The fact shows me what is it all about,

Yes, i cut it so don't doubt what you see. I cut my fringe, totally regret it, don't mention anymore!
i swear it all over again, i never never cut this short anymore!

My dear fairy, please just allow me to stop crying.
by giving back my smile, and everything.
i don't need to have a perfect life, but just a normal one.
I want to be normal, can you ?

Feeling unknown,

Play this!
understand how i feel ?

Another tired day of mine. I'm so tired in a way that, when i reach home i totally forget what i did in school today. Alright just let me recall alright. Went to school with my daily cliques, bought macdonalds breakfast but didn't eat. Know why? cause the everything drop on the floor. So good bye to my $2 and weilun's $2.25. Half of my pants was wet, so embarrasing to say this. End up went to the wash room to clean it up. Though it isn't obvious that it's totally wet, but infact it's really damn wet! Stop laughing at my silly-ness.

Anyway, went to school per-normal. And you know what we are late for like 10 minutes i guess. As usual, today hair cut was abit better for me. Cause i able to know how to manage the haircut just that there's still able 'AK' of the position of holding the hair. Well shall pratice more then. Went for miss ang lesson i did play attention but yet, i forget everything now! i think i must self study more tonight.

Everything for me, i guess i need to put alot of effort uh. Who call i choose this path. Well, i guess i have nothing to complain about then :) Went home, bath and everything went downstairs with mum. Bought the ingredients for dinner. Well, and now i'm so tired. I going to have a nice nap, dinner and continue my self revision. Anyway, my role play test will be coming just next week, can you imagine how scary and fast iszit? Ohno ):

Lastly, ICECREAM PHONE <3> I Lovin' It So Much! But i still think w980i is better *giggles* I need so much things right now. Well, i guess i will get it either next week or next next week, i'm totally rushing. (even me myself didn't know i'm so busy) Laughs!

Huiyu Is Happy! ♥

Believe my words,

Sometimes i wonder am i too selfish to be like this, but sometimes i just don't wish to lost something that i yearn for. Yet i stop at that place. I may let it go and have what it want, i might cry and begging it to stay. I wondering what kind of reaction i will make if i really met this kind of problem. Or will i just run away so that everything will be the same? Oh please, i think i have a simple thinking if i think that way. Oh dear, i don't know what am i thinking about. Laughs!

Anyway this morning meet joanne and do things that are important. Both of us keep chatting like non-stop. End up we did finish those things we should ok. Lesson was great with some entertaining perfromers. Choo Ho's magic, and Jeffrey's zi dan zi chang . Both of them were very talented i can say. After that was STS, i don't know why i'm so quiet today. I didn't talk much, cause affected by this guy behind me! Laughs, let's skip it! :]

After the last lesson accompany lu, zhengwei and weilun to tampines mall. I don't know for what actually. Went to the open area, happen alot of funny things. After about one hour, i went home i feel so tired now. Even having my dinner, i nearly sleep! I'm not trying to talk rubbish, but really i'm so tired. I'm going to have my beauty sleep!

Pictures other day alright!


<3>

Acting normal,

I feel myself so blur! Ohno ):

*bite fingers* my exam is coming ! And i need a hair cutting model, if possible please tell you if you willing anot. I'm looking for a model who have, a lenght over the shoulder, and it's not so layered (If it's alot of layering, you don't mind to cut to the shortest lenght it's also possible). My exam will be testing on cutting straight line, at the back. So please tell me if you willing! Kind soul, save me. Ahhhhh ! 16 march, 16 march, OHGOD.

Ok, today joanne, jiajia and me were running up and down, because of someone's birthday! In the end seem like all plan was ruin. Lol, abit wasted my effort for waking up so late, just for the sake of the surprise cake. You know how stupid is it to take a cake, in a crowded bus? Lol, people were pushing each other and you have to protect the cake.

