★我恨 我爱你 ★

- Sweetest Good Bye i guess.

*jumping up and down* all day down, mood is giving me surprises like roller coaster, up down up down. There's still something which brings my mood high up into the sky ! Is, music. My favorite singer will be releasing, her album again. Two of them, Gennie and Kelly. Heard that the album gonna be very nice ! Decided to buy ! Can't able to wait it mans ! It's true that music changes peoples' mood. People don't you agree that huiyu is really too emotional ? Mood is changing at all times, any where any times. That's because people around is changing. Even the world is turning. Do you believe what happen in drama will happen in this world ? I believe it ! I couldn't deny this brings me hope everytime. But when things turn out, no people could really help me with it, and i got hurt. I think i shall stop wondering, or wishing for miracles. Miracles will not be appear in this world, i guess.

Don't feel like going online, cause i want to be alone. That's what i only can say .
mood: down again. I feel like going to school now ! Please secondary school life bring me back. Hate it when i have to face this four walls, full with why/what/where/when/how . Irritating question that i couldn't run away from . Well, just hope i can have the real answer, and i wouldn't be so sick facing this four walls, or even staring at the television. Forget it. Now i wish i could go shopping myself ! Just me alone, even shops are all closed, i want to be in the shopping malls ! Just hope i have a Xiao Ding Dang, so i couldn't have whatever i wished for even .. love ? hahas. Da xiong is luckier to have him . Or can i have a hello kitty sitting beside me, i will not get bored even she wouldn't talk (fyi: hello kitty doesn't have a mouth)

I know reading my blog is really a boring thing cause im blogging rubbish . hahaha, but you have only one choice, that is stop viewing my blog. But i still know that people is still reading, if not i actually intend to put it private ! *winks* so nobody could really know what happen, or even reading my rubbish . Laughs ! Ok, shut up huiyu !

People i shall go off now ! (:
And, i quite miss those people who make me laugh till insane .
XGBFF, Yi Li Tie Ding, thanks for today (:
I shall ask two of you out soon. wait for my call ! <3>

★为你留下的眼泪★

- 当没办法 变成一定的结局 应该这么去挽留呢？

Strangers,
i'm so tired since yesterday. Some thing bothering me. I doesn't know what to do. But at least from now till 2nd nov. I have one day to think about it. It may be hard for me. But i think there is no more excuses for me to make. But just hope people around me could know, no matter what choice i made, it will be a pain, a huge one . So let it be alright ? Sigh .

As usual, im at home for the day. Cause im too tired. My legs are really aching. Doesn't know why either. Walk too much ? Laughs, impossible ok. Talk to yang on phone yesterday night, till 12 going 1 ? Im quite tired and he was tired too ! So decided to hang up, and continue the next day . And i slept till about 11 ? Laughs, and im damn hungry ! So decided to ask mummy down, and have lunch ? hahahs! My beloved classmate is planning BBQ on nov :D and will be going to sentosa on the 13 Nov. so alot event will be coming up for me on nov . Supposed on dec i will be free like mad.

October is going to end soon , haiyaya couldnt bear mans ! my birthday is over about 2 weeks 1 day. Hahahs, im so lame i know ! (: But it's ok. Looking forward the next year celebration will be with who. What will my be my cake look like, hahahs like what i told jiejie yesterday ? Laughs . Hope so ! hehes !

And yesterday found out a irritating thing. I saw this phone, just new relase . 8.1MX ohmygod ! *Jumping up and down* Blame myself for not waiting ! So regret now ! idiot ! ):

Ok, i shall not blog much, because i will definitely talk craps .
(please don't forget, hhys.livejournal.com ok ?)

asked myself quite alot of question, even sleeping, couldnt take this out of my mind .
I guess this is the time for me to make a choice. Will you be curious about my choice ?

love couldnt take up the test from love ★

- That face, doesn't seem like you

Hello, im back here !
First happy birthday brenna, and belated happy birthday to pinky ! Hope you guys enjoy your birthday yea ? Must ohs ! Well, today aint good. Mood wasn't good. Told jie what i think and blah blah~ it's much better actually. Nothing important ok ? (: Anyway, went to jurong with jie today . Actually not really interview but a going through hope nothing is left out . Took my cloths that i bought from jie ! And went walking around with jie, and you know what ? chunkee super super pig lohr ! Actually wanted to call him out. But when we are going back to tampines than he said he just wake up ! Went to tampines mall walk walk. Than saw something cute, and decided to buy for yazi (guanleong, next time ahh ! i will find one most suitable for you :D ) And .. good bye to jie ! (lovex3 Must meet ohs)

took 291 to tmart. Gosh, i hate to take bus at that time. The bus is full with people, and their bags banging me . agrhs. Forget it. Went to 7-11 bought a cup of drink, and went to XGBFF's house . Sam ah, irritating lohr, keep disturb me ! And im suppose to go home at 8 . But angela dont let me go, so called mummy asked her can i stay abit longer, and she agreed (:

Ate the cake, abit .. ni . But lucky, there's still great people living in this world. He is CHEN GUAN LEONG. He was quite kelianns, but at least i feed him ok ? hahahas ! Ok la, xiexie guanleong ! (: And thanks angela for sending me home ! I love her okkkk !? :D Muacks!

Hao le, jiu like that bahzx ! (: Bye lo!

