Bleeding heart,

Right now, i don't think people is entering my blog like free now. Cause i didn't give my url to alot people. So hi guys, maybe it's a little boring here, but i just wish you could keep it to yourself my url for that moment. :) Double heart ♥ Just do some self entertaining right now. Well, ok lets start.

My phase test is postpone to monday or friday i don't know, and i need two real life models for STS and HCT. I'm lucky to have my 'family' to be the model for HCT if not i think if i cut other people's hair, they will scream at me! *cross lip*

So i think i shall work hard for it. I hope i at least can get a C just a C i'm contended already. Alright, anyway went out with dearest Jocelyn today.

Well, as usual we went to bugis and shop. I bought the skirt i consider very long, like 2 weeks i think. I decided to bring it home today. I bought a belt to match it. Cool! I'm lovin' it! Hehehehs. & I begin to love my hair color now! As everyone told me, it isn't ugly suits me or whatever. I just like it cause i look different! Mwahs! :)

I met this girl like one year plus already, i'm glad that we still got the chance to be in the same school, same course. I know her through friendster, and surprisingly we could able to be that close. Like totally strangers till friends that can talk about feelings. Gosh, sounds so gay to say all these, but just thank q for being there, J :)

Enjoy photos! ^^V

The rest upload other day or you can go her blog to view it :)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo! :)

Lastly, i still dislike you. Maybe i really couldn't accept who you are right now.
Or maybe our ' Ba Zi ' bu he bah. :)

It's not important anymore.

How long the smile last? Forever?

'Some'thing have been in my mind since yesterday, of course i'm not feeling very nice inside. It's not who's fault, but just me myself. I'm just trying to understand things and everything. Though i have alot of things i didn't say it out, last night. Blame me for that, i'm just so tired of explaining, explaining and explaining. I'm tired of that kind of life, i'm not happy at all, yes not happy. Though i promise myself to be happy, as life is short, but things just make me so tired! Sorry i'm a girl who is too emotion. & thats me. Though i'm smiling everyday, but it's just for the sake of not being a disgusting, emotion freak. Yes, i didn't say it out, my fault. Just that no matter how much i explain how much i say, i'm still doing the wrong thing, i'm still the princess that people need to tolerate, bear with me and agree whatever i'm doing. Am i right? Since feb till now, which time is people saying it isn't my fault? Which time? It's always me fault. Then i rather don't explain myself for the sake of everything! Just say it's my fault will do. I'm not blaming whoever, i just feel so breathe-less, so restless, and speechless. Forget it, no one yes i mean NO ONE will understand me. For goodness sake, leave me alone.

I'm crying again .. god save m.e. i lost the real me, until now, i finally remove my mask. that's the real me

blow away your heart and soul,

Love can sometime be magic, but magic can sometimes just be an illusion

Heyyo heyyo, my camera finally can dischargeeeeee ! Yays ! I'm so happy, tomorrow i'm going to collect it. Well, today school was alright, HCT i wasn't cutting or whatever. I'm walking around and slacking. Then went for break, forgot what i did or whatever.

STS wohoo my favourite! Did the roller setting again, yes yes. But the roller not very good. Went for PCS, and did nothing again. I got back my test paper 13/20. I was quite disappointed about my result. Cause the test i commented that it's easy, but end up i got this sucks result. Sigh, i really feeling very disappointing :( Lu still adding salt on my wound. So idiot right this guy. I nearly cry i tell you.

Alright, i going play mahjong le bai la !

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