Always you're on my mind..

Not sure what to blog about.. but maybe just some thoughts of mine?

O-WELL..

I thought that i might be helping out by giving you, what you always wish for. But who knows? That thing only cause you become greedy. You don't appreciate at all. I don't really know why the fiak i have to do this, i don't find any not a single reason now! I tot I might help you out, but end up what do i get? Hearing you whining a thing that you have been doing for the pass don't know how many years? You're just trying to find excuses to go that Bloody place when those fiaking peoples. I can't deny that i don't feel well. Hello, i gave you what you need is because YOU NEED, not you MUST HAVE. OK? I don't know what you're thinking seriously.

Maybe I'll rant, I'll whine, but... i won't blame. sigh.

OK, it's a random list

I wish to go esplanade now, sit there and chill out. Looking at those night lights.
I wish to go marina barrage now, also sitting there chit chatting
I want saturday to come fast!
I'm tired..
I feel like eating subway meltzx!
I want to hug jacky cheng right now!
I feel so mood-swing now!
I'm not feeling very nice inside.
I don't know why........................................
I wish someone can surprise me right now, :(
I wish i have DSLR now.
I wanna go out!
I want a jogging partner, jog with me 10 rounds now!
I want the casio golden watch
I feel like cycling at night!
I feel like flying kite at marina barrage.
I want a baby purple ear piece, (I'm looking for it long ago)
I don't know what should i do now.
I'm so blur today, no i mean so blank!
I didn't nothing today, just no-life touching my iphone *roll eye*
I want to go out with Jacky cheng, Xin, Junlong, Yvon, &Ervin!
I miss my secondary school life! :(
I want my birthday to come fast!
I'm going back to school next week!
I wanna present! :(
I want my long hair!
I want everything in this world!
I need to pack my room again!
I have to sleep early everyday.
I want money, i need it!
I ..... miss Jacky cheng kk :(

I....................................................m going to bed now!
Ciaozxzx

Tay Xi Wen ♥

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Understand already my dear students? HAHA.
Sounds as if i'm a teacher. Anyway,


I'm going out! Blog again! :)

You're all i want, for the night

Okay, it's 27 again.. well nothing special falls on this 27, but just feel like mentioning. HAHA, bitch.

Do you guys know what am i going to type now? Yes! My dear bf went back to camp already. Well.....................................
OKAY, I KNOW I KNOW. I know every sunday/monday you will have to read this sentence but.. too bad my blog, my right.
It won't take you guys a hour right to read that few sentance right ? So you won't blame me for that don't you? *Flyin' kiss*

I accompany bf to buy his stuff for camp, and meet his friends. His friends were all very friendly, the whole conversation between them are really really funny, and ya they're really nice! :)





This is so cute!!!
I can't stop looking on stuff i think is cute.
So.. bf actually bought this Skittles mini for me!
I mean one whole packet! It's really really cuteee!!




Yesyesyesyes, mini skittles!

Well................................a..n...y...w..a...y....................................................................................
You know that feeling really suck when you need to wave goodbye to your bf and you can't get to see him for like...
Almost a week? Sometimes 5 days, sometimes 6 days. Is like really, Ahhhhhh!! The feeling is like, you feel like kicking the people infront of you,
not only kicking you feel like putting a rubbish bin on the person head infront you. I mean feeling ah!
I never kick people, just give them a slap only. HAHA, JOKINGGG ~

But seriously, that feee-ling suck ttm! :(

PS: BF, you're wrong i never type that i miss you! HAHA, but........ I MISS YOU :(



Bye Mini Skittles, Bye Bf, Bye My Readar! :)

♥

Happy 18th Birthday, Ervin. work work work..

Yes, i went for my work today at houyu again! :) Today was really boring, cause the customer were always sat infront instead of the back. &We ain't allow to walk
to other station but just stay at our own station, so i can't get customer sit at my station at all. I still did a few of them, but feel that i didn't do anything for the day.
Feel kind of ... weird? I should say.




this DJ from FM933 drop by our work place. &Camera girl ask me to take picture!
So a quick snap with her! She is really cute and pretty! Her name is JiaHui, for your info.
Her eyes are really gorgeous! :p



Ohmygodzx, i look fat in this picture -.-





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Anyway, the best moment was still collecting money! $.$ I know i very money face, but .. who don't like pay day, you tell me you tell me?