Our first plan was surprise him with the cake, but end up everything is ruin because of Mr Ivan Loh. Thanks to him, the someone walk out and saw us holding the cake. Quite disppointed actually x: After cutting the cake, finish it, we went to toilet and fill up plastic to make water bomb to bash that someone. We spent quite long to fill everything up. So ya, we bring it to one coner and the guys take their own sweet time, we waited like 15 minutes. Finally target is out, and we start the bashing. A number of us was wet, totally. Went for HCT wasn't paying attention again.

I gonna die in HCT theroy test for sure! Lets bet ! hahaha. Ok, i shall go do some self revision! Remember if you willing to be my model, tag me or leave a contact so i can contact you and tell you more detail! :] *pray there is good souls*

Anyway, i bought my icecream phone yesterday! But i bought the blue one instead of white. That person from M1 told me that white will turn yellow-ish. So i was tempted to buy the blue one cause it's abit greendish (L) totally one word, nice! Jianping bought the pink one, i totally agree both colours is nice. I never regret seriously :)

Anyway, the someone is ..

Mr Lu **** **** ****

( you're lucky that i didn't write you name ok! hahaha! )

Anyway just hope you enjoy your special today! (:

Lin2 Hui1 i miss alot too! HAHAHAHAH!

Hold on to the smile,

Though my lesson today was abit long, and don't seem to go very fine, but i enjoyed myself so much today! Cause i'm so falling inlove with my smile, i'm smiling and laughing the whole day! I'm like so happy today, don't even know which wire in my brain goes right! *giggles*

Even though camera was with me the whole lesson, but i'm too busy to enjoy forgot about taking pictures. So pardon some random pictures today. Hahahas. During lesson or break today, i keep saying i'm so happy cause i saw S.H.E on saturday. Like so irritating ah? But i seriously so happy. Plus whenever i end my lesson i will plug-in my ear piece and starting to be so high!

I'm so happy today you can see it through my post right right ? Hahahahs, i'm in a good mood. Even my lappy is hanging like in it's own world, i didn't feel frustrated at all!

Thank you LWSF ! :D

GOOD NIGHTTTT, <3>

Ticking time, changing me,

A random decision yesterday night, dad wanted to bring us to Sakae for lunch today. I'm quite surprise that mum will want to tag along. Well, it's ok over all. We went to Gaint after that suppose to get my Hairdryer there, but nothing caught my eye, but a green ear piece! Super duper nice, but didn't buy. ): some reason uh.

Whatever, end up i saw my ice cream phone! Asked dad and mum maybe they will be getting for me, i mean paying for me first. Hope and pray it's possible uh! :] Chatted phone with LWSF, laughs! He didn't pay attention on the phone.

Anyway went home after that, i'm super tired now! I need my sleep now, and tomorrow i make sure myself get back home and copy all the notes!

I'm Loving It! <3>

P/S: i seem to be so heartless with my 3month mate, w980i. I still love you ok ! :D

Next second turning regret,

*giggles* I'm so happy, i went over east point mall to see S.H.E, cause they having some kind like LIVE FM! Totally like the whole mall is fill with humans, and you can really feel the heat raising. Fyi, this is my first time going to a progarm like this. It's really quite tired to stand there for like hours, but seriously when the idol came out, you think standing there is totally worthing ya?

I couldn't deny i'm jealous people who are infront. They can see them clearly. But at least i'm there and see them right? They are really very supportive to be there since yesterday after Yoga's concert. I was like wow to hear that, though i said that i'm a S.H.E fan but comparing with them, i'm just a little one, hahaha. I aslo spend a $50 to buy their limited edition album. I didn't regret at all. I think it's quite worthing instead. Oh and this limited edition only have 1000 copy in singapore i think. And i'm the lucky 845th of 1000 of them :) Imagine who will be the luckiest one to get the number 1000th copy.