当我看见故事的转变 当他表白对你的爱恋
让我想的画面 贴上幸福的情节
有一天我等他会出现

当我看见故事的考验 当你和他牵着手相见
爱是永远 抓不到的一瞬间
不知道是谁悄悄出现

爱在一瞬间 绳头了明天 遥远
代表的不只是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 想念
想躺在日记那一业

当我看见故事的考验 当你和他牵着手相见
爱是永远 抓不到的一瞬间
不知道是谁悄悄出现

爱在一瞬间 绳头了明天 遥远
代表的不只是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 好让我每一天过一天 再想你多一点点

爱在一瞬间 wo ~ 遥远
代表这你和我是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 想念
想躺在日记那一业

Hao xiang hao hao ai ni

- I need this someone badly

I wish there will be someone who will ..

be there for me 24/7
understand me by my actions or words
know how to handle the keep crying me
stand out for me, saying you will trust me
bring me to somewhere, where i can let my emotionals out
be at my side with me no matter what problem im facing
tell me what is wrong, and what is right
stand infront of me, no matter what happen
wipe my tears and laugh at me, and apologise for laughing
know when to hug me tight and show you really care alot
hold my hands and pull me away from places i dont like.
kiss me and tell me, you will love me, dont worry i am impt to you.
tell me, im the one who you cherish most, and forever
tell me, it's great when you live, cause you could love me .

参了, i need this kind of person so much ! HAHA, watch too much television le. No one will be like that in singapore bahzx ? Only drama will . Well, was at home all day. Watching tv, cellphone is quite slient today. Totally alone (: Quite peace actually . Haha, tomorrow i will be meeting jiejie. (:

jiu zhe yang, bye le

kai xin

- Happy, smile wide wide ! :D

today went out with jiejie and daughter joey ! and it's totally great day for me ! I saw my dearest men men men, aini, serene, jiahui, nichelle & alot more ! Hahahas , and chatted with men at bus. and went to meet jiejie, and interview. Ohtian, the person is really very kind ! She super friendly lala ! :D Thanks jiejie, and daughter joey for today ohs ! :D Well, took Mrt back tampines. The whole day i didnt eat ! laughs, but not hungry at all ! Went to tampines mall alone, bought some stuff. Laughs *

So went to took bus, bus 38 is really long ! and the place standing is really funny, but well, went to Rc, saw a number of people. I went to 7eleven bought a cup of coke ! The feeling aint good, with a empty stomach, so i drank half cup and byebye ! :D Accompany yazi to coffee shop. See him eat again ! well, charmaine and cheehao joined, not long dingdong joined too ! :D They keep distubing yazi. Laughs *

went to buy cup noodles, actually didnt want to order, but yazi order. Hahahs, so nehhmind . Eat a few mouth, and byebye ! (sorry for wasting food today ): im really not hungry) And Lee teck sheng, he force wo eat ): Bad right ? still wei xie me ! hahahahs. But end up he didnt ! hahahs ! (:

And i went home, he send me home. OTW, Yi li tie ding call me , asking where am i. and told me he is at rc . Arghs, tao yan ! ): Next time must jiang haohao ! hahahs . ;p Hao le. i enjoy myself today. Meeting jiejie this thrusday, and next friday, michael and menn :D X.donut will mostly next week ! Hope i can meet her lahs ! I want to go shopping with her . Hhehes ! :D

Ok, byebye ! Wan an an ! (:

Wait, i want to apologies to everyone that i changed link again . DUI BU QII ! thanks those people relinking me without complaining, or with complain . Xiexie !

完美並不美

Today going interview, hahahas. Well, yesterday im rotting at home like nobody business. But time pass very fast. Dinner, mummy cook. So didnt go downstairs at all. Suppose to meet Lee Teck Sheng, but didnt. (Sorry about that D: ) hmms, watch tv. than nothing else happen.

So .. yea. ok good bye ! :D

wait wait,
before you go, please play this song ! :D


你常常說 我很完美
沒人能取代 我給的一切
我就以為 我努力更完美
我們就會永遠

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

後來你說 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身邊
你不是我 你怎麼能體會
你有多麼珍貴

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美成了罪

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

天下太平 !

- BFF, is Best Friend Forever. So Lets be forever :D



鐘聲還沒響就開溜低著頭拼命補腮紅
臉上寫著我戀愛中喔喔
看你被愛情沖昏頭只差沒請我喝喜酒
忙東忙西像團團轉的蜜蜂
喔我怎麼能夠有你這種朋友
一棒子把你打到外太空
戀愛的時候像在夢遊
好朋友不敵男朋友
陪他打球等他接送 標準情人的level
難過的時候電話一通 做你最大的垃圾桶
陪你心痛你懂不懂 誰叫你是我的好朋友

走著走著踩到小狗大腦有沒有在運作
頭上出現我夢遊中喔喔
你說喜歡他的溫柔誠實大方和超幽默
我真的受夠你的超級廣播
喔我怎麼能夠有你這種朋友
一棒子把你打到外太空

好了, i'm no longer crying everyday. I don't need 天使 de chou chou le ! :D Recently having alot of misunderstood between me and XGBFF, but now everything is okay le ! Thanks for allowing me to say everything out yea, no matter is XGBFF, 天使, yang2, huiyi jie, irritating guy, guanleong or yazi. Thanks for being there for me ! Im always lucky to have you guys beside. Huiyu love you people people ! : )

Yesterday went to meet yazi for lunch, and went slack. and, somethings happen, i dont know what happen. but just feel shag. And decided to meet sharon men, but she didnt reply msg and i call her, seem like oversea calls. Guess she went oversea bahs ? After awhile, guanleong came. And keep disturb him ! lols ! Disturb until i forgot to return him his photo, and he forget to return mine too ! But well, next time then! After awhile, i feel like going home. And was saying that i feel like walking home, than this two guy, yazi and guanleong stare at me. Laughs, but i don't intend them to send me home or something. Then i walk walk walk walk, even bicycle cant catch me up, hahahs. both of them send me home, and slacked at my house downstairs awhile . I went to tmart alone. walk walk walk, my leg is really really aching. Intend to meet 天使 de ): but my leg very pain. So i went home.