Last briefing and i took train back to tampines and meet my sweet bf.
I can say he is really really sweet, no matter how tired i am he will always have his way to take away my tiredness.






Went over to Ervin's birthday chalet with bf &Kevin. I'm damn guilty to be late,
and seem like everyone were there waiting for us and cut the cake together. I'm really guilty.
&ya, and he cut his cake and we ate it, and ... we went into the chalet sit down and talk craps together with bf, yvon &Ervin.
End up, Xin, Junlong, Kevin, Jopie &his friend joined us. &Yes, i like that feeling which like.. some people whom we are close with gather
around &talk about what we know, what happen before, and some funny dirty jokes!

All the way till 1, we went off.

but enjoyed the chalet pretty lots!
Thanks Ervin for inviting! :)



PS: don't be late for my birthday ok? :D Don't revenge me!

Once again, happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Bye *waves*

Average line,

At this point of time, I can't stop myself from typing shits out here. Alrights..

Sometimes i really feel like slapping myself hard. This time round, i find no good reason for me to forgive myself from what happen today. &Yes this is what i actually get end of the day, not giving my best yet using TRY MY BEST to jump over. This is what i really are, don't i? Is really like what the fiak, when i saw my result. Recalling back i actually can blame no one but myself, for not giving my best, for no put my full attention in exam. This lead me to regret. You know i thought i could accept that fact that my grades dropped cause it's expected. Well.. when i open my ite portal, all i can say is Fiak fiak fiak :( Whenever i open that ITE web it will never bring me good news. First time was 2.7, and then 3.2 now what ? 2.9?!?!?! Though the rounding off is 3.. but serious, 2.9 is really low low low low. Well, all i can do now, is typing shits on my blog, flooding my twitter showing off how emo elmo i am. My friends cheering me up telling me "it's ok try harder the next time round ok?" But unfortunately to say, this is my final exam. Meaning i won't be taking any exam when my school start this coming July. How unfortunate!? :( All i can say is why the fiakkk GPA will drop. Haihaizxz! Why can't the grow up like human does. Ok, i know it's not funny! :(

This was the don't know how many times, i use "it's better then a fail" to cheer up myself. But deep inside i know, i know this never work, cause everything just place nicely infront of me telling me, i can do better then this. I'm able to score better for my Advance Haircutting, i know i can get an A for Advance hair-coloring and the rest of the modules, i'm sure i can do better then the results show on my Philips desktop screen! I know i can but one thing i always don't put effort in and regret in the end. THIS IS ME! I never changed, no matter when i'm in secondary or primary i always don' put effort in my studies. I thought i get content easily, i thought i get a PASS I'll be very glad already. But who knows, all along what i want, i wish for is more then a pass. Get it?

Seriously i recalled what friend actually told me the day before i have exam. They asked me to put my whole forcus on my examination rather then other stuff. But i just don't listen to their advise and left ear in right ear out. Shyta, why i never listen. I always don't listen to people's advice. Slap myself for that. Haizxzx! In my life, 12 years of studying, I'm always scoring at the average line. Out of the sudden, i feel i'm good at nothing. At this emo-elmo time, i feel so useless. It seem like i wasted these 12 years down, studying for nothing but an average grades. Which i don't want that to happen. Please people pay hard for me, i'm gonna work extra extra extra upsize extra extra upsize extra hard for my coming portfolio and my end of year hair show. I don't care anymore. I really have to put all my attention here, if not, i'm gonna waste this two years inside there. &waste my tears i dropped down there! Nooooo way ~

Fiak fiak fiak, i don't wanna be sucha emo-freak, ladies. I wanna get out from this Emo-ElmoLala World!! Though my heart still feel so heavy, like how many kilograms.

You know imma happy girl rights? You believe i'm strong enough right? Peace Love *

Advanced Hair Colouring (B)
Creative Hair Design (A)
Advanced Haircutting (C)
Hair Salon Operations (B)
Hair Perming (B)

:(
Emo-Elmo-Potato!

Ps: Without you around, no one will bring me out when i'm feeling sad, when i'm so emo elmo. Without you around, i'm facing this alone no one use the ways you tried to cheer me up.

