I believe in that hands,

Saw that smile on my face? I'm fine already. Thanks my dearly for those concern. Appreciated ♥ Mwahs*

Went out with XGbff to bugis to do a 'serious' shopping. As i mention on the previous post, i haven't bought any new year appreals yet. So we still decided to go down to bugis. & i really regret going on the weekends, as the crowd was like wow! & you will never be surprised when you see people you know, like us? HA, maybe not really the people we know, well...

Spending few hours there, walking in the crowd, squeezing people and people squeezing you back, I finally bought a appreal for Cny. & XGbff told me that she realise i wasn't the me this year, as in i usually when i go shopping with her, i will buy and go without hesitating. but this year round, she told me i hesitate alot. So do i, i find myself weird this year ._.

& this silly girl here, she is not advertising this shirt, but keep psycho her dad, her mum and her little brother to buy this button shirt, just because she like the color. Is she like cute or what ? HA


Coming wednesday, going again i guess :)


P.S: i'm not why, __ need to give this kind of reaction, but i just find that it's quite lame seriously. But .. hopefully it's over. Maybe in future i wouldn't that it that serious anymore, cause it's totally craps, i can say. Live well (!)

P.S.S: My pay is rolling in, at the same time, it's rolling out too.

BFF ♥

Disappointing,

P.s: Everything just changed. I became more and more tired of that place, i don't have the motivation to go down there anymore, even how sad i am, how much i miss my school. & the one i miss, was the one 2 years ago. Not now.

P.s.s: "Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in ur life".

P.s.s.s: Maybe sometimes i think about it, it isn't important anymore.

P.s.s.s.s: I really feel sucks, seem like no one in this world understands me! All i left now is, XGBFF, Cher, Zhengwei, Joyce, Marilyn & My ite guys. (i always asked, "why the number of friends got lesser each year")

P.s.s.s.s.s: maybe friends really come and go.

Rain drop sound,

Somehow, i'm tired in don't know what way.
Somehow, i find there's something going wrong with me today
Somehow, i doesn't have any motivation
Somehow, i...

Time before,

Ahh ! Chinese new year is coming in two weeks time, but i have quite a number of things not yet done! Some of it should be done by new year, because of schooling and my previous part-time job i have really no time (maybe it's an excuse, Haha) Let me name out one by one

1. I haven't do a full-house spring cleaning, which actually i feel quite bad about it. As usually my mum was the one who do the house cleaning, but this year round i wish i could do it all by myself. Maybe i think at least i did something yaw!

2. I haven't re-dye my hair and get any stuff done with my hair. My previous previous previous post mention i think i need a haircut, i need some retouch of my hair done. But.. i'm not done at all !! Maybe i might get it done, the week before new year

3. CNY is coming yet, i haven't got any clothing that i think i want. Even if i want, i can't able to find it. Which i actually keep finding ever since last week. As i don't like to be last minute, but it seem like i gonna be a last minute this time, awws!

4. && for me i'm a very particular on shoes. So i always having hard time finding the ONE i really want. So i really have big headache if i couldn't find the one i want, i'm gonna be very very shag for this coming CNY. Cause i wanna have a pretty shoes which makes me comfortable also.

I think i have to spend the whole saturday to search for those stuff i want. Stay tune babe!

P/S: Yayness, tomorrow is monday ! :)

P/S/S: CNY is coming, that also reminding me, Valentine day is coming. Gonna spend it alone again this year. Actually i've already used to it, haha! Maybe if someone really asked me out, i feel awkward too. So better not not.

P/S/S/S: butttttttttttttt, i still wish to recieve valentine gift from that someone in my mind.

Tunning on your FM,

A day out with XGbff, and her friend, Jacky & Junlong. I actually though that it'll be quite a awkward outing but who knows it turn out quite fun actually.

At first we was at bugis to collect my a shirt that i reserved last week, and also mean time we were searching for "that one" clothing for that silly girl. She keep saying something which actually sounds very wrong for the day. I couldn't stop laughing at her! At the same time, she also complains that I'm helping the two guys then helping her. :B

Next we went over to town, i don't know why we was there anyway. What i know was, walking around until my legs were like numb! I swear, i couldn't like stand properly, or balance myself (though i know i have problems in balancing ._.) and well .. so on and so on, i bought nothing for myself! Cause i didn't really look at those clothing.

I went to my previous working place too, bought them donuts. And i can say i miss them alot alot! :B So decided to pay them a mini visit last minute. Haha & (note: random) out of the sudden, i some kind of craving for pizza, and i also whisper XGBFF that if we go off early, i shall go over her house and order pizza for dinner. End up Jacky suddenly asked us whether do we want to have dinner over at Pizza hut, of course we agree.

After dinner at pizza hut, they went to their friend chalet, and i went home cause i feel really sleepy.

P/S: Whenever i saw this particular colour watch, i will like "eh! ___ de watch leys" why har? tsk !

