After two months...

Sometimes you just can't help to miss something in your life so so much that you secretly wishing time will turn back someday. Sometimes you just can't help to accept what's offer to you. You know it, you know it yourself that it might not be a good choice, but secretly you encourage yourself that, it'll be better in some way. It's all a human thing. You felt something is blocking your way, you will try every little actions to make it go away, you will! Just admit it. But it depends what the other side of you thinks too. You want to be like somebody, but you're still you. You envy of people's beauty, why not spend that effort to find where's your beauty. You might not appreciate your beauty, but I believe there will be somebody does. Instead of changing to someone you ain't sure about, why not be yourself. Just like wearing something you ain't comfortable with, but it's FASHION. Stop the fashion bullshit, wear something you're comfortable with it's most improtant. Fitting dresses, make you have to suck your tummy in every meals? That's horrible! Nothing changes. Accept it with a smile, that's reality. No one could change it, unless you're god or something. In life, there's people who are a real bitch, slapping you again, and again, but who cares? One day their hands will hurt, and their slaps will make you stronger then before. Once again, it's life. You give up something for something, you want something but couldn't get something. It's all part of life game. All I wanna say is, life is short. Be yourself, treat people like how you wanted to be treated.

P/S: My red hair is gone, but Jet Black! :) Totally love it.