Mummy cooked some dishes, i ate some. And im done with my dinner. was watching 金曲奖, i tot that i might be interesting, but it's rather boring . But not for the moment Derrick sang 你走天桥 我走地下道. Hahahs, 天使 called me, asking which block i stayed. And he told me he is at my house downstairs. Pretty happy to see him :D though his face is quite blur. Laughs ! He told me things , and feeling quite bad about it. and me and XGBFF jiu hao le! :D Thats great, xiexie ni 天使 ! <3>

(: Over all, 天下太平！ :D

Im tired, yawns !






I LOVE XGBFF, DEEP IN HEART. ♥
xingan arhs, anything must say ok ? I promise that next time, no happy or happy you will be the first one to know. Cause you're too important le : ) I dont feel like giving up cause i know this friendship is the one will accompany always. Thanks for understand everything ok ? And dont cry anymore hor, 谁哭谁就是青蛙， 是猪 勾手了! 不可以反悔. remember anything hope both of us will be the first one to know. 爱你啦， 27May2006 ! (:

- correct title : 说好的幸福呢.
{this song, mean alot to me: Little Fate}

When a Girl is quiet ..
millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing ..
she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ..
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ..
she is not at all fine.

When a Girl stares at you ..
she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest ..
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday..
she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you ' ..
she means it.

When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ..
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person

....

Find a Guy . who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

.....

Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

crying day.

i dont know what to update.
well, i just feel like posting this song which make me cried the whole day.
dont worry, im fine alright :')


陽光照耀
不到你的心像
冰冷冷的地壳
把我心燃燒
也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的
美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了
真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情
就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
所有爭吵讓一切的
美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了
真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情
就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾說過要一起走的
幸福大道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情
就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)

i have nothing to say
remind me of everything.

没有

- Asking myself for answer


人长大了 就会有越来越多的没有
有越来越多 没有可能办到的事
长大后 也有越来越多 没有办法回应的话
长大后 有越来越多 没有人照顾的时候
长大后 有越来越多 没有理由的爱情挫折

人长大后 真的有好多的没有
但是 让人长大的 也是这些 没有

edited :

hmms, my day spend at home again . But at least something makes me feeling better .
that is huanchoon came to my house . And he caught the 2nd lizard that appear in my house.
and they are planing to catch the 3rd one. ohmanxz, lizard are .. disgusting D:< i dont know which hole did the lizard craw out. ok, stop the lizard topic . Laughs !

ok, im going off le ! Going my house downstair for slacking :D

WO AI TIAN SHI

Finally, i know

- Told You So by Jesse McCartney

Am i wrong ? Laughs, i supposed im wrong bahxz ? dont try to cover it. Im wrong, im wrong to be so kind, fuck it. was at home today, feeling idiotic, vexing. Somehow doesnt seem like human . I guess im going to become ghost. hahahas, because of stuff and stuff, i strave myself, skip my meals, and grastic pain. It seem so idiotic isnt i ? Stop setting me onto confusion, showing vexing action, what i could say is, nothing. Try it other way, com'on. Let it be, than, things going on and on, somehow neglect the feeling i should have har ? Ok, i willing to apologise about that behaving weird, is not what i craving for. hey listen up, IS NOT WHAT I CRAVING FOR. So human is a testing doll ? set what state you must have, and you will get provoke or upset. Oh wow, human is such fun toy har . Supposed what doll i am now. Hahahha, i think is being a fully foolish idiotic doll.

Mummy asked why i didnt go interview today, why everyone is asking this question ! I think i need some my human rights . I can choose it well, and i just dont feel like going and that it . (: Dont worry, this whole post. Im talking shyt you can just ignore as you like, Im fine like what you think now.

ok, im out of here. If not i have alot of rubbish to blog :D
bye.

I miss a number of people



and of course, my 401 girls.



- i finally understand what is for the sake of someone.

Should or Should not

- My evil twins sister

mummy is getting better, i guess things will got better too.
yesterday dream till quite a number of weird things, and i hope i wouldnt happen
cause it's really really weird. The dream was, at tampines mall.
I saw firdauz and company. Laughs, and i went to interchange bought ice cream cone.
is a icecream cup. Well, and the weird thing is, i bought a cake, without writing
happy birthday to who . Just a plain one. And passerby was asking can they have one.
and i agree-ed. Lols, and the bus came, i throw everything into the box
and go for the bus . And i woke up. Weird har ? laughs.

bored bored boredd .

hao bahs, later than i update (:

Sigh

mummy is getting worst ): im so worried now. hais.
Please let her get well, i rather the one suffering is me aint her.
please ): sigh .

http://theheartwordspourit-here.blogspot.com/
huiyu you're such a fool .

edit
- Perhaps, im a idiot

was at home for the whole day, stomach is better and keep drinking cold water today
i think tomorrow i will ache till faint ! But who cares. well, tomorrow will bring mummy
to the doctor again, her face doesnt seem any better. but worst . sigh, seeing my beloved
like that my heart is really feel very pain . I rather myself suffering ok. hais.
ohya, this aint the reason for me not going the interview tomorrow ya ?
drop this topic it totally making me couldnt sleep last night.

ok, i shall end here bahzx.

