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26 April 2011

A wordy one

Well, it's like quite a long time ago since i last posted an entry up here. I'm actually busy working right now, I work like 6 days a week, and a day off. So I don't even have time for myself, you see.

♥ Work
I'm lucky that i enter a very comfortable work place, with nice awesome people inside, though the first few days is really killing me like mad. (not gonna mention) But it really nearly hit me down and.. give up? But it's lucky that I have friends there right behind me pushing me up! Over all, i haven't met any nasty customer, or i don't know? Bad things? I SURELY won't want to meet any of them! So I'm gonna keep going. watch me flyyyyyy ~

Just gonna PS for the whole entry today, cause there's quite a number of thoughts running through my mind recently and it kinda affect me alot, and... perhaps life might change because of those :)

PS: who walk into your life, who leave your life, who gives you a hit behind, who gives you a hug infront, who did awesome things to you, who give you bad times, who are there for you, who are not. In your life there's always someone that are so important that you're willing to give up everything. But it turn out to be? A wrong choice.

PS: sometimes it isn't about how long you wait things to turn out great, it's how much effort you actually put in.

PS: If you cherish someone so fucking badly, show it, prove it. Words are cheap.

PS: you're important, he's important, she's important, why do we have to make choices between each other?

PS: I only believe in waiting.

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Joel and Apple are very close friends, closer then friends, closer then a bestfriend but they seldom meet up. They call each other often to catch up. Apple always treat joel as a very close friend, who she can't live without, but for Joel, he always treat Apple as his favourite girl, he love her. When time goes by, Apple met her boyfriend, John. They were very loving, and enjoy every dates they spend together. After the honeymoon period, they start to quarrel often. Apple alway called Joel and rant about how sad she was, how tired she was. Joel always comfort her, and ask her to hold on. But everyone knows, deep down in his heart he's blaming himself, why can't John just treat her as good as he treat her. As years go down, Apple and her boyfriend broke up. She went up to Joel crying badly. Joel told himself, "he'll get John back for her" and it works, they got back again. Joel still never fail to be there for Apple whenever she needs him, and deep inside, the love for apple, never stop. Everything just keep going, until one day, Apple realise, all along Joel kept the love in his heart. She's touched, and give up everything she have, and called Joel up, told him how much she wants to be with him.

PS: I always believe in waiting, and i always believe the story above is true.




A peekture of me,
See me, hug me, love me! :)
xooooooooooooo

13 April 2011

Life owellz



What suck most in life?

Today I'm gonna blog about this, cause stupid things always happen in my life, and it's really annoying. ps: IF you think I'm talking about you, it's fine with me. PLEASE DON'T FREAKING POST THOSE STUPID, NO LOGIC, CHILDISH WORDING IN YOUR FACEBOOK, YOUR BLOG YOUR TWITTER. CAUSE IT'S REALLY FREAKING ANNOYING TO ME. In the first place, you don't get things clear, and you scold me like one whole page, or even being sarcastic in twitter? C'mon, think think USE YOUR FREAKING BRAIN AND THINK.

Just ask me in formspring, leave your name, and ask "ARE YOU REFERRING TO ME?" I swear i'll tell you the truth :)

Owellz, as you see above. it seems like I've already gave a rough idea on what's am i going to blog about. Ok I'm gonna list out what i hate in life most.

1. Misunderstood, Mistreat.

Really hate this! People often misunderstood me, by the words I say, by the actions i do, and posted like childish, and I don't know........ but not effective enough to hit me down stuff online. Is like first of all, they never even get things right, and then they misunderstand me, then they went up to online, (twitter, facebook, blog, whatever) to start being sarcastic and say something like "Shut up you bitch" or "Stop being a busybody, just mind your own business". C'mon, in the first place, am i EVEN referring to you? And, did you EVEN get things clear by asking me, why am i doing all those? No right? Then what are you whining like a bitch? Never, i repeat NEVER misunderstand people by judging just a few words. Cause end up it'll turn to become a joke you made, and you look like some clowns got caught by the policeman at road side!



2. Liars
Forever I'll met liars in my life, always! Yes, i know human do tell lies. But sometimes, I don't find a need for people lying to me. I find no reason why they have to lie. I freaking hate most was, when you found out, you have the stupid feeling that tell you, not to show that you found out. Stupid enough? And I always comfort myself, by saying I'M TOO KIND. But it doesn't even work man! When I see that person face, I'm really like boiling! So don't ever lie, when it's UNNECESSARY! (of course not encouraging people to lie to me, but at least for my own good lah!) Cause it's really a very miserable thing to me :( &Admit if you got caught, or you'll look like some... idiots and making a fool out of yourself.



(To be continue...)

9 April 2011

Problematic





Get things clear before typing those useless, childish wording before I make your life miserable, once I say I'll do it. Not trying to play whatever with you, just that i felt you don't even use the brain your mum born you with. Stop seeking attention and typing those childish language, do you even know what's bitch in the first place? Do you ever look at yourself before typing out that word "Bitch"? :)

8 April 2011

Shopping :D

Did some shopping with my two bff, ahchua and ahfoo. I swear they're awesome the whole day was like, 445 > Tampines mall > Bugis Juction > Bugis Street > My job interview > FEP > Xiuyi's house > Home sweet home.

