, xingan, xinganmama and all my buddies and girlfriends!

after exam, taking result, everyone don't even bother to come to school,
only stupid idiot will go, thats me ! :D Hahahs, whatever la, school is a fun place mans!
i was playing my psp the whole day! Can see that my lesson are slacking yea?
:D i thought today is Monday lei ): I wanted to play basketball! sian la!

Me and my girlfriend is watching the very famous blogger queen, xiaxue. having her tougue
piercing. cher, and pauline keep ee ee ee ! x:
Hahahs i watched before so i don't find it very painful anymore :D
When the holy pin go down, They go, ouch ouch ouchhhhhh~~
but xiaxue is very cool mans! my idol ! :D:D

My daddy is back this morning, 5.30. When i wake up, he came back :D
He bought me chewing gum gum gummm ! :D
I share with my girlfriends and classmate until i left abit now ):

but it's okay :D :D :D

you know recently my legs and hand have some problems and i doesn't know why
(using too much computer?) No please, i doesn't know why either. My hands will get
tired after i hold something awhile or i use too much strength. and leg, will
chou jing when i force my leg in some way, or direction. It's painful please ):

I'm super in a holiday mood now :D Ohyea!

& boy,
you walk to me tell me that you love me, promising we will be ever lasting.
but boy, promise me one more thing, don't come easy. Cause i never let myself
go into relationship again. Hopefully, that time i have enough of that :')
You say you love me, thats enough for me. I wouldn't hold you, tie you with the word love.
If your heart have me, i'm very happy already . trust me, live well.

you asked me, what you say is it what you think, silly boy, yes of course.
Trust me, don't take back your words, and don't feel bad over anything is not worthing.
yesterday that unknown dream, that unknown you, tell me you love me,
just hope this is just a dream, not the true. I don't wish to stand here once again.

promise to remember me, have me in your heart. Just as a friend, i'm happy with it already.
Saying all this out, ain't that all i want, you might not know, i cried a several time for you.
Boy, don't think i'm weak. I cry because i care and it's the way i love you .
things doesn't work the way we think



19 May 2008

Comparing, i'm not her.

Like i mention yesterday, i have to go back to school on 23rdmay, now i wish this day come fast!
i want see my report book book, and fly to genting! enjoy my holiday!
so excited please, i guess i'm going insane soon ;pp

Anyway, yesterday i was chatting with chen wei yang, yangyang.
We was talking about his hair. it's obviously short but he keep denying ): okay, just treat that it's long okays? but i want to see him la. he keep saying he is not prepared yet. ): Cheating my feeling !
nehhmind i'm gonna see him soon, and hahahahhaha.

Push me up up up, i want to go genting now now now! i can't wait to see my kitty stuff agains!
with shawn shawn shawn's family, woos it's confirm! and we going to book the whole bus up.
meaning, we can go crazy and talk loudly like nobody business. :D :D At that time, rocking big times. the last time we go it's like ...... four to fives years ago? whatever la, we are going there again!

Yesterday i ring ahyi, telling her that there will be a date to go pray grandpa.
and she and mammy is talking rubbish la.

Mummy : when you all go pray, must help me tell papa, that i going holiday, must bao you me
Ahyi : bao you what?
Mummy : Bao you don't have earthquick.
Ahyi : Genting where got earthquick, volcano ah?
Mummy : what volcano, wo hai mosquito ah!
Ahyi : Is volcano, not mosquito!
Mummy : i dont know la, must call papa bao you jiu dui liaos.
(Me and junkiat was laughing like mad)

today i wash my shoes. and crap with mummy alot! She is talking rubbish with me.
Laughs' junkiat wake up, join us. We crap together, crap crap crappppp!
making us laughing like crazy, going insane soooon ! ;p;p;p

How about your day? is it good ? Ohya, can tell me what you people want to see in my blog?
More personals? or More pictures? or More crapping?
and sorry that my blog is best vied in firefox, in internet if there's any error please tell me !
Tag me, please please okays ? :D Thanks people!