Happy birthday alice jiejie ! (:
have a enjoyable birthday yea ?

sigh.

sigh, mummy is going to visit a doctor later ):
i hope she will be fine . God, bless her ):

get well soon please, im super heart ache to see you like this.
really, deep in heart. Sigh, mummy please get well soon ):

- not feeling well

accompany mummy to visit a doctor, we waited about, 2 hours plus.
what i can say is terrible ! while waiting for the medicine, i vomited because
my da yi ma came to pay me a visit too -.- and i totally feel giddy. totally i see black screen.
i nearly faint , after that mummy went to buy medicine for me. and i sit at a corner
and my stomach really kills me alot ! and mummy say take cab home .
in the cab i totally feel like dying, ok not that serious hahahah .
but now im feeling better . but still not very well.

ohh, i need some rest now ! anything message wo bahzx ! (:
i will reply oh ! :D
loves !

XGBFF, gou gou shou ok ? (:

★★ Nice day !

- Happy birthday wifeyy, today is also my actual chinese birthday !
(hahahaha)

Ok, bye

- edited.

met Mr Lee today, he asked me out for movie and i agree-ed .
so we went to watch, Butterfly lover. it's quite a nice show for those people who love
to watch, love stories. Quite touching, if beside is not sitting Mr Lee, i bet i will cried
for some parts. So well, yea it's nice ! (:

my afternoon is enjoyable. went 446 look for XGBFF, and chatted disturb yazi ! hahahahs.
That is the most fun one ! :) he like gong gong de ! hahahas . Ok lahzx, yazi
you rocks ok!I called yazi, ask him to play number counting with me ! hahahs,
he is so willing to be cheat
Asked him the ducky question, he able to answer ye! Hahhahaa ! <3>
hahahas. went to tmart to buy my breakfast/lunch/dinner. wow, i broke record ! hahaha.

now im playing hey girls album ! totally into their song hahahas !
hao le, i going off le ohs. Mr Lee want me to help him on his blogskin, byebye !

xingan, i hope you will tell me things that you feel. not hiding from me.
sometime i dont seem bother because i know you see me, you will cry .
i dont want that to happen . Allow me to be the first listening ears can?
i hope to do what BFF need to do.

confusing.

- Rot, Rotten, Rotting !

edit.
Feeling damn vexing. i lost my human rights to be who i am. I seem having alot hidden words and speechless i can say . Something set me on confusion. why must this worlds' question have a answer, it may be right, it maybe wrong. No hints at all. Its more difficult than examination. Changes make this world goes round and round. Addition things, you will simply forget the old things. Its like human reaction. New bright will be attractive than a yellowish colorless. This make humans took for granted .

well, im rotting at home for the whole day, and decided to seriously look for job. Flip and turn the newspaper, nothing is found. and well, i hope it's possible for me to find one. I need it so badly. Not because of the money, but the time ! Im not gonna rot at home for the rest of my holiday ! So well, yes not found any yet. If theres' any jobs to intro please kindly tell me alright? i kinda miss my secondary school days. I miss my Four Zero One !

i want to go crazy, and mad laughing now !
Ok, bye

- SURVEY TIME!

- SURVEY TIME!

1. The person who tagged: Jocelyn
2. Your relationship with him/her is: xiaodonutty
3. Your five impressions of him/her:

1. great listening ears that i couldnt deny
   
2. great friend i ever have
   
3. concern never fail to be there
   
4. silly dao max (but i still love her)
   
5. she is totally SWEET
   

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done with you:
- talking with her while shopping, mrt. that is totally great

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
- She love wo !! :D

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
- jump around, hahahahs

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
- i could accept who she is ! hahahas !

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
- no such things will happen, i swear.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
- joking, or acting !

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- go shop shop withh her!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- kind soulmate !

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
- crazy !

13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are:
- sampat & active bahzx

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
- emotion at all times (agrhs)

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
- No attitude !

16. For people who cares about and likes you, say something to them:
- wo hen hen chao ji chao ji xin fu ! :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

• XGBFF
• XINAI
  
• MEN
• DINGDONG
• XGMAMA
• GGD
  
• HYKEL
• NOI
• SIDAH
• XIAODONUT

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
- Single lahzx hahahas

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
- female like duhh !

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- impossible ! hahahs

21. What is no.2 studying about?
- English, maths, mother tongue -.-

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- 16 16 16 oct oct :D hahahs (she promise to meet wo !)

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- i dont know leys ?

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
- foo zhi xiang and foo zhi zhong !

25. Will you woo no.3?
- Of course i will ! she is my lesbian partner (chey, im her sister la)

26. How about no.7?
- woo ? impossible he is my buddy

27. Is no.4 single?
Yea yea ! :D

28. What is the surname of no.5?
- Lim

29. What's the hobby of no.4?
- being sampat

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
- no, they doesnt know each other

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
- loyang sec !

32. Share something casual about no.1:
- she totally sucks ! i hate her most among my bestfriend list !

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
- hahaha, every one love her so do i ! :D

34. Where does no.9 live at?
- tampines ! :D

35. What colour does no.3 like?
- Red ?

36. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
- what do you think, they even can ... bed .

37. Does no.1 have any pets?
- nopes ! :D

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Hottest ! not sexiest.

39. What is no. 10 doing now?
- She is offline now ): but i think she is missing me !

PICTURES

- Infact is the other way round.

Im super duper tired ! ):
ok let the picture do the talking .
and i dont know what to post , ):








(seriously all the above, im ugly -.-)
ok. byebye update later later.
lalala, bu ke yi horhor!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WO !

- i really have a happy happy birthday .