It's really a fun day out, as like you see above MY JOB INTERVIEW. Let me cover this first alright? Well.. i went for my job interview last minute! When i was browsing what should i buy, and they called me down for interview, the best thing was, their office was just nice behind bugis juction and yea i went to interview, &I got selected immediately & I actually requested for the outlet at tampines mall, but they don't need people there. So instead of tampines, they gave me a choice between NEX and Suntec city. I consider about the transport fares, &duration, I choose NEX. Hope my new job will bring me an amazing tour :D

-not going to mention where.-

Some camwhoring before going out :)










Yea, me and my two bff went over to bugis &FEP to hunt for clothes, bags, shoes, from top to toe! It's like really crazy that we keep withdrawing money like free flow. Hahaha, and the poor Ahchua had to accompany us, help us carry stuff and everything! But he's nice man, just a not cute, not cool, not handsome! :o

PS: I bought a wedges I'm yearning for very long! :) IT'S VERY CHEAP, at FEP :o

Yup, my bf is coming back today and I'm gonna go fetch him at jurong point later. Muahahahhahahahahahahhahahaha, good bye fellas.

♥Bless me! :)

6 April 2011

Requested.

I came to blog at weird timing again!

Well.. I stayed at home for the whole day, which i think it's crazy nuts! Though i use to be a home-freak. I can like nua at home the whole week, but now i totally can't! :( So i hope i can faster get a job man! huuuuur.

Well, as requested, and some haters saying I'll be very ugly after i removes my make up.. here you go..



Indeed super ugly! I hate my forehead, like super high and.. my ugly max dark circles, uneven eye brows. This is so mad aunty looking! Well.. brain wash~~~~~~

In the picture above i only like my dimple! hahahaahaha! :x




with fringe, with eye liner, bb-cream, loose powder, blusher &mascara!
i look more like human now! hahahaha! :o

Goodnight fellas! :)

5 April 2011

Ok, super bored now

ok.. like you see on my blog title Super Bored. So i decided to blog something that is related to me! I don't even care if people interested or not seriously. Cause i just feel like typing out, and read myself. Ok sounds pathetic.

Recently I just quit my part time job, cause there's lot's of shits happen (it's nothing awesome to mention too) &somewhat i realise that getting myself out in the industry like wherever i go, no matter in salon, or even just a normal shop i work part time at, i swear none of them is trust-able. One thing i really regretted most was, giving my trust so easily to people.

Life is really weird, you happen to meet someone which is like... angel? And next moment you realise that actually is totally the other way round. Isn't it like... fooling us or something? But well.. i get out of that place for goodness sake, and i swear I'll miss working there, because that's my first longest job ever! So yeap, good bye fellows.





♥ AB.

Hmm.. on the other hand, I just called a salon up and asking whether do they still hiring for assistants anot. Yes, i decided to go back the world i should be in. After so many things happen, I'm glad that i realise what i really want, what kind of life i want to live. My good friend Jeff just called me up, and he told me "I always think that you shouldn't give up on the hair industry, you really shouldn't" Maybe that's the image i gave people ever since i enter HFD? He's the 2nd one who told me this anyway.

So I'm so going to enjoy my last few days/week and upgrade my life to "lifeless full timer" HAHAHA i always think working as a full timer is a super lifeless thing to do.

but if you give me a chance, to choose between studying and working, i prefer working.

Ok.. here's goes my long story again..

i actually thought of taking up private O levels, or even enrolling into a private course, like my favourite web designing, BUT BUT BUT, next thing i was thinking, will i go find a job on this or not? Like.. becoming a web designer which is quite hard to. Who blogs alot in singapore? Who willing to pay for their blogskins when they can even do their own! As i always have problems like, i love the layout of this particular blogskin, but not the font...... Get it? It always can't get it right! So i don't want to be a web designer having whole lots of haters commenting my blogskins! HAHA, so study is a no no to me i guess, it will never work out in anyway. HHAHA cause that's not the life i want, and i should be.

WELL... whole lots of bullshits I have to go now. GOOD NIGHT FELLAS.

in case you miss me....


HAHAHAHAHAHA BUAYHIAOBAIBAI SIA.
:)

Lightroom 3.3

Yes, I've just downloaded Adobe Light Room 3.3!

Actually I see no point of me downloading it, cause my camera gives me good pictures, good lighting = awesome pictures. But still I downloaded Lightroom! :)

Here's some pictures i edited using Lightroom only!










Reason why i dowload lightroom..

It's because of the lighting i can adjust, and there'll be like 20% noise level only. I can't deny, i always take dark pictures, cause the indoor might not have good lighting, PLUS I'm always too lazy to bring my lil flash out. It's really a pocket size flash! But I'm just too lazy to! So, that's the reason causing dark and blur pictures!

So lightroom helps me! I can adjust the brightness and there's like tiny noise level only! Awesome or what?

& also I kinda like my pictures to be soft instead of sharp, when i don't even know why, when nice pictures should be sharp instead! &Recently i pretty love my pictures to be dark at the corners, and kinda pinkdish kind? Well.. I really love lightroom alot. So I'm going to figure out how the whole program gonna work, cause I'm super noob at this. HAHA go download your lightroom! I swear you won't regret! :)

Enjoy! :)

1 April 2011

Trust matters

Pardon my words.



How well... life is totally a bitch.
My emotional seem like out of my control. I seriously hate people to rush me on doing things and they even doubt me. I damn hate that. Is not like I'm always not holding my promises, if you doubt me, fine, then don't ask me to do anything. But if you ask me to do things for you, then please freaking give me your trust, and kindly throw your doubts into the sea for that fucking moment. Don't rush me as if like I'm not going to do it after 5 minutes, 10 minutes! Cmon' It's just a few minutesss!!And great, they just ruin my mood of fooling people at this 1st of April!

Right now..
I'm just so looking forward bf will make my day. But he just send me a message telling me that he will be booking out only after dinner, and he's kinda shag about that. Who's gonna make my day right now? I really feel like going walk around shopping alone. I realize I'm so bloody emo shit. Pardon me, I don't want it to but it's just a moment of mixed feelings i guess?

Ahhh, damn this shit. I'm so getting out of here!!