I know those picture look really blur or something. But i'm really standing far away behind and lim hwee really zoom it so that the picture can really see their faces.

r

Well, happen to meet funny things after the whole thing end. XGBFF, limhwee and me took the wrong bus home, we are suppose to stay at that bus stop instead of crossing opposite. This is ok, we drop at the next bus stop, and we took 17 home. This time, we took the right bus, right bus stop but we forgot to press the bell so we have to walk all the way again. LOL, and we took the bus 17 was really killing people, making me nearly fall backwards. So embarrasing. Lucky Limhwee saved me! *giggles*

Anyway, the credits picture above is all by LimHwee, thanks :D

(this ain't mine ): how i wish is mine uh! it belongs to a guy name, Momo)

Today just recieved a forward message (you might also get it already), though it might be true or not, but it really made me so afraid to die. It makes me kind of rush to tell the things i feel in heart, cause i know if i don't say i will regret if i suddenly die *touch wood* But i really hope everything will be peace ): I very 'pa si' one ok! *laughs* This message make me feel like, i have alot of things not done yet. hmmmm..

& This is what hebe said today " 爱 是 不 求 会 报 "

changing blog song soon <3>

Good night people!

People change in sudden,

S P E E C H L E S S

Shit, i'm such spendy that in 5 minutes time, i spend the three quater of my 1 week saving! I just planned so nicely till i got that amount it will be gone in seconds. How fast uh? I must control my spendy a little. I didn't tell my mum about it anyway, she will sure nag me round and round. I promise i got my stuffs and i will stop spending like no reason. Believe me, i can alright. *giggles* I wonder should i change my plan to, unlimted message, if not i couldn't control and over shot.

School was quite fine today, i just feel so suck when teacher came forward and told me some things. I just feel riddiculous, but just forget it will do. I promise myself to be happy every week in school. So i must keep this promise or i will not know what will happen, LOL. My CA was angry and scolded us today, actually i don't know what happen, but just scolded us out of sudden (maybe to me is out of sudden uh, HAHA) But i tired my best to keep the smile on her face cause she really don't look nice when she is angry. Ok i know i'm talking rubbish, who look nice when smile is not on face. Laughs.

CCA meeting was held at the classroom that i have my last lesson, so i waited for shasha there instead of coops outside. The whole meeting, i though that it will be .. emotional, but is the other way round. Everything seem to be so 'party feel' but i'm too tired and cher ain't there is even boring then. Whole table is having talking session only my table. First time, my table is so quiet. Well, i just have to use to it sometimes. The whole meeting till quite late, and i'm really tired went to meet Joanne, Lu, Jiajia , Zhengwei and Gerald. I'm so so tired so went home after bank in money.

ahhhhh, i'm so tired. I wanna sleep ):

Moving on without people's understanding,

Sometimes i realise what is the kind of feeling without a friend in class. Somehow you know.. like some little games might hurt people's feeling out of sudden. Like today, my CA played a game with my class. She gave us ten stars and we are suppose to choose 10 people to give the stars to, by pasting it on a paper with their names. I realise, somehow not really close friends than worth those stars seriously. I just said this for fun actually, so don't bother it *giggles*

CCA today was fine. Just feeling so tired actually. I didn't smile much during cca today, feeling so weird without smiling or laughing. Well, went for lesson and played the game, and went to meet SH, i actually not sure what iszit all about until i enter the room, and SH was telling us, that we are choose for don't know what thing. I was quite shock about the choice she made. I thought there is much more people who are more suitable then me seriously. Anyway, went for STS. Learning the same blow drying again! I must practice more man! I still can't able to get the shape that teacher wants. Ahhhhhhhh. I have to work much more harder then. Went to PCS theroy, did a short test. I able to answer most of the question! I'm quite happy actually. But the worst is coming tomorrow . Gonna study on it tonight. Ahhhh, i have so much things to do.

Alright, regrading the 'passerby', i have no time to entertain him/her, my dear friends and Abcd, thanks for helping out. But don't get too angry about it. Though yesterday i was angry and i'm rushed replying those stuff, i seriously regretted *giggles* :]

&& Huiyu feel so empty without camera! Tomorrow i gonna bring my camera to school. Be prepared UH0901A !