Have a wonderful birthday , seriously. thanks xinganfamily mens.
you guys really mean alot to me, more than my friends ! unspoken love ok ok !
Though i know what is going on today, but it's a nice one really ! Shocked to see so many
people turned up. And i really though only a few of you . But thanks alot xiexie !

Mummy, and daddy, i be your daughter for 16 years today. thanks for everything
:D i greatly aprreciated ! :D Love you ! MORE THAN LOVE NOW ! :D

My day was really good. peii-ed xingan for her job . And heels = hell !
my leg is pain, killing me ! Thanks daddy (yiqin) for the concern and i love you ohs !
And well, went to queens way, and come back. Aiai accompany me to walk walk.
I went home, my leg is really really pain i tell you . I like pai ka x;

and my birthday surprise ! thanks my xinganfamily men, having you guys i think its best
of ever ! :D And enjoy enjoy, talk, chat & gossip gossip !
&YAZI HOR,
HE TOLD ME HE FORGOT TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON MSG ):
im so sad lahzx, chou yazi ! ): And thankies for listening to my craps. :)
daddy opened wine for them, it taste really bad. But i drank a cup
After that cup, i went vomitting -.- the bitter is totally can not make it !
but fine after that !

And well, lastly thanks for the present babe ! :D my room is half way done,
thanks my beloved ! :D
xingan promise to peii me ping puzzle horhor ?

you guys sure wants to know what is my wish right ? i say two of them ok ?
one is, wishing every one can be happy
second is, healthy forever (especially my mummy and dad )
third.. shhh mimi ! hahahs !

LASTLY ...


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THANKIES!
- xi wang ni men dou neng gan shou wo de gan xie !
thanks junkiat too .

picture will be up tomorrow
Due to the time now i have no time cause its gonna be 12 ):
i promise, even if im ugly in that picture -.-

my birthday had ... ended ):
But nehhmind i have a nice birthday ! xiexie (:

<3>

16=161008

- I rather losting a friend than replying message. Sorry

nicholas, deon.


祝我生日快乐
(happy birthday)
16 = 161008

Every year ah, you know at this time, i will be very emotion playing 祝我生日快乐.
but this year, nono im not gonna play that song ! my blog song rocks to max max max !
Who say birthday only can play 祝我生日快乐. Hahaha, everyone's birthday always
will play this song lohzx ! :pp

thanks people for wishes, and i really shock to see some names, that i almost forgot who are
them. and, YAZI DIDNT WISH ME ! ): i want cry liaos lahzx !

ok, i want tell kokhao something here,
kokhao, thanks for everything this one year down.
Though i say this you might think im not responsible for my words.
But in fact i hope you know, i didnt mean to hurt you.
I try my best but nothing really really can be done.
And i know, if i stead with you, i will be the most xinfu
girl in the world, cause you will give me everything.
Deeply apreciate for that. But infact, i dont want that at all.
I dont know why, maybe im weird bahxz ?
I rather give other girls this xinfu than you give me. I surely take forgranted .
and i dont wish to lie to you. I can stead with you easily is just one word.
but i dont want to cause i dont like/love you
I know this one year, you have been very very tired holding a hands without any temperature.
and that kind of feeling seriously .. sucks. And sorry
for feeling that you're irritating and stuff.
I really dont know what else i can do, other than saying sorry and thank you.
But i just wish, you could live well. (much better than me) thanks
for still willing be my friend, my riddiculous request ! take care yourself ! (:

Hao le, i going off le ! Stay tune yea yea ?
i gonna update tonight before 12 i promise ! :p

I WANT A HELLO KITTY ROOM !

- It might not be like what i think.

today, stayed at home for the whole day dont feel like going out too.
Ok, jiu zhe yang bahzx . Byebye .

XGBFF,
i might not really know what happen. But i promise to stand by you.
willing to give you my smile. You can give me your sadness for my birthday
present, i dont mind. But just keep your smile keep going okay ?
though i cant help much, but hope i could do something to make your day
better. & i hope i could be the first one to listen to your thoughts. Well,
we are just one call away, dont forget.

YAO KAI XIN OH :)
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好咯！我要REPLY留言了

Brenna: you neh link me, you neh link me, you neh link me, you neh link me,
you neh link me, you neh link me
(鬼★): Linked you, linked you, linked you, linked you ! LOVE YOU LA!

Melissa, (:: re-linked. *loves* (:
(鬼★): Hahaha, thankies jiejie ! :D

Madeline: hahas. i found ur blog liao!!! wan see ur blog but change link! nv say
liink me. madmadgalz.blogspot.com
(鬼★): MA-DE-LING! ok, i will link you ! :D Thankies for relinking ! Ai ni la!

ling: ya hehe. link me fishthatslut.bs :)
(鬼★): Ok, i will link you soon ! with loves. (whisper: chinese new year is coming)

ah wei: yea lor..u very rong xin rite..i know de..haha this tag damn long le lei..haha
u know u jin li can le ^^ i tell u one sentence hao bu hao?? 不要管别人怎样说或看你，
因为你是为你自己而活 不是为别人而活。i think canot see the chinese word ba..
u copy paste n see lor ^^ all the best to u for last 3 paper. oya..u tagged my blog ^^
i know i rock ur world..haha i BHB lol bb
(鬼★): Hahah, i know you miss me right ? hahah, 98765047652 days since i last met you
Meet me meet me sooon !

Glen: tagged :P
(鬼★): Hahaha thankie ! :D

jk: jie, link me back ! http://walking-a-thousand-miles.blogspot.com
(鬼★): Ok i will link you sooon ! Thankie di for relinking ! Ai ni lahzx

serene: lovely lady ! link me yeas. miss ya. iloveyou<3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">(鬼★): Lovely ladyy, ok. i will link you soon ! Thankie for tagging ! Love & Miss
Mmm-uahs!