Love you guys, you people rocking big timeeee! <3
update later




I miss xingan like 123456789102030 many!
:D Xingan how's your dayyy ? Update me okays?
Love you

18 May 2008

- obviously that answer. ♥

every (R) in a nick, msn will donate 0.50 cents to the relief aid to myanmar
example:

Everyone follow me and say " JIETTT LA!"
Today huan choon come our house, and we three keep saying jiet leh jiet lah jiet loh.
and now, huan choon is addicted to it. Laughs.

Holiday is coming x3 and it's gonna be more and more event coming up.
I will be going genting, maybe you people find that place sian, but for me
that place is Rocking big times!

This time round i wouldn't make myself because of missing someone
and rush my mummy to come back. (he doesn't even miss me D:)
and i'll be going back to school for my d&t project.
Jiet loh must hand up by school reopen ):
Hope i enjoy okayyy

and after that will meeting out my gans and friends, to shopping.
isn't it great? i'm going to be so high! i love june june june!
and people, i just hope 27 june come fast, cause my new contact lens!

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Yesterday i chat with eleanor and i realise her day ain't good at all.
(Just hope she can over come, i trust that she can) Believe yourself girl.
and i recieve my clothes that i ordered online. ohmygod, is super nice la.
i'm so happy man! tomorrow is a public holiday, you guys decided or plan to go anywhere?
I'm going to stay at home to do house work. i'm guai right? hahahs.
don't feel like going out la actually.

20may daddy is coming back, 21may going buddy's chalet with xinai.
and 23may having PTC. jiet la, you know my school is getting more and more clever
each year. This year, they say : " All pupils have to go for the PTC. or else no report book"
Jiet la, everyone must guai guai go school on 23may. in the afternoon.
And holiday come come come and knock on my door and welcome me!

I'm so in a holiday mood now. ! :D

those feeling ain't fading at all, i tried very hard. but it doesn't work at all.
im doing all this is just because i want to know how important i am to you.
But it doesn't seem working. I miss your words, voice and everything that is
related to you. Breaking up ain't making a person feel very good.
I bet you understand that. tears can't explain, no one can explain to me.
but i just keep holding till you realise. but now, me and you, between there's a
her. i can't fight anymore. i just gonna break down soon.
And you doesn't seem to understand. or should i say, you never understand
me before. )':






Tagged by junkiat
-Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it. Do not read the question first, name the people first.

1. Huixin
2. Simin
3. Lijin
4. Charmaine
5. Pinky
6. Michelle
7. Roubing
8. Huiyi
9. Dania
10. Jocelyn
11.Sherri
12. Wenwen
13. Sharon
14. Renee
15. Carina
16. Lanie
17. Elysia
18. Shawn
19. Wenjin
20. Yangyang

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How do you met 14?
- Friendster?

Wad will u do if u never met 1?
-my life will never be happy

What if, 9 & 20 stead?
-Laughs, impossible

Will 6 and 17 date?
-Nope?

Describe 3?
-cute pretty and lovely

Is 8 attractive?
-Like duhhhh~

Describe 7?
-Cute, tall, lovely and pretty

Do u noe any of 12 family members?
-nopes

Wad language does 15 speaks?
-english i think

Who is 9 going out with?
-nichelle?

How old is 16?
-nt sure

When was the last time u spoke to 13?
-very very very super long ago

Who is no.2 fav singer/band?
-benjamin

Have u ever dated 4?
-Hmms nopes

Would u ever date 1?
-maybe?

Is 19 single?
-He say yes, but i dont know?

What's 10 last name?
-teo?

Would u ever be in relationship with 11?
-No of course

Wad is the school of 3?
-Loyang sec

Where does 6 lives?
-TPY i think

Wad's ur favourite thing about 5?
-Sampattttttttttttttttttttt

Have u ever seen 2 naked?
-Like duh no la

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anyone who want to do.