Understanding problems,

Well, to that passerby in my cbox. I'm really curious to know who you are. I know the everything you tag and i understand. Of course i know my parents still care about me, but why not you stand at the view i'm standing now? If one day, just this one day your parents treat you differently, doesn't concern about you, just for the sake of understanding them, you told yourself, " I think they aren't in mood today" , but yet your brother's concern is still there, they never know how tired how sad what are you doing in school. Even during lesson when you think about this you will still cry or your teacher told you that you did a great job.

One thing, you come back home same thing happening, repeating for weeks, you posted in blog, you don't want people to tell them cause you don't want to hurt them that's the reason why you don't want to tell them in direct, you don't want people to care about you, cause you think it's a small matter and you can over come yourself! Your happy, your sad, your angry, you wanted to tell your parents but they doesn't seem to be interested and so you blogged. But there is a passerby came to say " if u hav so much probs n dont wan ppl to care abt u,u won b seeking so much attention by writing all these (this is what you said) " what would YOU think? Riddiculous ? You just blog it because you want to find a place to show your temper, show the emotional that you can't show it at home or even in school.

Just put yourself in people's shoes sometimes. And this is my blog, why i can't blog things that people think it's wrong? Like what you said, if i dont want people to concern don't borther to blog it out, but i'm just pouring out my things. What's wrong? If there's any mistake correct me then, provided you leave your name down.

Though i know just advicing, but i don't agree with some parts of your tags. That's all!

Seeing through everything,

Huiyu feel so uneasy now.
Huiyu thinks tomorrow she will ...
Huiyu is so stress about nothing now.
Huiyu feeling quite bad don't know over nothing
Huiyu is so so tired this few days.
Huiyu don't behave like herself today
Huiyu is really really tired.

Huiyu just wanna say " Whatever good night"

& HUIYU IS NOT SAD AT ALL! -.-

Understanding make a differents,

Thanks everyone for the tag, i'm feeling much more better.

Anyway, you know what? This guy name: GOH ZHENG WEI AKA XIAO MA, so so bad! We was talking while we having dinner at Centry, we was talking about my blog. Weilun was saying that it's very suay to see sad post, and zheng wei said " You ever post happy post before meh?" I was like ..... *speechless* ok, i admit 90% of my post will sure be sad ones, but i'm happy at least got 10% ok ! Hahahas! You this crazy man!

Today i'm so blur! First time, i so feel like admit that i'm blur. I went to school without my dolly head. The best thing was, when i reached tampines interchange than i realise it. So i took 28 home, and collect my things. I thought that i will be late, cause i reach home around, 7.45am Who knows, i reach school at 7.59. Is it super fast? Hahahs, and somehow i was late 2 minutes than my friends. Anyway nothing to proud of, cause i'm so blur afterall -.- Laughs! Went for HCT, today haircut is super .... difficult. Whatever, i shall pratice more on it.

STS was ok, doing the same blow drying, i have to pratice on the turning comb uh! I'm so busy when come to turning the come. I hate STS when we all have to blowdry cause the whole cutting lab will be super hot. Well, so be it. Our pratical test is coming *giggles* don't know why i'm abit looking forward.

Went for PCS, played the some thing like, 'bi shou hua jiao', so funny seriously. Ended lesson at 4.45. Went to centry for dinner and slacked awhile went home. Today i'm suppose to watch campus superstar, but why i somehow lost the interest and don't even wish to enter that room?

P/S : My post obviously is happier right, weilun ? Laughs!