Melissa, (:: huiyu mei, wat happen to ur friendster? LOL. hahas.
(鬼★): i recreate le ohzx ! Jiejie dont mind adding ? http://profiles.friendster.com/hhys
Thankie jiejie !

x.donut: hohohohoho! we have fateeeee we met each other !
see u i very happy okehhh! Loves!<3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">(鬼★): Yeayea ! Hahahhas, let me spot you out again ! I miss you !

Renee: Steady! Link me okayyyy? http://thatlastdance.blogspot.com/ Heartxz you. (:
(鬼★): Wo de steadyy ! :D Ok, i will link you soon ! Love you ! :D

HY: <33 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">(鬼★): <3> wo ai ni la jiejie !

passerby: halo huiyu
(鬼★): Hello, may i know who are you ? :D Tag often !

Jasnyn: hello sister. i am going to miss you after you leave school!
(鬼★): I miss you too lahzx ! Getting back result le ohs ? how's result ? :D
Loves <3>

cher: OMG! how you make the highlight to pink?!
(鬼★): Code ? people call me cant say de.

jk: huiyu jie ! hello s!
(鬼★): Hello didi ! :D

Melissa, (:: lol.. buy w98oi. ^^ the keypad is softer and the mp3 very stylish..
the camera is quite clear too.. ^^
(鬼★): Hahah, yea ! i bought that phone already ! Hahaha, thankies for the info jiejie !

anthea: ive mailed you regarding the sprees, important yah. go check your mail! :D
(鬼★): Thankies ! I LOVE YOU !

jessica: http://www.kao-ani.com/ is the web that i took the calender from (: if you need help,
just tag me. i will reply you asap, sorry about that
(鬼★): Thankies for the webbie, and information! Hahaha, keep viewing my blog ohs !
Loves <3> Hhehes

passerby: W980i is really cool !! =D Buy it... but please update more photos !!!
(鬼★): haha i will ! Recently i become very ugly ): but i will still update yea?
Do keep tagging ohs! love you you ! <3>

Reader: Cheer up ~ = )
(鬼★): Thankie for the cheering up ! :D Im finee now, keep tagging ohs ! Loves <3>

Aini401: http://dumbassqueen.blogspot.com youyou!! link me up!! Thanku!! muahh!!
(鬼★): Ok, i will link you up ! I MISS YOU <3>

Dania: Don't go mia! Go out soon ;) Loves!
(鬼★): Hehes, i will meet you soon hor! :D be prepared, i want go mad mad with you ! <3>

x.donut: x.donutt i dont a survey go look my blogg do complete one for meeee :)
hahahas Loves!<3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">(鬼★): I will do it soon ok ? :D I promise-y !

Glen: omg today thn uue get yr phone arh...
(鬼★): Thats why ! that person drag drag ):

Brenna: GGM ! I MISS YOU ):
(鬼★): I miss you so much so muchie too ! :D Meet you soon ok ?

ayuni: http://bellalovesoriginality.blogspot.com Link me up k. miss you dear.
(鬼★): I MISS YOU TOO ! I will link you uppie soon ! (:

Veronica: mummy now like tht le, change link also never say!
(鬼★): Hahah, i never tell everyonnie ley ! :D Miss you

kamaliah: HUI YU IMYSM!!!!!!!!
(鬼★): I miss you tooo ! :D Miss every one lahhhs !

Fangning: Darling,link me yeah! http:anolddiaryofmine.blogpspot.com
(鬼★): Okiee ! i will linkie you soon ! :D


★完★

A HELLO KITTY ROOM!

- Front will be smiley, back will be tears and emotion.
should i smile ? or am i suppose to say, im tired ?

You know what today job hunting is totally great i tell you. Those ladies smile totally made my day great ! And i totally looking forward to work ! (thanks!) and i simply think those people are having attitude problems can be ignore actually . tsktsk, 慢慢气死自己吧 ! Hahahas.

and well, though now non of the shop call us yet, but im still waiting ! So call me call me ! :D you know what i so feel like doing ? i totally lost interest in blogshopping, but i gain my interest in turning my room into a hello kitty room ! My desk, my cupboard, my bed, my floor & my door ! every where you walk, you could see hello kitty ! OHMYT, i want it so much. Fairy god mama, grand my wish pleaseeee ! ;p

pictures will be up later *

edit

Ahh, im sorry my beloved. I dont know why, recently i took photo is abit weird -.- Sorry xingan, today photo, not nicee ): must take again

(note: i think some thing to do with my face and hair ! )

New friendster

- even if im hiding, i couldnt say, cause i have no right to.

i just re-create my friendster.
add if you want, dont add as you like .
HHYS

Sick !

- Out of that sudden, things keep coming up.
I forget something that used to be.
the answer is blur, it make my vision state unclear.
still doubting.

I'm too in holiday mood, i forgot that lower sec is still studying.
I woke up, i found that the house is empty.
I went into room by room, to find my brother.
but it don't sounds like anyone is at home.
When mummy came out from the toilet, i asked her
she told me " You sleep too much lahzx ! you forget your brother need to go school?"
i really really forgot , i swear.
and i totally about to say " he went out so early ?! "

After N level , become more and more lifeless.
but well, im looking for job. Yesterday went to look for job again.
But no one want to hire people who are taking N level .
and this is really irritating. I asked for one, and mummy
want me to take that so much so much, but i dont like it at all .
But well, let see how? i maybe will end up that little corner .