Daydream to see you,

Oh.. it's friday agains ~

This week was really a tired week for me. I never felt so tired before, i'm not really sure what's wrong though, but just some things inside my body wasn't working. Which actually causes me so sleepy, so tired. There's also possibility that i might take too much theory in my mind. So .. i really gobble pretty much in school within this three weeks. Like my HSO (hair salon operation) i begin to follow up what my teacher has covered last term, but my HPM (hair perming) theory gonna buck up alot. As the teacher .. i haven't mingle with her so i don't really know what's up with her, she just gave me a feeling that, she wasn't giving a damn on us ._. Forget it then !

During my wednesday CHD (creative hair design) i actually start learning some pretty cool stuff, like tie-ing that bow shown above. It's easy then what we thought. Just that we need to comb smooth it. That day was abit rush, so i didn't get to do a perfect one. So just this to jump off anyway.


P/S: If you're interested in doing Rebonding or Perming, you can contact me through my blog of course or email me at Likeastarfishy@hotmail.com . Tag me you email and i'll update you more info about it, timing, place and etc.. For the prices is from $12 to $30 dollars, depending on the lenght :)

P/S/S: Mei kan dao, 2 tian ye!

P/S/S/S: CHUA YAZI! if you get to see this, you better see it. This morning i saw you, you look at me and turn away ._.

Power of make up

Actually i saw this kind of article a number of time, i always go "ohmygodd" cause i really find it damn unbelieveable. This time round, when limhwee show me. I have the yearn to blog about it, so let me shall with you what i saw from this webpage limhwee show me.

I don't know whether iszit true anot. When i'm looking at those pictures, i have some doubts actually. But when you actually look at them carefully, you can see the similar, like their nose, their mouth, their whatever. & that makes me think that it's quite cool that make up can actually change a person look.

*NOTE: i'm not trying to insult people or saying them or what.

Don't you think is just like magic = make up? I think it is. And that make me even believe there is no natural beauty, maybe just a few percentage for that i could say. This is two of the most differents one i look from the webpage. And somehow i lost the web link, if not i can show you guys the rest.

I repeat myself again, i'm not insulting people, just something i find is magic about make up

My turn to compare my w/o make up and with make up.

I think me w/o make up look like damn sick, as in pale! ._.

♥proud to have make up on now! :D

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P/S: this morning my mum woke me up at 8 going 9 a.m cause of people at the next block, there's lady/man wanna commit sucide. I couldn't get to see clearly his/her look, but i know there's someone sitting outside the window (like duhhh ~) And at first he/she was crying and then that person actually turn him/herself left and right. And my mum was like keep looking, but i keep asking her not to look, because i feel very scare also! But my curious keep pulling me to look at it. And finally after 3 to 4 hours the police man saved him/her. And i realise after crying & turning left and right, he/she actually sleep/fainted there ._.

P/S/S: imagine at the last floor of your block and you sleep at no supporting place, outside the windows? Imagine that person just move one or two cm, he/she will drop down and die straight ._.

P/S/S/S: I think people should cherish life, as life is so short like .. so short ._. well well well ..

Random out of me,

Sigh, feel so __ suddenly
don't know why i feel like running away from it, but just don't feel like work. Isn't the place i don't wanna go, but just really i don't feel like working. I know i should changed my mind set as this is what i learned from my previous manager, Peggy. She always told us that mind set is really important, and she always remind me that i must do something that i really like in order to gain my mindset at the right place.

I just don't know what i'm running away from. I just vexing about those days i don't know how to live actually. But i'll try my best to kick this thinking off my brain. If not few months later i'll die for sure! Sigh, i must go harder in order to reach my dream, my goals, and whatever i want. I must! and i need to :(

P/S: maybe i just don't like being forced to do something, i want to do what i have in mind. I know this isn't good, but i can't take this off as this accompany me for years already.

P/S/S: I've to change, i need to change, i must change!! :(

P/S/S/S: I forgot to mention something in my previous post, i went out with XGbff that day. I actually saw Queeny Khoo, and she became very prettier compared to before, chatted with her for awhile, and got her number for my end of year graduation hair show, though is still long ago, but i always wanted to find someone who really looking like a model, and always wish i will bang onto her one day! That day i'm quite lucky and got my courage up to talk to her! 'Cause we wasn't that close when we're in secondary school. HA, but still very glad to bang into her yesterday! *winks*

Just wanna think about,'

Went bugis with XGbff, we went there to look around actually. And i realise what i wanted to buy, i didn't buy any in the end. I actually wanted get myself a pair of fake lashes, and some head-bands, so on.

End up we both broke out of the sudden, so decided to go back tampines instead of staying there doing window shopping. So i went to her house and have a mini chat with her.

Tomorrow, guess i will stay at home re-charge my beauty sleep ♥

P/S: Ahhs, i miss school already :(
P/S/S: Tired eyes of mine, my eyes getting tired - smaller each day

Friday again

Facebook giving me big trouble :(
and today then i realise, i'm so addicted to facebook!