Thanks Lim Hwee :)

Time for tag replying!

x.donut: passerbyyyy~ she is our friend aint urs, we know her better than you. no matter how hard it is to cheer her up, i will. because she is my important friend. Love u donut ! <3>
- Donut ah, save it. Those people will never understand :) look at your name

Passerby.: Hanor, i think is easy to cheer her up too. everyday in school smile smile smile. LOL ok maybe those were fake smiles. but i understand her family luh. most of us have the comparison problem in our family.
- Laughs, you're the same passerby right? Hmm, how you know everyday in school i keep smile smile smile! Laughs!

lenz: erm. im her fren and i dont tink it's hard to cheer her up. summore you're not her fren so how can u know it's hard to cheer her up..
- thanks weilunnnnnnnnnnn ! :D

ah wei: waaaaaa... beside XGBFF de link got star de then i dont have.. sob sob
- this time no way to change your heart to star hahahaha!

a friend of ur friend..: if u dnt wish others 2 bother ur probs, than dont show it 2 any1 n jus pretend tht thers nth happen 2 u. U simply dnt knw wat u wan in life man~ bein ur frien who wan 2 concern r havin hard time to cheer u up..
- i don't really wish to do explaining to someone who doesn't even understand me in the first place :)

Lex . Lim Hwee: maggie mee ~
-Laughs! thanks for helping me on the role play script yesterdayy!

Edwin: Ello :D First time come see ur blog :D u doesnt seem very happy from ur posts. Hmm Cheer Up :D I am sure ur frens will always be there for u. You will never walk alone. :D
- Thanks alot uh! though i dont really remember your face or we only met once, but thanks :D

Passerby.: Live you life as if you never live before.. don compare with your brother. Each of us are different. Don even give up on your course.. Don care about what others view about you. Few mths down the road, if ppl look down on you, You tell them Ite ppl cut your hair 1. Don cut if you look down on them. I rmb i got so pissed when a small kid say ITE ppl bodoh. i _l_ @ him and wanted to confont him. heng his brother say sry in time. So.. hmm u are not alone yeh. Im sure many of your friends will be there for u .
- Thanks for those words, actually i don't really mind how people look at me, but not my family. So be it, i will be fine! Thanks ! <3>

Renee': steady, dont be sad okay. cheerup :0
- Thanks steady ! <3>

ah wei: wow.. huiyu.. i that time only say say de lei.. you really go put one heart beside my link ah.. so touch ^^
- Laughs, thanks uh!

lenz: walan, huiyu i first time come ur blog jiu saw those negative de things. hen sway de leh. tink positive abit la sister
- Laughs! x; will try to post more happier post lohrrr

Lex . Lim Hwee: put Lim Hwee will do.. lol Why throw into dustbin? Recycle it, be environmental friendly ;x
- Hope i could recycle them actually ! hahahahah!

jeff!: haha! hello!
- Bye!

xiuyi: HUIYU! link me .. :)
- Linked :D

Zero: Thanks for the pictures! :D
- Welcome yo!

Daniel MooMoo: why u today in sch look sad sad sian sian de ?? Dun sad sad sian sian k ^^ stay Cheerful always ^^
- :D i told you the reason why, but it gonna be alright soon. I hope.

Sherri: CUTECUTE, WHEN AM I GONNA SEE YOU AGAIN, GAWD, i effin' miss you.
- I will ring you man, your number changed ?

ah wei: "(I miss this girl so much, as for the guy above, i'm seeing him almost everyday so ya :D)" thats mean you dont want seee until me la..sob sob
- Laughs i miss you la, miss like dont know how many years didnt see you

Cynthia: hiies. :) ii'm actually here to " steal " pic de, as u sae u wil be uploadin it in ur blog, but u did't upload it. :( jokin onli la. :) hahas. upload it when u're free. :)
- Forgive me cynthia ): i will upload it soon ok !

HY: Specs? -.-
- HAHHAHA, cool right ! x;

friend: look at bright side
- Thank youuuu ! <3>

Lex . Lim Hwee: haiyoh, your tagbox filled with concerns.. Pls recognise my voice and know hw to pronounce my name! ;x
- Yes, indeed flooding with love! hahahahs! Lin2 Hui1 mah i know de

Gladys: Oh my god Hui Yu don't cry already okay! I love youuuuu! :)
- Thanks gladys ! i miss youuu ! <3>

lala: hey, i understand how you feel. don't get discourage kay. continue to work hard and prove that you can.
- Thank you, i will work harder ! thanks alot!

riel: eh i saw ur tag frm isabella blog bt i tink she nt selling lens le..bt if u nid i can intro u another whom i noe sell lens de..as i bought frm dem b4 ma..lols...hope u wun tink i kpo la..lols hehe
- Oh, i will not say you're kpo la silly. hahaha, anyway would you mind leaving the link for me ?