By listening to your voice, it bright my day so much

Meet out with Jocelyn today!
I last saw her was about 3 months ago, ever since i cut my hair short i never get a chance to meet her up.
As we have our own stuff to busy with.

I accompany her to Serangoon for a singtel job interview and when we reach there, she went for interview and i was asked to sit inside a room to wait for her. So ya, i waited for like .. an hour? &actually alot staff there walked up to me and ask am i here for job interview, and I keep repeating I'm not here for interview. Actually they're quite friendly though :)

We went over to bugis and get some clothing I'm looking for, and went over to long john silver to have our dinner. Chill down there and chitchat, gossip this what girls normally do right?













&then we went over marina square to meet Jiaren, Jiabao &another friend of theirs. It's actually quite a fun meet up, though I don't really know them. I mean Jiaren &Jiabao were in the same course with me, but i don't really talk to them face to face, or even go out together. Yeaa, they're funny &disturbing!






Overall, it's really a tiring meet up. Is like i spend 12 hours outside, i couldn't take it anymore &took cab home instead of MRT/Bus.

Show you guys something very interesting..

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Oh wait, i have been using this dot dot dot recently in my post uh? O.O
ok, i shall try not to use it so often ! HAHAHA.

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Don't be shock by my aunty look. HAHA



This is the first picture we took at 2008 Jan?
HAHA, look at our noob face. It's so funny please. But i mean we did changed alot throughout this two years in between..

But seriously, i look super typical "ah lian" My hair is like black like charcoal please!
My hair is like so layered, and what's wrong with that little curry pok on my head.
Damn :( i look so ugly. Ahhhhh *cover face*




See the difference?
HAHA, i feel so pretty compare to 2 years back *swing hair*
CEHHH, damn BHB ._.

Ok. BYE!

Doing silly things for this year

I feel so stupid right now, i'm damn regret of a thing i did this year
I'm not really sure about is my brain working that time anot.
But.... by doing this really need huge courage for a girl. And ... i think other girls out there won't do
what I've did. Ohmygod, i really regret !! :(

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cutting my hair off ... sigh!

If you don't know me, I'm gonna tell you this. I PRECIOUS MY HAIR ALOT.
but i don't know what's wrong with me that time, i just snap it off like this, without thinking twice.
I just text Bff on that day, "I'm going with you to the salon for a hair cut"
She still asked me "Ok.. but are you sure?"
I told her, "Don't change my mind anymore, this time for real i'm going to snap it off"
Ohmygod, i seriously think i have mental problem that time! Just one cut, seriously i ruin my life!
(not really that serious, but it's really damn serious)
My classmate, even my teacher were all shocked by my sudden snap off.
They don't even believe i cut my hair away, they pull my hair to double check
whether am i lying anot, but i just told them .....
"YES IT'S GONE IT'S GONE!" T-T

I'm damn happy that time, cause i have the courage to cut the bob i always wanted.
but now....
I hate myself so much, for cutting away my hair. I wanna go for extension! >:(

Hurrrr, but people don't you feel like slapping me? I cut my hair and going round telling people
"I want to extent my hairr!!" And i don't really feel very good with extension.

Sigh, how how?! Anyone know how to let hair grow in super speed?
I wanna let it grow fast, and yes, my hair is growing very fast already, i can say that.
Sigh! *pull my hair* :(









*Roll eye round round round for a thousand times*

Shit, I seriously think I'm mad. :(
Is like chopping off, 6 to 7 inches away from my hair know!!
sigh. stop complaining what was done was done.
It's already 3 months i have short hair! sigh*
gonna keep back long for sure! *ANGRY FACE*

Never stop never stop keep growing my dear hair!

AWWWW.. BYE.

Cheer me up ?
Please tag me and click on my nuffnangs advertisment :(

Days to count again

Well.... *big sigh*
He is leaving me for NS again! This time is much more better, cause it's 4 days!
:) I'm looking forward to this coming saturday.
How fast?! SATURDAYYYYYYYY

insert big heart! -- ♥ --

Well, I'm going to stay at home until saturday.
Have been neglecting my family ever since bf booked out.
which make me feel really really bad :(
So i gonna stay at home be my mum, and dad good girl.