Tomorrow it's friday again.. It seem like time goes very fast! I don't want it goes so fast, is like my attachment is waving hands to me, I feel like so ah-li-ba-ba scared. I scare i will faint because lacking of beauty sleep! Maybe you think that it's abit over, but i really can't imagine how tired i will be within that two months! Especially, we're not like those office lady, sitting for the whole day, we're going to stand for the whole day! Maybe from 10a.m to 10p.m, ohmygod my legs will break i think ! *scary*

Shall not think anymore, k bye! :(

Fate,

Short & nice one :)

This is what we learn in my favourite module, Creative Hair Design!
I hope i can learn more in the next lesson! *winks*

P/s: i told ya, is a short and nice one

P/s/s: i think that person and i got no fate! Like .. whatever lahs! ._.

P/s/s/s: please don't anyhow think who is "that person" hor! ._.

P/s/s/s/s: i'm tired !

P/s/s/s/s/s: Walaoooooooooooos .. i want to see that lor!

P/s/s/s/s/s/s: So sick one ley! :(

Myself,

Recently I find myself very irritating. Almost everyday, I'll be going round asking my classmates whether should i like have a haircut, or change a hair color or what. but their answers were all the same " No ah? where got?! Haiya don't change lah, your hair very nice liaos, really! " I think whenever i asked them, they might feel like slapping me, but ........ *shake head*

Do you guys know why i keep asking them over and over again? Maybe i keep looking at myself everyday in the mirror, maybe i feel very sick or something with my hair. Just doesn't know what is going wrong, but i just find it very weird? o.o look like some kind of mushroom head, long hair ghost, or like some dumb dumb = ah gong/ ah dai -.-, etc.. Ok, back to the topic..

Do you guys feel this weird-ness on my hair? or spotted something wrong with it? Don't say no/don't have/nothing is wrong, cause i really find it very weird but don't know where YET for now.

AHHHHS, i want to get my hair trim !! if not it's getting thicker like horse tail

er.. maybe not that over, like it's tail ._.
and getting some new hair colour playing on my hair. Hope i can get it done fast, if not i'm not-so-happy with my hair everyday :(




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P/s: but i still LOVE my hair color though *-* don't slap me!


♥

Last time, Past

" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself "

I don't know why, i'll have this kind of 'feelings'
feelings = angry + disappointed + disgusted..
Just feel very idiot, stupid plus dumb right now.

I don't know why beginning of the year, i have to accept this kind of treatment BUT
i know and believe that it can be avoid. But you didn't, i mean you people didn't.
Maybe you people don't find a need of telling me, but i also don't find a need of hiding from me.
Maybe you people don't mean to hide, but from what i see it's hiding.
As i feel really terrible, when something hiding from me.

I don't know why i keep finding reason to cover you people in my heart.
But i still can, i feel so cheated. I feel like an idiot, telling people "something"
and they was like " I know ahs, blahblahblah.. " seriously, i feel damn dumb.

& very sorry to say, I'm not going to believe anyone anymore.
This time round, keep whatever you people want from me,
and also, please don't ever tell me about you people stuff anymore.

because it was you people, that's why im such disappoint such angry and such disgusted.
Understand ?

I just wanna be a happy girl, that's all!

It's getting near

Current: Having sore throat, running nose = no voice.

I don't know is it coincidence anot, but it seem like everytime when school holiday is over, when i return to school, i'll be either sick or damn sick. But just, i'll get sick. It's really feeling damn unhappy with it. This term, i need to have full attendence. As my result shows all.

Well well, my class have start with Advance hair colouring, meaning we are going to hands-on highlighting pratical work! Woots! My teacher actually used my hair as a demo on tuesday. Though the result wasn't obvious, and my friends claimed that it's not nice. But i can't find a reason hating it, cause it wasn't obvious at all. So.. no complains :D

No differents right? But if you see carefully, you can see a some golden-lish strand.
(back to topic) Yes, i not yet try any highlighting on any head for the moment. My teacher wants us to train on dolly before doing on real life models.

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two of my favourite mini group photo!

School reopen ♥

It's a brand new term again! :)

I have been looking forward to see my new 'super' junior! As it's a new year again, new-comer is here to report. What i can say was .. nothing at all. Maybe i don't know them well. So might not judge them by look then. & I finally saw my guys & my joyce, i couldn't stop smiling and laughing when i saw them. AHA! Everything went good, and i also get my timetable for the term. I prefer the timetable alot more now then the previous two. As my lesson starts after 9 almost everyday, but it ends quite late but not after 7. Hopefully my favourite module is out, and also halehluya my lecturer will be a good one, as i never got taught by her before. So.. hope it will be a good one instead of me hating that module in the end. HAHA!

They become perming models for the day !




My lao pa look damn shuai in this photo ! :B







Lastly, not forgetting a group photo with my joyce and guys



They looked like damn unhappy, cause i forced them to take with me, when my other classmates are all going home. Haha

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& thanks Yazi & Korkor for the earing and perfum :)