PINKY: no no no, dingdong ite is "its too enjoy" so just do ur best okays(: i miss you too! :D
- Muacks!

Vanessa'Precious: I bet you dont remember me righhhhhtt ? :D . Hahahs, tho i hope you do !
- How will i forget you dear ! :D Hahhaha! <3>

Alice: hey hey! haha! I want ask you something ahhhhhhhhh! :D and also wish to meet you up soon ;) ;) <3<3
- Yes i wanna meet you also !

Lu :D: yeah lorh. even animal come cheer you up LOL. dun cry le (:
- I'm weak like dont know what, easy to cheer up but even easy to cry

ah wei: aiyoyo.. buddy dont cry le la.. though i dont no what happen to you.. but dont sad le ah.. cheer cheer ..ok ^^
- Thank youuu <3>

Lex . Lim Hwee: Everyone has their pros and cons, don't be so pessimistic bout yourself.. How can you compare when 2 person is totally different?
- but sometimes people do use me to compare, so i can not don't compare myself

ruayngoen: huiyu cheer up yax!!! everyone is talented in different areas.. try nt to compare urself wif others.. believe in urself of wad u do.. love urself.. :) take great care.. there r still lot of ppl ard u tt care and love u.. i'm the one of them even though we r not tt close ^_^
- Thanks alot! :D

R: Im jus someone, dont worry just a reader not someone you know (=
- Ok, you're so mysterious. hahahah, :)

Big big credits, thanks to Melissa sister! Thanks alot, my dear jiejie, you helped me alot! I love you <3> Of course those people who tagged me ! Love youuu *giggles*

Wan an ~

Tired to be their good girl,

How long can i still smile like this

Don't ask me to cheer up, i know it isn't so simple. I know the way they treated me is different. That's all. I seriously don't need KPOS to tell them how i feel, i seriously don't need you people to pity me. Cause everything just show clearly to me

Why i always need to bear with my tears and smile for people who are care for me. Who really uses heart to feel how pain, how hurt i am, why they will always find ways to cheer me up, why they just use so much effort to explain to me why is all those things happening. I don't know why, they just doesn't flow the same blood as me, they don't even stand a big part in my life you know, they just happen to pass by and concern me like my family, what iszit all about man, i don't even know either or should i use seriously? They don't use different ways to treat me cause i'm in a course that seem to be no future to everyone, they wouldn't treat me differently when i'm not clever as others. Why must i be such 'Wei Da' to bear thsoe tears, and laugh like nothing happen, huiyu are you dumb?

Sometimes i don't know why, the names to them is such important which they never be like this before. They don't use to care about names last time, they just think that what you did your best is alright. Now, is totally the other way round, they use the same eye sight that people use to look at me, they use the same thinking that other parents does, which they don't use to be like this, seriously ): Am i too sensitive? or iszit really the way i feel? My hard work don't seem to be confirm, no one know that my hard work, the result, the word 'great job' from my teacher's mouth is so important to me, cause i need to be confirm, i need my parents to be proud of me, not just saying " What else you know" i really seem to disgrace them with my hard work.

Don't think that i cry over little things, you know from the since of the day i started school till now, they seem no interest in my course, they thought i go school to enjoy, they don't even ask how's my day in school. But towards him, they always have little talk like, " He seem so tired, i dont know why now adays teachers are so mad, letting them so late than dismiss" What about me? I also dismiss late, or even later than him, but i so seem like a robort to them. Don't think i'm a ghost i don't need concern ok? I need people to love to dotes also! i admit, they dotes me in 2008, but the starting of 2009, everything i can say everything i spended is My own saving! What is it all about man, i thought it's a big deal, but seriously is a pieces of BLANK EMPTY PAPER to them, they think it's li suo dang ran. Huiyu, whatever you do is always not be needed alright, so you just shut up will do!