&&Double sorry to my girlfriends, give me some more time alright?
I'm trying to manage my time. I miss you girls really lots :(
Especially, Xin, Cher &Jenell!

Alright here's the point...
My oil control film is all used up!
My face is so oily that can even fry eggs! :(
My make-up remover is also empty already.
I gonna walk round watson tomorrow.

WAIT WATSON...............

SHOULD i?







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bf, my mum &dad.. no not just them, a lot of my friends
gonna nag me upside down, if i say this..
but seriously .. should i dye my hair again?
i really want darker hair! >:(
But always fade away after a few times of washing!
But my hair condition is on the way to death
Actually my hair condition is so good man!!

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT...
my fringe really very irritating !
If you see me in real life or in some pictures, my fringe is darker then other part of my hair
Please don't mistake me for dying my fringe like that purposely!
There's reasons behind which actually cause my fringe become like this.

&there's a client of mine actually asked me, if i purposely dye my fringe like that :(
*sniff sniff*


Anyway...



Look at the difference between my hand and bf's hand.
Is only two week, he become so tan.
Tsk, i wonder two years later ... o.o

HAHA, still lubzx him no matter he become
pink, blue, yellow, orange, red or purple! :D

Whatever, still considering whether should i dye my hair a not.
Houyu or L'oreal? HAHA! :B
But.. for this year, only THIS YEAR I've already dyed my hair
more then 8 times and one time was highlighting with bleach! .__. ohmygod!
I can actually feel that my hair is screaming my name,
and ask me not to dye again
OK, don't dye! :)

Ok, BYE L-O-V-E-L-Ys!

Happy Far-dar(father) day in advance♥BBQ @Yacht Club (Y)

Time really pass very fast, it's like last year.. april 12? HAHA.
Thank god i still able to remember, that's show my brain still working quite well! :D

Well well, this time round we just went there for BBQ.
It's a advance celebration for father's day. &well it's also a gathering, but Jiaqi, Huiqi &Ahyang
wasn't there. It's quite boring, but one big lucky thing was... Bf tagged along.
He actually accompany me throughout the whole day there.



I was complaining to him how boring that place is, but he claimed that it's relaxing and..
he pretty like it, i guess :D

Fishing there! :D







My brother tried fishing too!



He is the professional for fishing! He caught two small fishes in a roll.



This fishy is still alive, flipping around.
not sure what they did to it after that..



Patient.. patient fishing need patient bro..


I also tried to hook a fish out from the sea, but the worm on the hook always got eat by
those professional fishes! >:( &bf told me,
"我们不可以让鱼吃免费食物！"
(we can't let those fishes eat free food)
HAHA, and he take over,



&i asked him to take picture with me!
and after taking a few pictures, know what he tell me?
"Dear, don't talk to me when I'm fishing.. see the worm got eaten again.."
Haha, so funny, end up give up and go have our lunch together with mummy and Jessy jiejie.

They having a afternoon buffet there and know what?!
The buffet was like, 10 dollars PER-PERSON. That's for member price
So my mummy and Jessy jiejie actually paid 20 dollars to enter the buffet,
bf and me went there to have lunch
without paying cause the aunty at the paying counter wasn't there.
Shawn and 2 of his friends came over to join us too.
Jessy jiejie actually finding the aunty to pay for the 5 of us,
but she still wasn't there, after awhile my brother finish fishing with my dad,
They came over and eat also! Get the picture? HAHA
meaning the 9 of us, only pay $2.22 for the buffet! HAHA.





Wayne wayne came and play around with him :D








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What's my bf looking at ?

Lol, saw the key? That weird key chain seriously make me laugh like hell.
The guys, Shane, my bro &bf keep playing with it, especially shane uh! :x
HAHAHA! I can't deny this cousin of mine(shane) really cute.
Whenever i saw him I'll touch his stomach, and he'll like keep running away from me :x
And that day he wore that shirt "Don't touch" HAHAHA! Damn funny man!

&Yup, that's all for my father's day celebration



Pardon my late wish, dad..
but here wishing you a happy father's day, wish you'll stay healthy like you use to be.
Try to drink lesser &look after your health alright? Lubzx You To Da Maxii! :)

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Cherish before it's gone.