Went out with XGBFF, and i spend most of my money at my phone !
The most ridiculous thing is, i feel regret after doing that .
but well, hope the whole out look will be nice D: If not i will just kill myself .
Yesterday night, i was listening to FM.933 .
Derrick's songs was playing. I totally feel so cool .
About derrick's second album, yesterday i saw it !
the white version i totally agree that white one is nicer than the black one .
Cause his look is damn cute la !

I also saw Hey Girls album, ohmy. Gui2 lehzx !
and for S.H.E i dont have any interest lehzx
But im going to buy too !
Tomorrow will be going out with XGBFF again .

i have alot of pictures, mostly will be in my next update .
(i miss my 401 hot peoples!)
stay tuneee !

i tell you this, you are no longer the same. So do us.
We aint the same things changed, and almost all your actions make me hate you
so damn much. and supposely i cant deny that i hate you more and more.
the more i see you, i hear your name, i will hate you even more.
i simply cant stand it !@#$%^

jobby today

i decide not to mia, cause i wouldnt even entertain those people who dont even have a place in my heart, Understand me "those people". Lalalala, shyt you . im gonna live happier than you does.

Yesterday the guy who i bought handphone from, he totally testing my paitent for dont know what. I called serval times asking him is the phone here anot, like an idiot manzx ! And he keep saying that he will call me and etc. I totally pissed off, i asked him will the phone confirm arrive by today his reply was quite funny, he said HE WILL CALLED THAT PERSON TO CONFIRM (WHETHER WILL IT ARRIVE BY TODAY) meaning, he doesnt even confirm, yet keep telling me the time and etc. and the most funny thing is, when he knows the time, he doesnt even call me to tell me about it. i called him after 2 hours than he told me that . Wasting my time to wait manzx ! He told me the phone will arrive at 5. I called them again, asking isit confirm here,
cause i dont want to walk and waste my time shopping there, He said the phone is not here
yet. !@#$%&*

Ohgoshxz ! he is totally trying to be cute. and well, i wait again. finally 6, he called and say it's here. Goshxz. I went there, collect my phone. And he could still able to joke with me ?! -.- Sick ! ok, but i still got my phone. well, the over all it's quite nice. i like it alot. Lucky it's nice or else, i sure ... lalala whatever lahzx ! Laughs !

Today is friday, im looking for job today. With mummy mostly . Cause she going banking at tampines mall ? I dont feel like going so far away to work. Though working near by isnt good cause you will bang into those people you know, but for the sake of laziness, it's okayy . Hahahas, hope everything will be going great great. Lalalala.

会吗？★

Ops, my face nearly go fading, and i nearly got forgotten, ain't i ? well, some people saying that they have been missing me and i wish to apologise for not
appearing infront of you guys and disturb you! cause i mostly got replaced by the replacement who love acting like me, like the alien in the outer space, who love being replacement. who love overtaking, snatching, whacking, boxing, pinching etc .. (craps) well, ignore will be a better. I rather talking craps recently. I will go MIA which i so feel like doing ! when im having exams .

well, today went back school for my very last paper, and there's wind while i were walking into the school. Saw cutecute, and chatted with her, know alot of things and it's really funny la deyy ! Hahahas, bell rings went to line up, and finish the morning ass, and went to the exam hall, while everyone is outside studying. It's really scary. but well, over all is alright la.

Though the paper is hard, but there's some question was easy. and i still able to do it. And the DnT paper shouldnt just let us have 1hr to finish lo. Should give us more 30mins. The writing already stand 30 mins, 10 mins for thinking, and i left 20 mins to draw and label? and please, 10 mins for thinking is only 1 question, the 2nd question you need to think too. lols, i supposed they though we have so many brains to think. Killing my brain cells mans.

And we went out of school, Atiqah shouted " YAYS, OUT OF SCHOOL " it's really enjoyable to finish exam, but not the secondary school life. Next year, i need to step into a stranger place again. Those hopeless blur is totally gonna come back. What will really happen when i enter ite ? hahahas, quite looking forward leyy ! :D


&& ..
{Happy birthday Eleanor <3>}

ok, miss me mans. im not going to blog often already .

look forward for the next post ok ok okkkk ! :B

Bye beloved.
things will changed after today, trust me i might not really know what will change
but i know there will be a different compared to last time. i just hope, there will be no changes .
really.
xoxo

Ohmygod, im so addicted to this.
keep finding it's wall paper ):
ohmy so cuteee
mine hor, no snatch snatch . ;p

Busying with live journal recently .
if you want you can visit (http://hhys.livejournal.com)
well, today i dont really have mood due to the hp thing -.-
I suppose to hold the phone right now,
i wont even bothered to use comp.
That guy cheated my feelings -.-
I so happily went there and he said ..
" sorry the stock has not arrive yet, (frown)
isit possible for you to come back and collect it tomorrow ? (agrhs)"
and i can do nothing but wait .
if i say it this way you will think theres nothing to angry about right?
but before i went for collection,
my mum called him, and he say " ya, the stock is on the way"
and when i reach there the answer was, come back tomorrow.
-.- arghs ! idiot ! So what if he is handsome.

{happy birthday baobei ! <3> }

ohmygoodness, i really want that phone right now ):
i want to camwhore with it !
Ohmy ohmy !

FINISHED

你听到了吗★是你吗?

Yesterday i happen to tag a girl, asking for the codes for calender but now i lost her link ! Lady, if you happen to pass by my blog, please tag your url down ok ? Thank so much ! and well, today is me and michelle's 1st year anniversary (i remember it) and i just wish to tell her please dont be sad over such guys, 爱情路要加油咯! If you have someone else you like, or steady remember to tell me ok ? We gonna meet up soon lala ! I miss those times with you lahxz ! wifeyyyyy 我爱你★ !