Ohgosh, i'm such weak. Why i got affect by words just like this. What's so big deal with my course man, what if i say, i going to give up? Like what i said yesterday my words are nothing, even if i drop out, they will just laugh at my stupidness, and blame me not listening in the first place. Save me man, god! I'm such lousy till whatever people said i'm affected the whole of my mood. I look so unglam now, seriously.

maybe sometimes, i really use to be alone, or maybe sometime to them, love is really nothing.

Sometimes, i'm such jealous that some families or some parents they support their child in everything, maybe their child will find them naggy asking them " how's school " But it's really a great support towards. Why i just asking so simple thing i couldn't get it at all. Why? Maybe whatever i do is always got doubt. And, my friend seem to be suspected, but why his friends, were always so warmly welcomed ):

huiyu drop her tears alone again

Time change human's souls.

Happy valentine day people!

You know what i said yesterday, really came true! Not that the part i say i will fall down uh, is the weather of the day. Today didn't went cycling cause the weather RAIN. I keep giggle when i heard that it rain. Anyway last minute decision, went to town to meet Ivan, and company. We went to have Ri Ben Cun for lunch, laughs happen alot funny things. Went over to far east, cause Lu wanted to buy somethings, after awhile we getting bored of walking the same old things so went over to meet Ivan and Simon. Accompany them for lunch, and went over to get Ivan's watch.

Slack around, joanne came and i went off with XGBFF. Took 518, seem to be so fast when you're with someone in the bus uh. Imagine i was alone, gosh gonna be long long long like don't know how many hundred hours. We was chatting about ' Time Change Human's Souls '. Cause i think that something happen like yazi, daddy, XGBFF and me went to far east. Don't seem like very long, but actually it past about, 2 month ago. Like so wow. But now, we are no longer the same i guess? So time do change human souls! Hope everything wasn't this way actually. I don't know why i'm so in a rush to go home. Laughs, whatever.

Though its valentine day, though i seem to enjoy so much, but something just affect my mood so much, i repeat, SO MUCH. I thought I'm kind enough to turn the other way round to tell him, i thought i'm kind enough not telling him the fact over the phone. I thought, repeat again, I THOUGHT. I don't know what else i can do. I did explain, i did apologise but seem like useless seem like all my words was throw into the dustbin. So why am i suppose to do all those things in the first place uh? Huiyu just shut up, your words are nothing NOTHING.

ok, i'm so tired of everything seriously ): should i still wish you happy birthday?

Written your name,

Updated:

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Ok, lin2 hui1 is telling me that i seem so sad in blog yet msn seem to be so happy. Alright man, i shall delete the unwanted saddness. HAHAHA. I'm yawning like nobody business and my nose block is getting serious at night. Feeling so unglam, you see. Tomorrow gonna face the sunny weather, i wonder what will happen if its rain .. Hmm, ok *touch wood* I shall not curse the weather alright.

I have one funny thinking right now, i mean since yesterday. I so feel like sitting in the middle of a basketball court and play those songs, and of course someone i can share something with. Awww, so sweet right? Laughs! Ok, shut up huiyu. It's just random thoughs anyway.

Ok, my eyes got onto something, it's really hurting now, i can't even open my right eye, so i'm half blind. Hhahhahaha.

Staying or leaving ?

Ok, i look super unglam in those pictures, but no choice i have to upload them. I'm tired, so let pictures take over me today. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, so don't feel like. Cause .. of the care lesson. ):

I'm not that kind, i'm not that nice. I will get affected easily, even little words like don't know what, but no one knows how i feel inside. I seem to have alot of things not spoken out. Save me ): i'm so tired keeping inside, i really feel like saying yet, don't know what is holding me back. Can anyone tell me what to do? ): I'm not behaving like me today. Huiyu where are you man ):

&& my camera seem like leaving me soon ):

A seriously bad day for me