Now huiyu is telling you guys this, I Want To Change Phone ! Yup, i want change ! But first, i dont know which phone should i buy, Two of my choice was, W980i and Z770i. I want to change to something new, like flip phone ! I wish i could buy either one harr ! Ok, let me show you .

Which one which one ? The fuction, im not sure about Z770i But w980i heard that it's pretty good. so any suggestion yet? Z770i camera is just 2.0 mega pixels, and W980i is 3.2 mega pixels. and Z770i is not a walkman phone, but W980i is a walkman phone. I supposed i buy W980i will be better ?

Hahaha, i suddenly miss my 580i so much !
★Last, happy birthday cutiefair.★

够了★真的，
我不可否认我真的累了。
我试着去了解，也尽力了
就这样吧 ..

OH, JIAYOU

O level is coming in about 10days, 加油加油 Lo ! Theres nothing impossible.
Dont put yourself into blank, give yourself more space, and believe that you can do it!
dont stress yea ? i can able to joke with you if you're bored :D huiyu ding ni men ok ?
hahaha, ai ni men ohh ! well, today xingan came over my house, and study .
Go insane, laugh, study joke, study . Craps alot tooo !

hehe (:

okay, i hate my friendy
no one will care how you feel please, huiyu.

Nice day, nice exam ! :D

im extremely high now, you know why ? today's cpa is the easiest among all this years. but no confident to get high marks, but i think i could pass ! :D This paper is super easy, cause my Last Minute ! Im so high lah ! hahaha, thanks god. :D *winks*

and well, after my paper i went home. BBTS is occupied by other friendy ): so i went to Ahma house to collect some letters for mummy. The first thing is reach Ahma house was going to the toilet you know why ? my stomach is calling me during my examination ! and in the middle of the hall i can tell you, that feeling was really hopeless. Looking like a little abandon kitten *meow* but well, of course i manage to bear with it . hahahah. ok, back to my topic. and yes, i walk home with cher, she is nice har ? accompany me to walk, to Ahma house, and home. Bought ice-cream, yummy har?

but hor.. do you guys know about the China milk thingy ? it's really ridiculous for a walls lover like me, stop eating the ice-cream i love, ohwell, it's for goodness sake ! :B Cher and me was wondering is'it eat-able or not . look like idiot, standing infront of the ice-cream box, and talking about the milk thing
Hahahas. ok, lets dont be public nuisance. Ya, public nuisance miss santha today give us a nice talk, saying that resisdent complain that we are too noisey near by the school. I could deeply understand this, i know it's irritating when you're sleeping or something, you need peace. But this ms-santha said go straight home after our exam, even if we have next paper in the afternoon, is she like mad ? lol, bus fee i supposed she wants to pay . But well, i think no people would give a damn on her rubbish bangala language. So hack it :D

ok, i shall go for my study. Takecare lovesss ! <3>

ops, i did it in purpose.

I deleted my blog, my phone photo accidentally and it's really damn stupid + dumb.
later i'll update more

Edit ,
my crapper, get start yo ?

the sky is so dark out there, and im still blogging like nobody business ! hahaha. im still sitting infront of this lappy. watching videos. Eheh, not porn hor ! hahahs, is Heishehuimeimei & BangbangTang de show ! :D well, my new blogskin is so pinky i know. but no choice. my favourite colour yea ? I might get bored and change it off. bear with it ! :)

there is one thing, i so wanna' do it now now now ! Yes, now ! i just feel like working right now ! if i can work, i got money. When ive got money, i can buy cloths, bags and shoes, my D-DAY II, my F.M S.H.E album, i want my HeyGirls album. if these things is infront of me now, i make sure i will jump around mans ! i will fly up to the sky, but .. i will end up in the floor soon ): cause i will be broke. oh-so-sadddd .

This coming thrusday will be my last paper, and yes i will mostly find a job. Hahahahahahaha. i did study today, output, input devies. ATM cards are use for .. ohsosorry, im tired to memories le oh ! :D Hoping tomorrow's topic will be easy easy ! :D and those people who are taking O level please work hard for it ! dont be like me more. last minute ! And 11 more days to your exam, yao jia you you oh ! :D and today superband, though i dont support any. but hope they will jiayou lo ! :D

yawns, im so tired. i dont feel like continue watching super band le ! good night ! :D

Smiley smile smile.

ohwell, my stomach is really killing me right now . i have been going the toilet for
so many times and i dont even what i ate yesterday. What i ate, my mum ate it too .
but i asked her and ..

Me: mummy ah, you got xie du zi ?
Mum: No ? eh ? i mean, i everyday xie du zi ah ?
Me: WHY?!
Mum: i everyday eat xie yao, what do you think ?
Me: zZz ..

and i seriously think that i ate something wrong yesterday. And it's really freaking me out .
cause my house downstairs, open a new stall. And seeing the banners and pictures,
it tells me that they are very famous in "Fried Carrot Cake" and well, i decided to give it a try.
im wondering isit that stall causes me xie du zi har ?

ive got tricked, many times today -.-
peoples' blog. One by one ok ? yesterday precious ask me to do a .. test or something ?
she is telling, how true isit, and i believe her -.- an i got tricked.
And when to peoples' blog and got tricked .
-.- and it's not just once, it's many times until i forgot how many times.
ok, stop tricking me har, i learnt to be clever, wahahahha!

abcdefg .. i dont know what to update ley . hmms, ok i gonna get my breakfast/lunch now .
note: i woke up the lastest today ): im too tired to get out of bed.